Infatuation is the most boring

I went all the way from the community, let it go for a while, and walked for a while, and then I arrived at the downstairs of my house.After so many years, many people have forgotten the lives that fell in this open space.Maybe someone will mention it occasionally, probably just with a sigh.

I followed Zhou Mingkai into the elevator, and he pressed the button for the 23rd floor.

The elevator door opened on the 23rd floor. Zhou Mingkai strode out. I hesitated for a few seconds and followed. Standing in the aisle, I saw a note pasted on the door of my house, which read Xu Yuanshan's name and a string of phone numbers that I have never seen before.

I know that Xu Yuanshan seldom returns to Liucheng because of his work, and I have never been back.If I hadn't returned to my hometown after my death, I probably would never have known that Xu Yuanshan would leave his contact information on the door of his house. He is still a celebrity in comparison.

Those things that you don't know when you are alive are actually meaningless when you know them after you die.

Zhou Mingkai stood there for a while, when someone from the house next door came out to take out the trash. I didn't know him either. She was a middle-aged woman. Seeing Zhou Mingkai standing at the door in a well-dressed and handsome appearance, she stepped forward.

"Is it Xu Jiayang?"

This is the second person who regards Zhou Mingkai as me.

The woman went on to say: "Are you Xu Jiayang? My neighbor has just moved in for a few years. Mr. Xu will come back several times a year, and he has explained everything to our neighbors. When he sees a young man, he will ask him when he comes back. See if his son has come home."

Zhou Mingkai said the truth, "I'm sorry, you made a mistake. I'm not Xu Jiayang, I'm his lover."

"You are his...lover?" The woman couldn't hide her surprise. Over the years, people's acceptance of homosexuality has become much higher, but few people are so indifferent to sexual orientation.

I was also very surprised, I never thought Zhou Mingkai would say that.In fact, we are not lovers anymore. Before I died, Zhou Mingkai and I proposed breaking up no less than ten times, and I finally agreed the last time.

"Young man, the fact that you can come here means that Xu Jiayang is also homesick." The woman put the garbage bag on the ground, and she wanted to make peace with her.

Zhou Mingkai meant to chat for a while, "You, go back and persuade him, what kind of overnight feud between father and son? You have to go upstairs and downstairs and ask from house to house if anyone has seen his son come back."

Zhou Mingkai adjusted his glasses, lowered his eyebrows, "Xu Jiayang will not come back."

"Why?" the woman asked puzzled.

"Because he can't find his way home," Zhou Mingkai said, "I just came back to see for him. Mr. Xu himself knows that his son will never come back."

That woman doesn't understand, what do you mean you can't find it, the way home?

Zhou Mingkai approached the door, tore off the note on it, crumpled it up and held it in his palm, and said, "This is unnecessary."

Seeing that she didn't have much to say, the woman picked up her garbage bag and walked into the elevator.

Xu Yuanshan has used all his strength to pursue love and freedom in his life, and family affection has become his stumbling block. For a Lin Qingyi, he can tear anyone with his hands, but after many years he wants to find his son, but he doesn't know his son Like time, it is gone forever.

Zhou Mingkai stood for a while, and then got into the elevator.When I was leaning against the wall of the elevator, I suddenly remembered the scene when I left Liucheng many years ago. It is not enough to describe the embarrassment, and my heart is broken.

Later, I reglued and sewed up my broken heart little by little, and held it in front of Zhou Mingkai with both hands, but he threw it on the ground again, and the original wounds were just like that. Festered, and there is no possibility of healing.

Despair is just a word created by those who have experienced it. Only those who have experienced it will know the sadness and despair.

Zhou Mingkai passed out when he came out of the elevator. It was the woman who happened to meet him again when she came back from taking out the trash. After seeing him passed out, she called 120.

Seeing Zhou Mingkai faint without warning, I frantically frantically tried to support him, but I could only watch him fall straight from my body.Zhou Mingkai was unconscious behind him, but I saw that most of my body had disappeared.

Zhou Mingkai woke up again and was already in the People's Hospital of Liucheng.

The high fever was almost 40 degrees, no wonder he couldn't hold it any longer, and he woke up after three bottles of normal saline.The woman paid for his medical expenses in advance and waited for him to wake up in the hospital.

"How can young people take their bodies so lightly?" the woman said.

"Thank you," Zhou Mingkai said.

I was still thinking about what happened just now, and my consciousness seemed to have begun to blur.

Zhou Mingkai, I may not be with you for long.

The author has something to say:

It will end with the disappearance of Xu Jiayang, and then there will be a side story.I recently went back to my hometown to cross the robbery, and said that my hometown is Liucheng in Xujiayang.