I was on the clouds

Ye Xi suddenly disappeared.

There was no ID left in the drawer of the bedside table. It seemed that her flight was to Shanghai, but the Ye family searched in Shanghai, but they couldn't even find her. No one knew where she went.

Winter comes too fast, the alternation of seasons is only a short moment, and a person's life is only a few decades, all of which are nothing but dreams.

The old passenger car was driving on the dusty country road, and the white seat cover on the chair was written with a small advertisement of xx real estate in blue letters.

The dirt roads in the countryside are rough and bumpy. Ye Xi looks at the continuous white land outside the window amidst the bumps. Everything is covered with a thick layer of snow, which is exactly the same as the scene when he came here when he graduated from high school.

It's just that Chi Xiangnuan was still there at that time, and now she is the only one left.

Ye Xi took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Ye Decheng: "I'm fine, don't come looking for me, I want to be alone for a while." The interface indicated that the text message was sent successfully, and the two middle-aged women in the front seat suddenly said: " This car will drive forward for a while and it will arrive at Lao Chi's house."

"Isn't it? No one lives in that dilapidated house now, and the couple moved to the county seat."

"The girl from Lao Chi's family is considered promising, but she died too early."

"Oh, a very well-behaved little girl, if you say no, you won't. I heard that she died of stomach cancer. At that time, the little girl made a little money writing a book and took some targeted drugs. She didn't suffer much. It is said that she died. I made a meal the day before."

Ye Xi tightly grasped the blue cloth cover with his hands, his eyes were already red.

There were seven or eight people in the bus, and the driver turned the steering wheel and asked Ye Xi, who was sitting in front, "Young lady, where are you going?"

Ye Xi said softly: "The Chi family in front."

The driver was startled, and just about to ask something, when he saw Ye Xi's eyes full of tears, he couldn't ask anything.

The driver thought to himself: "Most likely she is a classmate or friend of Miss Chi's family, and they are quite loyal. They have been away for two years, and they will come back to see when the Chinese New Year is approaching."

The bus stopped in front of a small courtyard in the countryside. Ye Xi got out of the car and looked at the iron chains tied to the wooden gate of the courtyard. She raised her head and looked at the courtyard. Everything she saw was white The vast expanse is deserted and deserted, no one must have been to this place for a long time.

After standing quietly in front of the door for a while, she took a slender hairpin from her hair. She took the hairpin and circled around in the keyhole twice, the lock snapped open, and she pushed Open the door and walk in, leaving a row of deep footprints on the thick snow.

She also used the same method to open the lock in front of the door, and the old iron door creaked and was pushed open by her.

This house is still the same as in memory, the sauce-colored water tank stands there quietly, there are still a pile of bowls and chopsticks on the wooden shelf for placing dishes, and the iron stove near the wall is full of rust. There was a wooden door painted blue, and beside the door was a cauldron, and some firewood was piled beside it.

Ye Xi's hands were already frozen, she tried hard to recall how Chi Xiangnuan lit the fire, as if she should put some flammable firewood into the stove first, she saw some blackened straw in the corner, and froze her hands Hold them in the stove.

There must have been a lot of lighters on the stove. She took a lighter and lit the pile of straw, and carefully added some firewood, and the fire in the stove ignited a bit.

In addition to firewood, there is a pile of coal piled in the corner, which stains the yellow earth wall with a layer of black. This earthen house really does not look like a place for people to stay. How did Xiang Nuan live here for so many years?

Obviously she is very delicate, afraid of the cold, heat, and dark, and she will get a little sick from time to time, Ye Xi thought to herself, and her appearance appeared before her eyes again.

The room gradually heated up, Ye Xi added a few pieces of coal to the stove and opened the blue painted wooden door.

There is a big room inside, and there is a small north room in the innermost part of the room. There is no door, only a curtain with a thousand paper cranes and a lucky star. The thousand paper cranes are Chi Xiangnuan, and the lucky star is Ye Xi Folded out one by one, the thousand paper cranes have faded now, but the lucky star made of plastic tubes is still bright.

Ye Xi opened the curtain and walked in. There was a desk by the window, an iron frame bed in the corner, and an old wardrobe painted red.

The camel striped quilt on the bed was neatly folded. Ye Xi sat on the bed, spread out the quilt, and spread out the quilt. At this time, the room was already very warm, and the water on the iron stove was also hot. She took out a hot water bottle, filled it with hot water and put it under the bed. She took off her down jacket and got into the bed, and fell asleep peacefully.

This sleep was very peaceful, and when I woke up again, the sky outside was already dark, and there was a strong wind blowing outside. Ye Xi turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and saw heavy snow falling in the dark night.

She got up and added coal to the stove, then shrank back into the bed. There was nothing to eat here. She was so hungry that she had no strength at all. There was still some food and drink in the backpack she carried with her, but now she has no food at all. No desire to eat.

She glanced at the time on the phone screen, and was surprised to find that tomorrow was New Year's Eve.

So the new year came so soon without a sound?

She didn't even know that the Chinese New Year would be tomorrow, Ye Xi smiled, and opened WeChat, Chi Xiangnuan's WeChat profile picture was on the top.

Ye Xi opened the interface with trembling fingers, and there were two new messages on it: "Where did you go, Ye Xi?".

"When will you come back".

Ye Xi sneered, and replied: "Ye Nuan, have you had enough fun?"

After 1 minute, a message came: "Sister Xi, do you know it's me? You should be in Chi Xiangnuan's hometown now, there is no one there."

Ye Xi replied: "Don't log in with a WeChat account in the future."

After this message was sent out, a friend request came through WeChat, with the note being Ye Nuan, and Ye Xi approved it.

Ye Nuan: "Sister Xi, is it cold over there? Have you brought all the medicines you take? Sertraline and lithium carbonate cannot be stopped."

Ye Xi didn't reply, she put down her phone and looked at the lucky star hanging from the ceiling.

When she was a sophomore in college, she knew that Ye Desheng had a family outside, and that daughter, who was two years younger than her, was named Ye Nuan.

These two people look so much alike.

Ye Xi rubbed his eyes tiredly, wrapped the quilt tightly again and fell into a deep sleep.

When she woke up again, there was already a circle of people around the bed, and Ye Xi was startled.

Chi Youxin, Chi Mama, Ye Sheng, Feng Yuqing, and Ye Nuan were all watching her by the bed without blinking.

Ye Xi leaned against the wall and stood up, Ye Sheng rushed over to support her, her face was full of pear blossoms, and she cried into tears.

Ye Xi wiped her tears, opened her mouth and found that her throat was very painful and her voice was extremely hoarse, she squeezed her throat and said, "Don't cry."

Ye Sheng hugged her, buried her head on her shoulders, and hugged her tightly tightly. Ye Xi looked up helplessly, just in time to see Chi Xiangnuan's parents looking at her with tears, so she could only smile and say, "Chi Uncle, Mama Chi, please don't cry, it's only been two years, why are you so old?"

Chi Youxin and Chi's mother kept crying there, Feng Yuqing said with red eyes: "Ye Xi, you are really going to kill me."

After she finished speaking, she walked out of the room and came back after a while, holding a bowl of steaming porridge in her hand, sitting next to Ye Xi, scooped a spoonful of porridge, cooled it, and brought it to her mouth.

Ye Xi opened his mouth to eat, Ye Sheng hugged her tightly all the time, there was a faint smell of perfume on his body, after finishing a bowl of porridge, Ye Xi raised his eyes to look at Ye Nuan who had been standing on the edge.

With long black hair and thin-rimmed gun-colored metal glasses on the bridge of the nose, he looks almost like Chi Xiangnuan.

Ye Xi patted Ye Sheng's back, looked at Ye Nuan, Ye Nuan looked at her, the crescent eyes behind the lens curved, very similar to Chi Xiangnuan, Ye Xi felt a pain in his heart.

After she woke up, everyone dispersed, Chi Xiangnuan's parents were busy cooking, and tomorrow is the new year, but a large group of people nestled in such a small place.

But in two years, everyone has undergone tremendous changes. Ye Sheng has become a popular actress. Feng Yuqing and her uncle opened an entertainment company. law office.

Ye Xi listened to them slowly.

Feng Yuqing said: "I knew you were the last thing you want to see your father and your second uncle. After I stabilized them, I brought Ye Sheng and the others here. Ye Zhou cried and wanted to come, but was kicked by Ye Sheng." gone back".

Ye Xi smiled and shook his head.

This is probably the most lively and boring New Year she has ever had. A lot of people circled around her, fearing that she would get angry and make trouble again.

A large group of people surrounded Ye Xi to watch the night, watching the Spring Festival Gala on the square-headed small color TV. After twelve o'clock, Ye Xi couldn't hold it anymore. Feng Yuqing drove everyone out of the house and closed the door. She drank the fish porridge, and Ye Xiyi swallowed the porridge on her body and suddenly said, "Ah Qing, I miss her so much."

Feng Yuqing paused with the hand holding the spoon, and touched Ye Xi's forehead: "Ye Xi, you are so good, you will meet better people."

Ye Xi shook his head: "She is the best in my heart."

"After she left, you went to the hospital and didn't speak for half a year. It wasn't until Ye Nuan went to see you in the hospital. At that time, you seemed to be alive. You could talk, do some inexplicable things, and suddenly go crazy. Ye Xi, that time was terrible, luckily you woke up."

New Year's Eve passed, and the new year came. This was the third year since Chi Xiangnuan died.

She was the only one left in the room, Ye Xi sat up from the bed, and saw that "The Little Prince" was still neatly placed on the desk in front of the window, the pages at the edge of the book were yellowed, Ye Xi stroked the book , opened it casually, there was something in the book, it happened to stop on that page, and there were two red paper figurines holding hands, shaking slightly with Ye Xi's trembling hands.

This is the little paper figurine that she and Chi Xiangnuan cut out during the first New Year's Eve here. She never expected that it would be treasured and put in the book.

The two paper figurines holding hands turned on some kind of switch, and Ye Xi could no longer restrain the grief in her heart. She covered her mouth and cried, remembering the day when Chi Xiangnuan passed away.

The weather was fine that day, and Chi Xiangnuan cooked a table of sweet and sour pork ribs in this small courtyard in the countryside.She brought food for everyone, but she ate very little. Ye Xi cooked her a bowl of porridge, and she only took a sip.

After Ye Xi finished washing, Chi Xiangnuan was slowly changing her clothes. Instead of changing into the pajamas she wore before going to bed, she was wearing a high-necked white sweater and gray thin woolen trousers. The brown bear sock.

There is something Ye Xi doesn't understand about this scene. She turned pale almost instantly, and couldn't even stand up. Chi Xiangnuan stepped forward to support her, touched her face, and gently touched Ye Xi's lips. She kissed her and said softly, "Ye Xi, I can't do it anymore, I can't be with you anymore."

Tears covered Ye Xi's face, and Chi Xiangnuan's light brown eyes were also filled with tears. She hugged Ye Xi and said softly: "I am a very bad person. I have failed in everything since I was a child. I don't know what I can do well, and I don't know how to take the next step, I knew a long time ago that I would spend my life doing nothing."

She raised her head and looked up at Ye Xi, her light brown pupils were shining with starlight, she smiled sweetly: "But then I met you, everything was different after that, unfortunately there is only time for a book to be conceived, the outline has already been written Well, but I can't finish it any more."

Ye Xi burst into tears: "You tell me, I will always listen."

Chi Xiangnuan had a gentle smile on his face: "It's a story about a girl and a big silver fish. The girl was very unlucky. One day she picked up a fish plate. Whenever she was in danger, the huge silver fish The whitebait will come out to protect her, and that silverfish has one eye of gold and the other black, and there is day and there is night.”

Ye Xi burst into tears and forced a smile: "This whitebait looks like me, Xiang Nuan, who is that unlucky girl?".

Chi Xiangnuan smiled and said: "Fool, of course it's me. I won't be unlucky again after I met you. I made money and bought a house for my parents so that they can live comfortably for the rest of their lives. Many people remember that they can die at the happiest and happiest time in life, get what they want, let go of what they lose, and be loved all their lives.”

"I...I...Ye Xi...you...", the blood on Chi Xiangnuan's face quickly faded, Ye Xi let out a mournful cry, and hugged her tightly.

"sleepy..."

She fell into Ye Xi's arms, and the hands around Ye Xi's waist slowly dropped. Ye Xi hugged her tightly, and she closed her eyes with a very peaceful expression on her face.

As if really just fell asleep.

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The author has something to say:

It will be over in a few more chapters, let me tell you about Ye Xi's mother's attitude towards Ye Xi, and the entanglement between Ye Nuan and Ye Xi.

It will be over in ten chapters at most, and it will be a lighthearted and happy ending.