sunken square

Chen Yuechi's memory began to blur, and he couldn't remember whether he saved his name when he left the number for Guan Rong that day.Now it seems that most of them are not.He gently pressed the back of Guan Rong's hand with the back of his left hand, stretched out his right index finger, and wrote the word "hold" stroke by stroke on the palm of his hand.

When he moved his hand away, Guan Rong stared at the palm of his hand for a while, and when he raised his head again, his eyes were a little distracted.Chen Yuechi asked: "Are you drunk?"

"No." Guan Rong laughed again.This time there was a kind of tolerance in the smile.

If you ask a person if he is drunk, the person who is not drunk will tell you that he is not drunk, the person who is drunk will tell you that he is not drunk, and the person who pretends to be drunk will probably tell you that he is not drunk.Chen Yuechi is like a sincere servant, all he has to do is wait.The inquiry is thus not a urging, but pure concern.

This is how he treats everything that comes his way.

The tavern closes at one o'clock in the morning. At 01:30, two people stood on the side of the road.Chen Yuechi asked if he wanted to take a taxi, and the wind was blowing in his face, Guan Rong wiped his face with both hands: "Will it affect your going to work tomorrow?"

Chen Yue shook his head.

Guan Rong said, "Then let's go."

Chen Yuechi couldn't tell if he was drunk or not.If he is drunk, he can still walk in a straight line, but if he is not drunk, there is no real content in his eyes.

After walking for a while, Guan Rong suddenly stopped and said calmly, "I can't go anymore."

After waiting on the side of the road for a while but couldn't wait for the car, Guan Rong said: "You can give me a ride."

Chen Yue got on the bike.

Guan Rong lowered his hands and sat on the back seat.Chen Yuechi felt that it was dangerous as soon as he tried hard, and the person who drank alcohol was unstable, and he would not be able to pay for it if he fell down later.He tilted his head, afraid of scaring Guan Rong, and said softly, "Teacher Guan, you have to hold on tight."

Guan Rong lowered his head and did not answer for a long time.Chen Yuezhi thought that he was asleep, but he heard him answer "OK", and watched him put his hands on his thighs on both sides, and grabbed his pants.

The fabric immediately rippled, wrinkling into chaotic patterns around the place where Guan Rong dropped his hand.

Chen Yuechi couldn't help laughing out loud.Guan Rong raised his head so much that he almost turned over backwards. Chen Yuechi had to hold his arm with one hand to prevent him from falling down.

Guan Rong asked him dissatisfied: "What are you laughing at? I'm holding on tight."

The dim street lights shone in his eyes.Guan Rong discovered for the first time that the eyes of a drunk person can be so bright, bright but not dazzling.Like a layer of mist.

He stopped laughing and said seriously: "Mr. Guan, you want to catch me, or the car seat."

Guan Rong frowned and thought: "How to catch?"

At this moment, Chen Yuechi was sure that Guan Rong was really drunk, and it was only because of his good wine that he acted so quietly.At this moment, it is estimated that a string was stretched, and it was only then that he managed not to fall asleep.It's better to sleep to death than to go crazy.

He tugged at the clothes around his waist and signaled to Guan Rong: "You catch me here. Do you mind?"

Guan Rong put his hands on his waist according to his wishes.

"Sit still?" Chen Yuechi asked.Getting a nod, he kicked forward.

Although the start was slow, Guan Rong still instinctively tightened his hands, and then naturally hugged Chen Yuechi's waist.Chen Yuezhi froze.

In his memory, he had never been so close to anyone except when he was taken by his sister when he was a child.After walking for a while, he probably got used to it, and he slowly relaxed.

I took the road by the river, and there were few cars.When the wind blows, the mind is not so clear, it is not cold, but refreshing.Chen Yuechi was greedy for this wind, and rode faster and faster.

Guan Rong noticed the change in speed, so he couldn't help but hugged Chen Yuechi tightly, and said vaguely: "You said it earlier, let me hug you... I said how to catch you, how can I catch someone ..."

After speaking, he gave up supporting himself, pushed his head forward, and buried his whole face on Chen Yuechi's back.

Chen Yue patted him with his backhand: "Mr. Guan, you can't sleep on the bicycle."

"En." Guan Rongweng replied angrily.

The last time I went to Guan Rong's house, Chen Yuechi still remembered the way.When they got downstairs and stopped the car, Guan Rong's forehead was still pressed against his back.

"Teacher Guan, you're home." Chen Yuechi said.

No one responded, and the strength on the waist did not loosen.Chen Yue doubted that he really fell asleep this time, and was not sure what to do, Guan Rong suddenly let go of his hands, straightened up, and said wearily, "Thank you."

"Shall I take you up there?"

Guan Rong got off the car slowly, stood beside him, shook his head and said it was okay, and thanked him.

He seemed to have woken up a bit from the wine, and his face looked much colder than usual, with no polite, gentle, lazy or playful smiles.The whole person is wrapped in an invisible container.

"Sorry for wasting your time all night."

Guan Rong spoke calmly and earnestly, and his posture was the same as the first time he saw it in a convenience store.Chen Yuechi looked at him, suddenly feeling uncomfortable for no reason.

"It's really okay," Chen Yuechi said, "It's a pleasure drinking with you."

"Really?" Guan Rong smiled.

He smiled, and the quiet atmosphere was like broken glass, but no sound came out.The laugh was short, and it was hard to tell whether he believed or not what Chen Yuezhi said.

Chen Yuechi rode on the bicycle, watching him slowly but steadily walk into the door of the building.The light in that building seemed to be repaired, it dragged Guan Rong's shadow for a long time, but it went out when Guan Rong stepped on the corner of the stairs and disappeared into Chen Yuechi's sight.

Do you matter without a light?Chen Yuezhi wanted to ask this question, but he didn't ask it out loud.He waited downstairs for a long time, but he didn't wait until the light in the attic on the top floor came on.

After a moment of hesitation, he locked the car and entered the building door.

It was pitch black inside, and Chen Yue walked cautiously to the floor leading to the top floor, when he kicked something around the corner.

Startled, he looked down and saw a vague figure.

"Teacher Guan?"

Guan Rong didn't answer, Chen Yuechi bent down and confirmed that he just kicked his foot.He breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Do you want me to carry you up?"

"It's okay," Guan Rong said, "I'll sit for a while."

Chen Yuezhi didn't know whether to advance or retreat, so he simply sat down.He prepared that if Guan Rong let him go, he would explain that he would not go to work tomorrow, but Guan Rong didn't say anything.

Later Chen Yuechi asked again: "Are you drunk?"

Guan Rong remained silent, and when Chen Yuechi forgot that he was waiting for an answer, he said, "Yes, drunk."