Schrodinger love

Until many days later, Jiang An still remembered how moved he was when he saw those letters.

Maybe it's been too long, or Wen Sui was by his side, but he can't remember exactly how difficult those few years were.Recalling the original mood and details, only a vague outline remains.

It's just that occasionally when I wake up in the middle of the night, I still feel relieved when I see the person lying next to me, and when I gently place a kiss on his forehead, my heart will feel sour again for no reason.

But as Wen Sui said in his last letter, they can't stay where they are forever, it's time for them to pack up and move on.

In the new home they handpicked brick by brick, the two spent probably the happiest year in the past few years.

Then came the busy graduation season. In the past, the third year of senior high school was overwhelmed by endless questions, but now I am tormented by the papers to be submitted. After all, I cannot escape the fate of being a student.

There were two laptops leaning against each other in the study, Wen Sui lowered the screen an inch, and said vigilantly: "Don't spy on me, we are competitors now."

"What kind of opponent are you? After I graduate, you have to fail the course?" Jiang An flipped through the materials slowly, glanced at him distractedly, with a helpless expression.

Wen Sui said speechlessly: "With this pursuit, don't you have a publication worthy of the title of God of Learning?"

Jiang An has long been used to the inexplicable desire to win or lose, so he just raised his eyebrows slightly: "Okay, let's see in a few months, what shocking work our great god Wen Sui has written."

"Why do you speak in a strange way?" Wen Sui clicked his tongue and said, grinding his teeth, "One more thing, lock the door tonight and let you sleep in the guest room."

Jiang looked at him with a dark smile, not nervous about receiving any threats: "I have the key, and I can open the lock."

Wen Sui kicked off his slippers, rubbed his calf with his bare feet, and said slowly, "That's really amazing, you thought you could go to bed just by entering the door? Jiang Niannian, how come you've lived and returned, so naive. "

Jiang An lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand to grab his ankle, and rubbed it slowly: "The heater is on, but I don't know who said last night that you need to hug him to fall asleep."

Rubbing the skin with fingers, it was really itchy, Wen Sui leaned on the edge of the table and took it back: "Hey, you are a sexist｜to lure your opponent, let me go."

"Don't let it go." Jiang An pressed his ankle to his leg, and his fingertips fell on it to read the information.

Wen Sui was going to die of anger, he was so out of control, he could only go crazy in another way, his fingers landed on the keyboard and crackled.

After finishing all the work of the graduation season, they suddenly felt a trance. They were pushed by time to walk towards the distance, to say goodbye and to separate. It seems to slowly become a habit.

Wen Sui picked a time to invite everyone to come to the house for a party. The intention was to show off his brother's increasingly superb cooking skills, but Wang Qiyue made him a little helpless.

This person has been single for four years, his face was flushed, and he held his wine glass with snot and tears: "I think it's really too miserable for me. People who used to be extremely homophobic have been with you stinky couples for four years." Friends. Wen Sui and the others are alright, they live far away so they can’t be out of sight and out of mind. Jian Ying is a bitch, and when he gets back to the dormitory, he hangs up the earphones and talks on the phone. It’s like a long-distance relationship with a distance of several kilometers. Can't you just move out?"

"Moving out is very expensive, I don't want to use his money." Ji Xiaoyu stuffed a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs into his mouth, and said vaguely, "Besides, it's okay, we won't make video calls when we meet .”

Wang Qiyue poked Wen Sui with the other end of his chopsticks, and said indignantly, "Is it too much for you to judge from six o'clock to twelve o'clock? The topic between the two of them is really boring. My boy, what did you have for dinner? Darling, it’s so funny watching this video, Darling, yesterday’s game game was really good, is it the same when you two are in love?”

Wen Sui glanced at Jiang An, and said lazily, "Basically, he's considered an individual if he didn't let you listen to some X-rated content."

"Damn...you're still wild." Wang Qiyue drank half a bottle of wine, his expression was very melancholy, "I'm really glad that you two have changed dormitories after school, otherwise I would have suffered continuous critical attacks from two couples, probably In the future, I plan to be alone and die forever."

The rest of the people laughed together and raised their hands to touch a glass of wine tacitly.

Ji Xiaoyu broke his precept tonight and drank a little bit, and leaned on Jian Ying: "I haven't been in the same school as you, and occasionally I send messages to Wen Sui, and he can always catch my brother's words so that I can't wait to see you immediately." Take a taxi to find Aying."

"When I met Jiang An during the competition in high school, a girl ran over to ask a question, and he just wrote the answer on the draft paper and handed it back. He didn't want to say a word." Jian Ying half put her arms around her. Playing with pinching his cheeks, recalling the past, "I was thinking at the time, what kind of relationship will this person have in the future? Only a fairy can make people's hearts move, but now, tsk, I don't have the face to say it."

Wen Tianxian remembered the years when he didn't participate, imagining his brother's expression and movements at that time, his shoulders trembled with laughter: "What's wrong with him?"

"The last time the two of us were not going to compete in other provinces. We were having dinner together. He suddenly got up and went out. I went to the bathroom and passed the corridor. I watched him video with you and didn't speak. Just about to ask, he raised his hand Just covered my mouth, and turned off the mute before saying that I was sleeping with Suisui." Jian Ying shook her head, with a tone of hatred, "I didn't hang up the video when I returned to the hotel at the end, just watch it like this After a long night, Jiang Shen, you are a high-cold person, and your design has collapsed."

Jiang An looked up at him, and said lightly, "I haven't always been like this?"

"That's true. If you have anything to do with Wen Sui, you won't be sober. If you drank too much and remembered who was going to pack tea, I didn't want to call the name. When it was over, they dragged me around a dozen times on the main road to wake up." He was willing to go back after drinking, saying that he was worried about Sui Sui, and I almost vomited when I didn't vomit." Jian Ying rationally exposed the truth, "It's a good thing he likes you too, otherwise he would be so infatuated, and sooner or later he would torture himself to death."

Although it was unintentional, hearing these words, Wen Sui still felt a little pantothenic.

Even though they have been together for so long now, there are still many things that I don't know.What Jian Ying said just now is just a small microcosm of time.

Jiang An's love for him is always turbulent and silent, and if he spies a corner occasionally, it will always cause huge waves.

"It's not that exaggerated, don't listen to his nonsense." Jiang An tilted his head and rubbed Wen Sui's head, and added in a low voice, "And I am willing."

Wen Sui hummed, gently squeezed his ring finger wearing the pair of rings, lowered his eyelashes and did not speak.

Ji Xiaoyu was dissatisfied, and as if she wanted to compare, she raised her eyes and stared at her boyfriend, and retorted with her tongue out: "We Wensui are also very infatuated, okay? When the two of them first separated in high school and high school, he didn't talk to him." When people talk, they write Brother Jiang An’s name on the notebook when they have nothing to do, and it takes a whole page to write, and in the end they practice better than their own signature.”

Halfway through the speech, Ji Xiaoyu pursed her lips, as if empathizing with her, and her voice was a little crying, "It's really pitiful and distressing. I told me that I dreamed of my brother again in three days, but I couldn't see him. I can only think about it. I haven’t taken any group photos, and my drawing skills are poor. He is often annoyed that he can’t draw the appearance of his dreams. He told me one day that he was afraid that one day he would not remember what his brother looked like. .”

Thinking of the sketchbook full of stick figures, Jiang An rolled his throat, wondering how uncomfortable Wen Sui felt when he read it over and over again in those years.

He took Wen Sui's hand silently, his five fingers inserted slowly, and his fingers intertwined.

"Son, you drank too much..." Wen Sui wanted to interrupt, but when he spoke, he realized that his voice was a little choked.

"So sometimes the envy from the bottom of my heart, although there are separations and reunions, but they have participated in almost all of each other's lives, which is very beautiful." Ji Xiaoyu sniffed, and then added, "Oh, I said too much Is it true that drinking was a mistake, so I won't drink in the future."

Wen Sui shook his head, said with a faint smile: "All encounters with different beginnings are very beautiful, and you still have a long, long future."

Wang Qiyue wiped away tears, looked at the youthful faces in front of him, and sighed softly: "Although I often complain about everyone, I am really happy to see that you all have such a good relationship. I didn't have any close friends before. I am really glad and honored to have met you all in four years. It is a pity that I will go abroad to study for graduate school next month, and I cannot accompany you on the journey. You must give me a good life and grow old."

"It's not that I can't see you anymore, what are you doing to hurt the spring and the autumn?" Wen Sui couldn't stand being so hypocritical, he blinked, suppressed all the messy emotions, raised his glass and said, "Come on, let's have a drink, long live friendship, Long live love, we will never be separated."

Several wine glasses collided together and made a crisp sound, which was the most beautiful and pure sound this summer.

Just as he was about to drink it down, the lights above his head flickered twice, and the room fell into darkness.

Holding the wine glass, Ji Xiaoyu sighed leisurely: "The power outage, this is really timely, the atmosphere that was just brewing is gone."

"Wen Sui, have you paid the electricity bill?" After Jian Ying finished speaking, her voice faltered, "Oh, no, it should be under Jiang's secret control. You probably don't even know where the electricity meter is."

"What's the use of living in such a high-end community? If there is a disagreement, the power will be cut off. I suddenly feel that it is better to be poor! Evil capitalism!"

"I still have to repay the mortgage, please, Wang Qiyue, you who are about to fall into the arms of capitalism, shut up."

"I won't, slightly slightly, come and hit me, can you see it?"

Wen Sui received a reply from the property owner, lazily turned off the lit phone screen, and yelled, "What's the noise? I'll call in 3 minutes. Besides, don't you think it's very atmospheric?"

"There's an air of shit, I just poured wine on my clothes with shaking hands." Wang Qiyue yelled, scrambling around in the dark, grabbing paper towels and wiping his body indiscriminately.

Jiang An slightly raised the corners of his mouth, with a smile in his eyes.

He used to be lonely and alone, but Wen Sui tried his best to bring all the excitement, family, friendship and love back to him.

No matter how laughing and making noise these ordinary days, the only thing he is sure of is that in the future, he will never be alone again.

Then I felt someone approaching my ear in the dark, and said in a low voice, "Brother, I suddenly feel that all accidents may be surprises."

"Did you suddenly come to an epiphany, or are you afraid that I'm not in a high mood and will talk about chicken soup." Jiang An imitated him and spoke in a low voice, and his voice was very soft.

Wen Sui leaned over and clasped his neck, and pressed the corner of his lips lightly, with a bad expression: "For example, now, we can secretly kiss in front of those who don't know how to be interested."

Jiang secretly smiled and hugged the man onto his lap, raised his head and kissed back, and when the lights came back on again, the two who hadn't separated were surrounded by several other people, who smashed the pillows on the sofa indiscriminately.

Wang Qiyue beat him the hardest, complaining frantically: "Sneaky kissing is exciting, isn't it! I've been in an underground relationship for nearly four years, and if I have the ability to make it public, I'm going to be suffocated to death!"

"Then you hold on, it's best to suffocate, so that the motherland can be buried." Wen Sui leaned over and kissed Jiang An in the gap between provocative replies.

"Really, they may be a bit perverted, and they just like the joy of having an affair." Jian Ying, the silent duo who was also tortured, nodded.

"If you want me to say, I'm afraid of being criticized or something. Maybe I really think too much. Isn't that our fellow, Chi Wang's pair very ostentatious? Actually, the students may think that the forbidden love between brothers is more ostentatious. Impressive!" Ji Xiaoyu rolled his eyes.

Jian Ying pinched the pillow, her eyes were filled with resentment: "Hey, when will you make me public?"

Everyone laughed together and fought chaotically, which continued until midnight.

Later, they were too lazy to go back to their respective houses, so the others borrowed the second bedroom and the sofa to make do with it.

Wen Sui was awakened by the shaking, and when he opened his eyes, his head was still dizzy.He rubbed against Jiang An, and asked hoarsely, "Brother, what time is it?"

"Get up, the graduation ceremony will start in more than half an hour." Jiang An handed over his shirt and bachelor's uniform, urging in a low voice.

Hearing the sound of waking up, the rest of the people also opened their eyes in a half-dream and half-awake state, all of them seemed to be returning to the light, and Carp stood up and got up.

The original plan was all out of rhythm, as if in chaos, Jian Ying and the others went back to the dormitory to change clothes, Wen Sui followed Jiang An, and the two teenagers in bachelor uniforms rushed to the graduation ceremony.

The hot summer wind swept across the cheeks, and the sun shone brightly on every leaf on the campus. It was the brightest and warmest morning in recent days.

Running to the door of the auditorium, Wen Sui was holding a bachelor's cap in one hand, and randomly fiddled with his hair with the other. He raised his eyes to look forward, and his fingers suddenly stopped.

Xie Mingzhi was holding flowers, wearing a long red dress, with exquisite makeup, smiling slightly, but his eye circles were a little reddened.

The Wen Zhongqing she was wearing was still wearing the usual black suit, it was no different, but maybe it was because the sun was too dazzling, and there were a few unnoticeable white hairs.

They haven't seen each other for three and a half years, it seems like a lifetime away, Wen Sui opened his mouth, and found that his throat was so dry that he couldn't even call out his parents.

Jiang An followed and stopped, and the moment they looked at each other, a thick layer of mist formed in his eyes, and his heart was sore.

"Sui Sui, Xiao An, happy graduation." Xie Mingzhi handed over the two bouquets of flowers in his hand, trying to maintain a smile, but his voice was obviously choked, "It's been a long time, two children wearing bachelor's uniforms It looks so pretty."

Wen Sui finally recovered his voice, looked at Wen Zhongqing, and asked with trembling voice, "Are you also here to celebrate our graduation? Or...just passing by for work?"

Over the years, countless times of disappointment to despair have already broken my heart, and I have completely stopped having any illusions and thoughts.At this time, people stood in front of them, but they did not dare to recognize each other easily, for fear that it would be another sweet dream.

Wen Zhongqing didn't answer, but raised his hand to straighten his crooked tie, and said in a deep voice, "I don't even know how to tie a tie, what do you mean? Xiao An didn't help you?"

"He..." Wen Sui heard his familiar nickname again, his nose was sore, and he glanced at the people around him, "I drank too much at a party with my friends last night, and I was too anxious to come out in the morning, so I didn't take care of it."

"Our flight yesterday evening, we planned to come over after booking a ticket a week ago. Your father stayed up all night and came for a walk early in the morning. I'm afraid we'll miss it." Xie Mingzhi smiled gently, "We want to Now, most of the parents of other classmates have come, and we can't let you stay alone."

Wen Sui felt that the tears could not be held back, many words were stuck in his throat, but he couldn't ask a word.

Probably there is no need to ask any more. He is as tough as Wen Zhongqing. He has been with them for several years and refuses to compromise. He competes with each other. Being able to step back to this point is already the biggest concession he has ever made in his life.

Jiang An hugged the bouquet of flowers, bent over slightly, and his voice trembled slightly: "Thank you for coming, thank you very much."

Although it was a bit late, he and Wen Sui finally received the most sincere blessings from their parents on this sunny day.

"The ceremony has begun, let's go in." Wen Zhongqing still didn't have much expression, but his voice became a lot gentler, he raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, and strode towards the auditorium.

Xie Mingzhi smiled, followed in a small step, then turned around and said, "See you later."

Wen Sui looked at the backs of the two, his vision blurred for a moment and then became clear, he murmured: "Brother, am I dreaming?"

"It's true." Jiang An hooked his shoulders and sat down in the designated area, and couldn't help but look in the direction of the auditorium, glancing over and over again.

With tears still in his eyes, Wen Sui laughed again: "Did you hear that just now? They said it was the parents, our parents, they agreed that we should be together."

Jiang An hummed, and the heart that seemed to stop beating just now began to beat enthusiastically again: "Sui Sui, I'm really happy."

The two were relatively speechless. Too much grievance and intolerance, struggle and separation, suffering and sadness in the past seemed to be blowing away at this moment.From then on, all the hatred dissipated, leaving only Consummation.

The principal stood in the middle of the stage and said impassionedly: "The next step is to award the outstanding graduates of this year. Quite a few students from Peking University graduate from us every year. Each of them is extremely outstanding and unique. Existence. Among these students, after repeated discussions and discussions, we still selected the most representative graduates, please invite Jiang An."

Accompanied by applause and screams, Wen Sui looked up at the person who got up, and teased softly: "Don't forget your original intention, brother, freshman representative starts, excellent graduation ends, congratulations, happy graduation."

"You are the best in my heart, happy graduation, Sui Sui." Jiang An lightly rubbed the back of his head, turned around and strode towards the stage.

The wind lifted the ends of his hair and the hem of his clothes, and with his high-spirited appearance, the whole venue became more and more lively. Noisy and cheering mixed together, becoming the most lively and sensational background of the graduation season.

The headmaster paused for two seconds, and then drew out his voice like a trick: "Because there is rarely a tie in the voting process this year, there is one special case. Please invite Wen Sui."

Before I could react, Wang Qiyue jumped three feet high and yelled, "Wen Sui is awesome! Jiang An is awesome! You two are so fucking gorgeous!!!"

Wen Sui pushed the person back to his seat, just lowered his head with a smile, took off the pair of rings that he had bought many years ago from the red string of the amulet, and slowly put on his ring finger.It was exactly the same style as the one in Jiang An's hand standing on the stage.

At the beginning, I thought about countless public moments, but I felt that it was not enough, not grand enough, not romantic enough, not perfect enough.

But one day Wen Sui suddenly realized, what's the importance of those things, they have gone through a lot of hardships to get together, they just need to stand side by side in front of everyone and admit that they love each other, that's enough.

A sharp-eyed classmate saw his movements and frantically grabbed the arm of the person next to him, and began to silently cover his mouth and get excited.

"The graduation thesis of Jiang An and Wen Sui is displayed on the big screen. It has been collected and will be published soon. You can read it later..." The principal held the microphone, stopped halfway through speaking, and suddenly showed goodwill laugh.

Wen Sui and Jiang An were separated by a long red carpet, they both looked over, were surprised for a moment, then looked at each other and smiled, each other's eyes were full of love that couldn't be concealed.

Everyone in the audience raised their heads in unison, and the big screen froze on the page of paper acknowledgments. The two papers were side by side, one on the left and one on the right, instantly evoking shocking waves.

Teenagers love each other passionately, so they will never admit defeat.

They didn't discuss it, but they had a tacit understanding and wrote a confession a few months ago, and they were ready to announce it.

Thanks

Thank you Wen Sui, my love.

Unspoken words can be written for the rest of your life.

—————Jiang An March 2022

Thanks

My Jiang An, brother, lover.

My youth, youth, eternity.

—————March 2022

On this day, amidst the screams of thousands of people, Jiang An looked at the boy he had loved for many years and approached him with a flamboyant smile.

At that moment, more than ten years passed quickly in the eyes of each other. In a trance, he remembered that the sound of his heartbeat almost overwhelmed the singing of cicadas in early summer.

Jiang An, the one who has a crush on her.

Finally got a glimpse of the light.

——End of text——

The author has something to say: I hope all those who have a crush on each other can finally wait for the light and love each other passionately.

This is the end of this article. I was sick when I first started this article, and the state of the whole serialization period was also very bad, but because I really like the two babies, I still insisted on finishing this story. Up to now, I have no regrets~

I am also very grateful to the readers who have been with me until now, and I bow deeply~

Because the health is really not good, so the frequency of the episode is probably every other day, and there are red envelopes in the comments, thank you again for liking