love rival is medicine

Such an important ring, if it is a movie or a novel, must be found by the protagonist, but she is not the protagonist, and this is not a novel, she spent two days and three nights in the river looking for it, and in the end it was Si Shui's second sister who helped her find it. of.

What was once abandoned like a shoestring has now become her most important treasure. She doesn't want to use the slightly ridiculous word "true fragrance", but she wants to use "sarcasm" to mock her for insulting Buxiu for so many lives. He admits that he loves her deeply, but he never thought that just being influenced by the uncultivated spiritual body, she would avoid Xiao Ran like a snake and scorpion, so how could he hate and loathe her if he didn't cultivate?

Xiao Ranran's skin rejection... is actually rejecting her?

Buxiu's aversion to her went deep into his soul, but he was forcibly mirrored into Xiao Ranran's body, suppressed by her spirit body, and forced to like the person he hated the most. Buxiu's mirror image could not resist, so he could only force himself out of the skin to reject him Anorexia, like someone who is forced to eat, ends up with anorexia.

But even with "anorexia", Buxiu still couldn't escape the fate of being controlled by spirit bodies and black energy.

Buxiu disgusted her while yearning to touch her, the entanglement, despair and pain involved... She couldn't imagine it at all.

Too much torture and too much pain, so thinking of all the non-cultivation is the only way to go so resolutely?

For Buxiu, it wasn't annihilation, it was... relief.

How ironic, the disintegration of Buxiu, which she can't accept the most, is actually a relief for Buxiu? !

——If you don’t repair... should I... be happy for you?

— But who... really likes death?

She put on the ring and held it tightly to her heart, without stopping for a moment, turned around and went back to that morning under the warm winter sun, she was leaning against the bedside, her faint voice was like a mist in the valley.

【Ma Ye attacked me, and Xiao Ranran rescued me. 】

Day after day, year after year, she kept going back and forth in time, as if she was still alive without repairing, just within reach of her.

She regretted countless times, and stood in front of Buxiu countless times with tears streaming down her face. Why couldn't she look at Buxiu from a distance like now?Just looking at it like this is already very happy, isn't it?Why do you have to get it?

Buxiu couldn't see her, and following the trajectory of history, he kept passing through her phantom, bringing up bits of stardust like her teardrops, crystal clear and sad.

Buxiu continued to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner, drank light Zhuyeqing, and watched the clouds and birds.

Buxiu continued to accompany grandma, went to Xiao's house, went to the countryside, went to the office building, went to the third sister's house, and finally went to the riverside in Haicheng.

After following it for a long time and repeating it a lot, she could know what the next move would be without cultivating even with her eyes closed.

Buxiu is... peaceful, since he woke up from the hospital bed, he has been peaceful all the time.

Buxiu has been redeemed, no more guilt and self-blame, no more regret and pain, and even no more...you can't get what you want, never really loved, how can you still love the devil who hurt you after thinking about everything?

Not cultivating this short life has canceled out the countless previous lives, neither loving her nor hating her.

Facing the third sister who plotted against him, Buxiu can thank her frankly, but facing her, Buxiu is just a passerby.

She remembered the words that Buxiu once said full of sorrow.

[I thought if you said no hate, just like in the novel, neither love nor hate, this seems to be the most cruel. 】

——Yes, not cultivating, not loving and not hating is the cruelest thing, so you chose not to love me or hate me, right?

—I don't even deserve to be hated by you.

The more she thought about it, the more desperate she felt. She felt like a bastard who killed someone else's family, but was filled with resentment only after being slapped in the face.

She couldn't stand a slap, and even said she hated Xiao Ranran, why should she hate?Why?

She actually hurt her so much the moment before Buxiu decided to die! !

she……

She pressed her heart, but she couldn't feel the pain anymore.

It turns out that the extreme pain will also be numb. Is this the despicable self-protection of human beings?Even if she becomes the guardian of time and space and escapes the burden of time, can she still not escape this despicable nature?

——If you don’t cultivate... If you don’t cultivate... What qualifications do I have for a despicable person like me to accompany you in circles for millions of years?Perhaps just accepting everything that has been established is what I should do.

She covered her mouth, blood dripped from her fingers, splashed, splashed on the porcelain white floor tiles, and exploded a small blood flower.

Buxiu seemed to be aware of it, turned his head to look at the tile, the scarlet blood was just a cloud of air in Buxiu's eyes, Buxiu didn't see anything, turned back silently, and continued to work according to the established track.

Her tears mixed with blood pooled on her chin, drop by drop, soaking her red clothes.

The repulsion between the spirit body and the flesh | body is increasing day by day. Originally, she was just a mirror image projected on the uncultivated flesh | body, but now she has become a real spirit body. How can it be so easy for a ghost to get on the body? Mismatched biological wavelengths are like mismatched types Even if the heart is transplanted with difficulty, it will only be strongly rejected.

She had to go back, back to the normal timeline, and begged Fourth Sister to keep Buxiu's body, which was the last trace of Buxiu left in this world.

But she doesn't want to go back, what's the point of keeping a body without a soul?It would be better...just like this...with Buxiu...into ashes.

How fair is it to guard an unsuitable body and an unsuitable heart to die?

She was... very looking forward to it.

——No, the second sister said, you died for me, for me, so I have to live well to be worthy of you.

——Hehe, don't you think it's funny?You died generously for the sake of the common people, what does it have to do with me?In your eyes, I don't even count as a living being. How can you care if I die or not?

——If you don’t fix it, I’m sorry, I know you won’t be clean if you don’t want to die, so I… I’ll wait before I die.

——You... Run faster, run faster, I will try my best to last longer, when you run far away, I will never catch up again, I will go to Huangquan Road to chase you, and I will never catch up with you .

——No cultivation...I...I...I know that I am not qualified to say those three words, so if I don't say it out loud, can I say it secretly in my heart?

——I... love you, I really... love you so much...

"Ahem... um..."

The scarlet blood bloomed on the porcelain white floor tiles, like the flowers on the other side of Huangquan Road, stepped on by unrepaired footsteps, invisible and unfeeling, peacefully as usual every day.

In Qianchongyu, in front of the dust-observing mirror, it is rare for the sisters of the Gu family to gather together, except for Xiao Wu who is still half-breathed.

Buxiu stood in the crowd, with ethereal skirts and cloud-like eyebrows, as if a gust of wind could blow away.

The eldest sister was divorcing her wife, and she was in an extremely bad mood, and she couldn't say anything nice when she curled her bright red lips.

"If you want to die, let her die. We have worked hard for her. She is full of eyes only for not cultivating. It's really a magpie with a long tail. Heh, I will save my heart when she dies!"

Liu Xia, as the only family member who can freely enter and leave the Thousand Layers Domain, on behalf of Liu Yubing, Xu Qinglan and herself, deeply agrees with the eldest sister's speech.

"Yes! Let her die! How can she be a domain master with this psychological quality? Not even the most ordinary space guardian! Not as good as me!"

Liu Xia and the eldest sister had a grudge, and it was rare to go along with the eldest sister. The third sister was not to be outdone, and temporarily turned the fight into a jade silk, and also echoed: "I have lived for more than 9 years, why are I still so desperate? I really want to go back as I live!" Go ahead, wait until the last few seconds before she dies and then sneak her out, if you can't die, you will have to."

The second sister is a strict wife, and after Liu Xia spoke, she wanted to watch the women sing and watch, but the third sister took the lead, and she immediately expressed her opinion after the third sister had finished speaking.

"Xiao Wu committed too many murders when he was controlled by black energy, and now she has to blame for this fate. It is right to make her suffer more, as long as she is careful not to die."

The fourth sister also said: "You are right, we have tried our best on Xiao Wu's side, if she insists on torturing herself, then let her to torment herself, and she should pay off her karmic debts by herself. But have to hide?"

Liu Xia held Buxiu's hand, with an old mother's concern on her face.

"Are you okay? Is there any discomfort? Although most of the black energy has been absorbed by the phantom eyes, the rest is not so easy to purify. If you feel uncomfortable, tell me right away. Fourth sister must find a way to help You ease."

The eldest sister snorted coldly, obviously disdainful of Liu Xia's temporary united front.

"You also know that Fourth Sister is trying to find a way? Then what are you trying to do? Pretending to be a good person?"

Liu Xia glanced at her: "Gu, Hao, Yan! If you don't speak, no one will treat you as dumb!"

"What? Can't you tell the truth? I understand. You are psychologically unbalanced. Back then, we had to go all out to kill you and you wanted to keep the second sister, but now we'd rather keep it or not. Don't you think you're not important enough?" Bar?"

Liu Xia has always been nervous, and she hadn't thought of this level before, but when the elder sister reminded her, she suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

However, after spending so long in the Gu family, Liu Xia was not in vain. She didn't focus on the direction she couldn't do, and just changed the topic.

"Just because you are like this, you still expect my sister to change her mind? Oh, just wait, if my sister doesn't leave you, I, Liu Xia, will take your surname."

This is really stepping on where the pain is, the eldest sister immediately changed her face, flicked her long smoky red hair, and smiled so captivatingly, it was terrific.

"I will write down what you said for you. When my daughters grow up in the future, I will let them know who provoked their mothers to divorce."

"Who provoked it? Do you blame me for doing it yourself?"

"If it weren't for the fact that you are the second sister's wife, would you believe that I would crush you right now?"

"Who are you scaring? Come here if you have the ability? Think I'm a fake Jufuding? You may not be able to beat me!"

"That's what you said. If I don't teach you a lesson today, I don't have to be a big sister anymore!"

The eldest sister turned her hands into flames, her long hair fluttered, her red dress fluttered, her eyebrows were smoky and her eyes were as sharp as a knife, and she greeted Liu Xia!

Not to be outdone, Liu Xia threw out her evil aura, like a surging wave, and headed towards the eldest sister head-on!

Seeing this, the second sister, the third sister and the fourth sister hurriedly stopped them.

"Honey, don't be impulsive!"

"They're all sisters from my own family, so speak up if you have something to say!"

"Eldest sister! Second brother-in-law! Calm down!!!"

For a moment, there was chaos in front of the dust-observing mirror.

Buxiu watched the sisters fight, his long eyelashes drooped, and his indifferent red lips moved slightly.

"I'm going back."

A fluttering sentence immediately stopped the chaos.

Several people let go of each other in unison, the eldest sister brushed her hair and her hair was still beautiful, Liu Xia coughed, and held the second sister's arm in embarrassment, the third sister blew on her nails calmly, the fourth sister walked away and didn't practise. Come forward, smiling slightly.

"You don't need to pay attention to them, they have always been like this, noisy all day long.

As for Xiao Wu, we have tried our best to keep you both alive, and we have done everything that needs to be done. If she still wants to do it, let her do it, and she won't die so easily.

We will never force you to compromise again. We have seen all the suffering you have suffered these years. You don't have to think about anything, just be yourself. "

The second sister also said: "At the beginning, we had no choice but to plot against you and Xiaowu. Xiaowu is not a phantom eye. If we put her under the phantom eye, she will be wiped out in an instant. Only you can bear it for a few seconds under the phantom eye." , these few seconds are enough for the phantom eye to absorb most of the black energy in your body, without tearing you apart, as for the rest...if you and Xiao Wu are together..."

The third sister interrupted: "It's impossible for her to be with Xiao Wu. If I were her, I wouldn't be able to forgive Xiao 58! I would rather slowly cleanse the black energy by myself than rely on Xiao Wu's power! "

Liu Xia said on behalf of his wife: "What do you mean by using Xiao Wu's power? This black energy is originally Xiao Wu's, and those who don't cultivate are the ones who are innocent. Xiao Wu should help Bu Xiu cleanse the energy, and there should be no objections!" "

Fourth Sister nodded: "That's what I said, but if I don't cultivate, I don't want to see Xiao Wu either.

When Xiao Wu is rescued, just seal her energy and throw it into the small world. If she wants to die, she can die as she pleases. Anyway, if she doesn’t have energy, she can’t self-destruct her spirit body. She will be reborn after death. Let her do what she wants, and wait for tens of thousands Nian had had enough tossing about and thought about it before letting her out.

If you don’t cultivate, we sisters just need to be more protective. Compared with Xiaowu who is so angry, I prefer not to cultivate. From now on, if you don’t cultivate, you will be my sixth sister. "

Liu Xia: "I want it too, I want it too, such a good sixth sister, I really got a big deal!"

Looking at the fluttering eyes of the eldest sister, Liu Xia added: "I don't want it for nothing, I am the main body of Jufuding, and I can help suppress the black energy at critical times."

The fourth sister looked at Buxiu again, and said softly: "You really don't need to care about our identities. Although we are Xiao Wu's sister, we will never blindly favor her. From now on, we will treat you as our own sister. You don't have to wrong yourself, we will take you back when Xiao Wu is sealed into the small world."

Buxiu lowered his eyes, his face was indifferent, and he spoke after a long time.

"I understand your good intentions, and you have shown me enough. I don't know what kind of person she was before, what kind of torture she suffered because of black energy, and what kind of person she has become now. I see. I said, I'll go back, not a joke, I really understand."

The Gu family sisters looked at each other, but they didn't bother to get off the donkey.

The third sister said: "You may not quite understand that Liu Xia and eldest sister do have grudges. It's normal to fight, and they didn't mean to trouble you."

Liu Xia snorted coldly: "Gu Haoyan has offended a lot of people, and I'm not the only one who wants to beat her up, you want to, and Xiao Wu wants to, too, why are you only dragging me?"

The eldest sister said: "It's not easy to be a good person, and I knew that if I broke my heart, I wouldn't be good."

The third sister said to the elder sister: "You should learn from the fourth sister. She is a good person everywhere. Even if she does something immoral, she will be safe and sound with you setting the fire in front."

Liu Xia agreed: "Indeed, it was the fourth younger sister who sent me to my wife and tortured me for days and nights! Then she pretended not to know?! Really good at pretending!"

The fourth sister didn't care about being criticized, instead she looked at Buxiu with a smile.

"Did you see? Eldest sister is impatient. Although she does things safely, her methods are always not good. When I assist elder sister, I always do wrong things. Doesn't this offend all my sisters?

But if we are offended, we are offended. At least our original intention is good, and the result is also good. Even if we are complained and hated, we will admit it. "

Liu Xia clicked her tongue: "Fourth sister is pretending to be a good person again, who complained? Who hated? Don't talk nonsense, can't we fight when we have too much time?"

The eldest sister nodded, "Well, it's true that I'm free, and Xiao Wu is almost on the verge of arrogance, and we're still here to fight."

The second sister interjected, "Didn't you say you want to go back if you don't repair? Xiao Wu will be fine."

The fourth sister said: "Don't bring up the matter of going back if you don't practice. If Xiao Wu is not locked up, you won't go back if you don't practice."

Looking at the sisters' babbling, don't you understand their intentions?I don't understand.

She knew that they would not let Gu Suye disappear, and she also knew that they were tactfully expressing to her that no matter whether she went back or not, they would not blame her, they would use their own methods to stop Gu Suye, and they would not let She was wronged.

How much of what they say is true and how much is false?Or is this another well-understood trap?

Whatever it was, she didn't care.

She has what she wants to do, what she wants to say, and she wants to go back by herself.

If she didn't die under the phantom eye, she knew she couldn't die, so let's face it.

When Gu Suye's spirit body was forcibly recalled, Gu Suye had just vomited blood. She struggled to get rid of the shackles of her sisters, but she was forced into the spare body that the fourth sister had prepared long ago.

"It's useless even if you save me! I want to die and no one can stop me!"

Just being stuffed back into the body, the spirit body hasn't adapted yet, she can't see or hear clearly, she feels someone is holding her down, and she just slaps her back!

Snapped!

Before the crisp sound fell, she also got used to it, and a familiar figure slowly appeared in front of her gray eyes, as well as the red palm print.

Buxiu returned to his body, and before he could change his blood-stained clothes, he slapped her again.

Gu Suye held up the sinful hand and stared at Buxiu in a daze. After a long time, she slowly stood up, gently caressing Buxiu's face with her fingertips, her voice was as dull as an idiot.

"Live?"

He slapped her hand away without changing his face, and wiped the face she touched.

"I'm here because I can't stand you holding my body to die or live. Now, if you want to die, you can die with your own body."

Gu Suye stared at her without turning his eyes, and still raised the hand that was slapped, as if he couldn't understand what she said, and didn't say a word.

Buxiu turned around and said indifferently: "The grievance between us is now over. From now on, we will have nothing to do with each other, and we will never see each other again."

After all, Buxiu opened the door and left the room.

The Gu family sisters all consciously gathered in the living room on the first floor, watched her step down from the second floor, and surrounded her kindly, asking her if there was anything uncomfortable?The one who asked her if she was thirsty?are you hungry?Ask her again, do you want to stay here?Or live in another world?

The fourth sister asked: "Do you want to go back to Xiao's house? I can let you go back as Xiao Ranran."

Buxiu looked at her with clear eyebrows and eyes, looking cleanly to the end.

"It's true that I should support them in retirement, but no need. Their real daughter is not me. I should accompany grandma."

Everyone understands what she means. Although she is reflected in Xiao Ranran and is spoiled by the Xiao family couple, but she is a dove occupying the magpie's nest, and Gu Suye is their daughter.

This is not fake, it is true, Xiao Ranran's physical body is indeed Gu Suye's reincarnation, with the DNA of the Xiao family couple, Gu Suye's original body has long been eroded by black energy, and the reincarnation became Xiao Ranran's At that time, I just gave up.

Now, even though Xiao Ranran's physical body is gone, the family bond owed to the Xiao family and his wife still has to be repaid.

The fourth sister nodded and said, "Okay, I'll drive you there."

Everyone knew that Gu Suye was upstairs, and it was impossible for him to stay for dinner if he didn't cultivate, so he didn't say that.

The fourth sister went to get the car keys, and Buxiu walked to the door first. Just as she grabbed the doorknob, there was a sudden surge of air behind her. She only had time to see a little bit of stardust floating, and she was hugged in the next second, and the next second , It was dark in front of her eyes, and she was teleported to a familiar small apartment with one bedroom and one living room. The empty room was full of dust.

"Don't repair... don't repair... don't repair..."

The person behind hugged her tightly, sobbing mixed with tears, dripping on the back of her neck.

A streamer flashed across Bu Xiu's eyes, and whispered: "Let me go."

"Let me hold you for a while, just for a while... Please..."

Once upon a time... this person could actually say the word "beg" to her...

Buxiu closed his eyes, endured the heat in the corners of his eyes, and said it again.

"let me go."

The person behind stopped talking, but kept tightening his arms, hugging her tightly, and sticking his whole body to her back, as if afraid of her running away, leaving no gaps.

The dampness on the back of the neck continued to spread, and the uncultivated hand was hanging by the side, with the fingertips slightly curled up, and said in a low voice: "I still have black energy in my body, if you don't let go, I don't guarantee that I will do anything to you."

The voice behind him had a strong nasal voice, sobbing and slurring his words.

"Even if you kill me, I'm willing."

Buxiu endured it and said: "I will count to three times, if I don't let go, I will bear the consequences."

She responded with a tighter arm.

"three."

"two."

"one……"

After the last word "one" came out, Buxiu suddenly turned around and pushed Gu Suye backwards!

Whoosh!

Gu Suye fell heavily on the ground, dust rose up, choking her so much that she couldn't help coughing.

"Cough cough... uh!"

Buxiu pressed her shoulder tightly, and before she could recover from that breath, her hot lips blocked her breathing.

The kiss was fierce and urgent, like a prisoner in the desert who has been thirsty for thousands of years, and he wished to omit every change of breath!

Tears welled up from the corners of Gu Suye's eyes. She couldn't believe that this was non-cultivation. This was the non-xiu who hated her to the bone?

The strength of not cultivating is astonishing, the black energy surges in her body, she has suppressed it for too long, for a long time, the embankment bursts and surges, and her reason is completely drowned in the blink of an eye!

Is she the perpetrator Xiao Ranran?Or the victim doesn't fix it?At this moment, she couldn't figure it out herself.

She only knew that li xuanran's emotions controlled her, making her unable to break free, making her want to hug the woman in front of her crazily.

Obviously Gu Suye now has the same face as Xiao Ranran, the face that he has used for more than 20 years, why can't he get enough of it?

Obviously there is a voice in my heart shouting, you should hate this woman, she once bullied you like that!Killed you again and again!Why do you still want to get closer?

In the past and present, which one has the greater influence?Should the hatred from the previous life be brought into this life?Can the harm caused in this life be offset by using the previous life as an excuse?Does she owe Gu Suye?Or does Gu Suye owe her?Knowing that everything is the fault of the black energy, should I be resentful?Or should it be understood?

Too many problems are fighting in her mind, and she can't take care of them if she doesn't repair them. At this moment, no matter who her soul is, no matter what kind of mirror body, and no matter what kind of black energy, she is Xiao Ranran!

She has truly loved this woman for so many years, worked hard to study for her, studied cooking hard for her, and resisted the eroding black energy. She loved her so much that she wished to break all her bones and send her to her In front of her, as long as she can smile to herself sincerely, nothing else matters!

Now this woman is in front of her, hugging her so tightly, and saying such pitiful words, how could she resist? !

The blood in Buxiu's chest was surging, and every nerve was tense. She put her deep-seated thoughts into action, and she no longer had the energy to take care of other things.

"Gu Suye... Gu Suye!"

After so many years of calling, she finally had a real answer. The person she loved was sobbing and hugging her, blooming herself without reservation, and her heart was beating wildly!The whole head is roaring!

"I love you, Gu Suye, I love you!"

What she thought was impossible to say again, finally said it, her eyelashes were wet with tears, she seemed to have passed through millions of lives at once, her body and mind burst out to the extreme, and finally she lay down on Gu Suye exhaustedly.

Sweaty cheeks, soaked hair tips, warm tears stained at the end of her smoky eyes, she was panting heavily with her mouth slightly open, her swollen red lips were so plump that they would burst if pressed lightly.

She didn't know that she looked like a bullied person, not like a bullied person at all.

Gu Suye gently hugged her, her breathing went from violent to subdued, and she tilted her head to look at Buxiu in her arms.

Such enthusiastic uncultivation made her unbelievable, and she was even more flattered. She only took a sneak peek and dared not look at it.

Not shaving the red corners of her eyes was like a hook to scratch someone, making her itch unbearably.

She couldn't help but want to fight back, but when she thought of being affected by an uncultivated spirit body, she was very repelled to be touched deeply, so she held back again.

If she doesn't like it, she...she...she dare not.

So be it, as long as Xiu is happy, it doesn't matter up or down. This is so beautiful that she dare not even dream about it. She doesn't even dare to close her eyes, for fear of opening them again and discovering that all this is just a dream. A beautiful conjecture at the time of dying.

The afternoon sun shines through the window, mottled on the dusty floor tiles, on the coffee table are dried glasses, the sofa is crooked and unrepaired, always hugging the pillows watching TV, except for the gray dust, everything in the house It's still the same as when they left.

She kissed Buxiu's moist forehead, the tangy fragrance was her favorite smell.

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