tired spring return

Because of fate, harmony is born.

Pei Minzhi solemnly flattened the thick letter paper, and approached the half-burned candle, his face was covered by the extinguished fire, and his body was covered with warm light.

He was about to speak, but when he raised his eyes, he saw Feng Chun standing alone outside the halo.He stood there with a slightly stiff posture, surrounded by darkness, only one face was astonishingly white, and even the long and narrow shadow dancing with the candlelight behind him seemed more alive than himself.

Pei Minzhi let out a breath, approached Feng Chun, hugged him to sit on the wooden box, and patted the top of his soft hair like a child.

"The letter is quite long, sit down and listen."

Feng Chun grabbed his arm before he let go of his slender waist.

Feng Chun moved to the side and pulled Pei Minzhi to his side.

"Young master, come with me."

Pei Minzhi responded to his request, sat down with a smile, stretched out an arm around his shoulder, let the two bodies squeeze tightly together, then lowered his head very naturally and affectionately to touch his cold cheek.

"It's just a letter, why are you so nervous? No matter what you face in the future, you will be with you, don't be afraid."

"Well, I'm not afraid, I just feel that Uncle Chen seems to be hiding something from me. I know there is a young master here, so there is nothing to worry about. Young master read it to me."

"My virtuous nephew, Feng Chun, see the words as if they were face to face.

You can read this letter, which proves that you have lived up to Uncle Chen's entrustment, kept your promise, and have successfully found this so-called medicinal herb warehouse.

I believe you have already noticed that there are many other things in the stone room besides medicinal materials. These are all the possessions I have accumulated in my life.These are all left to you by Uncle Chen.

Uncle Chen understands who you are, and knows that you are definitely not willing to accept gifts from others for nothing, and you even have the will to die, and you are not afraid to dedicate yourself to this rampant plague..."

Pei Minzhi's breath was slightly stagnant after reading this, and he paused.

Feng Chun didn't dare to turn his head to look at his expression, and didn't try to explain anything under cover. He just felt that the serious gaze that fell directly on his face made people feel sad.

I don't know how long it took, the calm and gentle voice accompanied by a faint echo finally slowly filled Feng Chun's left ear again.

"And I, who is dying from a terminal illness, do not have the confidence and energy to persuade you. Therefore, when faced with your funeral entrustment that day, I deliberately concealed other things. Please entrust all your unfeeling feelings in this letter.

Uncle Chen knows that you are pure in nature, hard-working, and always have a compassionate heart. He is very relieved to entrust all the things behind him to you, and asks you to fulfill the last wish and entrustment of me, a lonely old man.

Nephew Feng Chunxian, please forgive Uncle Chen for his self-assertion.Uncle Chen does not want to force you, and respects your final choice. He only hopes that you can make a final decision after reading this letter patiently.

My surname is Chen Mingwang. I was originally a poor boy born in the mountains. I married a wife and had children at a young age.But in my bones, I was restless in the room, and I devoted myself to entering the world and wandering the rivers and lakes.In the end, regardless of dissuasion, he resolutely left his wife and two young children and traveled far away from home, and became a wandering doctor.After that, I was obsessed with the great world outside, and I left home for many years without returning. When I regretted it and turned around, my home was gone.

There was a famine in the village, and life at home was unsustainable. The first wife had to leave the village with her two young sons to escape, and she has never been seen since.I returned with a full load, but lost the most important person, and finally repented and collapsed, knowing that I had made a big mistake, but it was already too late!

Since then, I have traveled all over the country, looking for traces of their mother and son, but there has been no progress.I was doing my best to treat diseases and save people, but no matter how many lives I saved, no amount of merit accumulated could fill the void in my heart, nor could it change the bad luck they suffered because of me.I don't care about the lives of my loved ones, but I want to be a chivalrous doctor who can help the world, what a great irony!

Sometimes people seem to have lofty aspirations and take saving the common people in the world as their own responsibility, but they are actually bewitched by the ever-expanding vanity and corruption, and lose their sense of self and normality.How can we talk about saving the common people when even the most important people around us are abandoned?

I would rather give up the false name of a medical hero, and use one to change the life of a family of young and old.Unfortunately, not all misses have the opportunity to make up.

The cycle of karma and retribution is not good. Now I am alone, regretting for the rest of my life, and I am about to die in a foreign land.I no longer have the strength to bring them back and make up for their miserable lives.

I had already resigned to my fate, but unexpectedly I met you at the end of my life.I have been wandering outside for a long time, and I know you are a person with a story at first glance.You are beautiful, young and smart, and you have a bodhisattva heart, but the melancholy in your eyes is exactly the same as me back then.Obviously full of kindness to everyone, but paranoid and forced himself to die.

I fell in love with you at first sight. Sometimes I feel that you are very much like me when I was young, and sometimes I can't help but treat him as my own son.

The more fancy you are, the more painful and entangled.It's like grabbing the last straw, on the one hand, I wish I could hold you together forever, and on the other hand, I wish I could push you so that you don't make the same mistakes as me, going further and further on this road of no return.

You never told me about your experience, and I don't know if my lessons of blood and tears apply to you.But I can see affection and care in your eyes.I just hope that you will take me as a warning, don't abandon the basics, be stubborn, abandon yourself and destroy the person who loves you deeply.

It is better to take pity on the people in front of you than to be full of mountains and rivers and empty thoughts.

Xiao Chun'er, the above are all the words from the heart of Uncle Chen, don't think twice.If you figure it out, then take what I left you and head back to your hometown as soon as possible, forget it and fulfill Uncle Chen's last wish!

In the vast world, fate is very mysterious. If you are lucky enough to know the whereabouts of your daughter Chen Xiaomiao and dog Chen Xiaogen in the future, Wan Wang will tell them the regret of being a father and take care of them on your behalf. "

Chen Xiaomiao, Chen Xiaogen...!

The long letter has been successfully read to the end, but the reader suddenly silenced at the last moment.

The author says:

After a long time, you may not remember clearly, Chen Xiaogen is the former name of Chen Nian'an, a book boy adopted by Pei Minzhi~