Wintering

Mo Dong ate very slowly, frowning and swallowing. With every movement, a clear blue vein on his temple would twitch, as if it would burst out in the next second. It was really worrying to watch.

After a while, Mo Dong stopped the spoon in his hand, and his downcast eyes moved uncomfortably to the side.

"Chen Yue, don't look at it."

When Chen Yue was called out like this, he woke up suddenly, only to realize that he was staring at Mo Dong's forehead and lost his mind. After being caught, he laughed a few times and then looked away with guilt.

After breakfast, the two of them had nothing to do.

Mo Dong kept looking out the window, and didn't intend to speak actively.

Chen Yue sat on the chair next to his bed, clasped his hands, pressed his thumbs against each other, rubbing his fingertips alternately in a disturbed manner.

The scorching heat of summer in June, accompanied by the chirping of cicadas, broke in through the half-open windows, steaming the entire ward into unbearable heat.

Chen Yue pondered for a long time in his heart, and finally said: "The doctor said, you can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Mo Dong looked away from the window, waiting for his next words.

"what's your plan?"

Before Mo Dong could reply, he immediately said, "Why don't you go back to City A with me, I rented an apartment in City A, and I'm short of a roommate."

While talking, he sneaked a look at Mo Dong's expression, and saw that the other party frowned slightly, as if he was not very happy, so he took another dose of medicine, "You just have the heart to leave your boyfriend alone in City A !"

Mo Dong froze, staring at him blankly, confused by the "boyfriend" in his words.

Seeing this, Chen Yue intentionally put on a look of being hurt by him, leaned closer, frowned and complained: "No way, Mo Dong, do you want to have a long-distance relationship?"

Mo Dong didn't expect that he would approach him suddenly, and he was so frightened that he retreated coldly, but the wall behind him blocked him back again. me."

The smile hanging on Chen Yue's face slowly subsided, sighed, sat back to his original position, put away his joking tone, and said seriously: "Mo Dong, maybe we can try."

What he didn't expect was that Mo Dong shook his head.

When he was rejected for the first time, he was angry for a while, with a bit of arrogance that he didn't realize: "Why? Don't you like me? You gave me roses, but now you don't recognize it, right? .”

Seeing that Mo Dong was blocked by him and couldn't say a word of rebuttal, he immediately made a decision: "That's it, we'll take the high-speed train back tomorrow, and I've already bought the tickets."

"The government of City A has recently been vigorously supporting Internet companies. Many emerging companies are recruiting people, and the salary is said to be good. You don't have to worry about work..."

"The house I rented is quite big, with three bedrooms and one living room. It is close to the subway station and commuting is convenient. If you are not satisfied with anything, we can take another look..."

"Dudu hasn't seen you for a long time, when I get home later, I still don't know how to act like a baby..."

A mineral water bottle was suddenly handed to Chen Yue.

"Drink some water to moisten your throat."

Chen Yue, who was speaking vigorously, was finally willing to stop his chattering mouth before getting on the subway, only to realize that his throat was dry, thanked him, took the water from Mo Dong's hand, and drank it all in one gulp the whole bottle.

He casually took the paper handkerchief from Mo Dong and wiped his mouth, raised his elbow and poked him: "Why have you been looking out of the window since you got in the car? What's so good about all the trees. Mo Dong, you should take care of it anyway." Just ignore me, I’m just talking here alone, it’s so boring.”

Mo Dong looked away from the glass window, staring at the other party's blue jeans: "I've been listening."

Chen Yue said that he was also tired, and he hadn't had a good rest for the past two days. Now that he was tired, he yawned and leaned on Mo Dong's shoulder: "Forget it, I don't I said, I'm sleepy, remember to call me when you arrive at the station."

There was a faint moist woody fragrance on Mo Dong's body. Chen Yue sniffed his nose and found it smelled good. He got closer and didn't notice the vainly stiff muscles of the other party.

He was so tired that he fell asleep in no time.

The high-speed rail was running fast and smoothly on the track, and the bushes beside the window seemed to have been pressed 3 times fast forward, leaving only blurred green shadows on the window.

In the lush greenery like splashed ink, Mo Dong saw the silhouettes of two men close to each other reflected on the glass window, one of them was a tall man resting his head on the other skinny and pale man's. shoulder.

They looked so close, like a pair of lovers.

Mo Dong really wanted to take a picture of this scene, but his mobile phone was placed on the left trouser pocket, and the left half of his body was pressed by Chen Yue, and the slightest movement would wake him up.

He didn't want to wake him up, and he couldn't bear to let this scene slip away in vain, so he could only use his eyes to trace the outline of that person over and over again.

He was a little sad for Chen Yue, how could he have picked up such a weird and world-weary friend like him, came all the way to find him, and tried every means to prevent him from committing suicide again.

He told Chen Yue that he would not commit suicide again, but Chen Yue didn't believe it and thought he was coaxing him to let go of his vigilance and plan for the next time.

He has thought a lot these two days.

Originally, being alive was originally a long delay for him.

When his father was drunk, he would take an empty wine bottle and stab him in the stomach, pointing his nose and spitting at him as a bastard.And his mother, from dawn to dusk, wandered among the men with a white face on her face, never having to look him in the eye.He was also kicked, beaten, abused and laughed at at school, everyone wanted to step on his head and spit, "Bitch!"

He seeks death because he just wants to restore the purity of the world and himself.

He thought that no one in this world would care about his existence anymore, so he went to die peacefully.

However, when he opened his eyes for the first time in the hospital, when he met those eyes, the tension and joy overflowing instantly pulled him back to the world.

He was reluctant to part with Chen Yue.

He even thought selfishly and darkly, since Chen Yue did not hesitate to make up such a clumsy lie in order to prevent him from dying, then he should cover his conscience and cooperate with his kindness.

He liked Chen Yue so much that he almost lost his soul.

If it wasn't for the little bit of reason left in him, the greedy beast in his heart would threaten death, open its bloody fangs, swallow Chen Yue and him alive, and bind them together for life after life.