If the love is not you

Ye Yuhao stopped talking, lit another cigarette, and smoked quietly.

"Just be quiet for a while." Jiang Yixiao didn't ask any further questions, patted Ye Yuhao on the shoulder, and stood up.

Although Li An's departure and Ye Yuhao's depression made Jiang Yixiao feel very uncomfortable, but he could only digest it silently, but it seemed that he could only do it by himself.

If --41

Ye Yuhao finally lay down on the bed with a tired face. He kicked out everyone else in the dormitory, and he won't be coming back tonight.

I felt a crushing emptiness in my heart, as if my whole heart had been hollowed out, leaving only a shell.People always remember when they are lonely.

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He and Li An can be regarded as bamboo horses.From kindergarten when he didn't know anything to the moment before he left today.For such a long period of time, the two have never been separated for a long time.

He is reckless, but Li An is always so calm and smart.It seems that the two personalities are irrelevant, but they complement each other in a wonderful way.

Whether it is elementary school or junior high school, they are all in the same school. Even if they are not in the same class, they will stick together every time after class or after school.

At that time, no one dared to bully the two of them, because the combination of him and Li An was perfect, he used force, and Li An used brain power, the combination of the two was invincible.Of course, Jiang Yixiao joined them in junior high school and gradually became their leader, but this did not affect the relationship between the two of them at all, and their relationship was even deeper than the relationship with Jiang Yixiao.

They stick together all the time, even more inseparable than the couples around them.Sometimes when they sat down to eat or chat with Jiang Yixiao, Jiang Yixiao looked like an outsider, but fortunately Jiang Yixiao didn't mind, and would tease them from time to time.

Some of the girls in the class always told them that you two should be together and forget about it, but he and Li An just smiled and passed.

Until one day he made a girlfriend.When he took the girl's hand and introduced her to Li An, Li An was silent, his face became very ugly, and he turned and left without saying a word.

After that, Ye Yuhao found that Li An had been avoiding him. Even if he talked to Li An, Li An would be silent or absent-minded. Most of the time, Li An would run away like an electric shock when he saw him, which made him feel very uncomfortable. baffling.

After this kind of life lasted for a while, he finally couldn't bear it anymore. When Li An saw him and wanted to run away again, he ignored Li An's violent struggle, pressed him against the wall, and asked him loudly why he did this .

"I like you."

Li An suddenly looked up at him, his expression was as calm as ever, and his tone didn't fluctuate in the slightest.

He just stood there in a daze, but Li An broke free from him and ran away while he was in a daze.And he found that he couldn't even catch up and ask the truth of that sentence just now.

Unexpectedly, they played together again the next day, as if they had discussed it, tacitly did not mention what happened the day before, as if nothing had happened.

Until a few days before junior high school graduation, Li An confessed to him again, and he asked Li An many times if he was serious or just joking.But Li An looked at him with firm eyes every time, and gave an affirmative answer.

He panicked, really panicked.He rejected Li An on the grounds that he and Li An were both men, but Li An looked like he had expected it a long time ago.

Li An's grades are good, and his family background is also very good. He shouldn't have gone to this school at all, but he wants to go to the same school as him.

In high school, they and Jiang Yixiao were still together, so they got ahead step by step.In fact, Li An didn't mention it during this time, he almost forgot that Li An said he liked him.

And at noon today, Li An said the phrase "I like you" again.He was rejected once again, mercilessly.In his heart, how can two men fall in love together? It's absolutely impossible.

At that time, Li An's eye circles were red, and then tears fell. It was the first time he saw Li An lose his composure.He subconsciously wanted to wipe his tears, but Li An shook his hand away.

"I'm leaving, and my parents are going to force me to transfer schools this time." Li An didn't wipe the tears on his face, but turned around: "Maybe we can't see each other again."

Without even saying goodbye, Li An simply packed up his things and left.He was still there.

Looking at Li An's leaving back, he couldn't say any words to hold back, like a thorn stuck in his throat, he couldn't spit it out or swallow it.

If --42

Now that I think about it, I actually don't know what kind of feelings I have for Li An, maybe it will be that kind of liking?

Ye Yuhao lay quietly on the bed, motionless like a lifeless corpse, lifeless.

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It's Friday again.

Ning Xianzhi returned home, but found that the door was locked, and opened the door with a key, but there was no one inside.

Ning Xianzhi felt something was wrong, usually at this time Ning Qinzhi would prepare a table full of dishes for him to come back, but now no one is here.Ning Xianzhi picked up the phone and called Ning Qinzhi, but it was turned off.

bad feeling.

Ning Xianzhi rushed out immediately, and ran to the company where Ning Qinzhi was working, only to learn that Ning Qinzhi hadn't come to work all day today.

Ning Xianzhi's breathing became heavy, and with slightly trembling fingers, he took out his mobile phone and called someone.

"Hello? Xiaoxian, what's the matter?" There was a very gentle middle-aged woman's voice on the other side of the phone.

"Sister is missing." Ning Xianzhi's voice was also trembling.

"What? When did it happen?" The other side obviously became anxious.

"It should be one day. She didn't go to work today."

"Okay, I see, I'll go and tell Youfan to look for it." The other side hung up the phone in a hurry after learning about the situation.

That woman was Ning Xianzhi's mother. When Ning Xianzhi was very young, her father passed away. Later, her mother remarried and married a businessman named Liao Youfan.Mom moved in to live with Liao Youfan, while Ning Xianzhi and Ning Qinzhi decided to keep their original home and not move in. No matter what mother said, it was useless.

It took 48 hours for the police station to file a case. Ning Xianzhi searched everywhere like crazy, all the places where Ning Qinzhi might appear, but found nothing.

Ning Xianzhi himself forgot how he stumbled home, the empty room was lifeless.It was past 10 o'clock, and it was already dark. Ning Xianzhi curled up on the sofa, thinking through all the possibilities, even... the worst outcome.

The pain in his stomach suddenly hit, and Ning Xianzhi remembered that he hadn't eaten dinner yet, but he didn't have the strength or the desire to take care of his stomach.The severe pain became more and more intense, and cold sweat fell drop by drop.

At this time, Ning Xianzhi felt the phone in his pocket vibrate, took it out and saw that it was Jiang Yixiao calling.Picked up with almost no hesitation.

"Hello." Jiang Yixiao's familiar voice.

"Hello?" Hearing Jiang Yixiao's voice, he didn't know what happened, but felt his cheeks wet for a while, and his palms were full of tears when he touched it.

"Are you okay? Why does your voice sound weird?" Jiang Yixiao keenly noticed that Ning Xianzhi's voice was too hoarse.

"……"silence.

"What happened? Why didn't you speak?" Jiang Yixiao was a little anxious.

"My sister is missing." Ning Xianzhi's voice was choked with sobs when he said these words.

There was silence for a while, and then Jiang Yixiao's voice came: "Are you at home? I'll go over right away."

The pain in the stomach continued, Ning Xianzhi covered his stomach with a pale face, his hair was wet with cold sweat, and his lips were almost bleeding from biting.

After nearly 20 minutes, the doorbell rang.It took Ning Xianzhi a lot of effort to get up from the sofa to open the door, but as soon as he opened the door, he was hugged tightly by a person.Ning Xianzhi didn't push it away this time, and even held Jiang Yixiao's clothes tightly.

But Jiang Yixiao still felt that something was wrong with Ning Xianzhi, let go of Ning Xianzhi, let him sit on the sofa, and found that his body was still trembling slightly, and he was sweating profusely.

"It's okay, my stomach hurts, it's just an old problem." Sensing Jiang Yixiao's doubts, Ning Xianzhi tried his best to make his voice less painful.

Jiang Yixiao frowned, because Ning Xianzhi insisted on refusing to go to the hospital, so Jiang Yixiao had to follow Ning Xianzhi's instructions to find stomach medicine for Ning Xianzhi to take.Thinking that the shops outside might be closed, Jiang Yixiao went into the kitchen and cooked a few simple dishes for Ning Xianzhi.Although he didn't have any appetite at all, Ning Xianzhi forced himself to eat it, and he felt much better after eating.

If --43

Later, Ning Xianzhi went into the bathroom to take a shower and felt much more comfortable. After all, his clothes were soaked in cold sweat just now.

Afterwards, Ning Xianzhi sat on the sofa and said he would wait for the news, but refused to go to sleep, so Jiang Yixiao had no choice but to follow him and sit beside him to wait.In the middle of the night, Ning Xianzhi still fell asleep, probably because of physical and mental exhaustion.

Jiang Yixiao shook his head helplessly, carried him back to the bedroom and put him on the bed, covered him with the quilt, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and went out to the living room to continue waiting for him.

The night passed without any news.

In the morning, Ning Xianzhi woke up, patted his painful head, and got out of bed.When I walked out of the bedroom, I could smell the aroma of food.Arriving at the dining room along the scent, Jiang Yixiao had already neatly placed the freshly made hot breakfast on the dining table, seeing Ning