paradox

When I took a break from the accounts and looked up the time, the hour hand had already pointed to five o'clock, and the bitter coffee smell barely cheered me up.

"Go back to the hotel and change your clothes before going to find Xiaomo!" Stretching his waist vigorously, he drank the remaining coffee on the table in one gulp.

As Xiaomo said, yesterday's report draft was missing a piece of information, which is not a big deal. The financial department of Risheng Company is also a participant, so you can go to them directly.But Sister Qin has always taken care of me, and this time it was also a chance for me to practice. After that, I spent two hours finishing the manuscript.

It stands to reason that there is nothing else to do, and the time is already past the off-duty time. Sister Qin didn't say anything after reading the report, and she barely passed the test, but the financial manager wanted us to make some changes. After this change, it was dawn.

The streets were still silent, and the city was still in sleep at this point, but today I was lucky and caught a taxi as soon as I went out.

"Old girl, you are very diligent in coming to the company so early! Today's young people need this kind of hard work to break through..."

The driver does not have a local accent, but he is very enthusiastic, so I am embarrassed to say that I have just got off work.

"Master, it's all right here." Fortunately, he didn't catch up with the peak and arrived at the hotel soon.

The room has been cleaned, and the dozen or so letters that were casually thrown on the bed yesterday morning were carefully organized and placed on the small table next to the bed. I patted my head and blamed myself for being careless, so I quickly put away the things.After picking out a few clothes that I liked, I entered the bathroom while calculating the time. I felt more refreshed after not sleeping all night.

Looking at myself in the mirror before going out always feels like a world away.

"Is this the life you want to have?"

Recently, I always popped out a few inexplicable words suddenly, but in the end it didn't matter.

It is said that an accountant buys a car in three years and a house in five years. Even if he is worthless, he still has money to buy a car after five years of work. for how long.

When I walked out of the hotel, the city gradually woke up, the hawkers hawking, the white mist slowly rising from the corner of the street looked like stretching, the iron gate was slowly rolled up, and the neon lights also retreated into the background.

The warm lighting in the lobby of the high-end apartment is very pleasing. Once you enter, you will feel at home. The marble with patterns is not obtrusive. lazy feeling.After explaining my identity to the front desk, it was easy to know Xiaomo's room number, saying it was specially arranged by Ms. Chu last night.

But when I rang the doorbell several times, there was no response at all. At this point, Xiaomo should have woken up, right?I wanted to try again, but I caught a glimpse of the combination lock. It seemed that I wanted to find a way to get in. I entered four numbers by mistake, and the door opened slowly with a click.

"Just find a place to rest for a while, and we'll go after I finish this." It seemed that Xiao Mo knew it was me, but Xiao Mo didn't react much.She was already dressed neatly, and the loose clothes were in stark contrast to her usual formal attire, which was a little less fussy.The usual laptop is on the table, and after saying hello to me, I continue to fiddle with my own business.

It seems to be a temporary job, I thought silently in my heart.

As soon as I sat down, my head became groggy, and I walked around the room to cheer myself up.Simple two bedrooms and one living room, but it occupies a large area and the decoration is done with care, which is beyond the reach of a small white-collar worker like me.Actually, I'm quite curious how Xiaomo decorated the room so warmly?

With a sound of "Ding~", the milk in the microwave is ready. I poured a cup for Xiaomo, and sat on the sofa next to me with another cup.

Her knuckles tapped the table regularly, and she seemed a little irritable today. It seemed that the work could not be finished in a while. I thought while drinking milk, and soon the milk bottomed out.

The soft sofa and the sweet milk completely aroused my drowsiness. I secretly leaned on the sofa and closed my eyes for a nap.The room is filled with the smell of Xiaomo, and even the air he breathes has that kind of fragrance and gentle smell, which makes people feel at ease.

I don't know how long I slept, but a "click" brought me back to reality.

The milk on hand has also bottomed out, and the "temporary work" seems to have been resolved.

I looked at the time, it was already nine o'clock, I didn't expect to sleep for so long, "Where are you going today?"

"Go back to Zhongji City! You fly outside every day, how long has it been since you went back to school?"

"Whatever, I can do it, you decide!" Perfunctory repeated.

Seeing that I was still lying on the sofa and didn't want to move, she came over aggressively. I immediately got up and gave a military salute.

"Haven't you been thinking about my car for a long time? Let's drive it today. If there is no accident, we can just catch lunch." Xiaomo was very satisfied with my attitude and threw me a "candy" to eat.

"Really? You don't usually let me touch it!" I was gearing up. Although the Cadillac ATS-L is only a mid-level model of the same model, it has an exquisite shape, and Xiaomo bought it in red, so it is not attractive. , I've been coveting it for a long time, and I'm usually not allowed to touch it, but today I'm willing to drive it for a ride, what a bargain!

"If you don't hang your appetite every day, how can you work hard? If you want one, it may take a few more years based on your current progress." Xiaomo said unforgivingly.

"Hey..." I understand the truth, but I'm lazy!

Following Xiaomo, we went to the underground parking lot and invited the "Miss" out.

Look at this curve, it is concave and convex!

Look at the color, smooth and moist!

Playful is mixed with charm, charming and elegant, worthy of being a young lady.

"Please first!" I help Xiaomo open the door of the passenger's seat like a dog.

"You go in! I'm driving today." Xiao Mo waved the car keys in front of my eyes like a beating.

"Huh!" After a little protest, he got into the co-pilot, although he couldn't touch the steering wheel, he enjoyed it just sitting in.

I am still very relieved of Xiaomo's driving skills, and he quickly entered the high speed while chatting.

"Xiao Mo, have you ever gone out with your colleagues? It's not the kind of entertainment." It was noon, there were not many cars on the road, and the sun was shining warmly on your body.

Xiao Mo opened the visor smoothly, "Risheng Company still has a lot of team building, especially our department, but I usually leave early. My official position is there, and as subordinates, they will not feel comfortable. They I'm uncomfortable, and I'm sorry, it's better to leave early and give the young people a chance to let go."

I chuckled, and it was as gentle as before, "It's the same as how old I am, what about when you haven't been promoted? Do you have any close friends to go shopping with?"

Xiao Mo tilted his head and thought for a while, "No. Hmm... It should be said that there was at the beginning, but at that time I just joined the company and focused all my energy on work. Gradually, there were fewer people around me. For God's sake, they're all gone."

"..." An inexplicable sadness arose spontaneously, "Then you... haven't you thought about finding someone to rely on?"

Xiao Mo smiled self-deprecatingly, "Don't look at me with that pitiful look, after entering the company, there are also noble people who help me, Brother Han helped me a lot..."

Seeing that I hesitated to speak, she immediately changed her words, "Next, you'd better think about it before you speak, you should know what I don't like to hear."

I sighed, and of course I knew it, "I just don't want you to be alone... If only I could accompany you these days..." I am obviously the person who is most afraid of loneliness and darkness, even when I sleep Leaving a small night light, but living alone for so long.

She stretched out her hand and rubbed my head, "You were still recovering at that time, it wouldn't hurt to learn more, why did you make yourself so tired?"

I should be the one asking you this sentence, right?

"Haven't you thought about finding someone to rely on during your work?" I asked tentatively.

The strength in her hands increased obviously, and she said half-jokingly, "You! But you were still in graduate school at that time, so I can't empathize with you?"

I pushed her hand away and straightened my hair that had been raped, "You know what I mean, don't you have any thoughts about this at all? You also said that Brother Han helped you a lot..."

"But I also said that it's only limited to work. If you said these words because of the close relationship between Brother Han and me, I will be very happy." She glanced at me, and I turned around guiltily , only heard a sigh, "I didn't expect you to be like those people..."

Xiao Mo didn't reply anymore, and I didn't know what to say, and the car fell into an awkward silence.

I glanced at Xiao Mo's face, and it seemed that he would not talk to me again for a while. In order to break the deadlock, I reached out and turned on the radio channel in the car, looking for some noise to ease the atmosphere.

I can't figure out Xiaomo's thoughts, no matter how intimate she says, it will give people a feeling of distance.Can't see through, can't grasp, can't tell...

In fact, it is my personal reason. If you really care, how can you not tell the difference?

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"The latest news from our station: The Linshui City Public Security Bureau reported that Huang, a certain real estate company in Guanghu, and Li, a Longchuan Co., Ltd., illegally absorbed public deposits. The case has been filed, and the suspect is still being hunted down."

Due to professional sensitivity, I was a little bit concerned about this matter, but Xiaomo changed the song casually. I agree.

If Idieyoungburymeinsatin, Laymedownonabedofroses, Sinkmeintheriveratdawn, Sendmeawaywiththewordsoflovesong…

Xiao Mo tilted my seat slightly with the main control panel, "You go to sleep for a while, and I will call you when the time comes."

"Hmm~" I replied in a muffled voice, and added, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I didn't sleep all night, take a good rest now."

Under her repeated urging, I fastened my seat belt and fell asleep with my eyes slightly closed.

The temperature of the sun shines lazily on me through the glass.I stretched out comfortably. Through the gaps in the leaves, the light was a bit dazzling. The lush plants added a bit of mystery to these boulders. Green vines, mottled moss, and strange patterns formed here one after another. The seasoning of the landscape makes people want to find out.

I followed my companion step by step, towards there...

The dream was not over yet, and the huge momentum directly threw my body out of the seat. Fortunately, I was supported by the seat belt, otherwise I would definitely have an intimate contact with the windshield.Thinking that he had escaped, Xiao Mo turned the steering wheel and hit his head directly on the side window, and a red mark appeared on his neck instantly.

Xiao Mo firmly grasped the steering wheel with both hands, tried his best to stabilize the body, and parked the car on the side of the road without any danger.

"What's wrong?" I asked anxiously,

"When we were changing direction, a car on the wrong side of the road came out suddenly and occupied our lane. At that time, we didn't pay attention and almost ran into it." Xiao Mo took a cold breath, "It's gone, but unfortunately I didn't remember his license plate number."

"It's good that she wasn't injured. I comforted her anxiously, and the embarrassing atmosphere just disappeared in an instant."