After I was reborn, I acted like a spoiled brat

Sheng Tianci saw that his hand was still tightly grasping Zhixiao's hand, and wanted to let go, but he didn't obey his hand when he had such thoughts.

The red rope on his wrist was still connected to Zhixiao's wrist, he wanted to untie it, but he didn't move while pinching the red rope with his fingers.

Sheng Tianci felt that his spirit was becoming unconscious, unable to control his body to do what he wanted to do.

He forced himself to stay awake, trying to pull out a smile, "Don't worry, I'll get treatment and I'll be fine."

Zhi Xiao was very distressed, and wanted to say these words to make him forget everything and relieve the pain, but he didn't say it.

He saw the light on the cat jade getting bigger and bigger, enveloping himself.

Before disappearing, he rushed towards Sheng Tianci, kissed him, touched his face, stared into his black eyes and said, "Xiao Ci, wait for me!"

"Well, wait for you!"

Sheng Tianci tried harder to smile, watching his beloved disappear into the light, watching the light disappear.

After a long time, looking at this room, I was alone, sitting on the bed, looking at the moonlight outside the window.

A wave of loneliness and silence came madly like a tide, filling his surroundings!

He restrained his emotions about to lose control and tried to be calm, but it was painful.

He hurriedly took the medicine. He had already taken the medicine, but he still wanted to take it. He thought it would be useful.

After taking the medicine, I don't seem to feel better.

He felt that his mind was full of two demons, who always liked to rush out of the cage and act recklessly.

One demon is depression.

Another demon is psychopathy.

Depression made his heart full of oppression, and he became very painful. He felt that the world had turned gray or even dark after Zhixiao returned to the future.

At that moment, I thought of relief.

Liberation is death.

Psychosis made him feel like he couldn't control himself, that he wanted to do things he didn't want to do, like destroying, wanting to destroy this place, wanting to destroy everything.

He wanted to relax himself, but couldn't find a way.

He fell into a situation where he was trapped in a maze and could not find an exit, surrounded by monsters in the maze, and had nowhere to retreat.

He thought about Zhi Xiao's affectionate smile just now, and what he said.

[Xiao Ci, wait for me! 】

He has to wait for him for ten years!

But in this case, can you wait patiently until the tenth year?

can!

The future of him has arrived!

He must wait patiently!

But...but...

He is in pain!

I can't stand it alone...

Said it was only ten years, and it would last.

He said big words, but when he acted, he was very scared and lacked confidence.

My mind is full of memories related to Xiao Xiao, full of happiness and sadness.

Sad memories are the strongest and cause him a lot of pain.

I feel that if I can't wait any longer, I will choose to be free, let my soul stay in the world, and continue to wait.

But when the time came, Zhi Xiao couldn't find him.

no more...

The journey of ten years of waiting had only started for a while, and he exhausted all his energy, became very tired, and wanted to sleep forever.

"Xiao Xiao..."

He touched the red rope on his wrist, picked up the red circle at the other end, and put it on the palm of his hand.

A hallucination suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, that it was Xiao Xiao who came back, traveled back, and told him that he would never go back again, and would always be by his side.

He couldn't tell the truth from the fake at that moment, and was moved.

"Xiao Ci, wait for me."

Those four words made him wake up quickly, looking at the room, there was no one.

He couldn't stand the pain, clutching the red string on his wrist, crying and breaking down.

"Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao..."

He kept shouting, shouting into the air for a long time, until his voice became hoarse.

I can bear Xiao Xiao not being by my side for one minute, but I cannot bear Xiao Xiao not being by my side for ten years.

If you can't wait ten years, you will die, you will die...

【Brother, brother...】

——Xiao, help me.

For the first time in the spiritual world, Yixiao received his elder brother's call for help. The elder brother wanted to live and wait until his elder brother Zhixiao came back.

Yixiao was so anxious that he didn't know what to do to save him.

If I had asked brother Xiao earlier, I would have asked how my brother spent the past ten years.

Ask, tell your brother, and he'll know what to do.

Yixiao couldn't figure it out, couldn't go out and bear the pain on his behalf.

He wants to become stronger, how to become stronger?

【Brother, I want to save you, but how can I save you? 】

—— Xiao...

He regained consciousness, opened his eyes, and looked at the moon outside the window.

He smiled weakly: "Stay with me, wait with me."

【I know, I will always be with you, but you are in such pain, I am very worried about you, I don’t know how to relieve your pain...Brother, tell me, what should I do? 】

Sheng Tianci recalled uncontrollably in his mind again, and at the same time had uncontrollable thoughts, which became more painful.

Seeing the wall, he walked over uncontrollably and lowered his head against the wall.

[Brother, no! 】

"It hurts, my head hurts... Those memories hurt me very much..."

【elder brother……】

Yixiao saw the wall through the shared world in the spiritual world, cried with red eyes, and said loudly: [Brother, if those memories hurt you, then forget it! "

"forget……"

Sheng Tianci murmured, this is a good way, but he didn't want to forget it.

"If you forget, you can't find him. I can't forget..."

【But you will suffer even more! 】

"I'm willing to put up with..."

[You said you would bear it, but what if you can't bear it? 】

"I don't want to forget..."

Sheng Tianci closed his eyes, sat on the ground along the wall, covered his head, and soon felt uncomfortable breathing, a burst of dizziness hit him, and passed out.

He was found by Cheng Rong the next day and sent to the hospital.

After treatment, Sheng Tianci still didn't wake up and fell into a coma for a month.

During this month, Sheng Tianci locked himself in the room in the spiritual world and could not come out.

Yixiao understood that his brother was in too much pain and chose to close himself.

Yi Xiao walked towards the entrance door, opened the open door, took a step, and was bounced back.

He still couldn't get out.

No matter how many times Yixiao repeated this in this month, he couldn't go out.

He knew that he was too weak to forcefully switch personalities.

During this month, he became silent and began to think about things.

He is too weak, he must become stronger, how to become stronger?

He kept thinking, and realized one thing.

The elder brother is in such pain, so he will bear the pain and make his elder brother happy.

Only by letting my brother forget everything can I wait for ten years without any worries.

But my brother didn't want to forget.

If you don't forget, it will be more painful.

Yixiao wanted to strip his memory, but he was too weak, with only a little personality authority, so he couldn't do it.

Yixiao kept talking through the door.

"Brother, you are in a serious coma. The doctor said that if you don't wake up, you may die. You don't want to take care of your body. It's okay. I'll take care of it. Eat, drink, have fun, live a healthy life, so Brother Xiao will feel relieved when he sees it."

Sheng Tianci in the room did not respond.

Yi Xiao didn't care, and continued to say: "Brother, your dream is to become a gentle actor like Brother Zhi Xiao, you will let me be born if you think you can't become it, you let me be born, let me realize this dream. "

Sheng Tianci still didn't respond.

"elder brother……"

Yixiao kept talking, talking a lot, and saw that the door was still closed.

Yi Xiao kept knocking on the door, knocking hard, and finally knocking on the door repeatedly.

Over and over again, countless times, hundreds of times.

Yi Xiao felt as if he had gained strength, and soon realized that it was his elder brother who was the main personality who had started to weaken.

Let him gradually grasp the authority of personality, directly opened the door, and rushed in.

I saw my brother curled up in a corner with disheveled hair and a painful expression.