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Be open and honest, and take care of each other with all your heart.

"My mother brought me and my brother to remarry to Zhenyuan.

Later, the stepfather was an old bachelor, greedy and lazy, and lived in poverty.After we went there, he always felt that he had made a loss-making business and had to raise two sons for others, and his anger became more and more uncomfortable, and it didn't take long for him to use his brain.

One year he heard that someone offered a reward for finding a little boy and sending him to the palace to be a little eunuch.If we send the two of us there, not only can we send out the oil bottles, but we can also earn a lot of money.This is simply a great and beautiful thing, why not do it, and find an opportunity to take our two brothers away behind my mother's back.

Later, my mother found out, but it was a pity that we were one step too late. By the time we rushed over, our brothers had already been cut.We were rushed home by our mother crying. The pain was so painful that we developed high fever one after another. In the end, the elder brother didn't survive and died three days later.Since then, my mother has been crazy, and kept nagging my brother to give him a dream, saying that he would come back for revenge.The stepfather was very frightened when he heard this, so he invited a big fairy to come to the house to practice.

The master said that after the death of the eldest brother, he has become a terrible ghost, and the boys in the family will aggravate his jealousy and resentment, and harm his family.The only way to solve it is that from now on, the family can no longer raise boys, and if there are boys, they must be raised as girls, so as to balance yin and yang, resolve resentment, and solve disasters for adults.

In fact, my mother was pretending to be crazy, and what the great immortal said was all nonsense, and my mother spent money to beg him to say so.My mother was frightened, she was in pain and frightened, she had suffered too much, she knew that she would not be able to escape the fate of being homeless if she took me away, and she was afraid that my stepfather would beat me up if she stayed idea.I came up with such a lame idea when I was in a hurry, but I didn't expect that the cheap father actually believed it because of his guilty conscience.

My mother didn't know how to deal with the fact that I had lost my life. She was afraid that others would find out. She wanted me to pretend to be a girl for a few years. When I got older, I couldn't be that little eunuch anymore. Protect yourself before making plans.But for so many years, I have lived without a man or a woman, and I am used to this appearance.

I'm glad to hear you're taking me away.But when I think of me like this, I feel scared again.I'm afraid you won't take me away after you know my situation.Girls are lonely and pitiful, but boys are different. Boys can survive no matter what.And a monster like me who is neither male nor female may not even be qualified to live.But, I really want to follow you guys, no one has ever taken me seriously when I grow up...

I'm sorry, Brother Immortal, Uncle Pei...

Sorry for deceiving you, hehe, are you disgusted after hearing this?

I also feel disgusted…”

Cheng Xiaojiu's voice became lower and lower, trembling more and more.Feng Chun thought he would cry, but in the end he didn't shed a single tear. What was on his immature face was not so much the calmness pretending to be strong, but the desolation of nothing greater than death.

Cheng Xiaojiu was devastated by fate to the point of numbness, and a bloody gap was torn open in Feng Chun's soft and sensitive heart. He seemed to see the dirty and despicable self struggling in the mud back then.

"Have a drink, don't talk about yourself like that!"

With a dignified expression, he sipped his drink and gestured at Cheng,

"No one can say that about you, let alone yourself!"

Cheng Xiaozhuo didn't look up, just stared at his fingers coldly, and suddenly vented,

"It's easy to say, no one understands, how can you such a high-ranking person understand?! Don't you think that I am humble and pitiful in your heart..."

With a pale face, Feng Chun shook his head again and again,

"I understand, have a drink, Brother Immortal understands!"

Clenched hands into fists, beating hard on his heart,

"You know, my brother used to..."

Pei Minzhi's face darkened, and he suddenly grabbed Feng Chun's hand to stop him from continuing.

Feng Chun pursed his bloodless lips, and the overwhelming sadness in his eyes was neutralized by Pei Minzhi's silent pity.He didn't draw any more, but stretched out his hand to untie the snow-white bedclothes, and turned slightly.

The moment he turned around, the long-lost solitude and determination that surged rapidly in his amber eyes also disappeared in the shadows.

He exposed his bare shoulders in front of Cheng Xiaojiu.

It was too late to stop, Pei Minzhi stood on the spot with limp hands and feet, his eyes were instantly clouded with mist.

On Feng Chun's skin that should have been delicate and clean, there were numerous hideous scars, and those scars criss-crossed and criss-crossed around the two huge tattoos like stars and moons.

"Male whore."

The sobs that Cheng Xiaozhuo desperately held back were replaced by exclamations, and he tightly covered his mouth.

Pei Minzhi desperately went up to pull Feng Chun into his arms, pulled up his clothes without any explanation, and wrapped him tightly.His arms were trembling from the excessive force.

Feng Chun put his head in the son's arms and buried it for a long time.

Even time seemed unable to bear to disturb the silence in this room.

The three of them were silent with each other's thoughts, and after an unknown amount of time, Feng Chun finally gave a gentle arch as if comforting someone, and turned to face Cheng Xiaojiu again.

"Xiaojiu, do you think I'm disgusting now? Are you still willing to follow me?"

Cheng Xiaozhuo shook his head and nodded in bewilderment, the astonishment in his eyes still lingering.

"Walking around in a troubled world, it is inevitable that we will encounter disgusting things and disgusting people. We can't help ourselves. But remember, if you want to live, you should live in a dignified way, and don't despise yourself."

"Brother fairy..."

Tears finally cut through Xiaozhuo's face, which was desolate and desolate beyond his age.

"sorry!"

"You don't have to say sorry, my brother promised to take you away. I shouldn't have kept anything about me from you. If you want to know, I will tell you everything slowly. Let's take it easy, okay? ?”

"I see, I'm just afraid that you will dislike me..."

Unexpectedly, Feng Chun, who had regained a little tenderness on his face, and Feng Chun, who was always good-tempered, made a merciless gesture.

"It's quite disgusting."

"..."

Cheng Xiaozhuo blinked, and tears fell again in strings. Before the heart-wrenching emotions flooded out of sadness, he saw Feng Chun's fingertips dancing in front of his eyes again.

"I despise you for crying like this, and you are not a lonely girl who is pitiful and painful, so don't be like this in the future.

I still hate it when you call me that.It's not a girl who is lonely and pitiful and painful. Don't be called the fairy brother, the fairy brother, so tired of being called so crooked. "

"Ah! In the future? You promised to take me with you?"

"Wait, wait, there is still one head of the family who has not let go."

Pei Minzhi hurriedly grabbed Cheng Xiaozhuo's shoulders,

"I also find it disgusting to hear you say that. Xiaozhuo, why do you call Xiaochun brother and me uncle? You call me old. Since you want to change it, you can change it together."

"..."

Cheng Xiaozhuo was completely dazed, tears froze on his face, he didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"What are you doing in a daze, Brother Chun'er, Brother Pei, or Eldest Brother, Second Brother, you choose!"

"I, I don't know which one to call..."

"Okay, I'm the elder brother anyway, think about it slowly on the way. From now on, you will have two elder brothers to protect you, so don't be afraid of anything!"

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