When the blood race wears Omega

Yin Ran felt his heart sink, and that question made the barriers he had built up these days almost collapse instantly.

He had to admit that he was afraid.

He was afraid that the last sliver of luck would be shattered, and he was afraid of seeing the kind of eyes that kept moving in his memory again.

Even though he knew that it was impossible for Jin Xingzhi to stay with him all the time, he wanted to keep a cluster of light in his heart so that he would have a memorable memory in his long life. He remembered that there was such a person, is willing to stand shoulder to shoulder with him.

But the day of disillusionment came too soon.

Yin Ran raised the corner of her mouth stiffly, looked at Jin Xingzhi downstairs, and tried to change the topic: "The busy man is back now? I thought I wouldn't see you for a long time."

Jin Xingzhi raised his head and lowered his voice: "Is it because I can't see it, or I don't want to see it?"

Even though his voice was very low, the rhetorical question still fell into Yin Ran's ears clearly, and he mercilessly tore open the veil he deliberately kept between the two.

Yin Ran tried her best to adjust her expression so that she looked the same as usual: "What's wrong with me seeing you?"

"I don't understand either," Jin Xingzhi gritted his teeth, "you remember the past when you think about it, and you didn't do it. What are you trying to argue with me?"

These words fell like snow and ice, and the temperature in Yin Ran's heart, which was not warm at all, quickly dropped to freezing point.He suppressed the dryness in his throat and took a deep breath: "I seem to have run out of black tea, please help me buy some if you have time."

"..."

Since the day he went to Director Qu's audition, Jin Xingzhi felt that something was wrong with Yin Ran, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

Until that night, Jin Xingzhi suddenly discovered that the humidifier in Yin Ran's room was still on.

In the past, Jin Xingzhi could always see "Yin Ran" turning on the humidifier in the dressing room, but since Yin Ran's arrival, he has never seen this behavior again.

After that day, Jin Xingzhi began to pay attention to the changes in Yin Ran's room.Soon, he came to a conclusion: Yin Ran retrieved some memories that did not belong to him from another world, so he became familiar with the rules of using various items in this world.

But he still didn't want to understand the reason why Yin Ran was avoiding him, and wanted to take some time to have a good chat with Yin Ran. It just so happened that he just went out in the morning and received a notice that the trip was cancelled.

Jin Xingzhi thought about how to speak for a long time on the road, but when he was standing in front of the door, he heard a fierce quarrel in the apartment.

The conversation between the two clearly confirmed his thoughts - Yin Ran remembered many things.

But when he wanted to have a good chat with Yin Ran about this matter, Yin Ran kept talking about him from left to right, which caused the confusion that Jin Xingzhi had accumulated in the past few days to explode directly.

Jin Xingzhi locked the door behind him and strode upstairs.

He clearly saw Yin Ran take a small step back, and this was never Yin Ran's style.

Jin Xingzhi walked up to Yin Ran even faster, without giving him any chance to back down, grabbing his shoulders with both hands, forcing him to look directly at himself: "How long do you want to hide from me?"

The urgent longing pressed Yin Ran's body, making him unable to move for a moment.

Feeling the body temperature coming from Jin Xingzhi's palm, Yin Ran's teeth sharpened slightly, and his narrowed eyes revealed a hint of sharpness: "Jin Xingzhi, do you have to ask?"

"Yes." Jin Xingzhi replied almost without hesitation.

"What if I say that if you want to know this, you have to pay the price?"

Jin Xingzhi's grip on his shoulders suddenly loosened: "What do you want? Just take it away."

Yin Ran suddenly pinched Jin Xingzhi's neck forcefully, forcing him to back up and lean against the wall.

The most vulnerable position was pinched in the palm of his hand, but Yin Ran couldn't feel Jin Xingzhi's panic. The kind of entrusted trust made Yin Ran's hand feel like it was scalded.

He moved his palm up and increased his strength: "I want you to stay by my side even if you hate me to death."

In the field of vision, Jin Xingzhi's eyes suddenly darkened, as if a layer of lead had been poured into them.

That kind of hesitation was like a blunt knife, cutting a scar on Yin Ran's heart without a trace of blood.

Yin Ran claims that he is not a good person, and he has done many things that are difficult for others, but he can't do it like this.

He smiled, and the blood in his eyes began to gather and twist.

In the end, he let go of his hand and pushed Jin Xingzhi back: "If you can't do it, don't ask any more."

He looked down, onto the gray floor of the apartment's stairs.

No matter how reluctant she was, Yin Ran pulled her hand away.

Just as his fingertips slowly lost their warmth, his palm was suddenly pulled back to its original position by Jin Xingzhi.

Jin Xingzhi raised his chin slightly, and put his neck in his hands.

"Can't do it?" Jin Xingzhi said, his pulse passing along Yin Ran's fingertips, "Is this how you look at me? From the beginning to the end, shouldn't it be me who was worried about the other party leaving? If possible, I I really want to leave you. But what to do, I seem to have been trapped by you long ago."

The corners of Yin Ran's mouth trembled uncontrollably, but he couldn't say a word.

"No matter what I know, it will not change my current thinking. Yin Ran, I want to know what you are thinking."

After a long silence, Yin Ran removed his hand from his neck.He said coldly: "Jin Xingzhi, I am Yin Ran."

Without knowing what to do, Jin met Shang Yinran with cold eyes, but didn't understand what he meant.

Yin Ran said again: "I am SA4 Yin Ran, and I hate this world."

Hearing this, Jin Xingzhi stiffened uncontrollably.

The first time he heard this sentence was when SA4 performed for the first time, the host asked each of them to introduce themselves in one sentence.At that time, "Yin Ran" said this sentence.

At that time, his tone, expression and even eyes were exactly the same as Yin Ran's now.

"Remember that forbidden technique? The one where I was stabbed 12 times."

Jin Xingzhi nodded stiffly.

"That's my coming-of-age ceremony," Yin Ran raised her eyes slightly, "That kind of forbidden technique can remove all negative emotions from an individual, and then create a monster with extremely strong combat power and not affected by any emotional factors."

Yin Ran continued without stopping, fearing that the courage to tell the whole story would disappear in the next second: "I have been doing this kind of monster for hundreds of years. And the part of my body that was forcibly removed, freed from the outside, became yours. Knowing 'Yin Ran'.

"He is mean, extreme, and negative, but in fact, he is me. The one who misinterprets your good intentions every time, ignores the troublemaker, and goes crazy with you in public like a psychopath, and puts you in trouble every time. it's all me."

As soon as he finished speaking, Jin Xingzhi's hand on his back slipped suddenly.

Looking at that hand, Yin Ran smiled wryly.

"Sure enough." Jin Xingzhi still couldn't accept it.

A sharp stabbing pain spread from Yin Ran's heart, making him forget the threat to Jin Xingzhi just now.He turned around desolately, feeling as if a corner of his soul was missing again.

He felt as if his body was fading, starting from the place that Jin Xingzhi hadn't touched just now, it quickly turned gray, and that feeling quickly engulfed him.

Suddenly, Jin Xingzhi grabbed his wrist again.

The parts touched by that temperature stopped fading.

"It doesn't mean that I have to stay by your side; doesn't it mean that the blood bond cannot be released until death?"

A burst of undeniable force came from the junction of the wrists, causing Yin Ran to lose her center of gravity and bump into Jin Xingzhi's arms.

Jin Xingzhi took advantage of the opportunity to lift Yin Ran's chin: "Your words don't count, but I don't. I said before that no matter what I know, I will never change my mind. I will do what I say."

Yin Ran choked up: "Even if you hated me so much? Even if you knew I would leave sooner or later?"

"Yes, even so."

Jin Xingzhi didn't stop, he grabbed Yin Ran's waist, lifted him up, and sucked Yin Ran's lips.

No matter how long, as long as he is here for one day, Yin Ran can only be his.

Don't ask about tomorrow, just ask for the present.