Concubine GL

I had some bad premonitions in my heart, and before I could turn around, Du Jing grabbed my arm, with an anxious expression on his face: "Second Miss, something is wrong, someone from the Chen family came today and said they want to see you, the prospective daughter-in-law, Who would have expected you to disappear for so long! The slaves are so anxious, you didn’t see the face of the master! This time, the slaves will be punished! Go in quickly, a group of people are still waiting for you in the front hall, they have been waiting for a while It's time!"

Du Jing talked for a long time, then looked at Zhongli suspiciously, and scanned from head to toe: "This is..."

Zhong Li just looked at me expressionlessly the whole time, then heaved a sigh of relief, smiled as if nothing had happened, and said, "Come in." Then he let go of my hand, turned and left.

My mind was blank, looking at her back, I just wanted to follow her, fly away with her, and ignore everything, but I didn't.I really regret that I didn't leave everything with my heart at this moment.

At the family dinner that day, I kept silent.At last, when the Chen family was about to leave, my mother asked me to say goodbye to my future parents-in-law. I stood up respectfully, bent deeply, and said calmly, "Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry, Wang Luo already has something in her heart, and she has her own. Knowing vulgarity and ignorance, I am not worthy of your son. I am really sorry that I have failed everyone's thoughts, Wang Luo cannot marry."

After one word, the audience was silent.

My ears are buzzing, and only Zhongli's last look at me, and the back of her turning away, are in my mind.I don't know how this farce ended today, it was probably turned upside down by me.My father was originally in a bad mood because of my disappearance, but now he was so angry that he almost lost his breath and just called "Ni Nu".While giving him comfort, my mother also looked at me with eyes of "it's unreasonable, how could such a good boy become like this".

After that day, I was completely locked in the room, and this time I couldn't even help me with Dujing——naturally, this girl couldn't see the relationship between me and Zhongli, she just thought that I had learned a lot outside and made friends , I don’t want to be confined to the boudoir anymore.

The marriage was completely ruined by me, and now I just wait for my father to die, but it will take some time.But when I think about it, I feel inexplicably refreshed, as if a heavy burden has been lifted.

So I was imprisoned for ten days and a half months—I don’t know whether it was ten days or half a month. I sat by the window all day long, giggling in front of the mirror.In such a short few days, I really wanted to wake up suddenly like a divine enlightenment.

It turned out that I spent eight years waiting for this moment.

It took me four months to figure out what I had been in for the past eight years. I thought I was lazy, but it was just because without her, I couldn't do anything with energy.

She is my light, my support, and my everything.

I like Zhongli, I love her.

I don't know if it's too late to realize it now, but the feeling of erasing the heavy dust in my heart is indeed ecstatic.I quietly waited for the moment when I was released, but fortunately, it didn't take long.

The news came that the eldest brother commanded a complete victory at the front line, and the whole family received the grace to sweep away the haze caused by my regretting my marriage on the spot.My father also came to see me in person. I apologized humbly and gave him a step, and he sighed and unlocked my door.

Immediately rushed to the Renji Hall full of joy, unexpectedly, the building was already empty, leaving only the witty words alone, frowning, surrounded by layers of patients.

Seeing me from among the people, I whispered a few words to the drowsy accountant brother next to me, and the little brother suddenly became arrogant, and shouted at the messy crowd: "Closed, closed! Go back to your houses, Find your mother!"

Miao Yan glanced at me, got up and waved to me, Zhong Li was not there, she had the appearance of a little adult who knew a lot.

"Where's Zhongli?" I didn't hold back and asked suspiciously.

"Master is gone." Miao Yan said without hesitation, "I sent you back that night and left overnight, and I didn't find out until noon the next day. And I don't know where she went, anyway, it's impossible to come back Shen Haigu. After all, you will definitely go there to find her."

In fact, I had already thought of this kind of result, but somehow firmly believed that I would see Zhongli again, and I was not impatient at all after hearing this.

Seeing that I was not distraught, Miao Yan smiled, calm and sad.She tiptoed and took out the box of the dark blue acacia grass from the red sandalwood cabinet in Zhongli's room, slowly opened the partition, and showed it to me: "This is called fairy branch, and it is the rarest herb in the world. It is the same as The most common panax notoginseng decoction can suppress Master's illness, it's just suppressing, it's the medicine that I asked you to bring over that day." Miaoyan looked at most of the fairy branches left in the box, and continued, "Master She didn't bring any, and it will be half a month in three days. She just left... looking for death."

"I thought that after you caught her getting more and more ill, she would understand better that she couldn't fall in love with you, but I didn't expect that feelings are really..." Miao Yan shook her head, with a look of sadness that didn't match her age, "I I also probably found out about your past few days, but really, even if you didn't want to get married, you and Master would not last long. She is also very clear that there will be a day when she will say goodbye forever, half a year or a year, It is better to have short-term pain than long-term pain. Don't blame yourself too much."

After finishing speaking, Miao Yan frowned and looked at the ceiling: "Speaking of which, what is emotion and why do people seem crazy..."

With such a sentence, I actually laughed out of nowhere.

Miao Yan glared at me: "You can still laugh, Master is going to die!"

I was very calm: "Your master will not die."

"How do you know?" Miao Yan was shocked.

"I do not know."

"...Well, since feelings are so mysterious..." Miao Yan stroked his goatee with two fingers, "Since ancient times, lovesickness has become a disease and died, and there are probably lovesickness medicines that can save lives. Maybe Master has this firm heart. Thinking about it, the disease will be cured inexplicably! Thinking about it this way, I feel relieved."

I nodded and continued to smile cheerfully.

I really don't know where the self-confidence came from for no reason at that time, but it turned out that I was really blindly optimistic.

I can't stay in the Wang family anymore. One is shameless to face my parents, and I can't explain the real reason for regretting the marriage. Two, Zhongli is gone forever. Look around for her.

Although what Miao Yan said was reasonable, but looking around in a daze, I really don't know where Zhongli is, and Zhongli is an orphan, and he has no place to rest with his relatives, after much deliberation, I had no choice but to leave for Shenhai Valley.

Shen Hai is still indifferently blue and deep. It is summer now, and the spruce trees are lush, and only a piece of blue sea can be seen, but it has lost the elegance and immortality of that year's light purple with white mist.I walked around Shen Hai again and again, and the wooden house where I spent three years with Zhong Li was only a pile of ruins, with a few pages of ancient medical books that I couldn't understand.

I want to cry, but I can't cry.Sighing only, he picked up a few pieces of torn paper, blew off the dust on them, and rubbed them on the tip of his nose, as if it was Zhongli.

Later, I still left Shen Haigu, and I was the only one who always felt lonely as if cut by a knife, and there was no shelter from the wind and rain. After two months, I continued to leave without a clue.

Later, I wandered around the Kyushu of the Li Kingdom like a lonely ghost, and I saw prosperity and dilapidation, just like Zhongli was by my side, and Zhongli was not by my side.There are too many loving couples on the bustling street, I am always attracted by them, but I am not envious at all, after all my Zhongli is much better than anyone else.

When passing Wangchun Mountain, I looked at the main peak and couldn't move my eyes until I was sore and teary.

That is clearly me, standing like a stone, waiting for the king to return.

After walking around in the village below, I found that the empty mansion in the north of the village was actually the ancestral home of the Wang family.I generously went in and took a look, and picked a west-facing wing room. As soon as I opened the window, I could see the Wangfushi, which was full of words and silent for thousands of years.

Lie in bed for a night and wake up to daylight.I took a deep breath, and the bedding was filled with the warm fragrance of the sun, which was like the medicinal fragrance of the fairy branch on Zhongli's body, which made people unable to part with it.

At this moment, my mind was clear, as if I had suddenly accepted the fact that Zhong Li was not by my side, and decided to settle down in this old house with no one there.

A person's life is extremely slow, sunrise and sunset, embroidering some gadgets for sale, and being self-sufficient.Over the past eight years, I have already developed a good ability to endure loneliness, but there are some differences.Because I have experienced companionship, it is indeed not easy to return to loneliness.Fortunately, it's not too difficult to bear Zhongli in my heart, and to think about it once in a while.With Zhongli's re-prescribed prescription, the pain was relieved a lot when winter came, and after four to five months, it finally felt much better.

I heard that the younger sister entered the palace and received all the favors, like the sun in the sky.

I heard that the Wang family suffered a catastrophe and fell for no reason.Uncle Han, the former housekeeper, unexpectedly met me here.So, I finally won't be too lazy to have a hot meal.

It's been almost five years, Zhongli is so far away from me, as far away as if in the sky, and she is so close to me, I can touch her face every night in my dreams.I don't know why, knowing that she must be gone, but I still foolishly believe that there will be a day when we will meet again, knowing that the hope is very slim.

So when I heard from my younger sister that the "Purple Wood Mountain Man" was still alive, I finally knew that the unreasonable obsession in my heart was right. This heartless and cheeky "Purple Wood Mountain Man" had been hiding for so long. I'm finally going to find it out.

In three days, I crossed half of southern Fujian from the border of Yuezhou.

When Fu stood in front of the newly rebuilt hut, the feeling of being so excited that he was about to die was like the feeling of walking alone in the snow all night and finally seeing a light.

Pushing the door open, there was a "creak", I held my breath and fixedly looked at the man in Tsing Yi at the table, with long hair like ink and a cool breeze.

She looked sideways at me, pursed her lips, her eyes seemed to have the depth of the entire sinking sea.

The stars move, and the years turn upside down.She looked at me as if she had passed through 13 years of wandering, although her eyes lost their light.

After a long time, she smiled slightly: "Yuan Luo."

I froze in place, choked with sobs and unable to move, Zhongli got up and walked to my side, hugging me precisely.

Then, she whispered in my ear: "Nizi, I miss you so much."

Afterwards, I asked her why the disease suddenly recovered.At first Zhong Li refused to talk, then changed the subject, and finally was forced to "stare" at me with those blind eyes that were still so beautiful, and said every word: "Because of you."

I can't imagine, without fairy branches to relieve the pain of the attack, how she endured the torment every month only by thinking about me. It is a blessing in misfortune that she is only blind.

I cried silently. Fortunately, Zhongli couldn't see her, and she kept asking me with some embarrassment: "What's wrong? You didn't ask me, I should have known it earlier..."

I took a deep breath, wiped away my tears, then sat on her lap and hugged her neck, whispering in her ear, "The sky is clear, Zhongli, it's so beautiful."

Zhong Li smiled slightly, and the cloudy sky outside the window seemed to be suddenly bright.

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