Omniscient Reader's Perspective
Chapter 172: Episode 33 - Rereading
Mother was silent for a while.
The silence cheered me up a little.The fact that my mother wanted me to love her and that I might hurt her feelings excited me.
However, my mother spoke in a tone that sounded like she had expected it. "Ha, I see."
"I'd still like to try. It could have ended your life. You still have a lot of life to live anyway."
"Don't make it sound like you're doing it for me."
"I love you."
I have goosebumps.Why did she suddenly say this? "What does that mean?"
"I am your mother."
'I looked at the smiling mother, and a corner of my heart ached.Does she really believe such words are acceptable?A decade of suffering cannot be denied just because of those words.
I glared at my mother.
, mother, love.
I didn't use a lie detector on her.Sometimes there are such words in the world.Even if it's true, it's painful enough to be called false.
I sighed and said, "It's too late."
"I know."
"Then why"
"I just want to say it once. I don't think I've ever told you before."
We were silent for a while without saying anything.Only the second hand of the wall clock tells me that time is passing.It's like a piece of paper with nothing on it.Like a writer squeezing out my first sentence, I barely speak. "How was your life in prison?"
"You come to see me often, what do you need?"
"You didn't tell me anything."
"Why don't you say anything? I've seen you so many times"
I never hated my mother from the beginning.
Even if my mother killed my father.
Even when she was in jail.
Even when my relatives were scrambling to grab our assets and I was being treated like a leftover product.
I didn't hate my mother, and I didn't blame her.
"How can a person be so shameless?" The reason why I hate my mother is very simple. " "Why are you silent?"Why did you write such a story?"
:'Someone might say this: you're getting rich.Isn't it great that she sold the book?I don't know if my mother's royalties helped my life.My relatives always treat me like a human being.
"I was having a hard time. Whenever I went to school, walked down the street or met someone, everyone seemed to be talking about me. It was the same when I acted. Every time, I was the son of a murderer."
Those who have never experienced it will never know.The world is tenacious.With reporters standing in front of my house, it felt like the eyes of the whole world were after me.
"Maybe, just maybe, I can live with it."
If my mom had said something to me, maybe it would have been okay.If she told me to be patient, I would be patient.If only my mother told me she was on my side, even though she sold our story for money.
The "fourth wall" is shaking violently
The star marks of "Self-Justification lv.2" have been activated
I looked at my mother and I did not misunderstand, my mother sold our lives for money.
Then my mom opened her mouth, "I want to know."
"what do you know?"
"the truth."
"What is the truth? Mom, didn't you kill Dad?"
"You don't know the story."
"I know very well that since I separated from you, I have recalled the past over and over again."
In other words, I read it again because I was drawn to the characters in the novel because of my mother.
- Only Son - I'll be re-reading these from now on.
-, your father did something wrong and died.
--This is self-defense, understand?
, I read it hundreds of times, thousands of times, or even tens of thousands of times.No, I've replayed it so many times I can't even say it's true.
"It is enough that my father is dead. He was addicted to gambling and was violent towards the family. If he stays, our family will be in danger."
Mother looked at me and nodded. "Yes, I remember it very well. Then why are you angry?"
I tried to ask my mother several times.
?Why don't you elope with me?Why do you ignore that child?Why didn't you come to see me after you were released?
Questions piled up in my mind and I got the answers myself.
[The shaking of the fourth wall has subsided. ]
It's a fear that's engendered by the answer.This is an answer I'm trying to erase.I'm afraid that once the answer is given, I won't be able to accept it.
At the same time, the mother repeatedly opened and closed her mouth before speaking. "It's too late to say anything now."
,Yes I know.
Many zodiac signs sponsor 5000 coins for your family story
That's enough for a damn show.
[The "Prisoner of the Golden Hoop" constellation craves your sweet potatoes. ][Constellation 'Demonic Judge of Fire' advises you to reconsider. ]["Poke his eyes out"" the constellation smiles sinisterly. ]
The role was not for me from the start.
"Why do you keep changing the original book?" My mother changed the subject. "If you let it flow the way it was and let people die, the plot wouldn't be so difficult."
"I have to change it. Mom, you know Yoo Jong Hyuk can't make it to the third comeback ending."
[Many zodiac signs are hindered by filtering. ]
Stories about the original novel are filtered by constellations.
"ending?"
"Yes, the end."
"...you struggle with this? You're not crazy."
"The ending of this story is very important to me. It was the world that kept me alive while you were away." Thanks to this novel, I was able to live my last years without my parents. "You'll never understand."
"Three Ways to Survive in a Ruined World"
'I don't know what the author intends to write with this title.However, this title is reality to me, not metaphor.This is because to me, this has become a 'ruined world' a long time ago.
I read this novel every day and live it, therefore, I cannot let go of this story.
,My mother retorted: "This is not a novel, and there is no ending like 'everyone wants to be with you' in reality."
"I'm going to stick it out till the end. Also, when did I say I wanted this to end?"
"Stop it. The world is crazy. It's not something you can achieve because you know the future. Don't you already know it? What happens next—"
"Stop." There was no point in continuing to argue with my mother.
"Tell me what you want. Why did you call me here?"
"Stay here."
Yes, I knew she would say that, just like my mom.
"Why would I do this?"
"I cannot afford to lose my son again. I will try to do the following."
"Save it."
I boosted my energy.
"Honestly. You think I'm going to be an obstacle. I don't know what your purpose is, but I won't ask you any questions."
For the first time, a strange emotion crossed the mother's face.She looks sad.sad?What right did she have to feel this way?
"Who the hell are you like?" said the mother, a magical force rising through her body. "I don't like this approach, but it's helpless.
[some zodiac signs fight in a family like this]
[Some zodiac signs that value filial piety don't like this. ]
, the furniture in the house was swept away by this magical storm, Han Soo-young noticed and ran inside.
"Golden only son!"
, Behind Han Soo-young is Cho Young-ran, the incarnation of Jeon Woo-ki.The living room quickly becomes a place of confrontation.Zhao Yingran was preparing a trick, while my mother watched me with serene eyes.Jeon Woo-ki's tricks are tricky, but somehow I can fend off them.
The problem was with my mother.I don't yet know who my mother's sponsor is.This was before my mother's superpowers were discovered.
[Exclusive skill 'Bookmark' is activated!]
"Select the fourth bookmark, 'Lecaon'."
(+1!]
[Exclusive skill 'Wind Road 10 (+1 activated!]
The wind path reached its limit, and the whole room was caught in a magical storm.I condensed the wind and destroyed the whole living room.
.Then I escaped from the house with Han Soo Young.Black smoke clouded my vision, I told Han Xiuying. "I'll be done in a minute, so get ready."
'"Understood." Han Xiuying began to generate a powerful "black fire" in her hands.
I immediately changed the bookmark, "I will choose the fifth bookmark, Kyrgios."
The combination of miniaturization and electrification follows the path of the wind.The quickest and most effective way to subdue my mother is to use the highest skill I have.
However, just as I was about to use this skill, dozens of people appeared through the smoke.They surrounded me, speaking in enthusiastic voices. "You've misunderstood everything. Please. You have to stay here."
'They are my mother's subordinates.Dozens of women in prison uniforms looked at me sympathetically.Han Sooyoung shouted, "What is this?"
The startled Han Soo-young poured the black flames on them, but Jeon Woo-ki's defense scattered the flames.Zhao Yingran shouted: "Jin Duzi! Stop it! Xiujing did this for you!"
It was my mother who gagged them.She held up a finger to her mouth and told them not to say anything.Then a majestic aura began to emerge from my mother's body.
Sparks form due to overuse of probability.The synchronicity is stronger than anything I've seen before.My mother obviously went too far.
[The promoter of the avatar 'Lee Soo-jin' reveals her modifiers][The 'Founder's Mother' Constellation is deeply saddened by you. ]
The founder's mother? Jesus, don't tell me?
[The "Mother of the Founders" constellation says that your power poses a threat to the situation on the Korean peninsula. ][The Founder's Mother horoscope says she won't kill you if you don't fight back. ]
I hastily used both miniaturization and electrification.
[The energy of the ancient land has sealed your skills. ]
My vision blurred, as if I had entered a dark cave.The power disappeared from my body and I became a normal person.The helplessness of a small animal fascinates me.
[The energy of the ancient land seals your 'value']
'I know this kind of star marks, there is only one story about the seal of the Korean peninsula.
"I never thought you'd use this."
Yeah, it's weird that I didn't think about it being the Korean peninsula.However, there is one nebula that has not yet contacted me.I should have contacted them first, but I haven't approached them yet.
"I told you I love you." The mother smiled, waving a brass bell.
' - Mother of the founder.One of the constellations of the highest order and one of the most famous stories in the land.
My mother's patron is, Wang's mother.
(Founder and god-king of the legendary First Kingdom of Joseon - He is said to be the "grandson of heaven" and "son of the bear"
See the end of this chapter for more information on Bear Girl.
I sighed and said, "Okay, I surrender."
Founder's mother "What? Hey! Kim's only son!"
"Wait here, you can't win anyway."
A sense of exhaustion flooded my body, and now I am no different from an ordinary person.
"...your sponsor aside, how did you get the eight-bead clock?"
'I stared at the bronze clock in my mother's hand.The eight-bead bell is one of the three "seals of heaven" in the myth of Danjun.It is one of the greatest relics on the Korean peninsula, capable of sealing up another person's "story".
, no matter what I think, there is no way to get this stellar remnant through normal means at this point.My mother must have spent a lot of money to get it.
, "I'll let you go when the time comes. Stay here now." Finally, my mother and the homeless disappeared.
Sooyoung Han and I got stuck on the mechanical gateway array approach.I can guess where my mother has gone.
Maybe she was going to meet Yoo Jong Hyuk, I don't want to imagine what kind of disaster would happen if they met.
"What the hell do we do now? How do we get out of here?"
Han Sooyoung asked while trying to break the mechanical gate array method.My constellation skill is sealed, so it cannot be destroyed immediately.
Well, this is my own strength.I thought it over. "There is a way."
"what is this?"
There is an existence that breaks the mechanical gateway array method
"What? Who?"
, if I call him, the seal will be broken.Originally, it was a constellation that I dare not call a constellation, but now it is unknown.
I put Jian Pingyi down.I saved it until a big moment, and now it's the only thing I can trust.
[Special option 'Jian Ping Yi', the echo of the star has been activated. ][Echoes of the stars allow you to ask for help from advanced constellations]
"I would call them constellations."
[In the flow of the stars, the superior constellations heard your voice. ]
I called out modifiers for constellations.
The position of this constellation is too high
[This sign requires five points on the sky chart.Will you accept it?]
Now it's only 5 points, because I'm giving the rest of the points to the Big Dipper and the National Independence Activists.
This constellation now requires all remaining star points on the planar.
'- This is necessary because the strength of this person has surpassed the superior rank.
[The movement of the stars has begun]
In the darkness of the night, a lone star shines.I announce to him. "Goryo's first sword, I need your strength."
[1]: Bear means woman in Korean, and bear becomes a woman.In the myth, a tiger and a bear lived in a cave and prayed to the divine king Huan Nong to turn him into a human.They were given 20 cloves of garlic and a bundle of mugwort, and ordered to eat only this sacred food and keep it in the sun for 100 days.The tiger left because of hunger, but the bear stayed on and turned into a woman after 21 days.Constantly offering help to humans, but she has no husband, which frustrates her.She prayed to God to bless her with a child.Hearing her prayers, he took her as his wife.
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The silence cheered me up a little.The fact that my mother wanted me to love her and that I might hurt her feelings excited me.
However, my mother spoke in a tone that sounded like she had expected it. "Ha, I see."
"I'd still like to try. It could have ended your life. You still have a lot of life to live anyway."
"Don't make it sound like you're doing it for me."
"I love you."
I have goosebumps.Why did she suddenly say this? "What does that mean?"
"I am your mother."
'I looked at the smiling mother, and a corner of my heart ached.Does she really believe such words are acceptable?A decade of suffering cannot be denied just because of those words.
I glared at my mother.
, mother, love.
I didn't use a lie detector on her.Sometimes there are such words in the world.Even if it's true, it's painful enough to be called false.
I sighed and said, "It's too late."
"I know."
"Then why"
"I just want to say it once. I don't think I've ever told you before."
We were silent for a while without saying anything.Only the second hand of the wall clock tells me that time is passing.It's like a piece of paper with nothing on it.Like a writer squeezing out my first sentence, I barely speak. "How was your life in prison?"
"You come to see me often, what do you need?"
"You didn't tell me anything."
"Why don't you say anything? I've seen you so many times"
I never hated my mother from the beginning.
Even if my mother killed my father.
Even when she was in jail.
Even when my relatives were scrambling to grab our assets and I was being treated like a leftover product.
I didn't hate my mother, and I didn't blame her.
"How can a person be so shameless?" The reason why I hate my mother is very simple. " "Why are you silent?"Why did you write such a story?"
:'Someone might say this: you're getting rich.Isn't it great that she sold the book?I don't know if my mother's royalties helped my life.My relatives always treat me like a human being.
"I was having a hard time. Whenever I went to school, walked down the street or met someone, everyone seemed to be talking about me. It was the same when I acted. Every time, I was the son of a murderer."
Those who have never experienced it will never know.The world is tenacious.With reporters standing in front of my house, it felt like the eyes of the whole world were after me.
"Maybe, just maybe, I can live with it."
If my mom had said something to me, maybe it would have been okay.If she told me to be patient, I would be patient.If only my mother told me she was on my side, even though she sold our story for money.
The "fourth wall" is shaking violently
The star marks of "Self-Justification lv.2" have been activated
I looked at my mother and I did not misunderstand, my mother sold our lives for money.
Then my mom opened her mouth, "I want to know."
"what do you know?"
"the truth."
"What is the truth? Mom, didn't you kill Dad?"
"You don't know the story."
"I know very well that since I separated from you, I have recalled the past over and over again."
In other words, I read it again because I was drawn to the characters in the novel because of my mother.
- Only Son - I'll be re-reading these from now on.
-, your father did something wrong and died.
--This is self-defense, understand?
, I read it hundreds of times, thousands of times, or even tens of thousands of times.No, I've replayed it so many times I can't even say it's true.
"It is enough that my father is dead. He was addicted to gambling and was violent towards the family. If he stays, our family will be in danger."
Mother looked at me and nodded. "Yes, I remember it very well. Then why are you angry?"
I tried to ask my mother several times.
?Why don't you elope with me?Why do you ignore that child?Why didn't you come to see me after you were released?
Questions piled up in my mind and I got the answers myself.
[The shaking of the fourth wall has subsided. ]
It's a fear that's engendered by the answer.This is an answer I'm trying to erase.I'm afraid that once the answer is given, I won't be able to accept it.
At the same time, the mother repeatedly opened and closed her mouth before speaking. "It's too late to say anything now."
,Yes I know.
Many zodiac signs sponsor 5000 coins for your family story
That's enough for a damn show.
[The "Prisoner of the Golden Hoop" constellation craves your sweet potatoes. ][Constellation 'Demonic Judge of Fire' advises you to reconsider. ]["Poke his eyes out"" the constellation smiles sinisterly. ]
The role was not for me from the start.
"Why do you keep changing the original book?" My mother changed the subject. "If you let it flow the way it was and let people die, the plot wouldn't be so difficult."
"I have to change it. Mom, you know Yoo Jong Hyuk can't make it to the third comeback ending."
[Many zodiac signs are hindered by filtering. ]
Stories about the original novel are filtered by constellations.
"ending?"
"Yes, the end."
"...you struggle with this? You're not crazy."
"The ending of this story is very important to me. It was the world that kept me alive while you were away." Thanks to this novel, I was able to live my last years without my parents. "You'll never understand."
"Three Ways to Survive in a Ruined World"
'I don't know what the author intends to write with this title.However, this title is reality to me, not metaphor.This is because to me, this has become a 'ruined world' a long time ago.
I read this novel every day and live it, therefore, I cannot let go of this story.
,My mother retorted: "This is not a novel, and there is no ending like 'everyone wants to be with you' in reality."
"I'm going to stick it out till the end. Also, when did I say I wanted this to end?"
"Stop it. The world is crazy. It's not something you can achieve because you know the future. Don't you already know it? What happens next—"
"Stop." There was no point in continuing to argue with my mother.
"Tell me what you want. Why did you call me here?"
"Stay here."
Yes, I knew she would say that, just like my mom.
"Why would I do this?"
"I cannot afford to lose my son again. I will try to do the following."
"Save it."
I boosted my energy.
"Honestly. You think I'm going to be an obstacle. I don't know what your purpose is, but I won't ask you any questions."
For the first time, a strange emotion crossed the mother's face.She looks sad.sad?What right did she have to feel this way?
"Who the hell are you like?" said the mother, a magical force rising through her body. "I don't like this approach, but it's helpless.
[some zodiac signs fight in a family like this]
[Some zodiac signs that value filial piety don't like this. ]
, the furniture in the house was swept away by this magical storm, Han Soo-young noticed and ran inside.
"Golden only son!"
, Behind Han Soo-young is Cho Young-ran, the incarnation of Jeon Woo-ki.The living room quickly becomes a place of confrontation.Zhao Yingran was preparing a trick, while my mother watched me with serene eyes.Jeon Woo-ki's tricks are tricky, but somehow I can fend off them.
The problem was with my mother.I don't yet know who my mother's sponsor is.This was before my mother's superpowers were discovered.
[Exclusive skill 'Bookmark' is activated!]
"Select the fourth bookmark, 'Lecaon'."
(+1!]
[Exclusive skill 'Wind Road 10 (+1 activated!]
The wind path reached its limit, and the whole room was caught in a magical storm.I condensed the wind and destroyed the whole living room.
.Then I escaped from the house with Han Soo Young.Black smoke clouded my vision, I told Han Xiuying. "I'll be done in a minute, so get ready."
'"Understood." Han Xiuying began to generate a powerful "black fire" in her hands.
I immediately changed the bookmark, "I will choose the fifth bookmark, Kyrgios."
The combination of miniaturization and electrification follows the path of the wind.The quickest and most effective way to subdue my mother is to use the highest skill I have.
However, just as I was about to use this skill, dozens of people appeared through the smoke.They surrounded me, speaking in enthusiastic voices. "You've misunderstood everything. Please. You have to stay here."
'They are my mother's subordinates.Dozens of women in prison uniforms looked at me sympathetically.Han Sooyoung shouted, "What is this?"
The startled Han Soo-young poured the black flames on them, but Jeon Woo-ki's defense scattered the flames.Zhao Yingran shouted: "Jin Duzi! Stop it! Xiujing did this for you!"
It was my mother who gagged them.She held up a finger to her mouth and told them not to say anything.Then a majestic aura began to emerge from my mother's body.
Sparks form due to overuse of probability.The synchronicity is stronger than anything I've seen before.My mother obviously went too far.
[The promoter of the avatar 'Lee Soo-jin' reveals her modifiers][The 'Founder's Mother' Constellation is deeply saddened by you. ]
The founder's mother? Jesus, don't tell me?
[The "Mother of the Founders" constellation says that your power poses a threat to the situation on the Korean peninsula. ][The Founder's Mother horoscope says she won't kill you if you don't fight back. ]
I hastily used both miniaturization and electrification.
[The energy of the ancient land has sealed your skills. ]
My vision blurred, as if I had entered a dark cave.The power disappeared from my body and I became a normal person.The helplessness of a small animal fascinates me.
[The energy of the ancient land seals your 'value']
'I know this kind of star marks, there is only one story about the seal of the Korean peninsula.
"I never thought you'd use this."
Yeah, it's weird that I didn't think about it being the Korean peninsula.However, there is one nebula that has not yet contacted me.I should have contacted them first, but I haven't approached them yet.
"I told you I love you." The mother smiled, waving a brass bell.
' - Mother of the founder.One of the constellations of the highest order and one of the most famous stories in the land.
My mother's patron is, Wang's mother.
(Founder and god-king of the legendary First Kingdom of Joseon - He is said to be the "grandson of heaven" and "son of the bear"
See the end of this chapter for more information on Bear Girl.
I sighed and said, "Okay, I surrender."
Founder's mother "What? Hey! Kim's only son!"
"Wait here, you can't win anyway."
A sense of exhaustion flooded my body, and now I am no different from an ordinary person.
"...your sponsor aside, how did you get the eight-bead clock?"
'I stared at the bronze clock in my mother's hand.The eight-bead bell is one of the three "seals of heaven" in the myth of Danjun.It is one of the greatest relics on the Korean peninsula, capable of sealing up another person's "story".
, no matter what I think, there is no way to get this stellar remnant through normal means at this point.My mother must have spent a lot of money to get it.
, "I'll let you go when the time comes. Stay here now." Finally, my mother and the homeless disappeared.
Sooyoung Han and I got stuck on the mechanical gateway array approach.I can guess where my mother has gone.
Maybe she was going to meet Yoo Jong Hyuk, I don't want to imagine what kind of disaster would happen if they met.
"What the hell do we do now? How do we get out of here?"
Han Sooyoung asked while trying to break the mechanical gate array method.My constellation skill is sealed, so it cannot be destroyed immediately.
Well, this is my own strength.I thought it over. "There is a way."
"what is this?"
There is an existence that breaks the mechanical gateway array method
"What? Who?"
, if I call him, the seal will be broken.Originally, it was a constellation that I dare not call a constellation, but now it is unknown.
I put Jian Pingyi down.I saved it until a big moment, and now it's the only thing I can trust.
[Special option 'Jian Ping Yi', the echo of the star has been activated. ][Echoes of the stars allow you to ask for help from advanced constellations]
"I would call them constellations."
[In the flow of the stars, the superior constellations heard your voice. ]
I called out modifiers for constellations.
The position of this constellation is too high
[This sign requires five points on the sky chart.Will you accept it?]
Now it's only 5 points, because I'm giving the rest of the points to the Big Dipper and the National Independence Activists.
This constellation now requires all remaining star points on the planar.
'- This is necessary because the strength of this person has surpassed the superior rank.
[The movement of the stars has begun]
In the darkness of the night, a lone star shines.I announce to him. "Goryo's first sword, I need your strength."
[1]: Bear means woman in Korean, and bear becomes a woman.In the myth, a tiger and a bear lived in a cave and prayed to the divine king Huan Nong to turn him into a human.They were given 20 cloves of garlic and a bundle of mugwort, and ordered to eat only this sacred food and keep it in the sun for 100 days.The tiger left because of hunger, but the bear stayed on and turned into a woman after 21 days.Constantly offering help to humans, but she has no husband, which frustrates her.She prayed to God to bless her with a child.Hearing her prayers, he took her as his wife.
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