On how to contain anomalous objects

The kiss was very calm, just a peck on the lips, even the body temperature from the other person disappeared without really blending with each other, and even brought a little carelessness that the other party often had.

Elijah's eyes widened in astonishment, but he was shocked by the strange indifference on the other person's face—he was the one who bestowed the kiss, but the person looked away as if nothing had happened, as if it was just an accidental mistake touch.

"Teacher..." The young man called out that title subconsciously, but realized how inappropriate it was in the next second.

He's always needed a leader, he's been taught a man who can't survive on his own - but if the stars rearrange in ways not seen in even the wildest dreams, The wind blowing from an unknown place, involuntarily sailed towards the unfamiliar sea, when the compass failed, when the guide turned around... he could only stand there in a daze, like an abandoned child , waiting for the other party's next move in fear and rigidity.

"This is what you said, you need to let me give you some time to buffer your little secret?"

The white-haired man stared straight ahead and did not look at his students—he was even a little worried that he would explode completely the second they met each other, and he didn't even have time to say the execution notice: "Before you met me, you have been All along, he regained his sanity by committing suicide."

The body in his arms was tense and cold, like holding a frozen fish pulled out of the ice cellar.The summer morning mist made him drenched, but his body, which had lost its vitality many times, was still as stiff as rotting flesh.

"...Yes." The young man's voice was hoarse and dry, as if he had been trampled under his feet several times, and it was like a pendulum stuck in place by aging gears, caught in a state of being suspended in the air but unable to move. Dire situation.

"Is the research institute forcing you?" A hand slowly kneaded the back of the young man's neck, his tone soft and dangerous.

"...No, this is the necessary price for restraining T002, and it is the way to maximize profits." Elijah closed his eyes, he could pretend to be pitiful, and described himself as a forced victim ask for forgiveness.But he hasn't forgotten that kiss. Under a dangerous impulse, like a moth to a flame, he chooses to completely cut himself open for others to watch.

The bell rang loudly, and he finally slipped to the unknown end... It doesn't matter anymore, everything doesn't matter anymore.

"Suicide is just a way, I will not die - because as long as I still have the desire to survive, He can't completely control me; as long as I still want to live as a human being, then the state He shows is a human being , this is the only way to restrain T002."

"Hey—it sounds so idealistic, because you can live if you want to live, because you believe that you are human, so what you show is human?"

Although the other party's words were not finished, Gojo Satoru instantly understood the terrifying truth behind this seemingly perfect bondage: if when the desire to survive is high, T002's degree of control over his students will decrease, and the degree of abnormality will also decrease; On the contrary, when the desire to survive decreases, T002 will gradually replace him... That is to say, every time the opponent uses an abnormal object, he is seeking death, and the appearance of "dead person" means that he has successfully killed the body. For the human being himself once, whether he can live again is only supported by the belief that "I am a human being".

How fucking ironic, Gojo Satoru thought with a sneer, that he was at his strongest when his students wanted to die the most.

The other party's expression was tired and sad, like a stray pigeon that had been flying in the sea for a long time: "...Yes, this is the whole game between me and the abnormal thing."

Gojo Satoru suddenly sighed loudly, and his tone was filled with exaggerated disgust: "It's a pity, the answer—wrong."

"Ahhh, it's super difficult. Elijah was completely brainwashed to look like this since he was a child." He grabbed the student's shoulders and forced him to look at him, his unmasked blue eyes gleaming with terror. The light: "Your original instructors were really smart. They didn't choose to train you to be a warrior or a hero, but to train you to be a coward, a coward... They made you unable to live alone , and then take advantage of your timidity and willingly put your head in the rope to hang yourself."

A heterogeneous who does not accept his alien identity, a heterogeneous who is afraid of being abandoned by humans, and a heterogeneous who is willing to do anything to please the teacher.

... What a sad thing, it makes people want to strangle it to death in their own hands.

The white-haired man is now like the devil who tempts people to sell their souls in ancient legends, dangerous and confusing, people can't help but follow his words and step into another swamp: "Really, just erase all your memories directly!" Drop it and teach it again."

"What do you think of the teacher's suggestion?" Qiangqiang tilted his head cutely and charmingly: "I think it is very feasible, so let's do it like this~"

"No..." the young man murmured in horror.

He never thought that the opponent would be so simple and rude, and chose to overturn the chessboard directly.Those instincts that kept clamoring, but were suppressed by force, once again intensified his fear of that person, which made him not even know what he was talking about: " If I lose my memory and the meaning of living... I will really disappear, and I will die."

As soon as the ending sound fell, he knew that he had said the wrong thing again—Elijah, what are you talking about?This kind of threat is hypocritical and ridiculous, don't provoke that person anymore!

As expected, the corner of the other party's mouth raised dangerously: "It's clear that Elijah has been looking forward to death?"

Gojo Satoru looked at the student's trembling eyes and turned Yufeng: "Of course the teacher will not let you die. The teacher knows a lot of techniques that can change memories. Although it is a bit troublesome, I can help you erase all the memories. Erase them all."

"Annihilate your foundation, distort your beliefs, and erase your personality. Although it sounds so dictatorial. Such a terrible thing, the teacher doesn't want to do it, but anyway, everything about you is deliberately shaped by a group of disgusting guys If it came out, then it doesn’t matter if it is destroyed...Elijah is such an obedient and well-behaved child, he will cooperate with the teacher very well, right? "

He chattered on and on, and he didn't know who he was convincing: "What bondage, what game... Isn't Elijah always very good, what's wrong with just listening to the teacher this time? All the price, all the consequences Just let the teacher, the strongest, bear it, and Elijah will no longer have to bear this responsibility that makes you so painful, and go to be an ordinary person happily."

Convince me, these three words are clearly written in that person's eyes.

Elijah desperately stretched out his hand to grab the other party's sleeve, but fortunately the man still didn't let go of his hand, but even he himself felt that the rebuttal flowing out of his throat was so weak: "...but I don't want to forget All of this, I don't want to forget the people I met..."

Teachers and classmates in this world, Professor Sechenov in another world, companions who performed missions together...

Only when he was about to lose everything did he suddenly realize that the executioner who was about to destroy the only precious memories he had was actually the person he trusted with all his heart.

"Anyway, you have forgotten everything, and you will not remember that you have forgotten. You will become a piece of white paper that has not been polluted." Gojo Satoru looked at him calmly, and his voice was soft and cheerful: "The teacher will always protect you in secret. You will have a new and warm family, normal and lively classmates and friends. You will work in the company arranged by the teacher. The salary is enough to support yourself and you will have more money. The boss is kind and the colleagues are friendly. It doesn't matter if you meet a very good girl to marry and have children, or not to marry at all...it's great, the teacher is almost heartbroken."

"—Teacher, you can't do this, I also have my own emotions!" Elijah stared at him in shock, an unprecedented insult and stimulation of being completely denied by this person and manipulating everything finally made him reveal A bit of resistance as a "human being".

"Emotions are just things that rely on memory, and your refutation is not valid." When this person talked about these things, the part of the character that belonged to the Son of God made him look extraordinarily contemptuous and cold: "But the teacher is not so authoritarian. Well, since you say you have emotions of your own, prove it."

"I have friends." The young man blurted out instinctively: "Fuguro, Knotweed and Nagasaki, and the second-year seniors, Mr. Ichichi..."

He almost counted everyone in the world who had kindness to him in one breath, but Gojo Satoru just looked at him with a mocking expression, like looking at an overly naive child: "Friend? They are nothing more than your atonement."

He snorted coldly, and commented harshly: "Whether it's Hui or someone else, grab the hand of a person who has shown you kindness, and then regard him as your own responsibility, as the meaning of living—— It’s really super inexplicable, it’s already at the point where it can be regarded as a pervert.”

"I'm talking about the emotions that belong to you." Gojo Satoru emphasized every word: "It's not this kind of taught and distorted instinct to please."

"...Then what about the teacher? The teacher said that I can rely on you, right?"

The young man was trembling, his beautiful eyes were like ice that was about to shatter, revealing the shocking tide below: "Could it be that the teacher has regretted it, and now I need to forget all my feelings for you?"

"No, I've said it before. The premise is that you are still my student." Gojo Satoru seemed to be helpless by the sudden outburst of despair from the other party. The completely opposite movement is the determination in the tone: "The teacher is probably your most powerful spiritual support, right? But I can't help it. If even death can't change you, then you have lost to be my student." Qualified."

"—After all, I am different from your previous instructors. I don't need students to sacrifice for me, and I am not willing to be the object of students' atonement."

He lowered his eyes and looked at the young man lovingly, as if he really felt a little pity because of it—even if he himself was the culprit who broke all these illusions: "Elijah is so pathetic now...it's a pity that you don't have any Powerless to convince me or stop me, what can you do?"

Elijah suddenly understood.

This person is forcing him, and he is persuasive, just like a net, blocking all the back roads bit by bit.The traveler could only stagger and walk in the only direction...even though the other party had already given the correct answer at the beginning.

It's that kiss.

——So do you choose to stay where you are, completely engulfed by the darkness behind you... or follow the only guidance to meet the unknown ending?

"... Teacher, can you close your eyes?"

The two little ones were reflected in those penetrating eyes, it was as if he had committed an unforgivable crime under the watchful eye of the sky, and the guilt of what he decided to do next made him feel like a thorn in his back, Like it was about to kill him again.

"Why? No." Wujo Wu resolutely rejected him with an unusually serious attitude.

The young man suddenly showed an expression as if he wanted to cry. Seeing that the other party was unmoved, and even the last struggle was rejected, Elijah finally came forward and squeezed his lips tightly like ice. There was a trembling light touch on the same cold lips, as pious as kissing a god.

——I want your own emotions.

... He is obviously such a cowardly person, but this kiss seems to have exhausted all his courage in his life.

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twisted love line

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