The scum attack has the ability to chase after it.

Today, Alex's luggage arrived, and it was supposed to accompany him to pick it up, but Shen Li was in a terrible mood.

So, I asked Alex to go alone. Fortunately, the other party saw his complexion and thought he was sick and sensible.

After staying in the hotel until about 10 o'clock, Shen Li got up decisively, called his neighbor's uncle, said that he would not eat the New Year's Eve dinner, wished him a happy New Year, then went to the vegetable market, bought a lot of vegetables, carried them, and went straight to him Dad's house.

At the door, there is a kind of apprehension that is closer to the nostalgia and more timid.

He rang the doorbell, and while waiting, he was thinking about what to say and the tone of his first sentence.

As a result, the door opened, but it was the face of a strange man.

Seeing his hands full of things, he asked curiously, "Who are you looking for?"

"I'm looking for Shen Guoxing." Shen Li said.

The man's face changed, and he said impatiently: "He doesn't live anymore, you can go."

"What do you mean, why can't you call this?" Shen Li asked anxiously, frowning.

Behind the man, a woman's face poked out. The moment she saw Shen Li, it was like a palette, white and red.

This woman is clearly his father's second wife.

This house is also clearly his father's house.

Shen Li faintly had some points in his heart, and he endured his anger and asked, "Where's my dad?"

"Xiao, Xiao Li, you're back!" The woman answered irrelevantly, her eyes flickering.

"I said where is my dad?" He is not interested in knowing who this man is, he just wants to know where his dad is.

The woman has a very weak personality, and she murmured and didn't know how to speak. His father liked her weakness back then.

It was a man, very strong, and shouted: "Who knows where your father has gone, what's wrong."

Speaking of closing the door, Shen Li pushed against the door with his leg.

The opponent didn't defend himself, so he pinched him hard, and it happened to be Shen Li's right leg.

Shen Li gasped in pain, and the woman seemed to realize something, and rushed to push the door: "Don't pinch, Xiao Li's right leg is not good."

Should Shen Li touch her to know that her right leg is not good?

No, he was only moved. It turned out that his father still paid attention to him.

His nose was sour, and his tone became heavier, asking word by word: "I said, where is my dad?"

The man didn't seem to dare to touch him rashly, because he saw his right leg trembling, and he was afraid of taking responsibility, so he spit out: "Nervous, Chunyan, you can settle your own affairs."

After finishing speaking, the woman was left behind, with an embarrassed and embarrassed face, to deal with Shen Li alone.

"Xiao, Xiaoli, in fact, your father and I divorced a year ago."

"Why, because he's sick?"

The woman was startled, her eyes were red, and her face was even redder.

Shen Li knew that he had guessed right, because of illness, his father was ruthlessly abandoned by this woman.

Shen Li's hand holding the object was tightly clenched into a fist. If it wasn't a woman in front of him, he might have swung it right away.

The woman blushed with shame.

Shen Li looked at her bitterly: "Where does my father live now?"

"I'm not sure. I heard that I rented a house on the other side of Yuanping Road. We haven't seen each other for almost half a year."

Shen Li was annoyed: "Rent a house? Why do you let my dad go out to rent a house? This is my dad's room, right?"

The woman's face turned even redder, and she looked like she was about to cry.

The man suddenly shouted from inside in a rough voice: "You are going to die, what a good house to live in, your father's house, it's ridiculous, you go and see if your father's name is on the real estate certificate."

Shen Li was stunned.

look at the woman.

The woman dared not look at Shen Li.

Shen Li understood that back then, it wasn't his father who loved this woman so deeply and dedicated everything to this woman, it was this seemingly weak woman who used tricks to make this house a place to live in order to leave a way for her two children. her.

Shen Li remembered that when they bought the house, the two hadn't obtained the certificate yet. From the perspective of the new marriage law, his father had no right to own the house.

After Shen Li figured this out, he realized another point at the same time.

His father is indeed a hero. He gave 100% to other people's wives and children, but he refused to give him a dime. For the sake of this woman and her children, he coaxed him back then and helped sell his uncle's house.

Shen Li's heart throbbed, the things in his hands were scattered all over the ground, and he left in a daze.

Standing here and arguing with this family is meaningless.

His own father may have loved him, but the shallow love was like a piece of paper armor. This armor was not enough to support Shen Li in fighting with that family, because the armor would break if rubbed, and he would directly kill him with a knife. Being able to stab into his heart hurts a lot.

After going downstairs and standing in the cold wind, he suddenly didn't understand where to go.

Go to Yuanping Road, find his father, and spend the New Year with him, but with the current state of mind, what should I do?

He always thought that he was in financial difficulties and living a difficult life. Even if he wanted to change the house, he would still have to sell his uncle's house for a part of the subsidy.

It is only now that I know that poverty is not necessarily fake, and difficulties may be, but he only left the most difficult and difficult side to Shen Li, while giving to other people's children is the great father's selfless care.

Ha ha ha!

Shen Li wanted to laugh.

Shen Li also wanted to cry.

In the end, I couldn't laugh or cry.

The state of mind is desolate.

He eventually returned to the hotel.

He's not a saint, he's really, really, unforgiving.

It is said that in the face of life and death, everything can be ignored.

But Shen Li thought, he also faced life and death, where was he then?

He clearly knew that something happened to his right leg, but he had a word of concern and a greeting.

For so many years after Shen Li graduated from university, he never changed his mobile phone number.

When I don't need you, and I don't want you, please go away.

I need you, I want you to come back when you want me.

Why, do you do this to him?

Shen Li stayed in the hotel for a long time dejectedly. The sound of firecrackers outside brought him back to reality from the vortex of pain.

I looked at my phone, it was only three o'clock.

There has always been a tradition in the town that the earlier you eat dinner, the better your luck in the coming year.

At this point, Alex has not come back yet, Shen Li made a call, but was hung up.

What is this man doing?

Called again, was hung up again.

Shen Li then sent a message: "Alex, where have you been?"

The recipient of the message replied, "Lee, I may not be able to make it through tonight."

Without saying the reason, Shen Li was worried: "What's wrong?"

Alex: "It's okay, happy new year."

As if afraid that Shen Li would doubt whether it was him, he also sent a voice, pure French, with a familiar voice: "Lee, I met a friend and I have something to deal with. I'm sorry, I wish you a happy new year."

Alex stayed in country C when he was a child, and some friends thought it was normal. Shen Li didn't think about it anymore, got up and walked to the bed, watching the sound of firecrackers outside, and stared blankly for a long time.

New Year's Eve should have been a very ceremonial day.

But for Shen Li now, the dinner at the neighbor's uncle's house has been postponed, so it won't be good now.

If you are in a restaurant, you will definitely not be able to book a table, and the New Year's Eve dinner for one person, should people watch it like a monkey?

If you can use the hotel kitchen to make a living, then there must be food, and the vegetable market must be closed at this moment.

Besides, borrowing the kitchen for Chinese New Year may be taboo.

In the end, it seemed that there was only a noodle left.

Really, a year is not as good as a year.

This year, I thought someone would accompany me, but in the end, I was still alone.

After eating the instant noodles, regardless of the sense of ritual or not, his last meal of the old year is over.

The phone was ringing, and when he looked over, he was pulled into a group. Everyone was chatting high. It was a group of college classmates, and Yang Jun pulled him into it.

Everyone said the New Year to each other, chatted enthusiastically, and people frequently posted New Year’s Eve dinners. There are different tastes from all over the world, the same thing, the same richness, and the same full of New Year’s flavor.

Shen Li thought of his instant noodles, and felt like a walking "cup".

However, it's the end of the year after all.

Shen Li is used to living alone, anyway, it happens every year.

Eating instant noodles, I didn't feel too shabby. The quick-frozen dumplings in the past few years were not much taller than instant noodles.

Seeing the family portrait posted by Yang Jun, one son and one daughter, there are wives and children, and there are old people on both sides, a big reunion table, do you ask Shen Li to be envious?How could you not be envious.

Who is born to like to be alone?

"Knock, knock, knock!" Someone knocked on the door.

Shen Li got up and went to open the door.

I thought it was someone from the hotel, but it turned out to be a former colleague of his father.

I haven't seen each other for more than ten years. If it wasn't for the obvious feature of a mole on the other party's nose, he wouldn't have recognized it at first sight.

The other party looked anxious, and before he could address him, he shouted loudly when he saw him: "Xiao Li, hurry up, come with me, something happened to your father."

The blood in Shen Li's body froze, and he couldn't move while standing.

Until the other party grabbed his hand and walked out: "Hurry up, Xiaoli."

His composure came back a little: "Uncle Shaokang, what's wrong with my dad?"

"Drinking pesticide." The other party said while dragging him to run.

Shen Li's legs went limp and he almost fell.

Then, like a madman, he ran after the person, ignoring the pain in his right leg.

Almost at the same time as the ambulance, they arrived at Yuanping Road.

The narrow alley of the old house was not open to traffic. His father was carried down by several men and ran towards the ambulance at the entrance of the alley. Shen Li stood there, looking at the haggard and frail man who was foaming at the mouth, his heart ached almost to burst .

He trembled and called out, "Dad."

A man carrying someone saw him and scolded him: "What's wrong with you being children? How can you make the old man so sad that he won't come back after the Chinese New Year, forcing people to eat pesticides."

Shen Li suddenly collapsed.

But I know that at this time, I can't fall down.

Then he got into the ambulance, and the ambulance galloped all the way to the hospital. The medical staff on board were carrying out basic rescue for his father.

The more and more white foam made Shen Li feel annoyed and wanted to slap him. It's just a house, he can give it to whoever he wants, what is there to worry about, what is so hard to think about, he already has lung cancer , Why should I bet with him like this.

Could it be that he wanted to see him crying and begging to kneel in front of him to repent?

Not at all, Shen Li knew, not at all, he hated him, but he never thought of trampling his father's love into the dust.

Why, you can't spend a good year with him.

Obviously knowing, he may not have another year!

Gradually losing control of his emotions, Shen Li couldn't hold back any longer and wept loudly.

He didn't want to be a child without a father.

The author has something to say

Tragedy here, tragedy there.

I hope that in the new year, whether it is Shen Li or Li Huan, they all have a good life.

In other words, this is not what I wrote.

Ah ha ha ha, like, yes.