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In fact, it was not the first time that the idea of ​​getting a block injection came out of Jiang Sui's mind. He had already had this urge before he went to participate in the national championship in the winter of his freshman year, and consulted relevant information.

It is equivalent to an analgesic. The doctor mixes a certain concentration of hormones and anesthetics and injects it into the lesion area of ​​the patient. It can reduce inflammation, relieve pain and spasm, and the analgesic effect is particularly obvious.

For that honor, many athletes who have been injured will ask a doctor to give a closed injection before the start of a major event, or even several injections in severe cases.

Another powerful point of it is that as long as it is injected - in the absence of allergies and other conditions, it will have an immediate pain relief effect, probably like a game character who has been detained with only a drop of blood left eating a blood bag ,full HP resurrection.

But in the final analysis, it is only a drug used to block the pain sent from nerves to the brain. Its time-effectiveness is short-lived. If the dose is small, it can only last for about two weeks, which is only enough for athletes to complete a game.

Before the national competition, Jiang Sui seriously asked a brother in the provincial team who had received a block injection to understand the situation.

The elder brother gave him two words of advice almost without hesitation - don't hit.

"Once you start playing this thing, you can't stop. You have to play again in the next big game. After a long time, your body gradually develops antibodies, and the effect of anesthesia is not so good. I am a very good player." and its needle tube is much thicker than ordinary needle tubes, when it hits my joint capsule, it hurts so much that I cry for my father and mother." The senior brother still grinned when recalling the injection process, and finally He patted Jiang Sui on the shoulder and said, "Listen to my advice, if you can use other methods to raise yourself well, try not to touch the closure, it will greatly shorten your professional life span."

Jiang Sui, who was in pain, could bear it, but the last advice from his senior brother made his heart sink and he gave up the idea.

At that time, he still had a little hope for the recovery of the back injury, but the new classmates he met recently were in a similar situation to him. He made Jiang Sui realize that some injuries are irreversible, and no amount of physical therapy can only slightly relieve the symptoms.

Hitting the blockade is their only way out.

Jiang Sui heard Meng Fan say that if he had the chance to go to the World Cup, he would also go for a blockade.

The message sent out was quickly replied by Dr. Zhao.

"Yes, you can call the orthopedics department, but there is one thing to remind you first, the hormone contained in the sealing needle will reduce the blood circulation of your local tissues, and if the blood supply is weakened, the toughness of the tissues will also decrease. .”

Jiang Sui asked, "To what extent has it probably fallen?"

Doctor: "This varies from person to person, and I can't say for sure. Another side effect of this injection is that it will reduce your local immunity and anti-infection ability. I remember that there was an athlete before, not long after the injection After taking a bath, I developed a bacterial infection and a fever. This will affect your body more or less, I suggest you think carefully before taking the shot."

"I've thought about it quite clearly."

He wants to return to the national team and get back the gold medal that belonged to him.

It doesn't matter if his career life is shortened. Instead of struggling for more than ten years and ending in regret, it's better to take a gamble. Whether it's a squib or a firework, just try it and you'll know.

Autumn in Nancheng only exists for a short time. When Duan Zhuo and Jiang Sui made a video in early October, Jiang Sui was still wearing a thin T-shirt. After an autumn rain, the T-shirt was immediately replaced by a hoodie. Put on a cashmere sweater and coat.

At that time, Australia was in the alternating seasons of spring and summer, the climate was warm, and it was more than 20 degrees at night. Duan Zhuo was only wearing a sports vest and sitting in front of the computer desk.

Waiting for the video to connect, he grabbed a pair of anti-blue light glasses on the table and put them on the bridge of his nose.This pair of glasses was distributed uniformly by the team. He usually doesn't spend much time with the computer, so he doesn't wear them often. The reason why he did this deliberately today is to cover up the chromatic aberration on his face.

The foreign teacher took them to the Gold Coast for land training today. They spent most of their time on the beach and in the sea. The outdoor sunlight was too strong, and he didn't have the habit of wearing sunscreen. His skin peeled off after only a few hours.

When I took off the swimming goggles in the evening, I found that there were obvious white edges around the temples and eye sockets.

When the video was connected, Jiang Sui stared at him for two seconds, and the first sentence that popped out was: "Damn, are you digging coal? Why are you so hacked?"

"Is it so obvious?" Duan Zhuo turned on all the lights in the room, "Is it better to see it this way?"

"It's more obvious!" Jiang Sui leaned against the back of the chair and giggled non-stop, and finally rubbed his cheeks and forced out a sentence, "Did you come out with semi-permanent swimming goggles?"

Duan Zhuo was amused by his words, knowing that he couldn't hide it anymore, he simply took off the eyes on the bridge of his nose, Jiang Sui couldn't hold back his smile anymore, he hammered the table and laughed wildly.

His laughter attracted two other heads in the dormitory, and the three of them squeezed together as if they were looking at some treasure, and were captured by the camera on the screen.

"You look like a panda."

Just when Cheng Ziyao laughed at Duan Zhuo's skin, Jiang Sui suddenly asked, "Did you get sunburned?"

After being reminded by him, Duan Zhuo felt itchy again on his body, especially the skin on his back. He lifted up his vest, turned around and asked Jiang Sui, "Is my back black?"

"Not black, but a little red."

Cheng Ziyao and the others returned to their respective positions after laughing, leaving only Jiang Sui sighing and saying, "If I knew it was so hot over there, I should have reminded you to buy sunscreen earlier."

"We soak in the water every day and sweat all the time. It's useless to buy it."

"It's waterproof, just patch it up every once in a while."

Duan Zhuo doesn't care much about tanning, anyway, it will be worth it when he returns to China to raise him. As for the semi-permanent glasses on the bridge of his nose, it is worthwhile to make Jiang Sui so happy.

Seeing Jiang Sui lowering his head to sharpen his skates, Duan Zhuo suddenly remembered, "Are you going to compete in another month?"

"Well, that's right." Jiang Sui lamented that time passed quickly, "Remember to watch the live broadcast, oh no, can you watch the domestic live broadcast over there?"

"There will be copyright restrictions," Duan Zhuo thought for a while and said, "I will ask my coach if there is any other way."

Jiang Sui said: "If it doesn't work, you can register on Weibo, and the official media will make an announcement."

Duan Zhuo has never played Weibo, and he doesn't know what it is. He asked Jiang Sui how to do it, but Jiang Sui said wait a minute, then lowered his head to operate on the phone, and he didn't know what he was doing.

After waiting for a few minutes, he finally raised his head, and Duan Zhuo asked, "Who should I send the message to?"

"I'll make an appointment," Jiang Sui said as he put down his phone, "I almost forgot if you didn't mention it just now. The current expert account has to be reserved a long time in advance."

"Registration?" Duan Zhuo was stunned, "Who is sick?"

"No one is sick, I will call an orthopedic department and close it."

"Shut down?"

Duan Zhuo's understanding of the closed game only comes from some news reports, such as how many closed games a certain athlete has played for the game.A certain athlete won the first grand slam in his life by playing the block and insisting on playing.

He thought the seal was an ordinary painkiller, and when he learned that Jiang Sui wanted to use it, he searched for relevant medical explanations.

A series of sequelae that popped up made him feel that it was necessary to discuss this matter with Jiang Sui carefully.

"It says that sealing needles will cause tissue degeneration and accelerate aging. Have you understood this?"

"I know, the doctor told me all about it."

Jiang Sui looked nonchalant, but Duan Zhuo couldn't help but care about these. He continued to read some reports, and the more he read, the more he frowned.

The hormones in the closed needles may cause gastritis and gastric ulcers. If the dosage is not well controlled, it may also cause damage to other parts of the body.

Moreover, pain itself is a protective mechanism. People rely on pain to know the condition of the body, thereby reducing activities. When the body does not feel pain, it will become unrestrained when exercising, which may cause secondary damage.

One of the reports also mentioned the famous track and field athlete Liu Xiang, saying that he suffered from Achilles tendonitis before, and he repeatedly hit the same position to close it, which made his injury aggravated. In the end, he ruptured his Achilles tendon in the Olympic Games and was so painful that he could not stand up. Tearful farewell to the arena.

According to Duan Zhuo's understanding of Jiang Sui, if the pain from the back injury disappears, he will risk his life to compete. After the effect of the medicine wears off, it will be Jiang Sui himself who will be tortured. Who can help him?

Thinking of the nights when Jiang Sui tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep, Duan Zhuo felt that he couldn't let him take this risk.

"You really forget the pain when the scar is healed. I suggest you give up this idea."

It was a suggestion, but when Duan Zhuo said this, he frowned and looked serious. Jiang Sui thought he was giving an order, and he didn't agree with him to block it.

He thought that Duan Zhuo, as an athlete and a member of the national team, would know him better than the doctor, so he just said that extra word just now.

In order to get his boyfriend's approval, he softened his tone: "Can't you let me try it once? Just once."

Duan Zhuo didn't like this set: "The grades are more important than your body?"

These words sounded familiar to Jiang Sui.

When he just finished the operation, he wanted to go to the ice rink, and his parents persuaded him to give up in the same way, but he didn't expect even Duan Zhuo to do the same now.

"It's all important," Jiang Sui said seriously, "but on the field, I think results are more important than my body. As long as I can win, I can die on the ice."

"What are you talking about? As long as you can win, you don't care about other people's worries for the rest of your life, do you?"

Duan Zhuo rarely raised his voice like this, Jiang Sui knew he was angry.

He also admitted that what he just said was too extreme. After thinking about it, he said in another way: "It's just one injection. If I can get a place in this competition, I can go to Beijing to train with you." , isn't that good?"

He thought that Duan Zhuo would be shaken by this, but Duan Zhuo retorted without much hesitation: "You are only 19 years old, and you still have a lot of time to try in the future. People play closed games because they have no choice but to get results in the Olympics."

"I have no other choice now," Jiang Sui said distressedly, "Everyone tells me to take my time, but how can there be so many opportunities waiting for me? I checked before, and the average retirement age for this project is 26 years old. , How many more chances do you think I have? If I can’t realize my self-worth, what’s the use of giving me 50 years?”

Seeing that these two people were about to quarrel across the screen, Cheng Ziyao turned around and pulled Jiang Sui: "Okay, okay, stop the two of you, stop arguing, he is doing it for your own good."

"For my own good, I should think from my point of view. If this happened to him, it was because he was pulled by his ankle and fell out of the ice rink. It was because his gold medal was taken away by the Koreans. It was because of his waist injury. He relapsed before the game, because he couldn't even cross the threshold of the national team, I don't believe he can say such a thing!" Jiang Sui jumped out of such a string with red eyes, without panting.

Duan Zhuo wanted to say something else, but Jiang Sui hung up the video angrily.

Staring at the gradually darkened screen, Duan Zhuo sighed, covered his entire face with his wide palm, and rubbed it vigorously a few times.

Jiang Sui's last words fell on his heart like stones, making it uncomfortable.

It's not that he doesn't understand his difficulties, it's just that he doesn't want to.In the past, he felt distressed as a friend, but even more as a boyfriend.

Duan Zhuo felt that it was necessary to give each other some time to calm down, and did not send any more messages to Jiang Sui that night.On the second night, he videoed Jiang Sui as usual, but Jiang Sui hung up unexpectedly.

Obviously out of anger, Duan Zhuo dialed again, Jiang Sui still hung up, but this time he sent him a message back, just two words - what are you doing?

Duan Zhuo didn't mention the sealing needle anymore, he just talked about other things, Jiang Sui seemed to be aware of this, and for three days in a row, they avoided this topic tacitly.

By Saturday, Jiang Sui began to take his video.

Everything seemed to be back to normal, but as the Winter Games got closer, Duan Zhuo still felt a thorn stuck in his heart, so before the video hung up, he mustered up the courage to ask: "Are you still going to get that needle? "

He felt that with Jiang Sui's stubborn temper, the word "compromise" probably wouldn't exist in the dictionary, and he would even deliberately avoid this topic, but unexpectedly, Jiang Sui threw him three words in a very gentle manner. Word: "Stop hitting."

Duan Zhuo smiled: "Have you figured it out?"

"No, I originally wanted to kill you first, but I feel that if I cheat you today, you won't be happy even if you get a quota to go to Beijing. Just think about it." He said with a deep breath, "I will work harder. If not, then..."

Duan Zhuo knew what his next sentence was.

The word "giving up" is too heavy for athletes, and Jiang Sui didn't even have the courage to mention it.

His obedient appearance gave Duan Zhuo an urge to book a ticket and fly back to China, but his reason finally suppressed the urge.

Duan Zhuo stretched out his hand to the camera and said, "Come here and let me touch it."

Jiang Sui tilted his head cooperatively.

"So nice."

The conflict was finally resolved with a compromise by one party. Duan Zhuo thought he would not think about it anymore, but this is not the case. When he is not busy, he still can't help but look up examples of closed needles to see if there are any positive ones. reports.I also asked the foreign team doctors whether the athletes in their countries who received the closed injection had any side effects.

He was always afraid that if he didn't know enough about the medicine, he would let Jiang Suicuo miss the opportunity, and then he would really deserve to die.

There is still a difference between the foreign team doctor's statement and the domestic one. The doctor told him that the probability of side effects such as gastrointestinal problems is extremely low, and there is no need to think about it. As for whether it will accelerate tissue degeneration, the doctor's answer is that as long as you know Just measure.

But what really shakes Duan Zhuo is not entirely the doctor's words, but the accidental meeting of a child on Friday.

That day they went to the Gold Coast for training with the club's athletes. There were many tourists gathered on the beach, and a family of three was closest to them.

The little boy is about ten years old, sitting in the sand and building a castle. His father is white and his mother is Chinese. When communicating, he switches between Chinese and English.

Duan Zhuo's English listening ability is not bad, and he can roughly understand what they are talking about in the cram school. The parents have enrolled their children in piano and rugby lessons, starting next week.

The child was very unhappy when he heard it, and said with a pouted mouth: "But I don't like it."

Mother smiled softly: "You'll like it."

"No, Iwon't." The little boy seemed to be about to cry, and he didn't even pile up the castle. He wiped his eyes with his dirty little hands and said, "That's just your choice. I'm tired of your conversation."

The last sentence inexplicably pierced Duan Zhuo's heart. In the matter of sealing the needle, he made the choice for Jiang Sui calmly.

And also kidnapped Jiang Sui in the name of love, asking him to compromise for him.

He was worried that Jiang Sui would be injured, worried about the side effects, and worried that Jiang Sui would suffer in vain even if he got the injection, but he didn't seriously think about whether Jiang Sui would live in regret and pain all his life because of losing this opportunity.

That day Jiang Sui asked him if he could give him a chance in the form of prayer, he was discussing with him, because he regarded him as a very important person, but he completely denied Jiang Sui's idea.

His arbitrariness is also pushing Jiang Sui out, right?Will Jiang Sui feel sad because of this?

The video call that night started with this incident. Duan Zhuo carefully analyzed the inappropriateness of the child's parents and the possible consequences. Then he took a deep breath and told Jiang Sui solemnly: "I decided not to If you interfere with your decision again, you can fight if you want."

At that moment, he saw joy bursting out of Jiang Sui's eyes.

"really?"

Duan Zhuo nodded: "I think your thoughts are also very important."

"Wow..." Jiang Sui didn't hesitate to praise him, "I'm so moved by what you said."

Duan Zhuo said seriously: "As your boyfriend, supporting you is what I should do, but you have to promise me one thing."

"Yeah, tell me."

"The dose of the drug should not exceed one milliliter. In addition, on the field, you must protect yourself and not be unscrupulous just because of the injection. We still have a chance if the champion is gone. If the body collapses, we will lose everything."

Jiang Sui made an OK gesture, his eyes were narrowed into slits with a smile, and he kissed the camera several times.

"Don't worry, I'm only asking for a place this time, and I'll keep three for one."

The moonlight sprinkled into the room, illuminating the heart brightly, and the sweet feeling overflowed the whole room.

This incident gave Duan Zhuo a new understanding, one person's compromise is a concession and sadness, while the two's compromise is a leap and a hug.

In the middle of the month, the match that Jiang Sui had been looking forward to for a long time officially started.

Australia can log in to domestic websites, but access to many channels is restricted, and there is no way to watch the live broadcast of the Winter Games. Duan Zhuo tried several people but couldn’t solve it. As for the Weibo that Jiang Sui mentioned, he didn’t understand how to use it. The results found are all from last year.

Jiang Sui's mobile phone was turned off and handed in during the game. Duan Zhuo couldn't contact him at all, so he could only pray silently for him in a foreign country.

At the beginning of December, the swimming team's training period ended, and Duan Zhuo was sitting in the office of the base listening to the leader's speech, and the phone in his pocket vibrated.

He received a new consumption message on WeChat, which came from the kinship card he opened for Jiang Sui.

He sneaked a peek, and the corners of his mouth curled unconsciously.

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