After straying into the infinite game

The moment she knelt down in front of her tomorrow, the whole world fell apart like a shattered mirror, and everything was shattered into fragments like light spots... Nan Huaping never knew that the ground was full of filth and blood. Crazy ghosts who are struggling so hard can naturally shatter into such light, including herself.

She completed the death of sex and [life], but she still exists for a while, or she herself exists in this way, she is more like a projection of consciousness, she doesn't know who she is... She gets I lost something very important.

When did it start?she does not know.

If it was the origin of memory loss...she remembered how she buried her [past self] in a green grass field, and set up a stone tablet for herself as a tombstone...then.

——Give up the accusation of being a god and live in this world as an outsider.

She seems to have returned to the original starting point of everything... At a certain moment when she did not know the concept of time, she suddenly realized the existence of "self", and the existence she felt made her aware of "self", which must have been It's been a long time, so long that she can't remember those boring years—by the way, she didn't know that there was a concept of "boring" in the world at that time.

At the beginning of this world, in the words of those outsiders jokingly - it was a small world hidden in a nutshell, with nothing and nothing. When she realized the existence of "self", she also She has a unique meaning and [life]... She is a unique god in this world.

Just not very competent.

She also imagined, what would the world be like if those outsiders hadn't accidentally entered the world?Maybe it will evolve and construct its own rules a little bit, and then form a completely different world... It's not like it is now, so small that every plant and tree is a projection of that world, and this world doesn't even have [life 】The presence.

These creatures called "ghosts" by outsiders, that is, "players", are immortal and originate from the uncontrollable subconscious mind. Even if the strong fear and greed are not expressed, this kind of thing is hidden in the subconscious iceberg. It is also projected by the world.

These outsiders call this "what you want to do".

As long as you think about it, the world will satisfy your thoughts unconditionally, even if it is an unconscious thought, it will use your memory and senses to project these things into this world - except for the living body.

It is an endless field of grass, stretched out as if born in spring, swaying in the breeze that does not exist.This is the prescribed cemetery, a burial place.

Nan Huaping opened her eyes. She was leaning against a rotten stone tablet. She woke up, and woke up again after her body was forcibly broken... With the awakening of the truest self, there was also Some vague memories, about her lost [self].

The sense of existence of these memories is too strong, and it seems that they are trying their best to occupy her memories belonging to "Player Nan Huaping". This makes her feel in a trance that the current self...is it real?

If she really found the [past self] she was looking for, would she lose her present self?Will she become another completely different person?Will she...would she love Hao Yun again?

She is afraid.For the first time, this steadfast goal was shaken—she was afraid of losing her right to be loved and loved, she was afraid that she would forget or be replaced...she was afraid that her present self would not be like her past self at all.

Even if it's all her own.

"Are you awake?" Standing with a smile tomorrow, she looked down at Nan Huaping now, and she sat down next to Nan Huaping, but she still used the face here.

"Do you still remember this place?" Asked tomorrow, her eyes did not stay on Nan Huaping, but looked at the hazy border in the distance, "Do you still have any impression?"

Have.

Nan Huaping did not say this answer. In that vague memory, she was walking on this piece of grass, looking at the direction she was looking at day after day, as if she was waiting for something... By the way, she was Let's go, there was a person lying there on the ground, she walked over, squatted down...it seemed to be very small, it was a very small girl.

"Where is Hao Yun?" Nan Huaping asked back. It's not that she hasn't tried to stab her long sword into the chest of this monster who claims to be "Tomorrow", but the rules of the system allow her, a monster similar to a ghost, to escape perfectly. die.

"I don't know—" Tomorrow is still smiling, "I'm very sad, I didn't expect that you still can't remember now. If this is the case, how can I ask you——she may be dead."

The next moment, the long sword in Nan Huaping's hand pierced through tomorrow's head accurately!

Tomorrow's face was split in two, and she used Hao Yun's face to show a blood-smeared smile, showing a flattering expression: "It's heartless."

"Don't use her face to make such an expression." Nan Huaping said coldly, even though this is not Hao Yun's real face, but the appearance of the container she used.

Nan Huaping pulled out the long sword that appeared out of thin air in his hand, and the wound on Tomorrow's face healed quickly without leaving any traces - this kind of attack might be fatal to other ghosts, but to [Tomorrow ] is useless.

"Do you know how I was born?" Tomorrow stood up, "Here is a large piece of vibrant grass, and in this place, it will always be the spring of life. I like this place very much, but there was once—"

Everything here...was burned.

Nan Huaping suddenly had such an idea.

"Haven't you been looking for this "forbidden place"?" Tomorrow said with a smile, but inexplicably added a sense of confusion, "Now you are here, tell me, where did you hide the things you lost—— "

Where are you hiding?hide in--

The memory that had been lurking all this time suddenly surged up and wrapped her up, she had to find herself—the most important thing—

It is an empty grass field, and just half a minute ago, this vast land did not exist-of course, this was only half a minute ago.When a living outsider walks over, this piece of grass appears with her thoughts, and all inanimate objects can be projected in a concrete way in this world—outsiders call this [Thinking of the Mind] Things come true].

[Wish all come true] To put it another way, after discussing with these outsiders, they believe that this world is idealism - you must first imagine it, and you can create it with thinking.

These outsiders were ecstatic. After getting rid of the hesitation and helplessness when they first entered this world, after failing to find a way to return to their original world, they realized that their bodies and souls had died in another world. , and this world is likely to be the paradise they enter after death-as long as they want, they can get anything that they couldn't easily get in life. These outsiders never get tired of it, thinking that this is their dream paradise.

Of course, how to control your own thinking is not an easy task.The human brain is not a product that can be manipulated.

Just like if you have a nightmare, dreaming that you are being chased by a ghost, then in this world, your dream will continue to go on-never wake up.

Greed, desire, malice, and jealousy... These emotions spontaneously generated by human beings are beyond your control. Of course, because of this, they will consult some fears of the unknown.Even if you are a more blissful person, you still have fears in your heart.

She walked over.According to her own thoughts, she peeped at this group of souls who accidentally entered from the cracks in the world, learned their knowledge, and created a "self" according to their appearance.

This piece of grass is like the green grass after the first rain in spring, exuding a fresh breath-this is a very rare breath of life.In the middle of the grass lay a man whose life had come to an end.

She couldn't tell whether this person was a man or a woman, because his face was completely covered in blood, only his last breath was still hanging, his entire abdomen and chest were forcibly torn by huge animal marks, and the corner of his mouth He couldn't help spitting out blood. Perhaps this wound had destroyed the lungs he depended on for survival. He was coughing violently, and in his hand was a glowing gun.

The giant beast has not left any traces since then. Of course, this ferocious beast originally originated from an absurd idea of ​​its birth-he wanted to die.

After being killed, this peculiar creature did not leave any traces. This kind of creature was called a ghost by those outsiders, and it was a ghost born from their nourishment.

She walked over and knelt down, staring at the man with her own eyes.

She was looking at this man's memory, at his past.This is not the first time she has done this. She will rely on the memory and past of these people to learn things about another world from them and improve herself.

"Are you... here to pick up the corpse?" The corpse lying motionless on the ground suddenly spoke. Although the voice was very weak, he would not die for a while.

"no."

It was the first time she met someone who asked him actively. He spoke with a strange tone, which seemed to be her own way after imitating the tone and habits of many people.She looked at him, this was the first time she spoke, and when she spoke the second sentence, this strange feeling of disobedience had disappeared.

"You can survive." The ignorant god made his promise to the traveler from another world.Of course he can survive, as long as he wants to survive, his wounds will start to heal on their own, no matter how serious the injury is, it only takes time for him to survive again.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll kill you?" The corpse seemed to laugh, and then coughed up more blood, and the voice became weaker, "Even if I am like this now, it is still very easy to deal with you. Draw It's hard to paint a tiger with a human, aren't you afraid that I'll eat you?"

After all, in his opinion, the child in front of him who dared to stand next to his corpse was just a child who looked five or six years old.It was rare for him to have a little bit of compassion, and this kind of thing that was abandoned after he entered this world came back to his heart... So she died at such a young age?

"What's your name?"

She was completely unaccustomed to the fast way of speaking, even without that strange accent, she continued to speak word by word.It was precisely because of this that she didn't hear clearly what the man said just now, and she seemed to hesitate for a while.

"Difficult...to draw...skin..."

What does it mean?She still can't fully understand the rich meaning of language in another world, and she can only slowly analyze these things with the bits and pieces of memory she knows.

"Nan Huaping." The corpse laughed, but he didn't cough up any more blood. His wounds were constantly healing, starting from the innermost broken column bone.

"It's a good name," he said.

With the wide eyes of the ignorant god, she seemed to know what the person in front of her was doing. Maybe the person in front of her didn't know or didn't care at all, but he still gave her a name.

To have a name is to have a being.

"Nan Huaping, promise me one thing." The corpse looked up at the sky, "Kill me, I want to die... This is really a fucked up world."

She doesn't understand why this person wants to die, and she doesn't understand why this person is desperate, but she still agrees with his curse on this world... even if his own instinct and subconsciousness still want to live.

"Nan Huaping. You are not a child of us outsiders, are you?" The corpse smiled, "Have you seen the sunrise in another world? But I can't wait for tomorrow."

Nan Huaping raised her hand involuntarily. She didn't know what she was going to do, but she had already made a promise.

Death comes easily, and is insignificant in this world.

The last light in the corpse's pupils began to fade.

Nan Huaping suddenly raised his head.

Spreading from the sky of the grass field, there is a gushing golden yellow, this color engulfing vitality instantly invades the entire space of sight—so hot, so dazzling.

All she could hear was her own heartbeat.

At the same time, life forms that are closely related to each other at any level appear.For the first time, Nan Huaping clearly knew...what life means to this world, and for the first time, she truly succeeded in creating a unique existence for her—from her [like], she Love】.

So, is this tomorrow?

There was only one thought left in her mind.

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