16 year old graduation ceremony

When she packed up her books and turned off the lights and went back to sleep in her room, she could still hear her father talking cheerfully about the various plans for reopening the restaurant, with her mother coughing weakly and smiling, and she fell soundly into the black and boundless in sleep.

When she woke up again, it was still the endless black night, but she was crushed by the weight of a shadow, and a thick, fishy hand covered her mouth that was about to scream, and her panting wet with desire was in her ear. While sobbing and begging: "This is the last time, really, Dad, please, save Dad again... When Dad's business starts again, Dad will give you whatever you want..."

She struggled in a muffled voice: "You say the last time every time..."

"Really, it's really the last time! Look at your mother, how can I beg her?...As long as you don't tell me, Dad can buy you new clothes and pay for you to study. You are the one who hurts, do you really have the heart to see how hard it is for Dad?..."

No!Can't!Xian Ling yelled in horror, but no one could hear her objection, the body she was in gave up resistance, closed her eyes and let the big hands take off her clothes.You just let him do whatever he wants?terrible!He is your father!However, the other soul in that body ignored her and just recited loudly the years of war between Xiang Yu and Liu Bang. Xiang Zhuang swung his sword and danced at the Hongmen Banquet, with a sword left and a sword right, trying to get rid of his old enemy for his beloved nephew ...Suddenly, the tearing pain in the lower body made them almost stop breathing.Her legs were held up high, like weeds blown by the wind, she couldn't think, couldn't imagine her humiliating posture at this moment.This dark and endless night is too long.

There was a slight cough in the next room.Her father finally let her go, quickly pulled on his baggy boxer shorts, and slipped out in the dark.

This is just a nightmare, Xianling told herself that when she opens her eyes again, she will leave Zhao Xiuyin's body that cannot be controlled by her.However, when the ear-piercing alarm clock rang, she found that she was still lying on the hard bed. When she got up and walked to the bathroom, she felt a dull pain in her lower body.After changing into her uniform and carrying her schoolbag with cold bento and swimsuit in her bag, she walked out of the house in the morning mist. Before she could get close to the bus stop, she saw the pair of familiar eyes waiting for her from last night.He's so young, so young that he doesn't know anything about anything other than love. He presses you why you don't talk to him anymore, why you don't answer his phone calls or answer his letters. You just answer briefly and never want to see him again. .Jumping on the bus, you see his astonished and disappointed face from behind the window, farther and farther away; at least, it’s better than his shocking and contemptuous eyes, his love is too raw and fragile to bear the filth and heavyness the truth of the world.

Not only him, but girls of the same age as you, who isn't squandering their youth innocently?Their shining eyes follow you and worship you, here!Like this fair girl who keeps turning her head from the front row to peek at you, what's her name? ...That's right, Yang Xianling, she doesn't lack a friend who fights and whispers her thoughts. Last time the teacher recited an article about her family's vacation in Baishawan in class. Bad, you are wearing a not cheap Seiko silver chain watch, even such a girl with everything is envious of you.They stretch their necks and yearn for you like they are looking up at the stars. If they get close to you as they wish, they will eventually find that it is just the reflection of a piece of broken copper in the mud on the ground. Their undisguised disgust or pity will only dissolve you. What little self-respect you have, their righteous helping hands, and rumors that are dirtier than the truth will only destroy your barely sheltered home, and probably kill your mother.Only when she is alone in the swimming pool, her body is her own. The water in this pool is both warm and cool. She is a fish that does not need to think. The name of the treaty, there is no frightening night...  

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