16 year old graduation ceremony

In calm days, regular check-ups are small bubbles that pop up occasionally and cheerfully.Before going out, she spent twice as much time as usual dressing up, coquettishly speaking witty words at Li Shijun's consultation table, and seeing from his smiling eyes that she had not lost the charm of the past.When he was young, his admiration was not worth considering, because he was just a rustic and awkward male student; now that he has a considerable position in the obstetrics and gynecology department, and has seen enough women, his taciturnity seems Steady and reliable, his appreciation made her feel superior more than a fancy dress.A word of concern from him, a gentle gaze, are all the nourishment to nourish her imagination. An old seed that has not yet died has germinated, sprouted, and stretched out a wide green shade towards the sky, which is enough to make her feel happy for a while. To escape the long heat of life and the torrential troubles of her husband.

But when encountering a summer thunderstorm that forgot to bring an umbrella, you still have to take shelter under the arcade nearby.She had just finished her business at the bank that day, and within a few steps of walking, a gust of torrential rain poured down on her head. Xian Ling hurriedly squeezed through the gaps in the rows of motorcycles and squeezed under the arcade on the side of the road, and many half-wet pedestrians also ran over. Hiding from the rain, he muttered and cursed.She stood condescendingly on the steps of a convenience store, and recognized Li Shijun from many wet faces at a glance.

He had just sent his wife to see a friend nearby, but he didn't expect to encounter this heavy rain when he came out.She heard him talking about his wife as if a servant was talking about his master. There was more awe than love, but this was not her business. In a world other than fairy tales, how could marriage not be as painful as a toothache?Her compassionate eyes looked over the many troubled heads, and looked at the impenetrable white curtains outside the arcade.

It seems that the rain will not stop for a while, Li Shijun said in a low voice, blowing the heat for her in the cold and wet wind: find a place to sit?Standing for long periods of time is not good for your health.

The terrazzo floor was wet and slippery, and he helped her walk carefully, like an ordinary couple.They searched in a limited area that could not get out of the rain, and finally found an inconspicuous tea house sign among several suspicious skin care and beauty salons. Paper cranes, stepping up the stairs leading to the second floor from the narrow and musty green carpet.They were too careless to notice that the passage was shared with a hotel. When the rain stopped for a long time and they walked out of the neon-lit staircase, the gray sky had turned into a bewitching deep purple.

Fortunately, they are both married, fortunately she is pregnant, and fortunately she is used to him exploring inside her body, this time he just changed tools.After saying goodbye to him, she felt that the gap in her heart suddenly disappeared, and the thoughts that had held her breathless before also disappeared: finally, everything came to a clear conclusion, after so many years, she still couldn't love him Yes, I can only comfort him.That's all, she can't give more.

That being said, she was shocked when he saw him again and greeted her with a nonchalant smile.not like this!He should have asked her again with undisguised fervor so that she could shake her head sadly and tell him something beautiful but firm, "We're still friends and we shouldn't let this mistake continue."When his cottony fingers touched her skin, he no longer trembled, and he called her "Mrs. Wu", as if she was a new patient.Maybe it was because there were nurses present, he especially wanted to avoid suspicion, she couldn't help laughing secretly.One winter solstice night, people from the club made an appointment to eat hot pot. Knowing that Li Shijun liked her, someone coaxed him to sit beside her, but he refused to be the object of teasing. A table of people looked at each other in amazement.He still hasn't changed, he doesn't like to reveal his feelings in front of others, and he still has the shy and pretended indifference of his southern country child. Now she has more loving maternal instinct than before, since his stubbornness is caused by her, she It is easy to forgive him, too dramatic a plot is unimaginable in him.So she also asked him seriously if the fetus was too light, and whether it was still suitable for sex life, like a female patient who innocently trusts a doctor.

"Sex...Of course it's still possible, but pay attention to the position, and don't be too frequent or too violent..." He pointed with a pen on the female body anatomy diagram on the wall, and offered his professional advice without the slightest frivolity: " In order not to oppress the fetus, it is safer for your husband to enter from the rear or side."

She bit her lips and frowned in annoyance on purpose: "But... I'm not talking about my husband." She suppressed a smile, and whispered in his ear: "I think... I fell in love with another man... Doctor Li, what do I do?"

She sneaked a glance at him, only to see his calm face rippling slightly, unable to tell whether it was pain or pride, Xian Ling was sure that her little prank had already begun to take effect.He was silent for a while, looked at the picture of female body on the wall, and laughed dryly: "I'm just an obstetrician and gynecologist. I'm afraid I can't help you with things other than physical ailments."

When he focused his eyes on Xianling again, he resumed his sincere and steady doctor status, and solemnly gave her advice: "No matter what, you still have to take good care of yourself, and take care of the little life in your belly, A sound family life is too important for children." Then he motioned for the nurse to call in the next patient, Zhao Xianling nodded casually, and the conversation ended.Xian Ling couldn't remember how she walked out of the clinic, a motorcycle honked its horn arbitrarily, and almost ran over her foot that had just set foot on the red brick road, and she realized that she had lost the game.

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