tired spring return

There is no danger in the years, and the future can still be expected.

Pei Minzhi pulled Cheng Xiaozhuo to a pile of colorful ready-made clothes.Those clothes have bright colors and quite novel patterns and styles, but they are all men's gowns without exception.

Pei Minzhi brushed those silky and delicate fabrics one by one with his fingers unintentionally, and continued to say to Cheng Xiaozhuo earnestly:

"Xiaojiu, big brother is someone who has experienced it, how can he not understand your difficulties? I can understand your struggles, fears, and involuntary feelings.

But have you ever thought about it, the situation is different now! "

Pei Minzhi suddenly turned to Cheng Xiaozhuo, his eyes were firm and sharp, and he also did not allow him to dodge or escape at all.

Cheng Xiaozhuo's heart trembled, no matter how much he resisted this topic, he couldn't help but be led by the dignified gaze and the deep voice to face it obediently.

"The Zhujiazhuang we are going to is thousands of miles away from Zhenyuan City. No one knows you there, and no one knows your past. As long as you want, you can take it as a new beginning and let everything go back Right on track, start all over again.

Have a drink, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for you, don't miss it!As long as you grasp it, you can completely be your true self again! "

The deep voice was a little unstable at the end.The excessively fast speech with a sharp or rough hoarseness still revealed Pei Minzhi's sincerity and worry.

Cheng Xiaojiu took the opportunity to escape from his control and looked away.He lowered his round eyes and stared at the fabric under his hands without saying a word, as if he was silently confronting him, and also seemed to be caught in some kind of thinking.

After a while, Pei Minzhi heard him speak again,

"Brother, I understand what you mean. But even if I go back to being a boy and try to be a boy, what can I change?

You know, since that knife, I will never be a normal man again!No matter how hard you struggle, you can't, and you will never be able to..."

Cheng Xiaojiu longed to shout loudly, longed to vent in front of those who cared about him, but the figures coming and going in the shop made him desperately suppress himself.He almost gritted his teeth, shook his shoulders, squeezed out these words out of breath, and personally tore open the hidden wound involving self-esteem, hurting himself and stinging others.

"Xiaojiu, I know it's hard to accept all this, but the fact can't be changed! What you have to learn is to accept, accept your own bad luck, accept your own incompleteness, instead of indulging in pretending to escape.

The pretense will be exposed one day, and the escape will eventually come to an end.

And you, how long have you been pretending?How long have you escaped?It's been ten years, it's been too long.Brother is worried that one day all the hypocritical peace will be broken, and we dare not imagine what kind of situation a greater blow and injury will put you in...

So this time, you Xiaochun brother and I hope you will be brave.You must be brave too!

You think about it, and when you think about it, go pick out a new dress.Whether it's a long gown for men or a skirt for women, use it to tell us your choice, okay?

I'll help you pick out a new dress for brother Xiao Chun'er, take your time and don't worry.No matter what, the brothers will never let you go. "

Watching Pei Minzhi walk away with his slightly lame right foot, Cheng Xiaozhuo couldn't recall how he responded to him in the end.

His back was against the cold wall, but his insides gradually turned hot, and his thoughts became clearer under the collision of the two heavens of ice and fire.Opportunity is at hand,

Shyness and fear and years of low self-esteem are deeply rooted in the bone marrow.

Every bit of struggle and change seemed to tear his flesh apart, leaving him bleeding and in a mess.

But what he wants to be reborn must be exchanged with this kind of pain. How should he choose?

Seeing that Pei Minzhi had finished the conversation and was walking towards him, Feng Chun met Gu Panshenghui's passionate eyes without hesitation.The rows of rolls of cloth behind him laid out a gorgeous and colorful background color, which made his almost cold white complexion so moist and shiny, so vivid.

"My lord, how's the talk going?"

"Why, Xiaochun'er doesn't believe me?"

Pei Minzhi could hardly bear to rub him into his arms, but because of the gazes around him, he could only swallow his tenderness alone,

"Naturally, I believe in Young Master. However, I believe in Xiaojiu even more, and I believe that he will not let us down."

"Well, let's go and pick out a new dress."

Feng Chun stopped catching Pei Minzhi, and looked up at him in surprise,

"Do you really want to buy it? Didn't we come here to let Xiaojiu untie his knot?"

"I've come here, how can I return empty-handed? Besides, I'm going to bring my husband back to my home in fine clothes!"

Pei Minzhi smiled and took Feng Chun's hand, leading him to choose among rows of ready-made clothes.There were people coming and going in the shop, and under the cover of their wide cuffs, they held each other's hands tightly and recklessly.

Feng Chun and Pei Minzhi changed their outfits in a short while.

Feng Chun chose a snow-white gown with straight breasts, which drapes very well, and a wide belt with a moon-white auspicious cloud pattern around his waist.The snow-white clothes, the snow-white skin set off the beautiful hair even more, black and smooth, like satin.

Pei Minzhi's robe was exactly the same as Feng Chun's in terms of material and cut, except that the color was a slightly darker indigo blue.I saw that the collar and cuffs of the hanging robes were all embroidered with silver silk and flowing moiré piping.A blue brocade belt with auspicious clouds and wide borders was tied around his waist, perfectly outlining his slender figure, with a calm demeanor.

The two stood in the middle of the shop in a graceful manner, and at the moment when everyone around them looked sideways, Cheng Xiaozhuo also changed his clothes and came out from the inside.

He untied the braids on his head, tied a high ponytail, and wore a dark red slim gown with black borders.The whole person has red lips and white teeth, tall and straight, full of heroism and vitality of a young man.

Now, even the shopkeeper who was busy doing business on the side couldn't help but exclaim in admiration,

"What a handsome young master! This girl is already very majestic, but she looks even more heroic in men's clothes. She is really wonderful, wonderful!"

Pei Minzhi was in a good mood, and threw the silver tael into the shopkeeper's arms, raised her eyebrows and said with a smile,

"Who said we are a girl's family? We are just boys. Before, we were just men disguised as women, and we just dressed for fun."

"Hey, I really don't understand you young people! It doesn't matter if you're a man disguised as a woman or a woman disguised as a man, anyway, you can't go wrong with being handsome! It's really good to wear my clothes on you!"

Cheng Xiaozhuo stood there with his hands tied, and cast an embarrassed look at Feng Chun.

Feng Chun stopped his gratifying gaze, and gestured to him with sparkling eyes,

"It's really pretty! It suits you very well."

Cheng Xiaojiu's eyes turned red all of a sudden.

"If you feel uncomfortable here, just stand behind me and my brother will take you out, and let your brother Pei handle the rest."

Feng Chun used his body to shield him from the amazed or amazed eyes in the shop, took Cheng Xiaojiu's hand, and walked out of the shop quickly.

There is a cool breeze blowing on the long street, and most people come and go in a hurry.Feng Chun didn't let go of Cheng Xiaojiu's hand, and Cheng Xiaojiu gradually calmed down his panic with this reassuring force.

The author says:

Today I arranged couple outfits for the two of them, hehe