100 moments of i love you

36

Probably God decided to punish me for being too stupid. I really lost you the day after I came back from the station.

That was the only time I ever said goodbye to you.We also really broke up, one year, three months and 20 days, if I remember correctly.I tried my best to avoid all occasions where I might see you, and also cut off all ways of contacting you.

Thinking about it today, I think it is incredible that I can be cruel to you for so long.

As for the cause, anyway, I have been taking the initiative for a long time. If we get busy, we will naturally cut off contact. I naturally feel that you don't care at all.Anyway, it doesn't make any difference to you if you have me or not in your life, so if I don't look for you, you won't have any discomfort, that's the way of thinking.

In addition, there was an elementary school girl who was very interested in you at that time. The big team always stuck to you and asked you about this and that on purpose. In group activities, you always found excuses to go with you, and you never showed any impatience. .So during that time, I didn't like how you looked at me.

That day, that is, the second day after we came back from the neighboring city, we made an appointment with you, and you were late for a full hour.I sent you a message to urge you to come here, with a dusty look on your face, and apologized to me repeatedly.

Anyway, the long-term backlog of dissatisfaction has accumulated, and I have almost reached the critical point at that time. When I am emotionally extreme, I look very calm on the outside and speak flatly.I asked why it took so long.

You said, I'm sorry, I forgot... Pineapple asked me to go to the regular meeting of the department today to watch their group presentation...

Pineapple is that elementary school girl who is very interesting to you.

So my volcano erupted.When the outbreak broke out, I removed my usually stern expression, interrupted you with a frosty face, and said, Yu Huan, let's break up, you are so boring.After finishing speaking, he turned his head and left without seeing your reaction.

You didn't catch up.

So they separated.

At that time, I was walking and thinking, I am really hopeless, and at this moment, I still have the urge to love you.

37

The more than a year of separation has been very painful, and I don't even want to mention it.I think about you every day, I feel that we have walked on every road, I feel that I have done everything I see, I feel that I have heard every song. passed.You are everywhere.

In fact, my self-healing ability is very good. When I broke up with a girl I liked the most, I was depressed for two nights. What should I do on the third day?Not to mention other ex-girlfriends, there is no need for two days.This kind of powerful psychological healing ability, I don’t know why it’s completely useless for you.

But I think I'm still pretty good, otherwise I wouldn't be able to last that long.I bet any guy wouldn't want to let you go for more than three days after being in a relationship with you, let alone more than a year like me.

Although it is said that they will never have this chance in their entire lives, haha.

In the second week after the breakup, with acute gastroenteritis, I almost vomited to dehydration.Sister Qingmei said that you have a bad stomach, but she really doesn't know that it is nothing compared to me.In my opinion, your health is very good. Generally, minor illnesses and injuries can be cured overnight, and repairing robots is not so fast.I was on an IV drip at the school hospital in a sluggish state, and my girlfriend stayed with me while playing with my mobile phone.

Oh, by the way, in the three months after we broke up, I changed three girlfriends in a row, and each of them was dumped by me within two weeks, which can be called the most scumbag in my history.Thinking about this incident, I feel that I am so unvirtuous, and I can't blame God at all for my bad luck.

In the second month, I had hypoglycemia and didn't sleep all night, and passed out on the way to the classroom...it's embarrassing.

In the third month, my health finally didn't cause me any trouble, but at this time I found that my credits had problems, and I started running around the Academic Affairs Office and the tutor's office.Anyway, these three months have been non-stop every day, without a happy life, and unconsciously ignored that I have broken the record for the longest time I have lost contact with you since I met you.

Later, one day I ran into Qingqing on the school bus, and after exchanging pleasantries, she asked me why it had been a long time since you came to look for Yu Huan.

I said haha ​​and said I was busy.

She said, come to us to study together when you are free.

I said, girl, don't you know that you don't need to study by yourself in your current major?

She punched me and said, if you don't come to find Yu Huan, he is so lonely and heartless.

are you alone?Hmph, you have a large group of elementary school girls waiting for you to accompany you.I thought angrily.

38

Zhang Fei seemed to be falling in love with me too, for more than a year, he didn't attract others and focused on his single life.In the first half of the year, the two of us spent a lot of time hanging out. In the second half of the year, I was busy with my internship and he was busy preparing for IELTS.

Another New Year's Eve, the two of us still made an appointment with those old friends to watch the fireworks, and we fell in love with the scene, and thinking of you again, our mood suddenly became not so clear.

In the next second, you appeared in front of my eyes.God.

It’s still Sister Hui’s group of people, most of us know each other, and it’s a pleasant surprise to meet by chance, so we all chatted with acquaintances.By coincidence, there were only the two of us standing there.

I looked around and found that Pineapple was not in the crowd, so I was a little happy for some reason.

I look at you and feel a little embarrassed in my heart.You spoke generously. The first sentence was, I went to Tibet before and just came back.

I mentioned by chance before that I really want to go to Tibet. During this time, you went alone.

In fact, when I said I wanted to go, I could only think about it. Given my physical condition, I guess it would be impossible to go to Tibet in the future. Even if I did, I would be sent back by ambulance.

You went on to say, I brought you a gift and put it in the mailbox in your downstairs bedroom.

I let out a silly oh.

Then he was dragged away by Zhang Fei to another place.

Later, I went to the mailbox to find it.Sure enough, I found a small box with a dark red bracelet inside.I thought about it, put it in the drawer, and put it together with the jade pendant.

When I met you again after a while, I found that you were carrying a red string like that in your hand.

Dead Mensao.You have the ability to give gifts, you have the ability to confess to me and chase me back?Will you die if you take the initiative to contact me once?I banged my head against the wall in my mind.

39

Actually, you are not boring at all, on the contrary, you are an overly honest person. At that time, I couldn't understand it.

I also know that it is very easy to get back together with you.I'm pretty sure I can do it in one sentence.The problem is, I'm thinking, if you really can't reject people that much, then anyone can change, right?But I don't want to be just your "just right".

I'm such an idiot, I can't even use my brain to think about it, if you don't know how to reject others, how many elementary school girls will line up to have a double with you.If you don't know how to reject others, where will your first love and first kiss be my turn.

Later, anyway, it was just about to graduate, and I realized that it was your first kiss that was taken away at KTV that day. In fact, the tail was up to the sky, and I still couldn’t believe it. I asked you, did no one do this to you before? ?

You calmly said, who else is such a rascal except you.

Then you gave me your first kiss just like that, isn't it bad for you?

What's wrong with you saying that.

I talked quickly for a while, and asked, even if I told you to break up, did you feel that you didn't feel bad?

I regretted it after asking, and secretly looked at you.

You have no expression and say calmly, you don't feel it.

40

Not long after New Year's Eve, a veteran senior was about to go abroad, and the boss of the old department ordered me to go back for a dinner.

This face is really embarrassing to refute. I handed my internship company a leave note and lied to the boss for a long time before I got out. In fact, dinners are not like that. Pushing a cup to exchange a cup of hypocrisy, and a few of them are real acquaintances What a pity.

But it's just a show. Those who don't show up are considered uninterested. When they show up, let's make a good show.

Naturally, you were also there, and greeted me generously.It seems that I am careful.

Maybe you think that you can still be friends after breaking up, but I always feel that you can't. If you don't love me very much, then it's better for the two of you to have nothing to do with each other.That's what I thought at the time.

Alas, I really want to slap myself at that time.

In the second half, the wine was in full swing, and people became more and more noisy. A senior in the department that I was not familiar with got drunk and pulled you to tell you a story, crying while telling you, and you persuaded me with good words.

I felt bored, so I told the boss and left early.

It's an eyesore when I see you sharing your tenderness with others.

Not even if we broke up.

I'm just so narrow-minded.

But, but.The points are all divided, so what right do I have to care about you?

If I changed before, I would definitely go up and drag you away.