paradox

After listening to me, Jing Yan thought for a while before slowly opening her mouth, "I heard from Xiaoying that you have always liked Miss Chu but never said so, but you used her as a shield that she deserves to be liked by better people?"

"At that time, I was too lacking in self-confidence." I bowed my head and reflected.

"Is this really the case?" Jing Yan asked suspiciously, "Some problems are not as simple as they seem on the surface. Sometimes a careless remark from someone around you can become a knot in your heart. I have a good relationship with Xiaoying, Your family is quite complicated, have you considered the reasons for this?"

I am speechless at what I said. All along, I have always focused on Xiaomo, and I take everything at home as a matter of course.

"You are the eldest daughter in the family, and your younger sister Xiaoying has also experienced this kind of thing, but the reaction of your parents is very negative. Do you still have the confidence to make such an unreasonable request to your parents?"

"..."

"Xiaoying said that you have been matching her and reporter Lin recently, which shows that you are not an unenlightened person, but you would rather your sister be happy than speak up yourself. Do you think that people in the family who can come out of the closet cannot More than one, and you gave this opportunity to Xiaoying without hesitation?"

"No, I just hope that Xiaoying will be happy in the future. The high school experience has hit her too hard, even if it is only a little bit, I want to make it up to her." I retorted weakly.

"So you started to help her find someone? What do you think Xiaoying will think when she finds out, she is such an arrogant child." Jing Yan tapped the table with her knuckles to urge me to answer.

"I..."

"Okay!" Jing Yan clapped her hands, "This is the end of today's treatment."

Ok?

I looked at her confused.

"The crux has been found, and the rest is to rely on the assistance of drugs and your own efforts. Because there is not much time left, I suggest fighting poison with poison. Many medical allergic reactions can also be desensitized through repeated stimulation." The corner of Jing Yan's mouth twitched.

"It's not that I haven't studied biology. Desensitization reactions are dangerous, okay? Normal people prescribe some inhibitors to patients to weaken these reactions. How can you be so tough as you said? People who are allergic to seafood, let Does he eat seafood all day until he is free of allergies?" After I calmed down, I continued to tease her.

"It's two different things." Jing Yan still spoke boldly, "Let's just talk about the example you gave! He is allergic to seafood, but he can choose not to eat it. If he accidentally eats it, the hospital can rescue him. But your situation is different. It’s different, you are allergic to Chu ink, but can you bear it?”

If I can bear it, I won't come to you.I was speechless and could only stare at her angrily.

Seeing me like this, Jing Yan was very satisfied with her results, "Cases like yours can be resolved after a few months of treatment, but this kind of desensitization can also be done quickly, but you will inevitably suffer some hardships during the process, Then lower Chu Mo's favorability. The rest is up to you to choose, if you have enough time, I don't mind giving you a few months."

"How much did Xiaomo tell you?" According to the previous agreement, I'm afraid I won't be able to avoid this disaster in the next week's audit, but since Xiaomo already knows about it, I don't think he will force it, right?

"She didn't tell me directly, but simply asked if this disease can be cured within a week?" Jing Yan glanced at the time, and put the watch back to its original place.I didn't dare to look at the pointer in front of her anymore, for fear of falling in her way.

"I can prescribe a few medicines for you. The effect is not so obvious, but it can make you feel better. Western medicine is better than traditional Chinese medicine in terms of spiritual healing, but Chinese medicine is nourishing. I want to know if you like bitter taste?" Jing Yan said from I took out a piece of A4 paper from my handbag, and prepared a black pen, obviously coming prepared.

"I can't say I like it. If I have to choose between sweetness and bitterness, I would prefer the former." Traditional Chinese medicine is good for the body, and I also like the smell of the medicine, but eating it is another matter.

"Okay! Then prescribe more Chinese medicine, for your sake. If you have time, you can also ask Chu Mo to drink according to this prescription, which is good for your health." She swiped a pen and counted The names of the ten medicines were printed on the paper, and even the dosage of the traditional Chinese medicine was well recorded.

"Are you sure this is the medicine prescribed for me?" Although I admire her ability and appreciate her for helping me, can this prescription be used by anyone?

"The medicine is just an introduction. To put it bluntly, it is psychological comfort. It's up to people. The key is to see if you can live up to your expectations." Seeing her expression, she seemed to give me high hopes.She handed me the prescription and quickly packed her things, "Chu Mo at the pharmacy knows better than you. It's getting late, and I have to tell you one more thing before I leave. It is wise to cancel the trip to Luoshuishan, even though it is A society ruled by law, but when you go to the deep mountains and old forests, the law can't cover you, maybe an accident will kill you there."

I took her arm, "Have we met before? I'm not talking about the current timeline..."

"Have you read too many novels, and you still have a timeline? You should settle your own affairs first, and say goodbye to Chu Mo for me. I have other things to do, so I'm leaving first." Jing Yan pushed my hand away and walked from the sofa. He picked up his handbag and prepared to leave.

"Meow~" the little guy's voice broke the silence, and a snow-white kitten jumped out of the window.

Jing Yan was taken aback for a moment, and stared blankly at it.

I thought she was frightened, so I carried Xiaobai away immediately, "This is a neighbor's pet. The window was open today, so it probably sneaked out."

"Hmm~" Jing Yan nodded, turned around and left with a twitch of the corner of her mouth.

I held the cat in one hand and opened the door for her, "If I have time, I'll treat you to a meal."

"I'm afraid you won't have time for the next week." Jing Yan smiled and said goodbye to me for the last time, and I returned the kitten to Mrs. Wang and went home.

There is no shadow of Xiao Mo in the living room, it seems that she is still hiding in the bedroom, how should I feel to see her now?

I knocked on the door of the bedroom, and went in without waiting for an answer. Sure enough, Xiao Mo was inside. I should have put that big stupid bear in the closet.

I approached and sat next to her.

"I didn't expect that Ms. Jing is such a lively person, she is really not to be judged by appearances." It was Xiao Mo who spoke first, and she successfully found a topic.

I followed the topic and answered, "What I saw with my own eyes is not real!"

Xiao Mo was still playing with that big stupid bear, she didn't look at me, and I didn't dare to stare at her all the time.

"I've already negotiated with Sister Qin about the audit, but you'd better call and check up."

"Well, I'll call Sister Qin later."

"I..." Xiao Mo wanted to say something, but finally stopped, the bear paw was almost deformed by her.

I put my hand on hers to help the big stupid bear escape from Xiao Mo's clutches. She raised her head suddenly and was startled.

"I shouldn't have kept it from you." I smiled shyly at her.

"As far as you are thinking, how could I not know?" The words spread out, and Xiao Mo no longer twitched, "What did Jing Yan say?"

"Prescribed a few Chinese medicines, said to be good for the body, you can also drink." I didn't even have the courage to repeat Jing Yan's words again, quack doctors are harmful!

Xiao Mo shook his head, yes!She doesn't like bitterness.

"Have you met Jing Yan before? I mean, we should have seen her tone of voice before today, but I don't have the slightest impression." Could it be someone who appeared in my lost memory?

"Not before today." Xiao Mo blinked, "If I said I saw it in a dream, would you think I was crazy?"

Of course not, it seems that Xiao Mo really retained part of the memory, or without knowing it.

"I saw you kissing me in my dream! Do I look crazy?" I retorted with the corner of my mouth curled up, "Maybe we are also a couple in parallel spaces! Don't you think many scientists are studying Is this the subject?"

"It must be because you are too cowardly. I can't bear to watch you if you are too cowardly, so I choose to take the initiative." Xiao Mo said unwillingly, and what he said was very reasonable.

But the reason is not limited to this one, "Maybe you are jealous!"

"Jealous?" The word reminded her of something, frowning, and her head ached every time I forced myself to remember.

"Did you remember something? If you have a severe headache, don't force yourself." I have also experienced this kind of pain, and I know better than anyone that it feels uncomfortable.

"What were you doing with Mo Han at that time?" Xiao Mo asked an inexplicable question, the time and place were not explained clearly, and I was confused.

"When I went to the company to pick you up, the lady at the front desk said that you were still busy, so let me wait in the lounge first, Mo Han should be your assistant, she came to inform me about your situation." I'm afraid when we are alone Only this time, there is nothing to avoid suspicion, so I will tell the truth.

"It wasn't that time, it was in a place I had never been to, a corridor surrounded by stone walls, and the light was very dark." Seeing that Xiaomo had a severe headache, I hurriedly rubbed her temples to relieve the pain. "Which one is real? The things in this dream are so realistic that I even remember the patterns on the wall."

"Those are not real, they are all things in a dream, don't think too much." If we encourage her to think about it, we will be the ones who will be hurt in the end. Let's keep this secret before the matter is resolved.

Now that I know the fate of the future, how can I let her take this risk again?

After hearing my words, Xiao Mo's complexion finally got better, but the residual pain made her frown slightly.

We are just a group of ordinary people, earning our wages to eat. Although we sometimes fantasize about what it would be like to have a different life, but that is just thinking about it. When we wake up from the dream, it will be over.

Now God gives us the chance to start over again and again. I just need to seize the present and escape from fate. As for the reason, I don’t want to get into it. I’m not a superhero, and I don’t have the power to save the world.

"I'm fine, don't worry." Xiao Mo finally recovered after resting for a while, and she couldn't be allowed to mix in again.

"I'll go to the movies with you tonight, it's the premiere tonight! Take a good rest and don't think about it so much." I made the arrangements worryingly.

Xiao Mo carried the big stupid bear back to the corner of the closet, and signaled that he was fine, "Go and call Sister Qin back first. I'll go and pack my things, and just eat dinner outside."

I was still not at ease, but I could only do as I said, "Find a coat to wear, it will be cool at night."

Xiao Mo asked me to stop nagging, so I had no choice but to go out and call Sister Qin.

"Boy! Still have the guts to call me! In the past three days, I haven't even had a letter other than work. I thought you forgot about our office!" As soon as the call was connected, Sister Qin's broken voice came. .

"How dare you be a little kid," I said with a smile, "I'll call you back before the holidays are over!"

"I'm calling you back because of Risheng's audit! I really don't have any conscience at all. It's no use Qingqing and I have worked so hard to drag you down so much." Sister Qin said that I was like a heinous person, and I had an idea to find a topic to think about. Yuan went back, but Sister Qin changed the topic, "But you have made a great contribution, so I will let it go. You can tell Manager Chu that you don't need to book a double room in the hotel, and you can get a double bed room." Yes, I live with Qingqing."

"Sister Qin, have you reconciled with Teacher Xu?"

"uh-huh!"

No wonder I'm in such a good mood today, it turns out that home and everything are going well, so am I the brightest of the three people on business trips?Now I haven't even arranged my room. It seems that I have already planned to let me live with Xiaomo, so I can save as much as I can.

"But is there any business for you two generals to go out in person?" I still put a lot of thought into the work.

"You've been very relaxed these few days. You're mainly doing odd jobs. You can take it as a vacation. You can go shopping with Manager Chu, watch movies, etc. After that, time will be tight." Sister Qin said You are still humming a song, how happy are you? "Qingqing is here, do you want to talk to her?"

After a brief pause, Teacher Xu's voice came from the microphone.

"Hello, Teacher Xu!" I greeted obediently, knowing without thinking, Sister Qin must have turned on the speakerphone and listened beside me.

"Tong Xin, how is your rest these days? Has the matter been resolved?" Teacher Xu's voice is very gentle, and it is difficult to establish dignity to us. Sister Qin told her about this matter. A few times, but in the end it was nothing.

"Yeah, thanks to Teacher Xu, everything has been resolved."

"That's good. I have seen your work results during this period. You have improved a lot compared to before. It is worthy of encouragement. Ajun should tell you that you have to accompany me and Ajun for the audit of Risheng. The main work is for me. He and Ajun will be responsible, but you don't have to worry, part of the work will still be entrusted to you, you should pay more attention to it and accumulate experience in the past few days." Teacher Xu said without rush.

I counted with my fingers, what Mr. Xu said today can be compared to last year's points, it seems that she is also in a good mood!

Sigh~ I got dumped again...