The so-called starvation and food goodness

During the conversation, he only felt that the luminous body was so dark, and he really didn't dare to think about Luo Yinian's obviously disappointed expression. That expression showed that he could hardly hold on anymore, so he would accidentally have illusory expectations. ... It's not unheard of to make big and small noises, but this is the first time Luminous has let go of negative emotions, so the matter must be serious.

If you have a quarrel, you pretend to be fine, and you can’t be seen when you’re sad; you want to go to his princess and bow your head, and you’ll be scolded if you coax; after the matter is over, you still save your sadness and hold a self-criticism meeting with yourself...

That is the sadness of the luminous body, the sadness of a person who is trying so hard to hide and be strong, accidentally leaking from the cracks in the shell.

He really didn't understand why the little princess didn't understand. Boys are so simple. They are stubborn and stubborn like anything, but even if it hurts to death, they have to hold on, because they are guardians, because they want to protect the one they love.

The night wind was very cold, and the taste of lemon red in his mouth was still very fresh, but Xu Yude felt that he was about to throw up, and he hadn't been so entangled for a long time, so he really wanted to let it go.But it’s not my own business—it’s best to deal with my own business. If you say give up, give up. If you want to be sad, just shut up after get off work for a week, go home directly, and die sad under the quilt, and then resurrect the next day. A quick cut has always worked well for him.

However, that is the trouble of the luminous body, and it is a problem that he cannot solve.

It's so annoying, social norms have fostered such a bad personality, thinking so much in my heart, but only superficial trash talk, a boy who tells the truth to another boy will either be disgusted, or be considered hypocritical.So what? I really care about him, but it's too hard to hold back when I care about him.

In the end, he could only touch his nose and take the bus back.Even if it is a difficult day, you can only bite the bullet and continue.

In the following days, Luo Yinian disappeared.Xu Yude's class is still taken, the library is still taken, and he deliberately slows down at the door of the dormitory, but the campus that used to feel so small and easy to meet each other has suddenly grown bigger, and after paying attention for a week, he still can't wait for him .

It was thanks to Luo Yinian's constant reposting of the songs that made Xu Yude feel at ease—he just didn't want to show up, at least he was fine.

In the end, the one who couldn't bear it first was the little princess. She followed Xu Yude silently for a long way after get off work one time. After Xu Yude found out, she asked him about Luo Yinian's movements. Xu Yude didn't know whether to cry or laugh. .

Little princess, isn't he your boyfriend? How can you ask me──Of course Xu Yude didn't say such sharp words, he still has to be a colleague.

"I don't know, I haven't seen him for about a week."

"Really..." She expressed regret in a sticky voice, "Then, if you see him, can you tell me?"

"It would be better for you to find him yourself," Xu Yude raised his eyebrows, "And to be honest, you must have more ways to contact him than me."

The little princess lowered her head, "But he didn't answer my phone."

"What about the Internet?"

"Same."

Xu Yude thought for a while, "After you guys finished arguing here that day, do you have anything else to say?"

She paused, and said reluctantly: "Later he asked me to go out for a talk, and he disappeared after the talk."

"that's it?"

"Um."

Xu Yude was not very happy about being followed, so he spread his hands, "I can't help you with this kind of description."

The little princess was in a hurry before continuing, "I thought he would be fine if he was as angry as before, and he finally said "you like it", I just wanted to say that he might be fine after two days...

"I didn't do it on purpose, I'm just playing willful like before! He always obeys me and treats me so well, this time it should be the same as before, but..." She was about to burst into tears, what a pity Xu Yude didn't resonate at all, and the more he heard it, the more angry he became, "But I didn't expect him to disappear this time!"

Fuck, I'm holding you in such a way that it's too late for me to spoil you, let the professionals come while you're dead!

"You also know that he treats you well, so why are you always attacking him?" Only then did Xu Yude realize that his tone was getting colder and colder.

"He, if he loves me very much, he won't mind that kind of petty temper."

Probably because he was too angry, Xu Yude's mood went from being on the verge of exploding to being extremely shriveled like a deflated balloon, and he exhausted his patience just talking to the little princess.

In the end, he had no choice but to wave his hands, "If you don't want him to become an ex-boyfriend, you can figure it out yourself."

Cherish your boyfriend, otherwise you really broke up, I will keep an eye on him no matter the cost, even if you try to die and live, you will never let him turn back──this is the threat that Xu Yude has never uttered, and these days because of various stimuli have already Internalized into a mental state.