My little boyfriend is cruel and obedient

Lie down with me for a while.

Tolerance put this sentence on his lips two or three times, and each time he could taste the sweetness. This was an intimacy that could not be compared even if he kissed Jiang Biegu's fingertips. He smiled and nodded:

"it is good."

Ever since Jiang Biegu was hospitalized, Fault Tolerance has been sleeping with Jiang Biegu in the same room, but one is on the sofa and the other is on the bed. Jiang Biegu knew that he must be uncomfortable sleeping, so he asked him to go to another room more than once , but never let him go to bed once, even if Tolerance teased him occasionally, he didn't joke about it.

It's too ambiguous for two people to lie on the same bed.

Of course Jiang Biegu knew, but today he didn't want to think about it so much, he wanted to be with Rong Rong, he wanted to lie beside him, even if he didn't say a word.

Tolerance changed his clothes, and Bean Sprout came in from the other side when he was about to go to bed. He tilted his head when he saw the fault-tolerance's movements, as if he was puzzled, but he didn't seem to think it was anything, so he went straight to the sofa where fault-tolerance was sleeping and jumped on it, laying on his stomach. down.

Fault Tolerance didn't bother to care about Bean Sprouts occupying his position, and lay down beside Jiang Biegu. Although Jiang Biegu himself allowed it, Fault Tolerance still held his own. He didn't cover a quilt with Jiang Biegu, he just lay down By the side, holding Jiang Biegu's hand that has not been warm until now.Seeing that his eyes were still open and he had no intention of going to sleep immediately, he asked him:

"What do you want to eat later? I'll make it for you."

Jiang Biegu thought about it, but his head was wooden, so he gave up and said, "It's all good."

"How about rice balls with rice wine? Make shredded bamboo shoots in chicken sauce, and pan-fried tofu?"

Jiang Biegu nodded: "Thank you."

"It's not hard." Rong fault squeezed his hand: "Go to sleep, if you are not sleepy, close your eyes and rest for a while, I will accompany you."

Jiang Biegu was also really tired, both physically and mentally, he needed to rest, with Tolerance by his side, he had nothing to worry about, so he closed his eyes and let himself go into the darkness.

Tolerance looked at Jiang Biegu, seeing that he closed his eyes before he dared to release the distress in his eyes a little bit. He really felt distressed, but apart from distress...he seemed to be unable to do anything, he was still too weak, even Even if others bully him like this, they can't stand up for him.

I don't know how long it took, Jiang Biegu's breathing became calm and even, and the temperature of his hands gradually warmed up, so Tolerance felt a little relieved.

I want to stay with him all the time, and see myself when I open my eyes, but I can't eat with him, so Jiang Bie ate a little in the morning. After a busy and tense morning, it was already past noon. So I still didn't eat anything.

Worried that he would be uncomfortable when he woke up, Fault Tolerance got up carefully, got out of bed, checked his calf again, and found that the swelling was less than before before he was relieved and stepped out of the room.

Jiang Biegu didn't notice the fault-tolerant departure, thinking that he was always there, but even so, he didn't sleep well, it was all a dream, sleeping for a while, working for a while, expressway and car accident for a while, although the picture wasn't scary It's uncomfortable, and it's not a nightmare, but when it doesn't stop, it's more tired and tense than when you don't sleep.

When he woke up, Rong Fault wasn't by his side, he didn't know when he left, but Bean Sprout jumped onto the bed at some point, so he lay down on the spot where Rong Fault had been lying just now, and slept soundly. Jiang Biegu glanced at it, raised his hand and touched it Touching it, Bean Sprout felt it, opened his eyes to look at him, saw that he was awake, raised his upper body slightly and leaned over to lick his hand, it was gentler than ever before, as if he could also feel Jiang Biegu's mood.

Later, Bean Sprout fell asleep again under Jiang Biegu's touch, Jiang Biegu didn't care, just lay there, thinking about what happened today, and then had to accept a jm and himself no longer relevant facts.

Although it is not as good as watching Ji Mian leave him 13 years ago, it is not much better. The pain of being forced to cut off from his most important affairs, it will be the same a few times, if Jiang Biegu can see Open, he will not be deaf in both ears now, and he will also have a language barrier.

It's just that he can't see it, some things will never come back, he has to get better before he can get jm back, but how?

He did hear voices twice recently. He originally thought it was related to Fault Tolerance. As long as he came into contact with him, he would have a similar situation. So when Fault Tolerance opened his mouth and bit his finger in the morning, he didn't stop him, even though he knew that Contact is a bit too intimate.

But he still didn't hear the sound again. Just now he let Rong Rong lie beside him, and it was very intimate, but there was still no sound in his ears.

Maybe he was wrong, or maybe he was too eager to hear the voice because of the company's affairs, so the two voices might really be hallucinations.

So, he's not showing signs of getting better, and maybe it's going to get worse.

Jiang Biegu got up and sat up, and Douya got up too. After seeing him, he jumped out of bed and ran out. Jiang Biegu ignored him, but when he tried to stand up on the bed, Douya came back, behind him Following Fault Tolerance, Fault Tolerance immediately quickened his pace when he saw him like this:

"Why didn't you call me?"

Jiang Biegu glanced at him, didn't speak, and didn't care about Tolerance, he just helped him to the bathroom, while Douya squatted at the end of the bed sticking out his tongue, wagging his tail and looking at the two of them.

Jiang Biegu didn't eat much for dinner, and Tolerance didn't force him, let alone say anything. Jiang Biegu was not an ignorant child, and he taught him all the principles that Tolerance understood, so there was no need to say anything to Tolerance. Nothing can change this ending, but will remind him over and over again.

But understanding and accepting are two different things.

It's like everyone knows about life, old age, sickness and death, but when it happens to them, no one can face it calmly.

Jiang Biegu was indeed strong before, but just because he is strong does not require him to remain strong.

This is not fair.

He can be fragile, but it's a pity that even though Tolerance has tried his best to grow himself up quickly, he still can't be his arm and support him when Jiang Biegu needs it.

After the meal, Rong Rong sent Jiang Biegu back to his room, placed him on the edge of the bed and sat down, when he squatted down and wanted to lift his legs, Jiang Biegu stopped him aloud: "Tolerance."

Tolerance looked over with gentle eyes: "What's wrong?"

"I may not be in a good mood these two days. If you talk to me, I may not be willing to speak. Don't mind, and don't feel bad." Jiang Biegu raised his head and rubbed his hair: "It's not about you."

Tolerance didn't speak when he heard the words, and looked at Jiang Biegu with helplessness.

"Can't accept it?" Jiang Biegu asked him.

"I'm wondering if I should reflect on it?" Fault Tolerance looked at him: "Why should I be considerate of you and you have to tell me specifically? Is it that I am too ignorant recently? You are used to it? "

Jiang Biegu saw his words clearly and smiled:

"I don't want you to be wronged."

"I'm not wronged." Tolerance looked at him for a few seconds: "You don't know how satisfied I am now."

Jiang Biegu looked at him silently for a few seconds, didn't say anything, and Rong Rong didn't say anything. He told him to lie down and rest, and then went out. Bean Sprout squatted at the door of the bedroom, saw Rong Rong go out, went in, and jumped on the sofa Lie down, facing the position of the bed.

It seemed that it didn't want Jiang Biegu to be alone, and it was responsible for accompanying him when Fault Tolerance was busy.

……

In the few days after jm changed hands, except for what Jiang Biegu told Rongrong that "may not be in a good mood", Jiang Biegu declined all visitors, even Ding Cheng and Xu Yanqing were gone, and there was only one person by his side. Tolerance, and Bean Sprouts, he didn't seem to have any problems on the surface, although he talked less, but he didn't say nothing, and he would laugh when Tolerance occasionally teased him.

But fault tolerance knew that he didn't laugh because he was happy, but to reassure himself.

In fact, Jiang Biegu really didn't think there was anything wrong with him, he just didn't want to talk much, and he still had a little insomnia, other than that, it was no different.

Jiang Biegu really didn't want to talk, he didn't want to talk in front of others before, and now he has the same attitude towards fault tolerance, but he also clearly knows the reason, because he is the only person in this world who can talk to himself normally.

Although he doesn't understand how fault tolerance is achieved.

But precisely because he is the only one, Jiang Biegu is afraid, afraid that Mistake Tolerance will show doubts to himself at any time, saying that he didn't hear clearly, and let himself repeat it again.

He didn't want to lose even the last bit of normality.So carefully protect it, as if as long as you don't speak, you will never change.

Fault tolerance is one reason, and the other reason is that as long as he speaks now, he will think of the regretful and pitiful expressions of those people in the conference room because he spoke. Those expressions remind himself of what he has lost.

As for insomnia, he doesn't think about it himself, but he just can't sleep, and sometimes he can't sleep for an hour a night, but Rong Rong is on the sofa, he can't move, he doesn't even dare to sigh, for fear that Rong Rong will overhear , delayed his sleep.

Fortunately, fault tolerance has never been discovered.

However, long-term rest is not good, and people's mental state will change a lot. It is impossible to hide this. Fault tolerance watched Jiang Biegu become more and more self-closing and haggard day by day, but There was nothing he could do, he hadn't spoken to himself for two days.

Even if he teased him again, he would just watch, not even laughing.

Douya seemed to have sensed the change in Jiang Biegu, and began to follow him inseparably, but Jiang Biegu didn't give Douya any response.

A week later, I made an appointment with the doctor to go back to the hospital for reexamination. If the result is good, Jiang Biegu can try to walk. The two of them set off early in the morning. Maybe it's because they haven't come out for a long time. Jiang Biegu's mood It looked better than when he was at home, but he tried to talk to him with tolerance, but he still didn't speak.

Fault Tolerance was also faintly worried about this. He was afraid that if Jiang Biegu spoke again, he would not be able to hear clearly, and he would not be able to react immediately.

Fault Tolerance knows how important it is for him to have a normal conversation with him, so he is also worried about what will happen to Jiang Biegu if he fails to respond. His current state is really worrying.

Fortunately, the results of the examination were not bad, but the doctor still suggested to wait for a while before walking with weight bearing. If there is nothing wrong, it is better to rest. If Jiang Biegu saw the doctor, he would like to ask him why he felt that he was fine. things to do?Did he also know that he was kicked out?

But Jiang Biegu realized something was wrong almost as soon as he had this idea. He thought he didn't care about the things that had passed, but they were still haunting him.

After coming out of the doctor's office, Fault Tolerance could feel the changes in Jiang Biegu, but he was a little confused about the reason, obviously the result was good.

Walking out of the hospital lobby, towards the parking lot, Tolerance has been quietly watching Jiang Biegu. He has already reached the parking lot but he still couldn't help stopping and asked Jiang Biegu:

"Brother, you don't seem very happy?"

Jiang Biegu looked at Tolerance, didn't speak, didn't even shake his head, Tolerance felt helpless, when he wanted to say something more, Jiang Biegu pulled him, Tolerant got up immediately, a car hit him not far behind him He turned a corner and parked in the parking space next to him.

Tolerant didn't care, and still looked at Jiang Biegu, but Jiang Biegu didn't look at him, obviously didn't want to talk, and Tolerant didn't want to force him, so he pushed Jiang Biegu to his car.

A man and a woman got out of the car that stopped just now, and walked in front of Rong Cuo and Jiang Biegu. The man must be in poor health, and the woman has been carefully supporting him.

Tolerance only took one look and then turned his gaze back to Jiang Biegu's body, but from the corner of his eye, he still saw the man's fallen figure and heard the woman's cry.

Tolerance subconsciously wanted to run over to help, because the woman couldn't pick up the man, and there was still a distance from the hospital hall, even the medical staff couldn't hear her shouts, but Jiang Biegu couldn't leave here. open people.

When he was in trouble, Jiang Biegu unexpectedly opened his mouth and said to Rong Cuo: "Go, I'm fine."

Fault-tolerant or worry, this is the driveway, Jiang Biegu can’t hear it, whether you come to park or drive away, you will pass by here, Jiang Biegu can’t hear it, and it’s inconvenient to look around in a wheelchair, and it’s easy to get scratched , but he couldn't help it, so he pushed Jiang Biegu to a parking space next to him. There were cars on both sides, and he was safe here:

"Wait for me here, I'll be back soon."

Jiang Biegu nodded and said nothing else.

Tolerance turned around and left, and it didn't take long for Jiang Biegu to see the figure of Tolerance walking towards the hospital hall with the man on his back, and slowly looked away until he was out of sight.

Having nothing to do, he thought of the question he almost blurted out in the doctor's office just now, and looked at his recent mood and state. He was asking himself what was wrong, but before he could figure out why, the wheelchair was thrown away. There was a bump, but no sound was heard, and Jiang Biegu, who was sitting here with peace of mind, almost fell off the wheelchair because of the sudden bump.

He stabilized his figure and looked back, only to see that it was a man. He should have kicked the wheelchair in the collision just now. There was a car parked behind the man, and it should be parked in this parking space. up the location:

"You are deaf, can't you hear me when I honk? This is a parking space, not a place for a wheelchair. Hurry up and leave."

Although there was a reason for the incident, it was indeed his own fault for occupying the seat. Jiang Biegu had no intention of arguing, and subconsciously apologized: "I'm sorry, just push me aside."

"What?" The man looked at him suspiciously, with a fierce expression on his face: "Are you not only deaf, but also dumb? You said you are disabled, and now you can't even walk. What are you doing here? Do you know how much it affects others? !"

Jiang Biegu's expression froze at the man's words, and he realized that he forgot his slurred speech in a hurry and spoke.

The man didn't notice his expression, he grabbed the two handles of the wheelchair and pushed him onto the driveway.

Jiang Biegu didn't come back to his senses until the man parked the car and got off and walked past him.

This is the driveway, and there are cars coming or driving away at any time, Jiang Biegu felt that he was a bit of a nuisance to others here, and wanted to leave, but when he tried to roll the wheelchair with both hands, he felt a sharp pain in his left arm. Remembering that his left hand hadn't healed, he couldn't even roll his wheelchair.

Fault Tolerance ran back at this time, and when he saw Jiang Biegu in the driveway, he frowned slightly:

"Why are you here?"

Jiang Biegu didn't speak, and Fault Tolerance looked at the previous parking space. There was a car parked in the parking space. The owner must have pushed Jiang Biegu out, but this is not the only place in the entire parking lot that has a space, even if there is no space to push When you come out, you have to push it to the side of the road to ensure safety, so what is it to push it directly in the middle of the lane?

Even if Fault Tolerance didn't see it with his own eyes, it's not hard to imagine how Jiang Biegu felt when he found himself in the way of others and was pushed out.

He didn't understand, he didn't understand why he was bullied one after another despite being such a gentle person?

The more fault-tolerant thought about it, the more angry he became, he was angry with himself and that person, he was so angry that he couldn't bear it, and when he got up, he looked around and wanted to call for someone to let the owner of the car come back, but Jiang Biegu grabbed his arm:

"Let's go."

This kind of Jiang Biegu made people feel distressed. Tolerance wanted to say something, but he swallowed back the words that came to his lips. What happened has already happened, and saying anything else would only make Jiang Biegu hurt more, so he obeyed, nodded, Said to Jiang Biegu:

"Okay, let's go home."

Maybe it was because he cared too much about Jiang Biegu's emotions, so the always sensitive Fault Tolerance didn't notice that someone was staring at them from behind a car not far away.