make zero with tears

Before this, Fu Xinglin had never understood how to do this kind of thing between men, and most importantly, he didn't like men, so there was no need to understand.

Therefore, even though Cui Zhannan went to watch movies to study later, he subconsciously regarded himself as the leading party, and never thought of playing another role.

Now that he and Cui Zhannan had a disagreement over this issue, Fu Xinglin realized that the relationship between men and men... turned out to be more complicated than he thought.

It stands to reason that since two people like each other, it doesn't matter who is up or down in this kind of thing.Even if Fu Xinglin was a [-]% straight man before this, when he encountered this kind of problem, he would feel a little shaken in his heart.The main reason is that he values ​​Cui Zhannan too much, and he is willing to do many things to make him happy, including some things that violate his principles.

But thinking is one thing, doing is another.At the very least, he still has no way to overcome the obstacles in his heart to be Cui Zhannan like a woman...

And that's why the two couldn't go on.

And as for Cui Zhannan...

Since he slept with the first man, he has always been top, never did and never wanted to do the following.It's not that he feels ashamed or anything, but simply not interested and unwilling.

Everything he does is to make himself comfortable and happy, so he is also very indulgent in his private life, playing with men and women.But not being played by others.

Because he enjoys the feeling of dominating everything.

Fu Xinglin was definitely the first person who attempted to suppress him.If he didn't know that Fu Xinglin was young and innocent about such things, he would definitely feel that the other party was messing with him.

How do you evaluate Fu Xinglin's behavior?Is the artist bold?

Cui Zhannan naturally wouldn't agree to such a thing, but he couldn't resist it too clearly and arouse Fu Xinglin's bad mood.Although Fu Xinglin is a noob in this kind of thing, it doesn't mean that he is really a fool. If Cui Zhannan fools him randomly, he will definitely reveal his truth in the end.So Cui Zhannan had to find a way to coax Fu Xinglin into sleeping with him willingly.

Cui Zhannan was too confident to say ten thousand and one thousand, which made him careless.If he had known that Fu Xinglin had such a bold mind, he should have instilled some relevant knowledge in Fu Xinglin from the very beginning.

Hey, what a sad thing.

Later, it was too late and the two went back to their rooms to sleep.It's just that people are lying on the bed, but no one can fall asleep with peace of mind.

Cui Zhannan tossed and turned, thinking about how to coax Fu Xinglin in the future so that he would not be aware of his wolfish ambitions.And Fu Xinglin...

He took out his mobile phone again, but this time he checked another question:

[Hazards of same-sex sex]

After clicking the search button, many entries popped up. Fu Xinglin clicked on them one by one, and the more he looked, the more he frowned.He looked at it word by word as if he was studying some professional literature, and the expression on his face became serious.The most terrible thing is that some forum posts also attached some shocking pictures, which made Fu Xinglin feel a little physically uncomfortable.

He originally thought that men and men should not be much different from men and women, but now after reading these "popular science" posts, he realized that there is a big difference.

In particular, one of the comrades' posts irritated Fu Xinglin the most:

[This organ of a man is not originally used for this, so to some extent it is more delicate than that of a woman.Rampaging, splitting, bleeding, etc. are considered light, and I am afraid of infection.The rectum is even more fragile than imagined, and if you are not careful, it is easy to cause serious accidents. ]

Fu Xinglin seemed a little frightened, he couldn't imagine what would happen to Cui Zhannan because of his improper operation...

And he also specifically checked the problems he would encounter in a situation like his own, and almost everyone in the gay forums was calling for "cherish life and stay away from virgins."

[I made an appointment with a virgin last month, and I almost tormented me to death. I didn’t feel good at all, let alone bleeding, and I’m still in the recovery period.To be honest, I will never touch a virgin again if I am beaten to death. ]

Fu Xinglin bit his lip and looked at this post, his thumb trembling slightly.

It turns out that what Cui Zhannan said is correct, there is indeed a big security problem.

Fu Xinglin suddenly stopped those charming thoughts, and he even felt that he seemed to have a psychological shadow on this matter.I am afraid that I will become those people mentioned in the post.

***

After that weird night, although the relationship between Cui Zhannan and Fu Xinglin was awkward for a few days, it didn't take long for it to be as good as before.

The main reason is that no one will mention the matter of going to bed for the time being, and everything is easy to talk about purely in love.

After the winter, the weather is getting colder and colder. Cui Zhannan put on a thick sweater and even a down jacket early in the morning.It's just that Cui Zhannan spends most of his time indoors, or in the car, so he doesn't wear down jackets much.That is to say, sometimes when I go to A University to find Fu Xinglin, I will put it on.

Compared to Cui Zhannan's "thickness", Fu Xinglin is much thinner.I don't know if it's because of the young people's strong firepower. It's snowing, and Fu Xinglin can walk in the cold wind without even shivering while wearing a thick sportswear jacket.

Cui Zhannan really admired him so much that he almost gave him a thumbs up.

"No, I'm tired, I won't play anymore." Cui Zhannan threw the badminton racket aside, and sat down on a chair by the side of the court, panting continuously.

Fu Xinglin's face was rosy and he didn't look like a person who played badminton for more than two hours.He walked over and stood in front of Cui Zhannan, grinning wide open, revealing a mouthful of neat and beautiful white teeth.

"Brother Nan, your physical strength is not good enough."

Cui Zhannan rolled his eyes at him: "When I was 20 years old, my physical strength was much better than yours. I didn't feel tired after playing basketball for a day. If you can still have the same performance as me when you are 30 years old, you have taken good care of yourself."

Fu Xinglin laughed twice, and took the badminton racket in his hand to hit Cui Zhannan's shoulder: "You are only 28 years old, why do you speak like an old man?"

Cui Zhannan snorted and reached out to grab the pole of the badminton racket and pulled Fu Xinglin into his arms, letting him sit on his lap.

"It's the end of the year, and I'll be 29 during Chinese New Year. Do you really think I'm still young?"

Although there were not many people on the badminton court, it was not empty. Fu Xinglin was still not used to being so intimate with Cui Zhannan in public.With a blushing face, he got up from Cui Zhannan's lap, sat beside him, and said uncomfortably:

"That's not too old."

Cui Zhannan looked at him and smiled: "Are you ashamed?"

Fu Xinglin's face turned even redder, and his voice was very low: "Many people are watching."

Cui Zhannan raised his eyebrows: "It's not embarrassing to let others know that you're dating me. I'm so handsome that I can't show it off, right?"

Fu Xinglin couldn't laugh or cry: "Who said you can't do it anymore? I'm just not used to doing this in public..."

Cui Zhannan didn't care too much.After all, Fu Xinglin was still young and thin-skinned, and both of them were men, so they must care about other people's opinions.Cui Zhannan absolutely understands this kind of thing, and doesn't care about it.

Cui Zhannan sat a little closer, put his arms next to Fu Xinglin's, and whispered, "Xinglin, you should smile more in the future. You don't know how nice your smile was when you walked towards me with the racket just now."

Fu Xinglin was startled, he didn't realize that he just laughed.Now that Cui Zhannan said this, he only recalled that he seemed to be smiling very happily at that time.

Cui Zhannan looked into Fu Xinglin's eyes seriously: "I will make you happier every day in the future, and you will definitely earn money by being with Brother Nan."

Fu Xinglin looked at the man's face with a smug smile without blinking, his heart was swollen and hot.He himself couldn't deny that he was happy every minute and every second with Cui Zhannan, and his smile seemed to increase inadvertently.

Every day after being with Cui Zhannan is novel and full of surprises for his life experience in the first 20 years.

Cui Zhannan supported the bench under him with both hands, leaned forward in front of Fu Xinglin, and kissed him lightly on the lips.The two were very close, breathing intertwined.

In front of them is each other, behind them is the sound of everyone playing and shouting on the court.But at this moment, the noise of the world seems to be completely abandoned, and only the people in front of us are left in the world.

At this moment, Fu Xinglin didn't know where his courage came from, and suddenly grabbed Cui Zhannan's arm and pulled him up, and quickly hid behind the sundries shelf on the edge of the venue.Before Cui Zhannan could react, he pushed the man against the wall and kissed him fiercely.

Cui Zhannan was surprised for a moment, but then excited.He also hugged the boy in front of him, deepening the kiss between them.

Outside, you can still hear the sound of people's sneakers rubbing against the floor, and the sound of rackets hitting badminton.And they just hid in a dark corner where no one noticed, kissing wantonly.

The breathing is entangled, and the sound of water is sticky.At this moment, they seemed to have released the true desire in their hearts, wishing to kiss until the sky was dark.Cui Zhannan skillfully hooked Fu Xinglin's tongue in different ways to please him, but Fu Xinglin couldn't hold back at all.He responded with a deeper, stronger kiss.

He felt that his heart was about to explode, and he could hardly bear the turbulent feelings for Cui Zhannan, and he even wanted to swallow him in his stomach.

In this brightly lit badminton court, no one would think that there are two men hiding in the corner and kissing passionately.

And this kind of excitement like having an affair made Cui Zhannan feel hot all over.He is obviously past the age when he is easily dominated by desire, but after meeting Fu Xinglin, everything about him seems to have been reshuffled.

His mind is full of "doing" now, and he wants to do it just by kissing him.

So Cui Zhannan said in a hoarse voice after a kiss, "Xinglin, let's change places?"

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