It was the first time that Yuezheng took a day off because of his mood. He was afraid that his head would be full of Yin Lou, and he would have an accident while riding.
He called Zhou Ziying and offered to ask her out for a drink, and Zhou Ziying told him to roll over immediately.
Zhou Ziying brought over a case of beer and a few bottles of liquor, looked at Yue Zheng who was sitting on the chair, and asked, "Did you go shopping for cake last night?"
Yue Zheng opened a bottle of beer, didn't speak, just drank most of the bottle with his head up.
The beer was placed on the balcony, and his stomach hurt from the cold. He slowed down and smiled, but his eyes were full of confusion: "You let me drink some first, or I won't be able to tell."
Zhou Ziying didn't speak, and accompanied him to open a bottle of beer. The two sat facing each other, silent but not embarrassed.
Yuezheng opened another bottle of white, poured a glass, drank half a glass before starting to talk, from Yue Xiaoqing's birthday, to the barbecue stand, to "have a bite!", to New Year's Eve... Speaking of last night.
"...Actually, I didn't expect that he could completely tear people's skin and say so many stupid things in front of me. Last night..." He took a sip of his wine, mocking himself a little, "What a fucking surprise."
"Fuck, isn't he bullying too much?" Zhou Ziying became more and more unable to listen, and finally heard him finish, and couldn't take it anymore, slapped the table and stood up to settle accounts with Yin Lou.
Yue Zheng pointed to the chair and said, "Sit down, the big girl is so angry all the time."
Zhou Ziying was trembling with anger, and her face was red: "I've pushed my nose on my face, how can I not be angry!"
Yue Zheng shook his head, still pointing to the chair, repeating: "Sit down first, listen to me."
Zhou Ziying stared at him for a long while, then sat back, gritting her teeth tightly.
She looked at Yue Zheng, the man in front of her was still the handsome face that is famous in ten miles and eight villages, and her smile was still sunny, but she couldn't see the ruthlessness in Yue Zheng, who was able to fight with the loan sharks before. My son's man, now he is so haggard that he can only find her to drink away his worries.
She couldn't hold back, and said, "Zhengzi, you weren't like this before."
Yue Zheng was stunned for a moment, then pursed his lips, smiled, looked at the wine glass and said, "Shadow, I also want to live like I used to, brothers and sisters get together to be fearless, how happy. But now I have Concerned, I have to worry, I'm already 31, Xiaoqing is only thirteen, I have to at least live well enough for her to take care of herself."
Zhou Ziying frowned, and just about to persuade, Yue Zheng suddenly laughed, laughed so hard that he couldn't hold the wine glass steadily, and the wine spilled all over the table, the vicissitudes and unwillingness of so many years in his eyes finally melted, and he became accustomed to being indifferent, he After taking a sip of the wine, he almost choked, so he calmed down and said in a free and easy tone: "But I don't think so anymore, I just want to live a good life, live to be 80 years old, let that little bastard look at me I can't get it, I'm fucking mad and I'm mad at him, a little bastard!"
Zhou Ziying clenched her fists: "Look at your current virtue!"
Yue Zheng looked at her, smiled unreasonably, and said through drinking: "What kind of virtue am I now? I still have this kind of virtue, that's what my mother is like! I'm fucked too! I know it myself, even if Xiao Yinzi It hurts me to see him cry, I still like him, I just like him, what's wrong with liking, whoever stipulates that he should be with someone? Whoever stipulates that he likes him can't resist him! Fuck! I've been so fucked up all day and I still have to worry about this and that, I'm fucking exhausted!"
Zhou Ziying glared at him: "If he is a person, you like him and I don't care. What do you like about that son of a bitch who bites anyone? Do you like him threatening you or wanting him to kidnap you!"
Yue Zheng leaned on the back of the chair, stroked the wine glass, was silent for a while, and said: "Love is something, who can explain it, anyway, my love is like this."
He added rascally: "I have never loved before, I don't understand, and the school didn't teach me."
Zhou Ziying looked at him: "It's true that I didn't teach before the second year of high school."
Yue Zheng also looked at her: "Do you think universities can teach?"
Zhou Ziying said: "I don't know, I'm only in the third year of high school, one year longer than you."
The two looked at each other, a certain signal in the air was ignited, and suddenly broke out at the same time, and laughed together, laughing until they pounded the table, laughing until they burst into tears.Two 31-year-old adults laughed like high school brats.
Yue Zheng laughed until his face hurt at the end, and it took him a long time to recover, and said: "We are not bad, we have completed the nine-year compulsory education, but you said that if I really go to university, can I be a college student now? Physical education teacher or something, I was so good at running and jumping in physical education class at that time, the head teacher said, "Yuezheng, don't take my class anymore, you can mess with the physical education teacher, I can't teach you anymore!""
Zhou Ziying snorted, with a smile in his eyes, "Is that a compliment to you? You made trouble as soon as you were in class, and the paper plane flew on his Mediterranean bald head. If you don't smoke you, it's because you are tall and powerful and can't beat you."
Yue Zheng laughed again for a long time, his eyes suddenly went blank, he sighed, and said to himself: "Shadow, why do you think I've come this far? If the two of them hadn't left..."
Zhou Ziying scolded him to wake him up: "Those two old vampires will drag you to death."
Yue Zheng's eyes were a little red, he sniffed and didn't speak.
In fact, he is not so invincible as he seems, he will also think, regret, regret, and be unwilling... But it is useless, life does not give him a chance to breathe, he can only move forward, can not stop, even regret and There is no time to hesitate.
He said this for the first time, he said: "Shadow, you said it would be great if someone could help me, he doesn't need to help me solve the problem, just stand by my side, let me take a breath, I Didn't point at anything, just suddenly felt...why would I have to be with this kind of parents, I'd have to meet such a fucking love, did I do something immoral in my previous life, and I'm only in this life? Such a rough fate.”
Zhou Ziying shook her head and said, "I don't know, maybe you will be blessed in the future, don't all the old people say that, good days are coming."
Yue Zheng was having fun, and drinking while having fun, "When I get old, I'll talk nonsense, even the young and the young don't believe it."
Zhou Ziying raised his fist: "Smack you."
Yue Zheng shook his head and said: "You have to take care of yourself, I have no hope now, you have to make a living, you and Xiao Qing will take care of me in the future."
Zhou Ziying sneered: "I wish you would starve to death earlier, I think you still have that son of a bitch in your heart, so I'm angry."
Yuezheng looked at her and wanted to laugh again, but held back, and changed the subject: "Don't talk about me, you still like Jiang Tinghao, Xiaoqing said that you scolded him in your dreams, love is deeply responsible Cut it. Let me analyze it for you with my useless intuition, Jiang Tinghao should not be as crazy as Xiao Yinzi, Xiao Yinzi...that little idiot, absolutely..."
Zhou Ziying stopped talking, looked at her more, he was still in a mess, and took the initiative to enlighten her: "Ying'er, brother, you don't mind the people from the past, why are you so stubborn this time? It's not like you, when you were in school, you were so straightforward, and the director caught you having a puppy love, and that kid confessed to you, where did you have the courage to slap him in front of the teachers and students of the whole school?"
Zhou Ziying took a sip of his wine and glared at him, "You know what!"
"...I really want to be stable this time, and I don't want to play around. You know this feeling, we are 31, and we haven't made a decision yet. People in their 30s don't fall in love, or they are used to being single. , or there is no shortage of partners, what about the two of us, we both lack everything, what we lack most is stability, and what we are looking for is steadfastness."
Zhou Ziying was silent for a while, then whispered, "He made me feel insecure."
Both of them were silent, Yue Zheng understood that this was not hypocrisy, it was that they were really afraid. At this age, they had long lost the momentum they had when they were young, and the aura of not being afraid of anything. Once lied to, I can't believe it again.
It's not that I don't love anymore, it's that I dare not be together anymore.
Yue Zheng took a sip of his wine and asked, "Then what are you going to do?"
Zhou Ziying said: "What else can I do? Let's calm down for a while. If he can't even wait for this period of time, then forget it. Actually, I don't want to be calm, because I can't find him, and I don't know how long this period of time will be. Did he go off and drink and then turn around and tell me I'm so lonely, I've been waiting for you and I didn't do anything... Fuck, just think about it and get angry!"
Yue Zheng understands it very well, now he feels that he is not surprised by what Yin Lou said, because he can't believe a word.
Zhou Ziying asked him: "What about you, that son of a bitch can't let you go, even rape|rape, I'm so fucking worried that he'll attack Xiaoqing."
But Yue Zheng shook his head and corrected her: "Attempted rape, be strict, your brother Yue is not a vegetarian, if you really did this, we both had to get out of the car sideways yesterday, no one should think about it. "
"Also, he can't hurt Xiaoqing."
Zhou Ziying snorted: "How do you know?"
Yue Zheng waved his hand, without explaining, just said: "Impossible."
Zhou Ziying said: "You know again."
Yue Zheng thought about it, why, he couldn't say it, he saw that Yin Lou was wrong from the beginning, but there are always things that are good, for example, he believed that Yin Lou would not win 500 million. It will hurt him and Xiaoqing.
Last night when Yin Lou asked him if he was not afraid of him, he wanted to say yes, even if Yin Lou really killed someone in front of his eyes, he would not be afraid of him, he would only get angry and wanted to beat this little bastard to death.
Yue Zheng looked at her with a smile in his eyes, "I can't explain it to you, but I just know."
Zhou Ziying hated iron for being weak: "Since you believe in him so much, it is rare for him to be so virtuous, so go back and live with him, I can't say anything about you."
Yue Zheng shook his head again, and the roof shook. He realized that he had accidentally drunk too much, so he could only lie down on the table to stabilize himself, and then said: "...Impossible, this is also impossible. I and What's different about him is that I know I can't go back, the two of us can't go back, no matter how life goes, we are moving forward, I don't have him in front of me."
Zhou Ziying asked why.
Yue Zheng closed his eyes, and said mockingly: "Why, it's too simple, why do the two of you live together, I like you, you like me, I feel comfortable staying with you, and you are happy with me, no Just figure this out. I’m not interested in you, so I’m willing to give you everything I have and tell you everything. How can I give him my heart while wondering if he’s joking, and sleep with him every day? At the same time, I was worried that he would be kicked by me tomorrow after playing enough, so I can live this day."
"Shadow, I don't have anything. If I'm gone, I'll be gone. I can't go back. How can I bet him that he will love me for the rest of his life? I don't even dare to bet that he will love me for a year. I bet Once, I was injured, I couldn’t gamble and I didn’t dare to gamble, because I not only have my life on me, but also my family, I can’t be so selfish.”
Sometimes he even wondered if he and Yin Lou would have lived happily ever after if he hadn't taken Xiao Zhang's class that day and delivered the takeaway. To coax him, the two of them will live like this for the rest of their lives, it's okay...
But it's impossible, Yue Zheng laughed at himself, he can't keep Yin Lou forever, he has nothing, he has nothing.If he really didn't see through it, the ending of the matter might be even worse than it is now. He has given everything to integrate Yin Lou into his life completely, and tear him out again... It hurts too much...
Zhou Ziying didn't speak, but raised his wine glass, the two of them knocked each other down, and drank it down in one gulp.
There was a lot of traffic outside the window, and the noise and noise had nothing to do with the silence in the house.
After today, after sobering up, Yue Zheng will return to his life again, no matter whether Yin Lou is going to do something or not, no matter whether there is any fucking thing or not, he has to live his life.
Jiang Tinghao's house.
Gong San was looking at his phone while listening to Jiang Tinghao muttering.
"You said that Mr. Yin has been pretending to be a grandson for so many days. It seems that there is no progress. He even killed a little star halfway. I don't think he can bear it for a long time before he has to bite."
Gong San bit the lollipop in his mouth and looked at him: "So."
Jiang Tinghao rubbed his chin, and said expectantly: "If I remind Yuezheng through Yingying, so that Yuezheng can avoid the madness of that master, do you think Yingying will be moved enough to reconcile with me? ?”
Gong San shook his head: "Why do you always want to do such unflattering things?"
Jiang Tinghao glared at him: "You know what a fart! His EQ can be overflowing when he considers other people's affairs, and it's only a little bit bigger when he puts it on himself. It must not be enough at all, and I can't help it." The brothers at the head are helping, and what I am doing now is helping, otherwise who will be able to stop him when he really messes up, and he will cry later when he regrets it."
"Why do I think it is impossible for him to do things that I regret anymore? He has his own plan, so don't destroy his plan." Gong San glanced at him, "If you have to do this, he will come to you Always remember to say that it was all thought up by your clever brain, and it has nothing to do with me."
Jiang Tinghao waved his hand: "Looking at your courage, you won't be able to achieve great things."
After talking about changing a mobile phone card, Qiqi Aiai picked up the phone and called Zhou Ziying.
"Hello, who is it?"
Jiang Tinghao almost cried, and said aggrievedly: "Yingying, Yingying, don't hang up first, I have something important to remind you! About Yuezheng!"
Zhou Ziying frowned and listened patiently: "Hurry up and focus on the key points. I'm trying not to swear now."
Jiang Tinghao coughed, and couldn't help curling up the corner of his mouth, he felt Yingying's embrace waving to him. "Based on what I know about that bastard Yin Lou, he may be doing something unhuman to Yue Zheng recently. You remind him to be careful. Yingying, I really know that I was wrong. I will never talk to you again. You lied, let’s get back together, I’ll listen to you, I’m your little milk dog, woof!”
Zhou Ziying was silent for two seconds, then sneered: "Puppy, your reminder is really timely!"
After speaking, I hung up.
Jiang Tinghao looked puzzled and shocked, his eyes widened and he turned to look at Gong San.
Gong San spread his hands and said that I don't know what's going on.
Jiang Tinghao sniffed, and in the next second, howling like ghosts and wolves, he swore to God: "If I, Jiang Tinghao, tell Yingying another lie, I won't do it for the rest of my life!"
Gong San clapped his hands, serious: "I don't know if Yingying believed it or not, but I did."
More than a month has passed in a flash, Yue Zheng has never seen Yin Lou, and it has not been a short time, he has changed from being worried at the beginning to being in love now.
Yue Zheng felt that he couldn't be thinking about it on his own, it must be some corner of the cat preparing for a moth, but he didn't care, the soldiers came to cover up the water and the earth.
He never went to "Let's have a bite!", mainly because he felt ashamed, and Yue Xiaoqing also started school. He is now going to work, picks up Xiaoqing, gets off work, three o'clock and one line, and has a fulfilling life but always feels that something is missing. Looking down at himself, a piece of his heart was missing.
Brother Yue can think about it, if there is a lack, there will be a lack, and what if he dies.
Today is the day to repay the money on a monthly basis. Yue Zheng went to the bank to transfer money to the other party's card, but was told that the card had been cancelled.
"Are you sure this card has been canceled?"
"Yes, it has been logged out."
Yuezheng was stunned, why didn't he tell him when he signed off, and asked him to bring cash every time to pay back the money?What program is this?
He went home and found out the other party's cell phone number and dialed it.
"Hey, I'm Yuezheng, your card—"
"Stop calling! We're done!"
"Beep-beep-beep-"
"Damn it?" Yue Zheng looked at the ledger in his hand and rubbed the back of his head, "Is it amnesia or a Buddhist belief? It's more than 100 million... It's clear? It's just a dream."
The next second he thought of Yin Lou.
"Brother Yue, hate me, but I will make you fall in love with me again. I used the wrong method, and I won't do it in the future."
Yue Zheng gritted his teeth, is this the new method that little bastard came up with?It's so fresh!He really wanted to knock Yin Lou's head open to see what was inside, whether it was a pile of cotton balls!
Yue Zheng didn't have time to remove the ball of wool, and another unexpected visitor came to the house.
He went downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes, and suddenly saw a Bentley parked downstairs that blinded the residents of the community.
It was different from Yin Lou's previous car. He thought it was Yin Lou who had changed the car, and wanted to see Yue Xiaoqing after holding it back for more than a month.
Those loan sharks?
Yue Zheng's heart tightened, he stopped, and took a step back.
The big man glanced at him, walked to the back, and opened the car door.
A woman whose age he was a little uncertain got out of the car.Beautiful, very beautiful, very elegant and gentle, beautiful, when looking at him, his eyes were scrutinized, but not offensive, the more he was confused, because the more he looked at this woman, the more he felt that she looked like Yin Lou...
Things were as weird as he thought, the woman smiled at him, her voice was as gentle as her appearance, and said softly: "Hi, it's Yue Zheng, I'm Yin Lou's mother, my name is Yang Shunan, you can call me I am Aunt Yang."
Yue Zheng opened his mouth for a long time, feeling that he was about to become an idiot, so he stuttered and shouted: "...Yang, Aunt Yang."
Is this the mother who dumped her son and came to settle accounts with him?Yue Zheng was so fucked up, why is it like a dream today.
Yang Shunan was very happy when he entered the room, and even asked the bodyguard to sit in the car, for fear of getting uncomfortable.
Yue Zheng has never seen such a gentle woman in his life, plus it is Yin Lou's mother, he is even more embarrassed, but he has already figured it out in his heart, it is the courtesy of the younger generation to invite the room to talk, but there is nothing to talk about. The current situation between him and Yin Lou.
Looking at Yin Lou's mother's condition, she doesn't seem to know that he broke up with Yin Lou. The information gap between the mother and child is a bit beyond his imagination...
Yang Shunan sat on the sofa gently, looking at the furnishings in the room with good-natured curiosity.
Yue Zheng poured her a cup of boiled water and handed it to her: "Don't be disgusted, there is no tea at home."
Yang Shunan was stunned for a moment, and said a little surprised: "Doesn't Xiao Yin drink tea at home?"
Yue Zheng sat on the other side and said, "Drink, but it's gone now."
Yang Shunan looked at him curiously and asked, "Why?"
Yue Zheng paused, and said, "Auntie Yang, Yin Lou and I have broken up for a long time, didn't he tell you guys?"
Yang Shunan was stunned, his eyes turned red after a while, and he smiled sadly, "We are already very happy if he can tell us that he is in a relationship. Can he...can you tell Auntie why you two separated?"
Yue Zheng frowned, he really didn't want to reject this gentle woman, maybe because he never had any maternal love since childhood, Yue Zheng couldn't be cruel to Yin Lou's mother, "It's... Yin Lou's question, you can ask him for details , you just need to know that I don't owe him anything."
Yang Shunan hurriedly said: "Auntie didn't mean that, it's just that there is no room for change? Little Yin, we owe him too much. We are sorry for him. We are very happy that he can have a serious relationship. He finally came out and accepted others..."
Yue Zheng thought she was saying that Yin Lou can't touch other people's affairs, so he didn't intervene.
Yang Shunan was talking to himself, his eyes were red, the way he cried reminded Yue Zheng of Yin Lou, he was very like his mother, the way he cried was heartbreaking.
He handed Yang Shunan two tissues, Yang Shunan said thank you, wiped away tears, and looked at him with warm peach blossom eyes: "Is it irreparable? Is it okay if I go to persuade him... I'm sorry, I don’t know what happened so I’m just telling you, I’m sorry, I was too impatient.”
Yue Zheng couldn't get angry with this considerate woman, he couldn't help but think that Yin Lou's thoughtfulness and politeness must have been learned from her, he really did.
He didn't be euphemistic, and said directly: "It's okay, you are doing it for his own good, but it's impossible for the two of us, I don't want to talk about specific things, you should ask him."
Yang Shunan shook her head sadly, probably because she had found an outlet to vent her suppressed emotions for many years. She looked haggard and whispered a lot: "He won't tell me, he hates me, he doesn't even want to see me, Not to mention his father...we did something wrong long ago and hurt him, his character is all caused by us, it's our fault...after that time he never talked to us again, he closed himself off , no one was seen, even hurt several psychiatrists..."
The pain in Yang Shunan's eyes made Yuezheng flustered. He didn't know what it was, but he could tell from Yang Shunan's expression how much this matter had affected Yin Lou.
Yang Shunan was still talking, with a sad tone: "In the end he came out on his own, he looked better than before, he was more popular in school, he had many friends, he knew everything, he did the best in everything, but he never Haven't been back home... I only know him through his friends, I found out that although everything seems to be ok, he never trusts anyone else, he can even avoid his father's attention and build his own company , and in turn made his father suffer a lot..."
Speaking of this, Yang Shunan smiled bitterly. This mother who couldn't see her age seemed to be ten years older at this moment. "He even calculated that I would intercede for him, and I would keep him no matter what. There will be no family relationship between us anymore, but I still hope he can be happy."
Yue Zheng heard that something he thought he had been ignoring had finally appeared, right in front of his eyes, but it was covered with a thin layer of cloth, making it hard to see clearly——
What did Yin Lou go through before that turned him into such an extreme personality? Yin Lou said he didn't want him to know, didn't want to disgust him, Yin Lou wouldn't let others touch him, Yin Lou didn't like going to the hospital, Yin Lou said The world is dirty and only he is clean...
Yue Zheng suddenly had a terrible idea in his heart... It was so terrible that he didn't dare to think about it anymore, if Yin Lou, if he was really... passed... no, no... can't...
Yang Shunan looked at the furnishings in the room and asked softly, "Did Xiao Yin live here when we were together?"
I have already found his home, it is impossible not to know this, but Yue Zheng still said patiently: "Yes, he still... likes it here."
Forced to think of all the past, mixed with his assumptions about Yin Lou's past, Yue Zheng took a deep breath, feeling his heart was blocked, and he was stabbed severely again, making him not know what to do.
Yang Shunan murmured softly: "He still likes a warm home. I really didn't expect him to fall in love with someone else. This kid must be really moved. He was looking at the house recently. I thought you..."
Yue Zheng looked up at her, a little stunned: "Looking at the house?"
Yang Shunan nodded: "In order to take that piece of land, I even found his father indirectly. I thought it was with you... After all, he didn't need to find his father for himself. The relationship between their father and son has reached a freezing point. If Without me, something might have happened long ago."
Yue Zheng was in a complicated mood, thinking of the phone call from usury, and Yin Lou's sentence "I used the wrong method", he had no idea. Yin Lou hadn't heard from him for more than a month, and he ended up buying a house. If it hadn't been related to him It's okay, if it's related to him, why did he buy the house?
While the two were silent, there was a sudden knock on the door.
He called Zhou Ziying and offered to ask her out for a drink, and Zhou Ziying told him to roll over immediately.
Zhou Ziying brought over a case of beer and a few bottles of liquor, looked at Yue Zheng who was sitting on the chair, and asked, "Did you go shopping for cake last night?"
Yue Zheng opened a bottle of beer, didn't speak, just drank most of the bottle with his head up.
The beer was placed on the balcony, and his stomach hurt from the cold. He slowed down and smiled, but his eyes were full of confusion: "You let me drink some first, or I won't be able to tell."
Zhou Ziying didn't speak, and accompanied him to open a bottle of beer. The two sat facing each other, silent but not embarrassed.
Yuezheng opened another bottle of white, poured a glass, drank half a glass before starting to talk, from Yue Xiaoqing's birthday, to the barbecue stand, to "have a bite!", to New Year's Eve... Speaking of last night.
"...Actually, I didn't expect that he could completely tear people's skin and say so many stupid things in front of me. Last night..." He took a sip of his wine, mocking himself a little, "What a fucking surprise."
"Fuck, isn't he bullying too much?" Zhou Ziying became more and more unable to listen, and finally heard him finish, and couldn't take it anymore, slapped the table and stood up to settle accounts with Yin Lou.
Yue Zheng pointed to the chair and said, "Sit down, the big girl is so angry all the time."
Zhou Ziying was trembling with anger, and her face was red: "I've pushed my nose on my face, how can I not be angry!"
Yue Zheng shook his head, still pointing to the chair, repeating: "Sit down first, listen to me."
Zhou Ziying stared at him for a long while, then sat back, gritting her teeth tightly.
She looked at Yue Zheng, the man in front of her was still the handsome face that is famous in ten miles and eight villages, and her smile was still sunny, but she couldn't see the ruthlessness in Yue Zheng, who was able to fight with the loan sharks before. My son's man, now he is so haggard that he can only find her to drink away his worries.
She couldn't hold back, and said, "Zhengzi, you weren't like this before."
Yue Zheng was stunned for a moment, then pursed his lips, smiled, looked at the wine glass and said, "Shadow, I also want to live like I used to, brothers and sisters get together to be fearless, how happy. But now I have Concerned, I have to worry, I'm already 31, Xiaoqing is only thirteen, I have to at least live well enough for her to take care of herself."
Zhou Ziying frowned, and just about to persuade, Yue Zheng suddenly laughed, laughed so hard that he couldn't hold the wine glass steadily, and the wine spilled all over the table, the vicissitudes and unwillingness of so many years in his eyes finally melted, and he became accustomed to being indifferent, he After taking a sip of the wine, he almost choked, so he calmed down and said in a free and easy tone: "But I don't think so anymore, I just want to live a good life, live to be 80 years old, let that little bastard look at me I can't get it, I'm fucking mad and I'm mad at him, a little bastard!"
Zhou Ziying clenched her fists: "Look at your current virtue!"
Yue Zheng looked at her, smiled unreasonably, and said through drinking: "What kind of virtue am I now? I still have this kind of virtue, that's what my mother is like! I'm fucked too! I know it myself, even if Xiao Yinzi It hurts me to see him cry, I still like him, I just like him, what's wrong with liking, whoever stipulates that he should be with someone? Whoever stipulates that he likes him can't resist him! Fuck! I've been so fucked up all day and I still have to worry about this and that, I'm fucking exhausted!"
Zhou Ziying glared at him: "If he is a person, you like him and I don't care. What do you like about that son of a bitch who bites anyone? Do you like him threatening you or wanting him to kidnap you!"
Yue Zheng leaned on the back of the chair, stroked the wine glass, was silent for a while, and said: "Love is something, who can explain it, anyway, my love is like this."
He added rascally: "I have never loved before, I don't understand, and the school didn't teach me."
Zhou Ziying looked at him: "It's true that I didn't teach before the second year of high school."
Yue Zheng also looked at her: "Do you think universities can teach?"
Zhou Ziying said: "I don't know, I'm only in the third year of high school, one year longer than you."
The two looked at each other, a certain signal in the air was ignited, and suddenly broke out at the same time, and laughed together, laughing until they pounded the table, laughing until they burst into tears.Two 31-year-old adults laughed like high school brats.
Yue Zheng laughed until his face hurt at the end, and it took him a long time to recover, and said: "We are not bad, we have completed the nine-year compulsory education, but you said that if I really go to university, can I be a college student now? Physical education teacher or something, I was so good at running and jumping in physical education class at that time, the head teacher said, "Yuezheng, don't take my class anymore, you can mess with the physical education teacher, I can't teach you anymore!""
Zhou Ziying snorted, with a smile in his eyes, "Is that a compliment to you? You made trouble as soon as you were in class, and the paper plane flew on his Mediterranean bald head. If you don't smoke you, it's because you are tall and powerful and can't beat you."
Yue Zheng laughed again for a long time, his eyes suddenly went blank, he sighed, and said to himself: "Shadow, why do you think I've come this far? If the two of them hadn't left..."
Zhou Ziying scolded him to wake him up: "Those two old vampires will drag you to death."
Yue Zheng's eyes were a little red, he sniffed and didn't speak.
In fact, he is not so invincible as he seems, he will also think, regret, regret, and be unwilling... But it is useless, life does not give him a chance to breathe, he can only move forward, can not stop, even regret and There is no time to hesitate.
He said this for the first time, he said: "Shadow, you said it would be great if someone could help me, he doesn't need to help me solve the problem, just stand by my side, let me take a breath, I Didn't point at anything, just suddenly felt...why would I have to be with this kind of parents, I'd have to meet such a fucking love, did I do something immoral in my previous life, and I'm only in this life? Such a rough fate.”
Zhou Ziying shook her head and said, "I don't know, maybe you will be blessed in the future, don't all the old people say that, good days are coming."
Yue Zheng was having fun, and drinking while having fun, "When I get old, I'll talk nonsense, even the young and the young don't believe it."
Zhou Ziying raised his fist: "Smack you."
Yue Zheng shook his head and said: "You have to take care of yourself, I have no hope now, you have to make a living, you and Xiao Qing will take care of me in the future."
Zhou Ziying sneered: "I wish you would starve to death earlier, I think you still have that son of a bitch in your heart, so I'm angry."
Yuezheng looked at her and wanted to laugh again, but held back, and changed the subject: "Don't talk about me, you still like Jiang Tinghao, Xiaoqing said that you scolded him in your dreams, love is deeply responsible Cut it. Let me analyze it for you with my useless intuition, Jiang Tinghao should not be as crazy as Xiao Yinzi, Xiao Yinzi...that little idiot, absolutely..."
Zhou Ziying stopped talking, looked at her more, he was still in a mess, and took the initiative to enlighten her: "Ying'er, brother, you don't mind the people from the past, why are you so stubborn this time? It's not like you, when you were in school, you were so straightforward, and the director caught you having a puppy love, and that kid confessed to you, where did you have the courage to slap him in front of the teachers and students of the whole school?"
Zhou Ziying took a sip of his wine and glared at him, "You know what!"
"...I really want to be stable this time, and I don't want to play around. You know this feeling, we are 31, and we haven't made a decision yet. People in their 30s don't fall in love, or they are used to being single. , or there is no shortage of partners, what about the two of us, we both lack everything, what we lack most is stability, and what we are looking for is steadfastness."
Zhou Ziying was silent for a while, then whispered, "He made me feel insecure."
Both of them were silent, Yue Zheng understood that this was not hypocrisy, it was that they were really afraid. At this age, they had long lost the momentum they had when they were young, and the aura of not being afraid of anything. Once lied to, I can't believe it again.
It's not that I don't love anymore, it's that I dare not be together anymore.
Yue Zheng took a sip of his wine and asked, "Then what are you going to do?"
Zhou Ziying said: "What else can I do? Let's calm down for a while. If he can't even wait for this period of time, then forget it. Actually, I don't want to be calm, because I can't find him, and I don't know how long this period of time will be. Did he go off and drink and then turn around and tell me I'm so lonely, I've been waiting for you and I didn't do anything... Fuck, just think about it and get angry!"
Yue Zheng understands it very well, now he feels that he is not surprised by what Yin Lou said, because he can't believe a word.
Zhou Ziying asked him: "What about you, that son of a bitch can't let you go, even rape|rape, I'm so fucking worried that he'll attack Xiaoqing."
But Yue Zheng shook his head and corrected her: "Attempted rape, be strict, your brother Yue is not a vegetarian, if you really did this, we both had to get out of the car sideways yesterday, no one should think about it. "
"Also, he can't hurt Xiaoqing."
Zhou Ziying snorted: "How do you know?"
Yue Zheng waved his hand, without explaining, just said: "Impossible."
Zhou Ziying said: "You know again."
Yue Zheng thought about it, why, he couldn't say it, he saw that Yin Lou was wrong from the beginning, but there are always things that are good, for example, he believed that Yin Lou would not win 500 million. It will hurt him and Xiaoqing.
Last night when Yin Lou asked him if he was not afraid of him, he wanted to say yes, even if Yin Lou really killed someone in front of his eyes, he would not be afraid of him, he would only get angry and wanted to beat this little bastard to death.
Yue Zheng looked at her with a smile in his eyes, "I can't explain it to you, but I just know."
Zhou Ziying hated iron for being weak: "Since you believe in him so much, it is rare for him to be so virtuous, so go back and live with him, I can't say anything about you."
Yue Zheng shook his head again, and the roof shook. He realized that he had accidentally drunk too much, so he could only lie down on the table to stabilize himself, and then said: "...Impossible, this is also impossible. I and What's different about him is that I know I can't go back, the two of us can't go back, no matter how life goes, we are moving forward, I don't have him in front of me."
Zhou Ziying asked why.
Yue Zheng closed his eyes, and said mockingly: "Why, it's too simple, why do the two of you live together, I like you, you like me, I feel comfortable staying with you, and you are happy with me, no Just figure this out. I’m not interested in you, so I’m willing to give you everything I have and tell you everything. How can I give him my heart while wondering if he’s joking, and sleep with him every day? At the same time, I was worried that he would be kicked by me tomorrow after playing enough, so I can live this day."
"Shadow, I don't have anything. If I'm gone, I'll be gone. I can't go back. How can I bet him that he will love me for the rest of his life? I don't even dare to bet that he will love me for a year. I bet Once, I was injured, I couldn’t gamble and I didn’t dare to gamble, because I not only have my life on me, but also my family, I can’t be so selfish.”
Sometimes he even wondered if he and Yin Lou would have lived happily ever after if he hadn't taken Xiao Zhang's class that day and delivered the takeaway. To coax him, the two of them will live like this for the rest of their lives, it's okay...
But it's impossible, Yue Zheng laughed at himself, he can't keep Yin Lou forever, he has nothing, he has nothing.If he really didn't see through it, the ending of the matter might be even worse than it is now. He has given everything to integrate Yin Lou into his life completely, and tear him out again... It hurts too much...
Zhou Ziying didn't speak, but raised his wine glass, the two of them knocked each other down, and drank it down in one gulp.
There was a lot of traffic outside the window, and the noise and noise had nothing to do with the silence in the house.
After today, after sobering up, Yue Zheng will return to his life again, no matter whether Yin Lou is going to do something or not, no matter whether there is any fucking thing or not, he has to live his life.
Jiang Tinghao's house.
Gong San was looking at his phone while listening to Jiang Tinghao muttering.
"You said that Mr. Yin has been pretending to be a grandson for so many days. It seems that there is no progress. He even killed a little star halfway. I don't think he can bear it for a long time before he has to bite."
Gong San bit the lollipop in his mouth and looked at him: "So."
Jiang Tinghao rubbed his chin, and said expectantly: "If I remind Yuezheng through Yingying, so that Yuezheng can avoid the madness of that master, do you think Yingying will be moved enough to reconcile with me? ?”
Gong San shook his head: "Why do you always want to do such unflattering things?"
Jiang Tinghao glared at him: "You know what a fart! His EQ can be overflowing when he considers other people's affairs, and it's only a little bit bigger when he puts it on himself. It must not be enough at all, and I can't help it." The brothers at the head are helping, and what I am doing now is helping, otherwise who will be able to stop him when he really messes up, and he will cry later when he regrets it."
"Why do I think it is impossible for him to do things that I regret anymore? He has his own plan, so don't destroy his plan." Gong San glanced at him, "If you have to do this, he will come to you Always remember to say that it was all thought up by your clever brain, and it has nothing to do with me."
Jiang Tinghao waved his hand: "Looking at your courage, you won't be able to achieve great things."
After talking about changing a mobile phone card, Qiqi Aiai picked up the phone and called Zhou Ziying.
"Hello, who is it?"
Jiang Tinghao almost cried, and said aggrievedly: "Yingying, Yingying, don't hang up first, I have something important to remind you! About Yuezheng!"
Zhou Ziying frowned and listened patiently: "Hurry up and focus on the key points. I'm trying not to swear now."
Jiang Tinghao coughed, and couldn't help curling up the corner of his mouth, he felt Yingying's embrace waving to him. "Based on what I know about that bastard Yin Lou, he may be doing something unhuman to Yue Zheng recently. You remind him to be careful. Yingying, I really know that I was wrong. I will never talk to you again. You lied, let’s get back together, I’ll listen to you, I’m your little milk dog, woof!”
Zhou Ziying was silent for two seconds, then sneered: "Puppy, your reminder is really timely!"
After speaking, I hung up.
Jiang Tinghao looked puzzled and shocked, his eyes widened and he turned to look at Gong San.
Gong San spread his hands and said that I don't know what's going on.
Jiang Tinghao sniffed, and in the next second, howling like ghosts and wolves, he swore to God: "If I, Jiang Tinghao, tell Yingying another lie, I won't do it for the rest of my life!"
Gong San clapped his hands, serious: "I don't know if Yingying believed it or not, but I did."
More than a month has passed in a flash, Yue Zheng has never seen Yin Lou, and it has not been a short time, he has changed from being worried at the beginning to being in love now.
Yue Zheng felt that he couldn't be thinking about it on his own, it must be some corner of the cat preparing for a moth, but he didn't care, the soldiers came to cover up the water and the earth.
He never went to "Let's have a bite!", mainly because he felt ashamed, and Yue Xiaoqing also started school. He is now going to work, picks up Xiaoqing, gets off work, three o'clock and one line, and has a fulfilling life but always feels that something is missing. Looking down at himself, a piece of his heart was missing.
Brother Yue can think about it, if there is a lack, there will be a lack, and what if he dies.
Today is the day to repay the money on a monthly basis. Yue Zheng went to the bank to transfer money to the other party's card, but was told that the card had been cancelled.
"Are you sure this card has been canceled?"
"Yes, it has been logged out."
Yuezheng was stunned, why didn't he tell him when he signed off, and asked him to bring cash every time to pay back the money?What program is this?
He went home and found out the other party's cell phone number and dialed it.
"Hey, I'm Yuezheng, your card—"
"Stop calling! We're done!"
"Beep-beep-beep-"
"Damn it?" Yue Zheng looked at the ledger in his hand and rubbed the back of his head, "Is it amnesia or a Buddhist belief? It's more than 100 million... It's clear? It's just a dream."
The next second he thought of Yin Lou.
"Brother Yue, hate me, but I will make you fall in love with me again. I used the wrong method, and I won't do it in the future."
Yue Zheng gritted his teeth, is this the new method that little bastard came up with?It's so fresh!He really wanted to knock Yin Lou's head open to see what was inside, whether it was a pile of cotton balls!
Yue Zheng didn't have time to remove the ball of wool, and another unexpected visitor came to the house.
He went downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes, and suddenly saw a Bentley parked downstairs that blinded the residents of the community.
It was different from Yin Lou's previous car. He thought it was Yin Lou who had changed the car, and wanted to see Yue Xiaoqing after holding it back for more than a month.
Those loan sharks?
Yue Zheng's heart tightened, he stopped, and took a step back.
The big man glanced at him, walked to the back, and opened the car door.
A woman whose age he was a little uncertain got out of the car.Beautiful, very beautiful, very elegant and gentle, beautiful, when looking at him, his eyes were scrutinized, but not offensive, the more he was confused, because the more he looked at this woman, the more he felt that she looked like Yin Lou...
Things were as weird as he thought, the woman smiled at him, her voice was as gentle as her appearance, and said softly: "Hi, it's Yue Zheng, I'm Yin Lou's mother, my name is Yang Shunan, you can call me I am Aunt Yang."
Yue Zheng opened his mouth for a long time, feeling that he was about to become an idiot, so he stuttered and shouted: "...Yang, Aunt Yang."
Is this the mother who dumped her son and came to settle accounts with him?Yue Zheng was so fucked up, why is it like a dream today.
Yang Shunan was very happy when he entered the room, and even asked the bodyguard to sit in the car, for fear of getting uncomfortable.
Yue Zheng has never seen such a gentle woman in his life, plus it is Yin Lou's mother, he is even more embarrassed, but he has already figured it out in his heart, it is the courtesy of the younger generation to invite the room to talk, but there is nothing to talk about. The current situation between him and Yin Lou.
Looking at Yin Lou's mother's condition, she doesn't seem to know that he broke up with Yin Lou. The information gap between the mother and child is a bit beyond his imagination...
Yang Shunan sat on the sofa gently, looking at the furnishings in the room with good-natured curiosity.
Yue Zheng poured her a cup of boiled water and handed it to her: "Don't be disgusted, there is no tea at home."
Yang Shunan was stunned for a moment, and said a little surprised: "Doesn't Xiao Yin drink tea at home?"
Yue Zheng sat on the other side and said, "Drink, but it's gone now."
Yang Shunan looked at him curiously and asked, "Why?"
Yue Zheng paused, and said, "Auntie Yang, Yin Lou and I have broken up for a long time, didn't he tell you guys?"
Yang Shunan was stunned, his eyes turned red after a while, and he smiled sadly, "We are already very happy if he can tell us that he is in a relationship. Can he...can you tell Auntie why you two separated?"
Yue Zheng frowned, he really didn't want to reject this gentle woman, maybe because he never had any maternal love since childhood, Yue Zheng couldn't be cruel to Yin Lou's mother, "It's... Yin Lou's question, you can ask him for details , you just need to know that I don't owe him anything."
Yang Shunan hurriedly said: "Auntie didn't mean that, it's just that there is no room for change? Little Yin, we owe him too much. We are sorry for him. We are very happy that he can have a serious relationship. He finally came out and accepted others..."
Yue Zheng thought she was saying that Yin Lou can't touch other people's affairs, so he didn't intervene.
Yang Shunan was talking to himself, his eyes were red, the way he cried reminded Yue Zheng of Yin Lou, he was very like his mother, the way he cried was heartbreaking.
He handed Yang Shunan two tissues, Yang Shunan said thank you, wiped away tears, and looked at him with warm peach blossom eyes: "Is it irreparable? Is it okay if I go to persuade him... I'm sorry, I don’t know what happened so I’m just telling you, I’m sorry, I was too impatient.”
Yue Zheng couldn't get angry with this considerate woman, he couldn't help but think that Yin Lou's thoughtfulness and politeness must have been learned from her, he really did.
He didn't be euphemistic, and said directly: "It's okay, you are doing it for his own good, but it's impossible for the two of us, I don't want to talk about specific things, you should ask him."
Yang Shunan shook her head sadly, probably because she had found an outlet to vent her suppressed emotions for many years. She looked haggard and whispered a lot: "He won't tell me, he hates me, he doesn't even want to see me, Not to mention his father...we did something wrong long ago and hurt him, his character is all caused by us, it's our fault...after that time he never talked to us again, he closed himself off , no one was seen, even hurt several psychiatrists..."
The pain in Yang Shunan's eyes made Yuezheng flustered. He didn't know what it was, but he could tell from Yang Shunan's expression how much this matter had affected Yin Lou.
Yang Shunan was still talking, with a sad tone: "In the end he came out on his own, he looked better than before, he was more popular in school, he had many friends, he knew everything, he did the best in everything, but he never Haven't been back home... I only know him through his friends, I found out that although everything seems to be ok, he never trusts anyone else, he can even avoid his father's attention and build his own company , and in turn made his father suffer a lot..."
Speaking of this, Yang Shunan smiled bitterly. This mother who couldn't see her age seemed to be ten years older at this moment. "He even calculated that I would intercede for him, and I would keep him no matter what. There will be no family relationship between us anymore, but I still hope he can be happy."
Yue Zheng heard that something he thought he had been ignoring had finally appeared, right in front of his eyes, but it was covered with a thin layer of cloth, making it hard to see clearly——
What did Yin Lou go through before that turned him into such an extreme personality? Yin Lou said he didn't want him to know, didn't want to disgust him, Yin Lou wouldn't let others touch him, Yin Lou didn't like going to the hospital, Yin Lou said The world is dirty and only he is clean...
Yue Zheng suddenly had a terrible idea in his heart... It was so terrible that he didn't dare to think about it anymore, if Yin Lou, if he was really... passed... no, no... can't...
Yang Shunan looked at the furnishings in the room and asked softly, "Did Xiao Yin live here when we were together?"
I have already found his home, it is impossible not to know this, but Yue Zheng still said patiently: "Yes, he still... likes it here."
Forced to think of all the past, mixed with his assumptions about Yin Lou's past, Yue Zheng took a deep breath, feeling his heart was blocked, and he was stabbed severely again, making him not know what to do.
Yang Shunan murmured softly: "He still likes a warm home. I really didn't expect him to fall in love with someone else. This kid must be really moved. He was looking at the house recently. I thought you..."
Yue Zheng looked up at her, a little stunned: "Looking at the house?"
Yang Shunan nodded: "In order to take that piece of land, I even found his father indirectly. I thought it was with you... After all, he didn't need to find his father for himself. The relationship between their father and son has reached a freezing point. If Without me, something might have happened long ago."
Yue Zheng was in a complicated mood, thinking of the phone call from usury, and Yin Lou's sentence "I used the wrong method", he had no idea. Yin Lou hadn't heard from him for more than a month, and he ended up buying a house. If it hadn't been related to him It's okay, if it's related to him, why did he buy the house?
While the two were silent, there was a sudden knock on the door.
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