Don't be shy

Xie Yao: "I was eight years old at that time, and my grandma retired and returned to employment. On the day of the photoshoot, she happened to take me with me, so I ran into you and your father."

Xie Yao can also be regarded as a young master who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth. He has no worries about food and clothing since he was a child.

His father is a very serious person, whether at work or at home, he is the undisputed pillar of the family.

Eight-year-old Xie Yao is very precocious, and his rebellious psychology gradually grows in countless piano lessons and calligraphy lessons.

Xie Yao's father is obviously not good at educating children, he only knows how to cultivate an excellent heir from an early age.

Their family is actually very similar to Jiang Song's family, but they are very different.

Jiang Song's family has been in business for generations, and a rebellious father was born to engage in literary creation, and his father gave birth to a son to engage in e-sports.

Xie Yao's family is a master of literature, and his grandparents are both teachers. A father named Xie went into business, and his son was oppressed and had no freedom of his own.

The Jiang family has an open style, so Jiang Song has the support of his parents in whatever he wants to do, while the Xie family has a strict family style, and Xie Yao's ideas are always rejected by his father.

That day, the eight-year-old little Xie Yao had a rare chance to escape the piano class, followed his grandma to A University for a stroll, and then met his former student, Father Jiang.

When the adults talk, the two children naturally play together, but there is a six-year age difference between them, which makes them have nothing to talk about.

Jiang Song, who was still a junior high school student at that time, had already started to get in touch with games. He was very talented in this area. When the adults were talking, he would sit down on the side flower bed and take out his mobile phone to kill everyone.

Little Xie Yao looked at it curiously, An An quietly said nothing, but his eyes became more and more admiring.

That was Xie Yao's first contact with games, and also the first time he saw Jiang Song. He couldn't remember exactly what happened at that time, but there was one sentence that he would never forget.

After winning a game, the boy Jiang Song smiled and asked Xiao Douding: "You like games too?"

So this is a game, Xiao Douding thought, it's not the same as playing the piano, he likes it very much!

This sentence was buried in Xie Yao's heart like a seed. With the nourishment of rebellion, he grew up in the busy courses until he decided to run away from home when he was 12 years old.

The opportunity was that the 12-year-old received a piano score from his father on his birthday.

The piano score is very precious, but Xie Yao doesn't like it at all.

He deliberately picked sus, because he heard grandma say that the elder brother of the Jiang family was here the day before.

Xie Yao's love for Jiang Song has been going on for a long time. At first, it was just a worship mentality during the rebellious period. From being enlightened at the age of eight, to chasing after leaving home later, and then being disillusioned when he was 13 years old due to his family's ruin, and finally repressed for a long time. .

There is no way to lose feelings and hobbies, Xie Yao didn't understand until now.

"I was ignorant when I was young, and ran away from home behind my parents' backs. At that time, my family didn't approve of me playing games. I have been in a stalemate with my dad for a whole year."

Xie Yao was very calm when talking about the past, his hands were still on the piano, and he didn't have the sadness in his image.

My dad and my mom died in a car accident, and it was my birthday, and he finally relented and wanted to come and see me.

Then I got a letter from the doctor. The envelope was dirty, cake and blood all over it. It was an apology letter from my dad.

These words were on the lips, but Xie Yao didn't say them in the end.

He raised his head in Jiang Song's arms and suddenly laughed.

"Thank you for making me like the game."

Xie Yao glanced at Jiang Song, and put his face on his neck: "I am very happy now, they must be very happy."

The guilt and self-blame that he couldn't let go of in the past few years turned him into a prison, and he was trapped in the same place and dared not mention it. Now all of them have disappeared under Jiang Song's gaze, and turned into a sentence: "I love you."

His words didn't match the words, but Jiang Song didn't delve into it, just raised the corner of his mouth: "I love you too."

Xie Yao suddenly leaned over and kissed Jiang Song on the lips, his face flushed: "Do you want to meet my parents and grandma?"

After redeeming Xie's house, Xie Yao found someone to move the graves of his parents. The tombstones of the family of three, including his grandfather, were neatly arranged on the back hill.

Xie Yao used to come to visit the tomb often, but now that the tomb has been moved, the new tomb looks clean, and the plum blossoms on the back mountain have not yet bloomed at this time, and the trees will be full of bright yellow in March next year.

Jiang Song picked a good day and drove here with Xie Yao. After getting out of the car, he held flowers in his hands and paper money with incense sticks.

Xie Yao wanted to help him carry things, but Jiang Song refused, and said with a smile: "No, what is the reason for your parents to let you carry things? Let them see it later, maybe they will think I am bullying you .”

He stretched out the elbow holding the flower, motioning for Xie Yao to hook it: "Let's go."

"My mother is a very easy-going person. She looks a bit like my aunt, but she is quieter. My father is very serious and likes to talk at home, but he just has a bad temper."

"My grandpa, like my grandma, was a professor."

Xie Yao and Jiang Song were walking on the mountain road while talking to him about their parents.

"My grandma is in good condition recently and is receiving follow-up treatment in a nursing home. Outsiders are not allowed to visit for the time being, but you can come back to see her during the Spring Festival."

In the past few days, Xie Yao had no time to visit the tomb, and a few leaves fell from the tomb. Jiang Song walked over to pick the leaves, and placed the flowers squarely in front of the tomb.

"Uncle, aunt, grandpa, hello when I meet you for the first time, my name is Jiang Song, and I am Xie Yao's boyfriend."

Jiang Song took Xie Yao's hand and bowed in front of the tomb.

"I heard from Yaoyao that uncle and grandpa don't like flowers very much, so I just bought a bunch for my aunt, but I have a bottle of good wine here."

Xie Yao opened the wine and handed it to Jiang Song, and poured it carefully in front of the two men's graves. The wine poured on the ground and gradually sank into the soil.

Xie Yao bent his eyes: "Look, they like you very much, they have finished all the wine they poured."

Jiang Song put the rest of the wine in front of them, and raised his hand to grab Xie Yao: "I'm afraid the two of them will get drunk, and the remaining half bottle won't be poured, let them drink it slowly."

He turned his head to the tombstone again: "Yaoyao is under my care now, so you can leave him to me without worry."

"The house below is your home?"

The two walked down the mountain after sweeping the tomb. Jiang Song looked at the small villa at the foot of the mountain and turned to ask.

"It's my house. It's just that the company went bankrupt and was auctioned off. It was recently redeemed by me. It's just an empty house with very few things. It hasn't been lived in for a long time."

The house has been placed for too long and lacks popularity. It looks a bit depressed from a distance.

Jiang Song frowned: "Then you lived in a rented house before?"

"Ah."

Jiang Song sent him things and knew where he lived, but Xie Yao didn't feel much about renting a house. Instead, he turned to talk to him very easily.

"Little P has been staying at the neighbor's house for almost half a month, and it's time to pick him up when he gets home."

"Little P?" Jiang Song leaned against him and asked with a smile, "Is that the cat you picked up?"

"It's it." Xie Yao: "When I mention Xiaop, I have to thank you for your help before, otherwise I wouldn't be able to raise a cat. Without you, Xiaop might be gone the day he is picked up."

Jiang Song nodded very confidently, acknowledging the credit.

Little P was fostered at the neighbor's mother-in-law's house, and she and her granddaughter had been feeding her for half a month. When Xie Yao came to pick him up, he bought a few catties of pork ribs as a token of gratitude, and asked Jiang Song to carry a barrel of oil.

Seeing the man in a suit go upstairs with oil, Xie Yao rubbed his nose and whispered in embarrassment: "My mother-in-law is very nice and doesn't want to be paid, but I can't take advantage of their mother-in-law and grandchildren for nothing, so I can only buy these Something she couldn't refuse."

After finishing speaking, he added: "You have worked hard."

Today happened to be Saturday, and children didn't have to go to school. As soon as Xie Yao knocked on the door, the door opened from the inside.

A little hairy head emerged from the crack of the door, meowing softly and about to jump on Xie Yao.

The little girl followed closely behind, and called out crisply: "Brother Yaoyao, are you back?"

"Yueyue, is your grandma at home?"

"Here!" Yueyue glanced at Jiang Song, who looked very fierce, and hesitated for a long time with her small hands before summoning the courage to open the door: "Come in."

"Yueyue, who is here?"

The mother-in-law in the room was very worried. Xie Yao and Jiang Song entered the door, put the things on the table in the living room, and then responded: "Mother-in-law is me, Xiao Xie next door, I'm back to pick up the kitten."

Little P has been circling around Xie Yao ever since he entered the door, the cat's tail wrapped around his leg, meowing in his mouth, very soft.

Jiang Song reached out and stroked it, and the mother-in-law came out from the inner room.

"Xiao Xie is back, who is this?"

Xie Yao stepped forward: "This is my friend Jiang Song, who came to travel in the past two days."

"Are friends coming to play? Yes." The mother-in-law looked at Xie Yao and was very pleased: "When I saw you before, you were so shy that you were too shy to even say hello to us, but you have gotten better recently, and some friends came to the door Play, yes, young people want to make more friends like this.”

The mother-in-law greeted them: "Come and sit, come and sit."

Xie Yao picked up Xiao P, smiled and shook his head: "We won't sit down, we have something to do later."

"What's the matter? That's fine, mother-in-law won't bother you."

After the two sides greeted each other and said goodbye, Jiang Song and Xie Yao went out and went home.

When they closed the door, they vaguely heard the mother-in-law on the opposite side say: "These two children, why did they bring so many things!"

Xie Yao's room is not very tidy, with a lot of things on it, but it looks clean and full of life.

The room is not big, and the whole picture can be seen clearly at a glance. Jiang Song looked around and asked him, "When will your house expire?"

"It's almost a month, what's the matter?"

Jiang Song squatted down to tease the cat, stroking the cat's head in his hand: "Where are you going to live in the future?"

Xie Yao's heart skipped a beat, and he looked at Jiang Song, as if he had noticed something, he was a little nervous.

"I don't have any specific plans yet. When the house expires, if I still don't want to do anything, I will move back to my hometown."

Knowing that the hometown he mentioned was the one he saw today, Jiang Song disagreed: "That house has not been lived in for many years, and the furniture is not complete, so it is inconvenient."

Xie Yao stopped, "Brother, what do you want to say?"

Jiang Song rubbed the cat's head, turned his eyes away from him, and said casually, "Come live with me in City A."

He didn't stop talking: "I live alone in my house. After that, Cat's Claw's company will move to City A, and I will go back. My parents don't stay at home all year round. The house is empty and lacks popularity..."

He paused, as if casually: "And, I will miss you if I am separated from you."

Jiang Song looked up at Xie Yao: "How about it, do you want to think about it?"

"it is good."

The author has something to say:

There is one more chapter to be finished, and I will post the ending around twelve o'clock later.

In fact, when I was writing this chapter, I was very confused about whether Yaoyao should tell Brother Jiang about his past. After thinking about it, Yaoyao should let it go. If the ending is mentioned to Brother Jiang, there will inevitably be a kind of regret I can't let go of the sadness.

It is enough for Yaoyao to be responsible for living a good life. He might not be able to get out of it before, but now he should let it go.

In short, at every stage, whether it was when Yaoyao was young, or after an accident at home made Yaoyao regain his strength, or now he completely let go, Brother Jiang is the beacon and key for Yaoyao's life.