16 years

Fu Yan was shocked.

Colonel Fu in the "previous life" dragged a broken leg and fell into the tide of zombies, with no bones left.But in this life, he has to wear a full tail, he didn't even hurt his left leg when the plane crashed, Liu Ruosong didn't touch anything, he only cared about him, Fu Yan couldn't lie to himself that it was a coincidence.

Liu Ruosong still looks sober, he can't tell what is today and what is, and the memories in his mind are jumbled together in a mess.

He recognized that Fu Yan in front of him was alive, but as if he was afraid of hurting him, he put his palm on his leg very lightly, and he didn't even dare to touch it hard.

Liu Ruosong's body temperature was transmitted through the fabric, and Fu Yan looked at him, inexplicably feeling that his knee, which had been intact in this life, was really suffering from the illusion of broken bones from the inside out.

"I've seen it all." Liu Ruosong didn't shed tears this time, he bowed like a shrimp, his forehead rested on Fu Yan's shoulder, and he whimpered indistinctly, as if he was in extreme pain.He took a hard breath as if he was suffocating, and repeated: "...I have seen it all."

Liu Ruosong suddenly became abnormal, and there was a lot of commotion. He Tang, who was sleeping in the car, was awakened by the sound outside, and pressed the car window like a gossip, wanting to watch, but just as he poked his head out, He Feng dragged him from behind go back.

"What are you looking at?" He Feng said, "So you like to watch the excitement?"

There was other movement around him, and Fu Yan suddenly reacted from the shock, put his arms around his shoulders and held him in his arms, and wiped off the cold sweat from his temples with his hands.

He didn't want to leave Liu Ruosong here for others to watch, so he simply bent down and hugged him, turned around and walked towards the opposite side of the camp.

Liu Ruosong was still thinking about his legs, subconsciously wanted to struggle, and Fu Yan hugged him even tighter.

"It's okay." Fu Yan said, "It's been gone for a long time."

Fu Yan couldn't go against his conscience and say "those are all fake", "you had a nightmare" and other coaxing words, so he could only sit on the bank by the water with Liu Ruosong in his arms, telling him over and over again that it was all wrong. passed.

Liu Ruosong had a headache, and he was also confused. His temples throbbed, as if someone had thrown him into a washing machine and stirred his whole body into a mess. strength.

He hasn't figured out yet why Fu Yan died one second and came back to life the next, but he vaguely realized that he was "doing it all over again".

Lost and found again, fear of pain and ecstasy and happiness are like two diametrically opposite ropes, almost tearing his whole body in two.

Fortunately, Fu Yan was patient all the time. He took off his coat and wrapped it around Liu Ruosong, wiped off the cold sweat on his face with his palms, put his hands into Liu Ruosong's coat, and massaged his chest and back little by little. .

It took Liu Ruosong more than an hour to separate and sort out the memories of the two lives. He covered his forehead, as if he didn't understand why the plots of the two lives were so different.

Fu Yan looked down at him, a little worry leaked from his brows and eyes.

He had thought before that if he was not the only one in this world who could start over, then he hoped that the other person would be Liu Ruosong.

But Fu Yan didn't expect it to be at this point in time - after he had just lost himself and had already experienced the painful parting of death.

Even earlier, Fu Yan couldn't help thinking.

"... Are you really okay?" Liu Ruosong asked after a long time.

"No." Fu Yan said lightly, "It didn't hurt for long at that time."

"How did you get hurt so badly?" Liu Ruosong asked.

Fu Yan was silent for a moment, and said honestly: "The teammate at the time... didn't pay attention to the side when the back was broken. I jumped on him. It was an accident that I didn't avoid the broken metal on the ground when the inertia landed."

Liu Ruosong took a deep breath and didn't ask any more questions.

He didn't ask who Fu Yan's teammates were at that time, because he had gradually calmed down from that chaotic state.Asking about this kind of thing will not produce any positive emotions except for making him resist the comrades around Fu Yan. He will not do such a stupid thing.

But being emotionally clear means that his mind is turning faster. He knows Fu Yan's skills. He broke through so many dragons and tigers' dens in his previous life. If he was not dragged down by his injured leg, he might not have fallen into such a desperate situation.

Liu Ruosong remained silent, as if wanting to make sure of something, he touched his kneecap again.

Fu Yan let him confirm his conjecture indulgently, quietly waiting for him to recover.

"Does your head still hurt?" Fu Yan asked.

Liu Ruosong shook his head.

When he was just confused, he was still wondering why the things that happened in the two lives were so different, but now that he is awake, he understands.

Fu Yan was not surprised by his abnormality, and even naturally mentioned the leg injury in his previous life. After thinking about it, although the guess was outrageous, there was only one answer.

"Are you...doing it all over again?"

Liu Ruosong didn't want to use the word "rebirth", and Fu Yan also found out, so he hummed affirmatively.

The headache eased a lot, Liu Ruosong straightened up from Fu Yan's arms, and pressed his forehead with his thumb.

He subconsciously wanted to ask Fu Yan when did he start over, but after thinking about it carefully, he realized that many things had clues.

From the day when Fu Yan became abnormal for the first time, he must have turned back from the "future".

So many of Fu Yan's abnormalities and absent-mindedness were explained, and his emotions that leaked from time to time also had reasons. Liu Ruosong stroked along this line, feeling a little pain in the apex of his heart.

He doesn't know what it's like to suddenly find himself "resurrected from the dead", and he doesn't know what it means to return to the time before the disaster, but Fu Yan doesn't seem to be panicked or uneasy. He found a new path almost immediately. The original plot was abruptly moved to another path.

Liu Ruosong lived in the laboratory building in his previous life, and he knew better than Fu Yan how far the drug experiments and virus blocking research in his previous life had gone - at that time there was no Shao Xuefan, no Fang Sining, and no clues at hand, they all started from scratch, Even because the transformation state of the virus is different in each individual, it took a full year and a half to figure out the characteristics of the virus.

Without knowing it himself, Fu Yan pushed the progress of this world a lot towards the truth.

As a partner, Liu Ruosong had a hard time not admiring him, but at the same time felt sorry for him.

"So, why did we do it all over again?" In the quiet night, Liu Ruosong's voice was soft: "Brother, do you know?"

"I don't know either." Fu Yan shook his head and said, "I just opened my eyes and found out that I have come back."

Both of them asked three questions, were confused about their own state, neither knew why they went back, nor did they know what to do when they came back.

So I can only be like Fu Yan, take one step at a time and see how far I can go.

"But being special always has a special meaning, maybe it is to solve this incident." Fu Yan said: "It may also be to completely solve the virus."

Liu Ruosong knows even less than him, and is still digesting the memories of two lifetimes.

He tried to integrate the research content of his previous life with the new clues he obtained in this life, to see if there was anything useful, but he just came back from rebirth, and had a scene of great joy and sorrow, and the fragments were always disconnected from time to time, and he would stumble halfway through thinking , a reaction is required before continuing.

"I've always wanted to ask you something." Fu Yan said, "How are you doing at the base?"

Liu Ruosong was stunned for a moment before realizing that he was asking about his previous life.

"Very good." Liu Ruosong said: "It's very safe, and the logistics supplies are also guaranteed. The status of the laboratory building is very high, and no one usually comes to mess with us, and the treatment is also good. Except for the busy work, there is nothing else. It’s much more secure than if you were born and died outside.”

Fu Yan touched his face, but said nothing.

Liu Ruosong quickly realized what was happening, he smiled, and patted Fu Yan's chest lightly with his hand back.

"It's not as miserable as you think." Liu Ruosong said with a smile: "I miss you very much... But the days are not so difficult, your news base will be sent to me simultaneously, and I know you will always come back."

After he habitually said the last sentence, his heart ached, and then he suddenly remembered that just now he experienced the shock of Fu Yan's "never coming back again".

"Forget it." Liu Ruosong said, "I'll punish you."

"Tell me." Fu Yan said.

"Punish you to stay with me more in the future." Liu Ruosong said: "I haven't thought about the rest yet, I'll talk about it when I think about it."

"Yes." Fu Yan said.

The two of them were very close, so Liu Ruosong could easily absorb the warmth from Fu Yan's body. He leaned on Fu Yan's arm and sighed very lightly.

It wasn't until this time that Liu Ruosong finally felt a sense of reality.

For him, no matter how outrageous things like going back in time are, how crazy he is under the grief, but as long as Fu Yan can be returned to him, he can believe in anything.

He briefly had a dangerous idea that "it would be fine if he was crazy", but soon he realized that it is impossible for the hallucination to be logically rigorous and seamless.

"It's kind of strange." Liu Ruosong's long eyelashes drooped down, making him look a little fragile: "I don't feel that much afraid of such an anti-human thing."

Fu Yan made a single sound in doubt.

"Maybe it's because you are the same as me." Liu Ruosong explained: "From childhood to adulthood, if I get into trouble by myself, I will be panicked. But if you do the same thing as me, I won't be afraid .”

"Me too." Fu Yan said suddenly.

Liu Ruosong looked at him unexpectedly.

Such words coming out of Fu Yan's mouth are even rarer than the sun coming out from the west.Fu Yan was not afraid of anything since he was a child. He seemed to have a steel nerve. No matter what happened, he never panicked.

It seems that for him, as long as it is not life-threatening, he can find a solution.

"Are you afraid too?" Liu Ruosong couldn't believe it.

"Not afraid." Fu Yan smiled and added, "But I'm very happy."

"On a brand new road, I just found a companion, and this companion happens to be you." Fu Yan said, "So I'm very lucky."

As Fu Yan spoke, he stretched out his hand to Liu Ruosong. His posture was very upright, and he asked for instructions to shake hands. Liu Ruosong was puzzled, but still cooperated with him.

Fu Yan held his hand, and he used a little strength to squeeze Liu Ruosong lightly.

"Very welcome." Fu Yan paused, and said seriously: "Comrades."