are you a clown

Lin Chensan's appearance seemed to please Lin Jianwu to a certain point.

His right shoulder moved a small amount to the right, his mouth opened and closed, and he uttered every word. Lin Jianwu's eyes were filled with the light from energy-saving lamps, without any shadow: "Why, are you shy?"

Only then did Lin Chensan retract his hand, but the way he retracted his hand was translated. What was the posture of Lin Jianwu biting his mouth before, and now his left hand is holding his right wrist to fix it, because he wants to keep something in his right hand. Posture, the gesture of fingers resting in the air, it is best not to move at all, she thought so, and the lowered eyebrows also hid emotions that she couldn't understand: "Miss, do you have someone you like?"

The corners of Lin Jianwu's mouth curled up: "Not yet."

"Then what kind of person do you like, miss?"

"Little friend Lin Chensan, did your mother teach you when you were young that when you communicate with others, you should look them in the eye. This is the most basic respect." Lin Jianwu didn't answer directly, she squeezed Lin Chensan with her left hand. Lin Chensan's right finger, using toilet paper to wipe off the saliva left by Lin Chensan on her right palm, with a leisurely tone, as if he didn't feel that such a problem troubled him at all.

However, Lin Chensan's neck moved like a robot for a moment and then stopped. Only the temperature of Lin Jianwu's fingertips was transmitted from the median nerve little by little. She moved, and this violent stimulation made her unable to speak properly. The trembling voice was crying, and the whole tone changed: "No, I can't come to see you directly." She also used her left forearm to cover her sight, This has become the second line of defense to protect oneself.

Lin Jianwu didn't care about this, she pressed down Lin Chensan's arm, forcing Lin Chensan's gaze to fall on her face, she smiled: "Does Lin Chensan like me?"

Lin Chensan nodded, then shook his head, then shook his head and nodded again: "I like it."

"How much do you like it?"

The end of the voice was ethereal like the voice of a sea monster. Lin Chensan had only heard Vitas's dedication, so he could only use that tone to describe it.She felt herself bewitched by the sound.

"If I'm allowed to die now, I'm willing." Lin Chensan said a little absent-mindedly.

Lin Jianwu half-closed her eyes, almost bent into a crescent, but soon opened her eyebrows and eyes: "Really?"

These words were like a basin of cold water pouring down from the top of Lin Chensan's head, which made her wake up suddenly. Although the words were out of place, she still said it: "Well, probably." feel ashamed.

"Probably..." Lin Jianwu was thoughtful.

Also afraid that Lin Jianwu might misunderstand her own personality, Lin Jiasan hurriedly stammered and began to explain: "Because I say so now, I don't know how I will react when the time comes. teasing you."

"……Oh?"

Not daring to look at Lin Jianwu, but having no choice but to look down, Lin Chensan could only lower his eyes as much as possible, and continued: "I don't know myself very well. Most of the time, I am a sufficiently rational person. People have their own set of logic and rules for their behavior and doing things, but sometimes they are not. They know that such an approach is not the best solution for the current situation, but they will still do it without hesitation. This state is relative. I have no Ways to vouch for the unknown."

"So, knowing that such an answer would disappoint people, why did you say it?"

"Maybe it's because I'm afraid of taking responsibility afterwards and I feel ashamed, or perhaps, I don't want you to have that feeling that I am that kind of person. Because I was that kind of person from the beginning."

That's me from the start, and I want to be treated normally.

Lin Chensan has always been like this, wanting everyone to see him as the same.As for why there is such an obsession, if you have to ask her herself, she may not even be able to tell.

But after saying that, the turbidity hidden in her heart disappeared, and Lin Chensan found that she was able to look at Lin Jianwu's face well, and she looked at Lin Jianwu with a look of death: " Isn't this kind of thinking naive?"

"Childish? I think it's very real." Lin Jianwu's answer was neither positive nor negative.

If it was Lin Chensan's confession time before, now it's Lin Jianwu's time.

Lin Jianwu said: "I am a very positive person, and I can think about most things in a good direction. When my aunt comes, I will drink more hot water. I will not forget to take care of the green plants I bought every day. I will do it myself. Meals, I will not forget to study after work, I will self-mediate when I am mentally stressed, I will minimize the time to look in the mirror when my skin is acne-prone, and there are people around me who are frustrated, so I can be more or less useful... This is most of the time, but there are also a few times, even if I moan without illness, I will feel a sudden sadness, and I will be very unbearable psychologically. If I look deeper, nothing special happened. So sometimes, I I will give myself a period of time, if it is long, it is a day, if it is short, it is like now, Lin Chensan, can you lend me your shoulder?"

The pressure on the arms was removed, and a heavy weight was placed on the shoulders.

Lin Chensan immediately raised her hands excitedly, she felt that she didn't know where to put her hands and feet at this moment, she stuttered a bit: "I haven't showered yet..."

I didn't take a shower like that before.But Lin Chensan didn't finish speaking, she could feel the quiet and peaceful atmosphere coming from her shoulder.She fell silent.

She didn't dare to look at anything in the direction of her left shoulder, she wished that her left arm was frozen instead of her right arm, and she was afraid that her heavy breathing would wake up the Sleeping Beauty who seemed to be waiting for the arrival of a prince.

Although it is very inappropriate to say so, but at this moment when the needle felt like pins and needles, Lin Chensan thought of Er Jiasi.If it was the same thing, what would happen if Er Jiasi did it instead?Will she be at the mercy of the other party like she is now?

However, such thoughts are fleeting as soon as they appear in her mind. She will probably regard the good atmosphere at the beginning as a backlash, a kind of foreshadowing for the other party to want to see her jokes, and will not let the other party progress to this point at all.

According to the law of mutual pleasing, people always prefer those who like themselves.This is not to say that Er Jiasi doesn't like her at all.This is very troublesome to explain. If I really want to say it, it is probably that some things and some actions are artificial and eye-catching when others do it, but Lin Jianwu does it naturally and elegantly, completely natural.Even with the acquaintance in the past few days, it's hard not to think of some abnormal intentions in this kind of closeness without reason, but because it's Lin Jianwu, Lin Jiasan thinks it's done out of sincerity.

Will there be such a caring person in this world?Even Lin Jianwu, Lin Jiasan thinks there is.

She couldn't compare to the thick bottle cap of Linjianwu's beauty filter.

Lin Chensan thought that the reason why she treated Lin Jianwu so specially was because she could feel that the other party liked her somewhat.There is no reason for this belief, no reason for this confidence.

But she sincerely hopes that this feeling is not an illusion.

"Don't tell me these things, Lin Chensan, how do you plan to deal with your negative emotions today?" Lin Jianwu didn't fall asleep, as if leaning on Lin Jiasan's shoulder like this was just to ask questions more comfortably.

"Sleep." Lin Chensan replied very seriously, "Sorrow can't stay overnight. No matter how serious it is, things that can make the sky fall will be fine after sleeping. Use all the time you can sleep to go to sleep. If you wake up It can’t be solved yet, as long as you don’t get caught by your boss when you take a nap at work, then it’s fine.”

"It's such an enviable mentality." Lin Jianwu said so, and she had already left Lin Jiasan's shoulders. She turned off her laptop, stood up with her feet on the fluffy plush slippers, and urged Lin Chensan, "If this continues, it will be too late." It's endless, go take a shower, I've already boiled the water."

Lin Chensan didn't forget to pick up the plate and go to the kitchen, she nodded in a daze, and stood up too: "Okay, okay."

Lin Jianwu took a step and stopped again: "Actually, I was not in a good mood while waiting for you to come back. I was originally planning, but a colleague went back to take maternity leave. Her work It’s all on me. I already have a factory building and a tourist center in my hand, and now I have an additional landscape, which is really troublesome to do. It’s useless to do so much. Party A may come with a new request at any time. It needs to be redone... Actually, I kind of want to wait for you to come back and complain about these things with you, but I don't know how to talk to you. Thank you for telling me first, so that I can also take care of myself I've told you about these troubles."

Lin Jianwu turned around, the eyes hidden under the glasses were a little melancholy, but the melancholy was swept away immediately, and the eyes were bright and enthusiastic: "To tell you the truth, I'm actually not very good at dealing with people. I'm afraid that being too familiar will make you feel uncomfortable, but I'm very happy that you like me."

See, this is the difference between people, what is charisma.

Lin Jiasan felt that he was able to look at Lin Jianwu, and he had done his best. The moment he nodded and spoke, he almost bit his tongue: "No, no, it should be said that I have been taken care of by you too much these days .You invited me to dinner, and today you will give me some food."

"But it's normal, aren't we roommates?"

Lin Chensan is really embarrassed to treat a gentleman with a villain's heart in this regard: "But ordinary people are not so kind to strangers. Although we are roommates, we haven't known each other for many days. Generally speaking... "

But Lin Jianwu already stopped Lin Chensan from continuing with some angry eyes, and when Lin Chensan stopped talking, she smiled and said: "Just now, Lin Chensan, you asked me what kind of person I would like, right? "

"Ah, um."

"I really like people like you, Lin Chensan."