halfway friend

The atmosphere of summer began to fill the campus, and everyone's excitement was not so strong at the thought of making up classes during the holiday of the second year of high school.

"Jingjing, help your deskmate straighten the table quickly. The paper is about to fall!"

There are papers on the table at ten-second intervals, in English, politics, history and geography, without failing in any subject, bombarding them indiscriminately.

"Is there any mistake! There is still one week until the final exam, so what is the meaning of sending out summer homework early?"

"Is the representative of the history class here? Go to the 205 counting competition."

"Grass……"

I ran out desperately under the resentful eyes of the whole class.

After returning, I saw the brochures of Taiwan J University being circulated in the class.I took a look and found that this school is quite good. It accepts the second batch of students from the mainland. The learning environment is excellent and the exchanges are open.

"Chen Su, what are you reading? You must pass the exam! Show me."

Embarrassed, I reluctantly handed it over.

"If you want to go, you must have this." Zhong Li rubbed the first three fingers.

"You have a lot of money, what are you afraid of." I rolled my eyes.

"Taiwanese girls are so sweet, can you bear it?" Classmate Lu inserted forcefully.

"They're hot, I'm even hotter than them!" She squeezed her throat deliberately, "Isn't it normal for girls to act like a baby?"

"I'm used to being a woman, and I don't understand your world."

"The so-called female man is just a disguise of a fragile heart. Do you really think there are so many female men in the world?"

We showed a "seems to make sense" expression, and then laughed.

"Hello, Auntie." The girl nodded politely, with a serious expression.

"Come in, you're welcome." The woman politely absent-mindedly.

"No thanks, these two are the notebooks that Chen Su lent me, please return them to her." She handed the bag to her, "And... Auntie, I want to tell you that Chen Su has dated me Half a year... I know she doesn't dare to follow..." She saw the frail woman's fixed gaze fixed on a certain place, and suddenly she couldn't bear to continue.

"Are you here for your mother?" She was silent for a long time, then looked up at her, "If so, you can leave immediately."

"We are sincere..."

"Don't tell me about true love!" she roared, "What do children know? We don't care about the past, and I hope you don't bother us anymore. Susu..."

"I don't know what happened between you. She is my last and most important sustenance. If Ms. Tan wants to make up, then she should ask you to give up completely."

My mother said: "When you were young, the things you liked were different from others. What I didn't expect was that even falling in love and the people you liked were so beyond my expectation."

I said, "It's over, Mom."

She stroked my head and said softly, "Don't be sad, baby. You will always meet true love. At the right time, in the right place."

I had many, many doubts in my heart, about Ouyang, about her mother... For example, why she came to my house to tell the truth about my mother's relationship, and why she acted like she had nothing to do with me and disdained me.Mom tried to appease me and told me not to pursue it any more and stop guessing.She succeeded, and I almost closed the floodgates of all memories, concentrating on preparing for the brutal UEC.It's just that in the dead of night, those bits and pieces reappeared quietly, and the uncontrollable guilt and sin almost overwhelmed me.

However, after a long time, when I stood at the desk covered with sunlight and read the long letter, I realized how simple and easy it is to blame everything on myself.

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