Schrodinger love

Wen Sui suddenly felt a little out of breath, as if he was suffocated after running for several thousand meters, he raised his head, with a bewildered expression on his face: "When are you going?"

"Now?" Jiang An stared into his eyes, sighed lightly again, feeling a little helpless, not knowing what to do with the child.

The brotherhood used to be a bond that bound the two of them inseparably together for so many years, but now it seemed to be a taboo shackle, with a line of family affection in the middle, making him unable to express his love and mouth.

The two of them climbed a mountain when they were five or six years old. There was a glass path on the top of the mountain. When they walked up, there were always people screaming around them. They knew it was safe. The moment they took every step, they watched Looking at the mountains and rivers under your feet, you still feel dreadful.

This is how he feels when facing Wen Sui now.

Every temptation is like stepping on glass, knowing Wen Sui's habitual dependence on him, even if he really said it, maybe the result will not be as bad as he imagined, but he still feels scared.

What I fear the most is that Wen Sui told himself that all the emotions are from the younger brother to the older brother, and nothing else.

But even so, he still couldn't refuse all Wen Sui's requests.

Wen Sui blinked slowly, but didn't react for a while, he was stunned for a few seconds before saying: "Now, it's almost midnight, so urgent."

"Isn't that what you meant by giving me the ring?" Jiang An asked in a low voice.

Wen Sui opened his mouth, and a lot of words were stuffed in his throat, but he felt that none of them could express his mood at the moment.

He bought the ring, he proposed the confession, and his brother did everything according to his own wishes, but why he still couldn't be happy.

Obviously, I did all this to hope that he would be happy, but when I got to this point, I regretted it a bit.

Wen Sui frowned lightly, feeling that his reasoning was really far-fetched: "Confession is a serious matter, why don't you choose a better day. For example, during New Year's Eve, there might be fireworks. Or After the Spring Festival holiday...how about waiting for Valentine's Day?"

There are still four months before Valentine's Day, Wen Sui thought, let him occupy his brother's last time.

Hearing his nonsense, Jiang An couldn't help laughing: "Why don't you say that my birthday is next year, it's quite a ritual."

"Yes, yes." Wen Sui muttered in a low voice, "Since you like it, of course you have to be careful."

Jiang An hummed, his eyes slid from his eyes to his lips, and he said slowly: "Be cautious."

"So it's not in a hurry, right?" Wen Sui looked at him anxiously, with pleading eyes.

Jiang An sighed lightly, raised his hand to wrap him in his arms, and said after a while, "What are you afraid of?"

Wen Sui shook his head, and put his head on his shoulder, feeling sour in his heart: "I'm afraid that if you have someone, others will ignore me."

The young man in his arms trembled a little, he let go of his previous self-confidence and arrogance, and his whole body seemed to have turned into a fragile piece of paper that would shatter at the touch of a finger.

He clung to his arms obediently, without struggling or avoiding suspicion, his fingers grabbed the clothes around his waist, as if he was afraid that he would walk away if he let go.

"No." Jiang An raised his hand and rubbed his head, and replied firmly.

Wen Sui heaved a sigh of relief, showing his first smile of the night: "That's good."

He took half a step back, carefully put the ring in his hand into the jewelry box, and solemnly handed it over: "Here, you can wear it when you confess your love."

Jiang An nodded lightly, and smiled indulgently: "Okay."

In the next few days, Wen Sui grabbed the gap and stared at Jiang An's fingers from time to time, fearing that one day the extra silver ring would appear on his slender knuckles.

But his brother seemed to have kept silent as promised to him, as if he was really waiting for a better time.

Wen Sui thought again, Jiang An really treats him very well, he obviously has someone he likes in his heart, and he can still satisfy such unreasonable demands of him.

On the day of Halloween, they made an appointment with Jian Ying to attend the garden party together, and when they came out of the hot pot restaurant and arrived at the scene, Wen Sui subconsciously looked at Jiang An's hand again.

The first night, he had another dream, and the content of that dream woke him up from his sleep, leaving him sleepless all night.

In the dream, Jiang An was sitting on a soft sofa, beside Song Wanyin, who was smiling and charming, and the two sat side by side, handsome and beautiful, looking inexplicably seductive.

Wen Sui didn't know the content of the chat, he just watched his brother's usual indifferent expression appear on his face, and slightly raised the corner of his mouth at the girl.

His mouth opened and closed in the very faint smoke, he didn't know what he was talking about, but he just watched his smile deepen and his eyes were gentle.

According to the development of previous dreams, that scene will happen today.

Does that mean that from tonight onwards, his brother is not just his brother.

Thinking of this, Wen Sui was a little upset. He stood and watched Jiang Angang come out of a small stall, holding two glasses of ice soda in his hand, and handing them to himself.

His gaze was still on the opponent's hand, which was naked, and he was stunned for a few seconds before returning to take the water glass.

Jiang An followed his gaze and looked down at his hand, then glanced at him with a smile: "Why are you in a daze? I've been thinking wildly all day."

"No, have they arrived yet?" Wen Sui lowered his head and took a sip of water, raised his head again, and looked around.

Just as he was talking, he saw Wang Qiyue wearing a little devil's headband from a distance, with a red light shining on his forehead, and waved at himself.

Next to it, Ji Xiaoyu and Jian Ying were forced to wear different styles, forcibly blending into the festive atmosphere.

Surrounded by noisy pedestrians, all kinds of exotic clothes and ghostly painted charms, even a few female ghosts with gloomy complexions float past from time to time.

Wen Sui walked over, and said with disgust on his face: "You guys are too suitable for the occasion, don't you want to lose face?"

"It's like this all over the street, what a shame." Ji Xiaoyu took out the other two from his backpack and handed them over, his eyes stabbed at the scumbag like knives, and he sighed helplessly, "I bought it for you too, do as the Romans do. "

The two small blue pointed corners flickered in the night, looking very childish.

Wen Sui laughed, and complained speechlessly: "Do you think my brother looks like someone who can wear such things?"

"I'll wear it if you wear it." Jiang An's expression was flat, and his tone of voice seemed to be discussing what to eat tonight.

Wen Sui glanced at him in disbelief, as if he had heard some terrible joke: "Really? I have a thick skin. I can wear it until tomorrow to class just to see you wearing it."

Hearing this, the people next to him laughed together, as if they were watching a good show.

"Give it to me." Jiang An stretched out his hand towards Ji Xiaoyu, took one of them, and placed it neatly on his head.

The cheap lights are still flickering, coupled with that expressionless face, there is a strong sense of conflict, the inexplicable dimensional wall is broken and weird, but it is still pretty, and it is really handsome but can hold the field.

Wen Sui was dumbfounded, this is the legendary saying of hurting the enemy one thousand and hurting the other eight hundred, he calmed down for a few seconds before giving up and putting on another one, gritting his teeth and saying, "You are a ruthless person."

The two stood side by side, wearing the same headband, stiff and awkward.

Jiang An stared at him for a moment, couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth, and praised him, "It's cute."

"Cute ass, that is, I can't meet acquaintances today, otherwise I won't." Wen Sui pursed his lips, his ears were pressed by the headband, he poked it again impatiently, and followed the crowd towards the unknown destination. direction for a walk.

Jiang An hooked his collar and pulled him back a little, and said, "There are so many people today, if you get lost, I think this blue ear can find you."

Wen Sui clicked his tongue and said in displeasure, "How old do you think I am? If I get lost, I can find it with my eyes closed."

Jiang An smiled and didn't say anything else, just raised his hand to help him straighten the crooked headband.

Wang Qiyue seemed to have just been released after being locked up in a zoo for a year, and his whole body revealed a sense of restlessness: "After listening to Ji Xiaoyu's story for a long time, this time I finally met him. Friends, let's go first What to play? A roller coaster or a haunted house?"

Ji Xiaoyu wrinkled his face, and was very resistant: "What roller coaster ride at night, I thought it was just to see the parade."

"Are you scared? I'm so cowardly." Jian Ying clasped her arms around her, with provocative eyes.

"Yeah, what if I'm just cowardly?" Ji Xiaoyu admitted shamelessly, striding towards the direction of the parade.

Wen Sui smiled and touched Jiang An with his shoulder, motioning to follow.

Wang Qiyue was still muttering: "I really don't want to go to a haunted house. Today there is a limited horror theme. I've been thinking about it for a long time."

Jiang An glanced at Wen Sui from the corner of his eye, and asked in a low voice, "Do you want to go? I'll accompany you."

Wen Sui shook his head. Originally, he wanted to come out to relax today. It's late at night, so why make yourself unhappy.

Just the presence of these demons and ghosts on the road is enough to make my head hurt. After walking a few steps like this, I was scared three or four times in a row.

"I remember that you are not afraid of ghosts." Jiang An's fingers hung casually, and his fingertips gently hooked his palm.

There was some secret intimacy in this movement, Wen Sui felt the warmth passing over his hand, subconsciously glanced at everyone, no one cared, and said: "I'm not afraid, I'm just lazy, too lazy to move."

Wang Qiyue cursed in disappointment: "You are all bad, everyone is so disappointing. If I knew it, I would have called a few more students over. They are gathering at a nearby KTV."

"You call, call a few strong ones, lest you faint from fright and no one will carry them inside." Wen Sui teased.

While talking, a female ghost with blood dripping on her face crashed into them, scary red dripped on Wang Qiyue's shoulder, and her eyes were glistening with scarlet blood.

He uttered a strange cry, and jumped three feet away: "Sister, don't scare me, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will cross my single-plank bridge."

Wen Sui laughed tremblingly, seeing his expression of being more frightened than a female ghost, he felt that this trip was really worth it.

When the girl was far away, he smiled and said, "Just like her, no matter what, you have to cross the bridge of Naihe."

"Don't say it, don't say it, I think I can have thirteen nightmares tonight." Wang Qiyue was probably really frightened by the moment just now, and he grabbed Jian Ying's sleeve to dodge and dodge to avoid deliberately Run out to scare passers-by.

Ji Xiaoyu took a step back, and quietly tugged Wen Sui's arm, signaling him to slow down.

The two were a little behind before he said in a low voice, "Do you know who your brother likes?"

"There are suspects, but I don't know." Wen Suixin said that you really know how to chat, and you finally feel better, and once you return to the pre-liberation.

Hearing this, Ji Xiaoyu was speechless: "It's been a few days, and you haven't asked yet. You really have a big heart."

Wen Sui shrugged helplessly, and his eyes fell on Jiang An's back in front of him: "What can I do, I can't pinch his neck and insist on asking what's going on."

"You've changed. You used to say that you could hold people's heads and forcefully reconcile Wen Sui, but now..." Ji Xiaoyu couldn't find an adjective for a while, "So indecisive."

People were talking and chatting everywhere, and there was a lot of noise. Wen Sui stood in the crowd and was silent for a moment.

After several seconds, he smiled helplessly and sighed: "Anyway, there is such a person, does it matter who it is?"

Ji Xiaoyu nodded, and said in his heart that he thought Jiang An was an excellent match, but now it seems that he really knows people and faces but doesn't know his heart, it's too scumbag.

This is the top Neptune, right? Eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, he can still trap people to death.

He sighed faintly, and then patted Wen Sui's shoulder comfortingly: "I understand your suffering, I want to open it up."

Wen Sui twitched the corner of his mouth and said in a low voice, "Can you stop talking about this? It's annoying."

Probably because of his dull tone, Ji Xiaoyu fell silent for an instant and stopped talking.

It took nearly half an hour to get to the side of the street where the parade was held. They moved slowly along the flow of people, waiting for the parade to come.

Within a few minutes, there was a commotion in the crowd in front, and then a large group of dressed up ghosts swarmed from the other side of the street and rushed towards the passers-by.

There was chaos all around, some people were screaming, some people were taking pictures, some people seemed to have fallen to the ground, the crowd was so crowded that it was almost untenable.

Wen Sui straightened the crooked headband a little irritably, and when he came back to his senses, the few familiar people disappeared.

It was night, and in order to create an atmosphere, the entire street was plunged into darkness, only the surrounding high places were slowly sweeping red lights in all directions.

He was forced to squeeze forward and looked around for everyone, but he still couldn't find everyone.

It didn't matter at first, but at that moment, when he was so crowded that he couldn't breathe, Wen Sui suddenly seemed to return to the year when he was eight years old.

It was the first time that Xie Mingzhi took him to the playground. It was the weekend, and there were as many people as today. Every event was full of people.

It was rare to come out to play, although Jiang An was not with him, Wen Sui was still very happy that day, playing like crazy to play the whole place.

When he got off the merry-go-round, he found that Xie Mingzhi was not standing there waiting for him, and he had disappeared.

There was only a note left on the stool next to it: Mom has something to do temporarily, please wait here, I will pick you up later.

He didn't bring any money or a phone with him, he just stood helplessly in the line with his head up, looking at the adults passing by him one by one, but he didn't have his own mother.

As the sky darkened, the children became completely flustered and began to search around the park one by one.Surrounded by a happy family of three, parents are holding their children, looking warm and harmonious.

Only myself, with tears in my eyes, a thin and small one, standing in the crowd flustered and at a loss.

Two legs have already reached the pantothenic acid, almost searched the entire park of the whole mountain, but did not find Xie Mingzhi.

The broadcast began to broadcast the missing person announcement in a loop, but until the park was about to close, Wen Sui still couldn't find the recruiting point.

Really tired from walking, he squatted next to a stall owner, buried his head and grabbed the grass in the flower bed by the roadside, like a homeless stray dog, his whole body was dirty with mud Xi's.

"Little friend, where are your parents? Why don't you go home when it's dark?" The stall owner asked kindly, seeing his pity.

Wen Sui shook his head, lowered his head, and his voice became smaller and smaller: "They're gone, I don't know where they are, and I don't know where home is."

Then I heard a familiar voice, and the palm of my hand was grasped by a hand slightly bigger than myself: "Sui Sui, I found you."

Wen Sui suddenly turned his head and looked at the sweaty Jiang An bending over to look at him, the hair on his forehead was damp with sweat, and his eyes were full of anxiety.

The emotions that had been suppressed all day couldn't be controlled in an instant, opened his mouth, and cried out: "Brother, I'm lost, woo woo woo I...I can't find my mother... woo I'm so scared... "

Tears were falling down, as if they couldn't stop, seeing my brother, I was finally able to release all the grievances and sadness.

"It's okay, I'm here." Jiang An held his head clumsily, and wiped away his tears with his sleeves, "Don't cry every year, brother will take you home."

I didn't get much love from my parents when I was young, and gradually became less extravagant.

And the hand that he grabbed at that time, he held it and never wanted to let go.

Wen Sui came back to his senses, a little lost, and sighed lightly.Now that he has grown up, he probably won't be as helpless and lost as he was when he was a child, but at this moment, he suddenly has a connection with the distant past, and the negative emotions that he once avoided swept over, making his heart feel uncomfortable.

However, now that my brother has someone he likes, he may be about to leave him.

Just as he was thinking like this, he suddenly felt his palm being grabbed, his callused fingers clasping his own, and he pulled back lightly.

Wen Sui's heartbeat slowed down by a beat, and then it started beating violently. Turning his head slowly, he saw Jiang An who was staring at him in the crowd.

It seems that time has passed rapidly since the age of eight, and in a blink of an eye it has come to the present. The past and the present overlap, and Jiang An is still the elder brother who can always find him.

Wen Sui's nose was a little sore for no reason, he passed by the person next to him, strode towards him, and called "Brother" in a low voice.

The flow of people next to him was still crowded, and his hand was tightly held by Jiang An, and there was a scorching temperature.

Wen Sui subconsciously held him back, as if he was lost and found again, as if he was afraid of losing him again.

Jiang An looked at him with gentle eyes, fingers interlocked, and slowly intertwined: "Sui Sui, I found you."

The author has something to say: the last chapter actually has [-] words, and I wanted to post it together, but I was dizzy from drinking too much yesterday, and I'm afraid I haven't written an important chapter, so I'll see you tonight!

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