tired spring return

After some cold, the plum blossoms are fragrant.

Although it took some hours and took a lot of effort, he finally passed Ren Yifeng's test properly, and Feng Chun's exquisite eyebrows stretched out from the misty dawn.

The wooden door was opened lightly, and the clothes were fragrant, and he sat lightly on the edge of the bed.

Cheng Xiaozhuo lay upright on the bed, motionless.The dirt on his body has been carefully wiped clean, and his clothes have already been changed, and he is clean and tidy.

But the child must have had a fever at night, his hair was wet with sweat and then air-dried, and fell on the bed stiffly along his small cheeks, but the exposed forehead under the gauze was still dripping with sweat.Pale complexion, and dry and peeling lips... There are traces of injuries everywhere.He didn't sleep well.

Feng Chun raised his hand to help him wipe the sweat from his forehead.

Cheng Xiaozhuo's eyes were tightly closed, but his eyelashes trembled after Feng Chun's movements.

Feng Chun grabbed his hand hidden under the quilt and held it tightly until Cheng Xiaojiu was finally willing to open his eyes.

"Xiaojiu, I know you've woken up a long time ago. Why, you don't even want to see me?"

Cheng Xiaozhuo stared at his gesticulating fingers, but didn't speak.The big round eyes were not as bright as before, and looked extraordinarily indifferent and lifeless.

"If you don't want to speak, don't say it, brother is here to accompany you."

"What about the rest?"

Cheng Xiaozhuo still couldn't bear to embarrass Feng Chun, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, and because he had no strength, his voice was even more light.

Feng Chun had no choice but to bring his left ear closer,

"Your Brother Pei took Nian'an to visit the elders in the village early in the morning. Only Ren Yifeng and Ren Daxia are at home. Have a drink, you are hungry, brother will get you some food."

"elder brother……"

Cheng Xiaozhuo hastily held Feng Chun's hand that was about to leave, just saying this word, tears welled up in his eyes.

There was no sign of the tears, they fell fiercely and urgently, no one had time to wipe them off, they hit the skirt of the clothes and the quilt.

He struggled to prop up his swaying body from the bed, staggering, as if he was trying to hold him back, but more like he was longing for a shelter.

Feng Chun quickly hugged him into his arms and stroked his back, as if saying:

"It's all right, brother is here, it's all over. Don't worry, Nian An and Ren Daxia arrived in time and did not let the horse thief succeed. Now we have arrived home, it's all over..."

Cheng Xiaozhuo clings to Feng Chun desperately, pulling out the messy folds of the cloth on his back.He put his chin on Feng Chun's shoulder, his body was trembling, his voice was hoarse, and he cried bitterly, tears streaming down his face.

"All seen, all seen..."

Feng Chun finally heard the words he murmured intermittently, and his heart ached to the extreme.Because he couldn't make a sound, and couldn't bear to break away from Cheng Xiaojiu, who was on the verge of collapse, fortunately, he let him hold on tightly, and wept to his heart's content.

"Brother, did I do something wrong in my previous life, and will everything I want be destroyed by God in the end?

I wanted to be an upright man, but my body was destroyed since I was a child, and I became a freak who was neither human nor ghost nor ghost.I wanted a home, but in the end I watched my family die one by one in front of me, and I saw them all die, but I was the only one who was still alive.Ahhh!Why am I still alive! ?

Then I didn't dare to think about anything, just live.

It's okay to just live, right?

But, but you tell me, I can have a home again, and everything can start from scratch...

Because you said it, how could it be wrong?

So I finally plucked up the courage to change back into men's clothes... So I smiled on my lips, Brother Pei became more and more nervous as he got closer to home, but I was also nervous in my heart.I was so nervous that my heart was beating drums all the way, and it was so lively that it was like an accompaniment.

Maybe he was too complacent, but he was beaten back to his original shape.In front of my little brother... the most unbearable and ugly side was stripped away!

Brother, I feel like my self-esteem was also torn apart. Although it's worthless, my heart hurts so much!

Brother, I hate it so much!I hate those horse thieves!I hate this world, and I hate the blind God even more...

Brother, I want to start over...

Brother, Brother Xiaochuner, what should I do? "

A gust of wind blew by, and there was a wet coolness on the face, which was the coldness left by the tears. Feng Chun realized that he was also crying at some point.

There should be no wind in a room with patients, Feng Chun looked back through his hazy eyes.The door opened, Pei Minzhi and Chen Nian stood quietly at the door, looking at Cheng Xiaojiu who was crying in the room, their eyes were also full of sadness.

Feng Chun shook his head calmly at them.

Pei Minzhi embraced Chen Nian'an and helped them close the door again.

Chen Xiaozhuo hadn't recovered from his injury, so he couldn't hold on after crying hard for a while.

The tense body choked and fell limp, Feng Chun quickly helped him to lie down on the bed again, wiped away the tears covering his face, and poured another glass of warm water for him.

"Have a drink, good boy, don't cry.

It's my brother who didn't protect you well, I'm sorry...

If you don't know how to feel better, just blame your brother.It's my brother's fault, my brother shouldn't have said that kind of thing, my brother shouldn't have put you in danger alone.So you're still willing to give me a chance to make it up, right? "

Cheng Xiaozhuo tried his best to open his red and swollen eyes, looking pitiful and helpless,

"Brother Xiaochuner, it's not your fault, don't say that..."

"Okay, I don't say that. But your crying posture is really a bit of a man."

Feng Chun smiled and continued to gesture to him,

"Listen to my brother, in fact, things are not as bad as you think.

You were lucky to be rescued in time at the moment of crisis.The horse thief failed, and he was severely taught by Ren Daxia. It is estimated that he will not be able to do evil again in this life.Although you have suffered some hardships, you can be regarded as indirectly eliminating harm for the people, which can be regarded as a meritorious deed.

As for Nian An accidentally seeing your face, it's quite sad, but I don't think it's a bad thing at all.

You've decided to be honest with him, haven't you?

Since it is a matter of time, the more it is delayed, the more hidden dangers will become, and the more difficult it will be to speak.Procrastination is sometimes just an excuse to escape, and it will only increase the pain.I think you might as well look at this ordeal as an opportunity to be honest with yourself.Although it is difficult, my brother knows it is difficult.However, as long as you think about it, let go, and cross this hurdle, there will be nothing to be afraid of in the future.

If you survive the most difficult and coldest period of time, you will be able to overcome all hardships, and you will be able to enjoy the spring of a dead tree.

Take a drink, no matter what you have experienced for so many years, my brother firmly believes in this sentence.Now, I will teach you this sentence, you believe me, you must remember it well.

At night, Nian'an has been taking care of you every step of the way, he cares about you very much.

If you don't want Brother An to underestimate you, get well as soon as possible! "