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"Me, I really like him..." Li Qi lowered his head, his voice was very low, as if he was talking to himself, and he was indeed talking to himself.

Li Yu stood aside and listened expressionlessly.

For the first time, the fact that his brother likes men was truly presented in front of him.

So my brother really likes men? ——Such a stupid question popped into his mind.

"Obviously he is a policeman, with good skills and quick brains, such a tough and handsome person, how can he be so soft and obedient when he is soft..." Li Qi raised the corners of his mouth, and his eyes couldn't help but soften, "He said he likes me I was so happy that I almost died, I have never been so happy..."

Li Yu frowned, with an unbearable disgust on his face.

"...But I ran away again." Li Qi looked at his hands, "I know he is not from that world, even if I pull him in, he will get out sooner or later."

"I'm quite wicked." Li Qi smiled, a little ugly, "I shouldn't have recruited him in the first place, obviously I can stay away from him, but I just can't help it, I really can't help it Ignore him, I don't have the endurance, and I can't do it. If I can be ruthless, there won't be so much shit..."

"He likes you, that's his business, it's none of your business?" Li Yu interrupted him, "When the fuck did you get so blah, blah, blah, blah, blah blah?"

Li Yu had a sullen face, looking quite impatient.

He was impatient, he didn't want to see his brother, who was such a jerky bird.

Thinking that he is a saint who can save all living beings.

All the sufferings and sufferings are what his mother deserves.

Li Qi was stunned, ignored him, and continued to talk to himself: "I want to be with him, especially." He narrowed his eyes, ignoring Li Yu's existence, and continued: "I want to hug and kiss, Kiss when you want to."

Li Yu's face turned green, and he turned around to leave, but Li Qi didn't stop him, as if he had automatically isolated himself from the surrounding environment, immersing himself in his own world and talking to himself.

"...But can I walk with him to the end?" He lowered his head, "I don't think we can."

Li Yu stopped in place.

"He wants to have a relationship with me on a whim now, what about after that..." Li Qi rubbed his nose, "Someone said before that I have no future with him, and I think so." He raised his head , looking at the gray sky, "I haven't even thought about what my future will be like, how can I give him a future?"

So far, all he has been thinking about is the future of Li Yu and Li Lin.

In his eyes, his own future has never been of great importance.

"It's because you are always like this..." Li Yu closed her eyes and clenched her fists, her voice was very soft: "That's why I hate you."

There will always be so many worries, and I will never be hard-hearted.

"Li Qi." Li Yu shouted loudly.

Li Qi came back to his senses and looked at him with some confusion.

"Did you always think I'm an idiot?" Li Yu asked him.

Li Qi looked at him and didn't answer.

"Without my existence, you can relax a lot." Li Yu looked at him, "Did you always think this way all these years?"

After a few seconds of silence, Li Qi asked back: "What do you think?"

"I think it is."

"You think it is." Li Qi squeezed the center of his brows, and said the truth that his relatives did not recognize: "You and your sister are both oil bottles."

"You!" Li Yu's eyes widened, and she couldn't believe her ears.

Is this fucking human language?

Seeing his unbelievable expression, Li Qi couldn't help but want to laugh, "You asked the question yourself, and now you're not happy to hear the truth, why are you so annoying?"

Li Yu was so angry that his face turned black, and he stared at him without speaking.

Li Qi grinned, forced a very ugly smile, "Sit here." He patted the stone bench.

Li Yu's face was dark, and he refused to sit down.

"Stand if you don't sit." Li Qi was too lazy to coax him.

"You two are quite annoying." Li Qi looked at the front, "Sometimes I think, you two are so old, why do I care so much? It's been so many years, it's been a long time to be a father and a mother. enough."

"But how could it be possible to ignore it... Even if I want to let go, I can't do it, I can't let go at all." Li Qi said.

If the conversation continues, there is no doubt that the fucking cause of death will be brought up again. Li Qi didn't want to touch this topic, let alone have unnecessary quarrels with Li Yu, so he stood up and said, "Okay, I'll say what I have to say." Now, I feel much more at ease, let's go back."

"You feel at ease?" Li Yu sneered, "You fart."

Li Qi frowned.

Seeking his brother to tell his heart is indeed the choice he made when his mind was trapped by the door.

Talking to him will only make you more depressed.

"I also don't think there is any possibility for you two." Li Yu changed the topic and changed the subject.

He chuckled lightly, and his tone suddenly became harsh: "What is the possibility of two big men, it's just a play on the spot, who will remember who in the future."

Li Qi frowned and said nothing.

"However, whether you want to be together or what will happen in the future, these are not your own business." Li Yu said, "Why do you make decisions for others? Have you ever asked him what he thinks?"

"Instead of digging into a dead end here, you might as well have a good chat with him." Li Yu snorted coldly, "What right do you have to ignore other people's likes, whoever likes you is really blind."

"I'm going back."

After leaving this sentence, Li Yu left.

Li Qi stood there in a daze, seeming to have crawled out of the endless loop of struggling.

Li Yu's words were harsh, but it was obvious that he had listened to all the nonsense that Li Qi had just said to himself.

Thinking of what I just said...

Li Qi tutted.

What a fucking shame.

"I have to go to work tomorrow, so I won't be staying in the hospital today. I'll see you after work." After dinner, Li Qi said to Li Yu.

"Then I'll stay, brother." Li Lin said, "I'll stay with my second brother."

"No need." Li Yu refused.

Li Lin stared at him, "Hmph, I'm going to stay."

"Then take good care of him." Li Qi said, "I'm going back first, call me if you need anything."

"All right."

Li Qi drove his motorcycle back home, the air was very hot and stuffy, even the wind that blew past his face was filled with heat, as if he was holding back a heavy rain.

Along the way, what Li Yu said in the hospital echoed in his mind.

Unrelenting, but in every sentence.

When Li Qi arrived home, he found that the yard was pitch black, and the lights in the yard must have been broken.

He got out of the car and entered the yard with the key. His consciousness became a little dull because of being occupied by Zhang Mufeng, and he didn't even notice that there was a person hiding in the corner of the yard.

"Ah weep."

When the door was opened, a familiar voice came from behind.

Li Qi's hand holding the key paused, and reflexively took out the butterfly|knife in the hidden pocket. He quickly dodged to the side, and at the same time he turned around and threw the knife out.

Only a dull beating sound was heard.

Li Qi's eyes went dark, and there was a sudden dull pain in the top of his head.

He let out a muffled snort, but before he could react, someone hit his head hard with an iron rod again.

Blood was oozing from his forehead, Li Qi covered his head and supported the wall with his hands, the severe pain made him dizzy, he bit his lips tightly, it was like tinnitus, and there was a buzzing sound in his ears.

His eyes were already blurred by blood, he slid down slowly while leaning on the wall, and before he had time to look up, he lost consciousness in a burst of dizziness.

When Zhang Mufeng arrived at the door of Li Qi's house, he saw that Li Qi's house was pitch black with no lights, so no one should be at home.

He came to him to explain clearly, what he likes, and he still wanted to say it clearly in front of Li Qi, in a more formal way.

It doesn't matter if he is rejected again, at worst, it will be like his mother scolded him yesterday.

Licking your face and sticking it upside down, chase after it.

There is nothing to be ashamed of.

"Is anyone home?" he called out the door. "Hi! Is anyone home?"

There was no answer in the house, and no lights were turned on.

Seeing no one at home, Zhang Mufeng went to the bar.

"Officer Zhang? Why are you here?" Xia Yin greeted Zhang Mufeng as soon as he entered the door, "What do you want to drink?"

"I don't drink." Zhang Mufeng said, "I'm here to find... him."

"He...? Brother Qi?"

"En." Zhang Mufeng nodded.

"Brother Qi, he's not here."

"Not here?" Zhang Mufeng frowned, "Isn't he in the room upstairs?"

"Shouldn't you be here? He hasn't been here for several days." Xia Yin said, "I didn't see him today either."

"Is he not at home?" Xia Yin asked him, "Go and see at home."

"I just came from his house, and he's not here." Zhang Mufeng said, "Can you help me go to his room? I have something to do with him."

Xia Yin smiled, "Go by yourself, I don't have the key to the room."

"Me neither."

Xia Yin took out a key from the counter drawer and pushed it in front of Zhang Mufeng, "Here."

"This is……?"

"Brother Qi left it for you." Xia cited the finger to knock on the key, and looked at Zhang Mufeng meaningfully, "He said that if you have no place to live in the future, he will give you this key when you come here."

"when did it happen?"

"It was a long time ago? I don't really remember." Xia Yin wiped his wine glass with a cloth, "It should be when he brought you here for the first time, and he left this key with me not long after that .”

Zhang Mufeng stared blankly at the key.

Xia Yin glanced at him, hesitated and said: "He said your father is not a good bird, he is afraid that if you are bullied, you will run out and have no place to live."

"I'll go up and have a look." Zhang Mufeng grabbed the key.

"Well, you go."

Li Qi was not in the room, Zhang Mufeng went downstairs with the key.

Xia Yin poured the mixed wine into the glass, and saw Zhang Mufeng walking over dejectedly.

"Aren't you here?" Xia Yin asked him.

Zhang Mufeng shook his head.

"By the way, why don't you just give him a call." Xia Yin handed the wine glass to the guest.

"I don't have his phone number."

Xia Yin was stunned.

The two co-authors have known each other for more than half a year, have they even exchanged cell phone numbers?

"Let me call for you." Xia Yin took out his phone helplessly.

In the darkness, there was a rapid ringing of the phone.

Li Qi slowly opened his eyes, but his consciousness was still not very clear.

The eyelashes were smeared with dried blood, and he opened his eyelids with difficulty, only feeling sore all over.

Especially the head, it hurts so badly.

The cell phone in his pocket was still ringing, his hands were tied, and he couldn't move.He tilted his head, leaned back on the chair, and half-opened his eyes to look at the person standing in the darkness in front of him.

"You're finally awake?" Lin Feng held the blade of the butterfly knife with his fingers and wiped it slowly.

Li Qi closed his eyes and didn't speak, he didn't have the strength to speak now.

The phone ringing finally stopped.

"No one answered." Xia Yin put down the phone, "I've already called three times."

Zhang Mufeng's complexion became a little dignified.

"It's okay, don't worry, he has a lot of things to do and often doesn't answer the phone." Xia Yin said, "I think he will call back in a while."

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