There are no couples on the road

In fact, for Jiang Weichi, no matter what Xuan Qi said, or what he figured out in the process of struggling during this period of time, there are some truths.

He never understood.

It's just that it's one thing to think about it, but it's another thing to actually solve the problems he is facing now.

Up to now, he and Shi Xun have not avoided talking, and are trying to find a balance between being honest and being responsible.

Although it is a strange thing to confide, Jiang Weichi has never thought of avoiding it.Saying something to Shi Xun and being listened to by Shi Xun is one of the lucky things he can think of.It's just that under the current situation, he will think more about whether speaking some words will invisibly increase Shi Xun's burden.

Because Jiang Weichi understands how Shi Xun is a person who is used to walking forward with a heavy load on his back, and takes it for granted.

He will take many, many responsibilities, and many expectations on his shoulders.

Maybe you will feel heavy, but you will never feel that you shouldn't.

So Jiang Weichi felt that he was Shi Xun's "little assistant", and he should be Shi Xun's help, not his burden.Even if Shi Xun didn't feel it, he wouldn't notice it.

The vigilance and attention in this regard is the responsibility Jiang Weichi assigns to himself.

His baby, his beautiful cub, his ADC in glory and injury.

Of course he loved it with all his heart.How distressed he is, how reluctant he is, how much he loves Shi Xun.

That's why Jiang Weichi felt embarrassed.How could he bypass the proposition of respect to talk about love.Jiang Weichi knew what kind of answer he would get, so he didn't dare to ask, didn't dare to listen to his expected answer.

It's just that it's one thing for Jiang Weichi not to want to hear it, but it's another thing for him to find the answer himself.

When Shi Xun said that he wanted to talk to him, Jiang Weichi felt that he was not well.The first thing that popped into my mind was the imaginary picture of the protagonist covering his ears and bowing his head, "I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen" in some garbage novels I've read.

...too poisonous.

Like an ostrich, Jiang Weichi was dragged back to the dormitory by Shi Xun's neck, his head buried in the sand all the way, leaving a winding trail.

Sitting on the bed, Jiang Weichi fell on the bed in a tangled state, pulled the pillow over and pressed it on his head, and gave up on himself, "Say it."

Shi Xun looked at the wilted Jiaohua, lowered his head and smiled, "What's the matter with you?"

Jiang Weichi's voice was muffled in the bed, "It's nothing."

Shi Xun walked over and sat next to him, reached out and patted Ostrich Hua's waist, and joked with him, "Don't force me to interrogate you."

"Don't..." Jiang Weichi kept his head buried and refused to come out, he really didn't want to face the current situation.

"Don't what?"

"Don't want anything, and don't interrogate me."

The little rabbit's paws came out from under the pillow, grabbed both sides of the pillow, and covered his head more tightly.

Seeing the little assistant like this, Shi Xun couldn't help laughing, and slapped his hand on the place where there are many tender flesh, "Look at why my little rabbit has a bad mood recently?"

Jiang Weichi turned his back and blocked it indiscriminately, "Don't train me."

Shi Xun dragged his waist and pulled the man over to hug him, the rabbit in his arms immediately burrowed his head into the place where his shoulders and neck met in panic, and continued to pretend to be dead.

Shi Xun thought it was cute, so he coaxed patiently, "Hey, what's the matter, you haven't done anything bad, so why do you think I'm going to punish you?"

"You've been worried recently, haven't you? You haven't dared to tell me yet, look at how courageous you are." Shi Xun bowed his head and touched Jiang Weichi's hair and forehead affectionately.

Jiang Weichi changed into a comfortable position in Shi Xun's arms, turned around and put his entire shoulders in front of Shi Xun, and whispered, "It's not too small."

"Xiao Chi, I'm actually scared too."

Shi Xun has not been very good at heart-to-heart communication for a long time.Every time I meet to communicate, there will always be some unconscious shyness.After all, in his heart, many things should be solved by himself.

When he was very young, his father was still there, and he was still in the age of childish speech. At that time, he probably still communicated and asked for help normally.Later, a lot of things were blurred in the process of adapting to life after the sudden change.He always felt that his mother was too busy, as if she didn't even have time to be sad.Then you don't want to cause trouble anymore, but become a person who can solve trouble.

Jiang Weichi was very familiar with this tone and expression.

Every time Shi Xun wants to say something that makes him feel awkward, he will smile first to ease the embarrassment he may encounter.In fact, Xun may not feel these embarrassments anymore, but this little habit still remains.

When Jiang Weichi heard this tone and a chuckle, his heart began to ache.

He is the only one who has the deepest and highest expectations for Shi Xun, but has no demands on him.He just wanted his baby, the precious gem he kept on the tip of his heart, to be happy.It's just that Shi Xun's happiness is too difficult to obtain, and it is always a share that too many people can't ask for, so he can only accompany Shi Xun to seek it.You can't be a coward, you will always be a cowardly looking up existence, you can't bring any help to Shi Xun, and watch Shi Xun use your incomplete strength to fight against luck time and time again.

He is so stubborn and beautiful, ADCarry is so strong that he can carry all the pains and keep charging, knowing that frankness and heart-to-hearts may cause him many uncomfortable feelings, he still wants to communicate with him... Jiang Weichi knows this The words are not suitable, but I still think of it.

He only felt that he was capable and capable.

Jiang Weichi couldn't control the soreness in his nose, his eyes were flushed.He sat up from Shi Xun's arms, turned to look into Shi Xun's eyes.

Shi Xun was very serious, the light shone into his pupils, like obsidian under the sun.

"I know you've been worried recently, and I'm the root of the problem." Shi Xun gently bent the corners of his lips, and his slightly curled eyelashes were gentle, "There seems to be no way to help you relieve it."

The pretty cub blinked innocently, "So I had no choice but to act like a baby to you. I'm also afraid, and I'm also very worried. Will it be better to stay with you like this?"

Jiang Weichi only felt that Shi Xun knew nothing about acting like a baby.

"Actually...have you been in pain recently?" Jiang Weichi wanted to say something, but swallowed it back and asked another question.

Shi Xun thought for a while, "It's just a little numb, but when I wear the brace every night, the first few minutes are for the bones to return, so it will hurt a little."

"Why don't you tell me." Jiang Weichi stretched out his fingers to gently stroke the lines on Shi Xun's palm.

Shi Xun didn't say anything, but Jiang Weichi also understood that Shi Xun didn't take it seriously on the one hand, and was afraid that he would worry on the other.He was originally waiting for the beautiful Zai Zai to say some perfunctory words to cover this topic, but in the end Shi Xun surprised him again.

"...I was wrong." The pretty Zaizai pursed her lips, and really started acting like a baby.

Jiang Weichi was stunned for a moment, and then he was hugged by the lion baby, "Am I still your little boy?"

He could only hold the cub who came over in a daze, and rubbed the back of the furry head, "That's good."

After being gentle for a while, Jiang Weichi heard Shi Xun asking him in a low voice, Shi Xun was still leaning against the place where his shoulders and necks met, his voice was very soft, and there was almost never heard of hesitation and loss.

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to play for the past two years, and I'm also afraid that in the end, I still won't get anything."

"why."

"Why."

Jiang Weichi suddenly understood what Xuan had said to him, and Persevere watched Xuan hit the seal, the feeling of tears falling directly.

Reluctant is really reluctant.

After doing so much psychological construction, I made it clear that I want to accompany my boyfriend and my life partners and teammates to the end, to the end of the road, to an unknown ending.I thought how firm I was, but when I finally faced it, I still felt like my heart was being poked into a sieve, and there were cold winds and knives all around.

What's more, it took so many years for Shi Xun to ask why, but it was about his physical condition.

Jiang Weichi stared blankly at his tears falling into Shi Xun's hair.No matter when, the person he loved deeply was always upright like this.

When he won the second place in the S game twice, TimeStone said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

When the top four withdrew, he said, "Skills are inferior to others, and luck is no excuse."

Teammates retired one after another, and when CRE was facing a reorganization, Shi Xun said, "I am here, it is CRE. Don't abuse their choices, they will always be my friends."

Every time he loses, every time he comes back, he is the one who says "start all over again".

Even in the face of retirement, he is straightforward and never complains.

TimeStone is such an id, and Shi Xun is such a person.It is precisely because of this that Jiang Weichi felt that the three soft words "why" are so heavy.

It is a pity to return to the capital, and it may be an even greater regret to move forward.How not to panic?

Jiang Weichi felt that he looked up to the heavens and the earth, as if there was no way out.For just a moment, Jiang Weichi suddenly felt himself calm down.

At this time, Shi Xun naturally needed him.He himself promised to become Shi Xun's support, and now is the time to fulfill the contract.If he wanted to accompany Shi Xun, he had to learn how to mend the sky.

It can always be made up for.

Jiang Weichi's arms wrapped around Shi Xun's back.It is always upright and upright here, bearing the weight of a thousand ounces.Jiang Weichi stroked along the ribs and spine, with a little strength, silently comforting Shi Xun's emotions.

"I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid anymore." Jiang Weichi carefully stretched his body, allowing Shi Xun to lean on him more comfortably.

"Let's walk together, to the farthest place we can go. If you regret it, let's regret it together."

"I am willing to regret with you for the rest of my life."

The author says:

This is a very important hurdle for them emotionally.Long wait.