Healing Vest Essence

"Bone Gurney:

This is the No. 20th day since you came to Honmaru, today is my turn to write a diary.

Um, even though it's a diary, I don't know the format very well. It seems that I accidentally wrote it in a letter style.

It’s so tangled, actually there are a lot of things I want to say to you, Gu Ni, but many of them were also written by the brothers first.

... "

Today it was the turn of the Five Tigers to withdraw from Awataguchi's group diary.

The dagger boy with fluffy and soft cream-colored short hair was lying on the tatami, holding a pen in one hand and writing down what he wanted to say today in his diary.

The emotions of the Five Tigers' retreat are always palpable.

When I write something that is tangled and I don’t know how to write it, the pair of delicate short eyebrows will frown, and I will have the bad habit of nibbling the cap of the pen involuntarily; when I write a more pleasant part, it is the eyes Squinting up, she looked as beautiful as a watery crescent moon, as if pink flowers had already floated around her, and even the freckles on her face were dancing happily, turning crimson.

This diary is one of the gifts that the Awataguchi family intends to give to each other on the 99th day of the arrival of [Bone Ghou Toshiro] in Honmaru. It is considered a hidden easter egg.

To choose that number is also to believe that [Bone Kuu Toshiro] will live with them in this Honmaru hand in hand for a long time.

The five big tigers were enjoying the sunshine outside the house at the moment, their golden eyes were half drooping, their bellies lit up lazily and indifferently, their tails flicked, and a butterfly was even attracted to dance around their tails.

The five tigers stepped back and took a glance at the accompanying big tigers, smiled and started writing again.

"...Will you be happy with yesterday's welcome?

Everyone prepared for a long time to perform that dance.

In the first stage, Ni needs to move quickly, but also has to be a cold prince, with a handsome expression and a good movement, so he was called out to train alone for several days. It was very hard!

PS: In the end, the problem of Taidao's maneuver value could not be solved, so I had to cut off some positions.

In the end, were you suddenly frightened? When the hat flew up and everyone ran over to hug you.

Because of being suddenly hugged and thrown high, Gu Ni is so cute, just like big tigers, his eyes are wide open (laughs)

But I saw it too, Gu Ni Ni smiled at the end, although it was not obvious at all.

You must be very happy too.

I don't know if Bonnie knows it, but everyone likes you very much, including the tigers.So, please don't show that look of loathing yourself again, okay?

Ah, about this, the tigers told me.

At that time, I was very dazed, and suddenly my hat was snatched away by the big tigers. I thought, they must have something to say to me, so they came after me.

Then I saw Gu Gu Ni standing alone in front of the flower bed, staring blankly at the flowers. Gu Gu Ni at that time was very distressing.

I don't know what Gu Gu Ni is thinking, but sometimes I really hope that Gu Gu Ni can talk to his brothers more.Some words, unspoken words, we don't know.

The wound can't heal either.

In fact, everyone's death and the sacrifices Cattail Ni made to protect you are all expressions of our love for you, so don't be too heavy.

This is the case with the word brother.

If it's Gu Ni, he'd be willing to die for Cat Tail, right?

...I'm sorry, I wrote such an impolite and unhappy sentence, and it's fine for Koni to pretend that I can't see it.

Since then, the brothers have applied for a piece of land from the owner, built a large flower bed like Xiao Ye and the others, planted a lot of flowers in it, and sent the freshest and most beautiful flowers to Gu Gu Ni every day.

It’s just that Cattail Ni is a bit, uh…he always said that “horse dung” is very nutritious and can make the flowers grow better, and he tried every means to water the flowers with horse dung fertilizer.

Don't worry, brothers won't let him harm the flowers, isn't it... well done (shy)

Then can we ask for a small gift? It's not fair if only cattails have it.

Finally, as usual——

Hope to teach you a lot in the future, Gu Ni.

To be always, always together. "

On the back of this page of the diary, the five tigers carefully wrote down their own names in immature and lovely handwriting, and also printed the plum blossom pads of the five big tigers.

***

The silver-haired boy who received the flowers again changed the water in the transparent vase, picked out the withered flowers, and replaced them with bright flowers that still had vitality.

Wakizashi looked around his room with those misty purple eyes. Compared with the empty appearance before, there are more and more things now, especially at the welcome party that day, he got a gift from Quanhonmaru Token Fusangshin friendly gift.

Mikazuki Zongjin gave him a lavender old-fashioned headscarf, Kasen Kanesada gave a copybook and a copy of "Manyoshu", and California Kiyomitsu specially customized nail polish with fine powder and wisteria color for him.

What surprised him the most was the bone-cutting Toshiro, who gave him a photo album that was not fully filled.

Yazawa Haruto opened it and found that it was a photo taken with the Awataguchi family for every event since Toshiro Toshiro came to the Honmaru.

Why give him such a valuable thing?Yazawa Haruto didn't understand, but he still accepted it.

...Anyway, he couldn't take it back, so he had to stay in the end.

Yazawa Haruto couldn't resist the warm invitation of Awataguchi's knickers that day, so he stayed overnight at Awataguchi Obeya, and had a pillow fight with the naughty and lively Awataguchi katanas who hadn't escaped the lively atmosphere of the welcome party.

Most of the pillows thrown at Yazawa Haruto were stopped by Natsuo Toshiro and Bone Kushi Toshiro together, only one or two got in front of him, and then they were pierced by hard bone horns...

The atmosphere at the scene was lively for a while, Natsuo Toshiro looked at the pillowcase hanging on the bone corner, and the expressionless face of [Bone Ghou Toshiro], and laughed wildly.

Cotton and snow fell in the department house, and when they came back, they saw the first episode of this scene. They smiled like a big devil and asked the younger brothers to clean up the scene quickly.

If there is one, there will be two, everything can't be stopped after the beginning, Yazawa Haruto has been run by the little shorts with pillows these days, hoping to beat his star eyes in the past, and go to Awataguchi Obeya to sleep together in the Odori shop .

Haruto Yazawa was indulging in this kind of warm atmosphere, he was much more relaxed after throwing away his past worries and inexplicable moral constraints, and no longer entangled in falsehoods and truths.

The old scars cannot be healed at once, the knife pierced in the heart has not been cleared, and the thorns and thorns are imprisoned around.

If it is pulled out, it will definitely be dripping with blood, and some flesh and blood will be brought out, the pain is real.

But he can also gradually understand that when he was young, his brother left him in order to save him and failed to fulfill his promise.

Just like Gukuu Toshiro and Natsuo Toshiro, they are brothers and close relatives, an existence that cannot be ignored without reaching out to save them.

In fact, Yazawa Haruto's brain has always been able to understand rationally, but the emotional grief cannot be ignored.

It is precisely because of this pain that Yazawa Haruto feels that he killed his brother, and he still cannot get rid of that feeling of self-blame.

So what if you understand?His survival is continued by the blood of another person. How many people can bear the heavy burden of life, can fully understand it and not feel guilty?

What's more, his mother's reaction at that time also hurt him deeply.

Yazawa Haruto's self-doubt has never stopped since then.

He has always been confused about the value of his own survival.

But now, just grabbing a momentary phantom, grabbing a ray of light, and feeling my own value for the first time——

Yazawa Haruto can rewrite the ending for those unsatisfactory and difficult to understand, and draw a complete ending.

And the other party just gave his feelings for the vest he played and gave him a warm experience.

It's an equal deal.

Haruto Yazawa would never drop his vest, so he would always be who and what they thought he would be, and would never have his real name.

This is his destiny, a dreamy butterfly that keeps passing through other people's lives, flapping its wings to bring about turning points, and roaming alone.

Maybe it's still a little sad, but...

"Bone ghoul!"

A cry not far away interrupted Yazawa Haruto's thoughts.

The silver-haired, doll-headed boy looked up, and Toshiro Natsuo and Toshiro Gukuro waved at him.

The black-haired boy ran over vigorously, entangled [Bone Kudou Toshiro] as sticky as in the past, but Bone Kudou Toshiro was more reserved, but held his hand.

Gemini Wakizashi took [Bone Kuu Toshiro] to see the giant strawberry that had just been planted in the field. It is said that it was researched by Yaken Toshiro. It can have a strawberry as big as a big bowl, and it is very sweet.

During the period, there was also the incident of Hasebe's violent beating of Tsurumaru Kuninaga, which was refreshed regularly by Honmaru.

Sanken tacitly gave way to Hasebe, whose mobility value had risen a wave when he went berserk, so that he could catch up with Tsurumaru Kuninaga, who was running away on a horse.

"It's really hard work, Hasebe-kun." Natsuo Toshiro coughed lightly, and said with sympathy and admiration on his face.

The horse named "Momotaro" (actually the little skylark) by Natsuo Toshiro should take a bath at this time, Gemini Wakizasa who likes horses and happens to be in charge of the horse team today brought 【Bone Kushi Toshiro】 Let's go and give it a bath together.

As a result, Sanren's enthusiastic service, not only did not return Little Skylark's gratitude, but was also thrown into the water by the restless Little Skylark.

"It's getting wet..." Although Toshiro Bone had a calm expression, Yazawa Haruto could feel his aggrieved inner activities, which was very cute.

[Bone Kuu Fujishiro] took out a handkerchief and wiped the water droplets on the other party's bangs and face, twisted his clothes that were also wet, thought for a while and said, "Let's go to the hot spring."

Sanken ends up enjoying a hot spring bath surrounded by a group of toy ducklings.

It was Natsuo Toshiro, who had just been left out in the cold, who kept pestering "Bone Ghou Toshiro" twice, pretending to be pitiful and yelling for his brother to help rub his back.

"Brother, you're so naive." Said Toshiro, the bone-killer who seldom took the initiative to complain once.

Natsuo Toshiro: "...I'm really hurt, huh?"

There are many more such things.

Yazawa Haruto silently took up the previous unfinished sentence in his heart: But, this is the warmth he is after.

Never regret it.

Two days later, a day that was no different from the past.

The god judges who had made all the preparations formed a killing team in the name of daily missions that required two teams of elite teams to go out and go on expeditions without alarming the Quanhonmaru Sword Fusangshen.

Among them is a part of Awataguchi, the swordsmen who have learned the "truth".