beg for chivalry

Goodbye, Wang Xiaoyuan.Goodbye, Golden Crow.

Writing here, it seems that I can finally write this sentence.It took 2018 years to write this story from 2021 to 3, but it took more than 3 years to prepare it. It may be that the idea of ​​"writing it" has been born in the longer past.

"Qiu Xia" refers to the homonym of the name "Yu Qiu Xia". I didn't think much about it when I named it, but as I wrote it, I also had some understanding in my heart.The so-called "seeking" should have the meaning of "it is not". It is precisely because there is no "chivalry" and there is no "chivalry" that one seeks the way of chivalry.Wang Xiaoyuan wasn't a hero in the first place, neither was Jinwu, did they become heroes later on?Probably not (laughs).So probably the word "seeking" is a request that cannot be obtained.

When I used to read storybooks, I liked to turn to the end of the book to see the ending.If you see new characters, you will be very happy, and feel that the protagonist has overcome all obstacles and gained many new partners; if you find that things are different, you will feel very disappointed.

So I wrote such an ending, the beginning and the end are the same, they are all familiar old faces, it is both an end and a new beginning.I get lonely very easily. If I turn to the end and find that the protagonists have changed, my happy mood will probably change too.

Of course, the story is full of holes and it's very poorly written.In the process of writing, I often cheer myself up, "If this chapter is not well written, the next chapter will definitely work!" So chapters are not good.

Then I encouraged myself, "Successful people always work hard to write late at night after finishing their work!" So apart from successfully becoming sleepy during the day, I didn't gain any success.

However, it was difficult to write it out in the end. After all, no matter how crooked each step is, it will always reach the end.

The process of writing the article was very lonely and cold, and I am still an Eskimo now.But maybe it would be better to be colder, because it will force myself to reflect on myself from time to time. Once the ice melts, the shelter will collapse.

I hope that one day when I look back at what I have written, I will not say: "Oops, it was better written at that time!" It is better to say: "Compared to before, there is a slight improvement."

The story doesn't make much sense, and maybe that's what it is.Whether it's boring or obnoxious, terrible or infuriating, as long as it kills time a little bit, I think that's enough. More than 100 million characters seem to have written one or two characters, but if you look carefully, have you written it?I didn't write all of it.What am I writing?I don't know either, maybe that's some kind of confusing meaning too.

Wang Xiaoyuan and Jinwu are my old friends for three years, now I have to say goodbye to them and send them to the hands of those who saw them.The ending stayed for one spring, but they should go on for many more springs.

Ultramarine Mote

bibliography:

"History of Han Customs" Volume [-]

"Cultural History of Chinese Culture through History"

"General History of Chinese Customs: Ming Dynasty Volume"

"Research on Ancient Chinese Costumes"

"Dictionary of Buddhism"

"Ancient Chinese Room Test" (?)

"Moral Society"

"Tao An Dream"

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I will write the extra episode in a few days!There are still many chapters!Thank you for your company all the way ヽ(??▽?)ノ