Wintering

There are naked and rough white lights everywhere, and every light is a silent judgment on him, a despicable thief.

He squatted by the water, looked around tremblingly, then lowered his head, and carefully opened his salivating mouth to the reflection in the water.

An ugly and disgusting toad was reflected on the mirror-clear water.

Under its dark red and smelly mouth and thick thick tongue, there is a small piece of crystal clear jade.

Seeing only that little bit of beautiful luster, the toad immediately closed its mouth tightly again.

I'm guilty.he thought excitedly.

I stole a piece of the moon.He drowsily immersed in the cool tenderness on the tip of his tongue.

But how does he deserve it?

How could God allow such a thing to happen?

He awaits fate's verdict almost in despair.

Sure enough, soon an iron hand came from behind him, grabbed his neck, and forced him to spit out the treasure.

Why is he willing?Struggling hard, in the confusion, his head fell to the ground, and severe pain surrounded and suppressed him.

While throbbing with pain, his body suddenly stepped into the air and became weightless. He opened his eyes in shock, and what he saw was the white ceiling.

The smell of 0.4% Lysol and the dense nerve pain told him that he was lying in a hospital bed.

His head was heavily bandaged with gauze, as if he had put on a heavy helmet for no reason, every movement of turning his head was very difficult, his eyes moved slowly, from top to bottom, first there were small bubbles The medicine bottle, the transparent dripping funnel, slid down the hose, and finally fell on a head with short black hair lying beside him.

Mo Dong tried to feel his hands, but found that his left hand was loosely wrapped by the other hand, and the hot and sticky touch made him subconsciously want to withdraw his hand.

But as soon as he made a move, the hand surrounding him immediately grasped him tightly reflexively.Immediately, the black head moved and lifted up.

A pair of big deep black eyes met him just like that, and the blue-black bags under the eyes carried the tiredness of running around all night.

The lines of sight suddenly met, and those eyes immediately lit up.

"you're awake!"

"How do you feel now?"

"Have a headache?"

"Where does it hurt?"

Mo Dong hadn't gotten out of the chaotic dream yet, seeing the concern and tension that the person in front of him was throwing at him, he didn't know how to respond at all.

Obviously a few days ago, he wouldn't even touch his own hand...

But now...

Chen Yue hadn't recovered from the fear of losing Mo Dong. At this moment, he was nervous about every movement of Mo Dong. Seeing him staring at his hand without saying a word, he thought there was something wrong with his hand. I didn't dare to hold it anymore, and let it go carefully: "Did I hurt you somewhere?"

While talking, he observed Mo Dong's expression anxiously.

After finding Mo Dong, he stayed by the hospital bed all night, and saw Mo Dong all night, but he didn't see him in just three days, but he felt that the person in front of him was much stranger.

The already skinny person has now been stripped of a layer of flesh. To put it bluntly, if it is not supported by the skeleton, the thin human skin will collapse immediately.

Chen Yue thought a lot about Mo Dong, and he only knew about Mo Dong these two days.In fact, looking back now, as long as he thinks about some small things in the past, everything can be traced.

The ridiculous thing is that he has always regarded Mo Dong as his best friend, but never cared about the other party's situation, the other party's thoughts, just like a greedy child, indifferently asking for the other party's company and care with peace of mind.

For the first time, he was surprised by his insatiable selfishness.

Mo Dong hasn't spoken much since he woke up, and Chen Yue didn't dare to mention his suicide. After sitting for a long time, the atmosphere was a bit stiff, so he pretended to be relaxed and talked about the kitten brought back from England .

"It's very well-behaved, and it didn't suffer from diarrhea like last time when it was changed to a strange environment."

Mo Dong's eyeballs moved, and he looked over.

Seeing his reaction, Chen Yue was secretly happy, and continued to say calmly on the surface: "But I have to go to work in two days, and it's not convenient to take the kitten to the hospital... If it gets infected with some germs, it will cause a headache. "

He paused, and asked casually: "By the way, Mo Dong, should you think about your work, and the house, have you decided where to rent it?"

"Hey, look at your stupidity, you must not have found a house yet, right? Why don't you just move here and live with me." After saying this, Chen Yue's palms were sweating.

After Mo Dong listened, he looked at him quietly for a while, and suddenly said: "You don't need it, that's it."

Chen Yue was stunned, not knowing why: "What is this?"

Mo Dong didn't look at him anymore, turned away, and said in a hoarse voice: "I want to die, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to be like this."

He was a little surprised. When he woke up and saw Chen Yue greeting him with care, he acted carefully, as if he was gently holding up a precious object that was finally recovered.

What is he?It is also worthy of Chen Yue.

Chen Yue originally wanted to wait a few days for Mo Dong's mood to improve before mentioning this matter, but Mo Dong pierced the window paper as soon as he opened his mouth.

After the panic, he quickly calmed down: "I don't care what you are doing, in short, as your...friend, I will never watch you do stupid things."

"...friend." Mo Dong smacked the word, suddenly laughed lightly, turned his head to look at Chen Yue and asked, "Now, do you still consider me a friend?"

Chen Yue remembered the kiss on the plane, and his eyes involuntarily dodged.

Mo Dong didn't want to watch any more, buried half of his face in the pillow, and said in self-defeating, "I like you."

"I have been hiding these shameful thoughts when you regarded me as a friend."

"I know you don't like men. After that birthday party... you may not remember it, but I just want to be friends with you forever."

"On the plane, I'm sorry, really, I don't know why I did that, it scared you."

"After getting off the plane, I think you probably don't want to see me again in this life. I'd better stay away from you and get here by car."

"There is no other meaning in sending you an email. I just want to say goodbye to you. I thought you would just dispose of it like spam after reading it."

"Dispose of it like spam!?" Chen Yue interrupted him suddenly, unable to restrain himself anymore, stood up and stared at him, "Are you underestimating yourself, or me? Or are you underestimating these things?" Over the past year, what about the relationship between us?"