Ruoshui Qiaochu
Chapter 4 Fate??
Reincarnation" and "Twelve Links", she burst into tears.
Ruoshui has always been very grateful to Master Xiaomeng, he is like a bright light that rescued her from the sea of suffering.
Ruoshui knows that a true Buddhist learner must be able to develop good character, practice inner peace, and then give birth to great wisdom.Because their six roots are pure, they can easily see through a person's heart.
From Ruoshui's point of view, Master Xiaomeng is someone with such cultivation.So when she was in a bad state, she was afraid to contact the master, she didn't want the master to see through her, she was afraid that she would let him down, and she was even more afraid that the master would have regrets for her.
However, Ruoshui also knew in his heart that with Master Xiaomeng's self-cultivation, even if he saw through her, he would never tell the truth. He has always been merciful and tolerant to her.
Even so, when Ruoshui came to "Yanxiang" on this day, he still lingered at the door for a long time before he had the courage to open the door and enter.
The master was not surprised when he saw her coming.He showed his usual kind smile, and calmly let her sit opposite him.
The master is concentrating on making tea, Ruoshui just sits quietly, not daring to disturb.
The master has a very respectful attitude towards the tea set in front of him, even if it is just ironing the pot and warming the cup, his movements are extraordinarily light.
He once told Ruoshui: A person should not only show respect when he pays respects to the Buddha. This kind of respect should be implemented in ordinary life, not only for sentient beings, but also for sentient beings. "
Of course, Ruoshui firmly remembered what the master said.When she was learning the tea ceremony, she once put the teapot on the tray with too much force, and the master inspired her like this.
Master Xiao Meng is the kind of person who usually holds up a cup to drink water and shows great respect.
Ruoshui admires him sincerely and admires him.
When they were tasting tea, Ruoshui explained to the master why they came.
"Master, I'm troubled again..." she said.
The master laughed before saying anything.Then he said: "Seeing that you hesitated outside the door for so long and didn't come in, I know you are troubled."
Ruoshui knew that everything could not escape the eyes of the master, so she said bluntly: "Master, I am waiting for news from someone. I always thought she would come, but she didn't come after all, so I am very troubled now..."
The master asked with a smile on his face: "Then, did he say that he would come?"
Ruoshui shook his head: "She didn't say it, but I thought she would come."
The master said, "Why do you think so?"
Ruoshui said: "I am willing to trust her so much, master."
The master smiled tolerantly, and said: "In some cases, there is nothing wrong with believing but not doubting."
Ruoshui looked at the master intently, seeming to understand but not understanding.
The master didn't stop the movement of his hands, Ruoshui saw the tea leaves in the pot happily scattered when the master raised the kettle to a high speed, and a fresh fragrance was released in the air.
Then, the master poured the tea into two cups and handed one of them to Ruoshui.
Ruoshui stared blankly at the whole process, she subconsciously thought of how she made tea for Qiao Chu in Zhou Linshan's apartment that night.
It turns out that what I did so casually before will become so profound when I recall it now.In fact, it was also the first time she made tea for people after learning the tea ceremony.
Ruoshui picked up the teacup carefully, with a confused face.
Master Xiaomeng stood up and said calmly, "Ruoshui, come with me."
Ruoshui put down the teacup and followed the master to the back of the tea shop.There were two carambola trees planted there. The master pointed to the plentiful fruits wrapped in newspapers and said, "The carambola trees are bearing fruit, have you seen them all?"
Ruoshui said respectfully, "I saw it, master."
"You often talk about fate, but have you ever thought about the cause and fate of these fruits?"
Ruoshui was overwhelmed by her master's questioning.She never knew that a carambola tree could also be related to "Fate".
Ordinary people like her always think that fate is limited to between people, or even between people and small animals.She shook her head honestly, saying she didn't know.
"Its cause is the peach pit, without the peach pit, it would not be able to grow seedlings, and then grow into a tree, and its edge is the soil, sunlight and water.
It is these causes and conditions that make the carambola tree bear fruit.If one of the conditions is missing, the carambola may also grow, but its fruit is not beautiful. If all the conditions are met, the fruit will be beautiful. "
Ruo Shui seems to be a little enlightened.
Then, the master pointed to a sapling that had just sprouted at the foot of Ruoshui, and said: "When the seed has not germinated on the ground, if you don't water it, don't fertilize it, and don't let it come into contact with the sun, It is to cut off its edge, so that it is impossible for the seed to germinate.”
Cut off?Ruoshui seems to have realized something, but it is not thorough enough.
Master Xiaomeng wanted to tell her: She couldn't wait for Qiao Chu's arrival, they couldn't see each other, was it because of the lack of predestined relationship?Or has the relationship between them been severed?
Ruoshui asked a little enlightened: "Master, can I go to her?"
Master Xiaomeng said: "Of course you can go to her, but you have to know that sentient beings are different from plants. Plants only need causes and conditions to germinate and grow, but sentient beings have four conditions to grow."
Ruoshui doesn't know what is called "Four Conditions of Birth", she thinks it is too profound, but her comprehension is not bad, she understands another meaning of the master's words——
Although human feelings are not equivalent to a sapling, it is not that you can give it soil, sunlight and water to bloom and bear fruit, but the "fate" of diligent irrigation is necessary.
When she left "Yanxiang", her mood was obviously brighter than before she came, and she put on a big smiling face and said to the master: "Master, master, if I have a relationship with her, I will definitely bring her here to meet her." your."
The master smiled, looked at the innocent Ruoshui and said, "Okay, it's a deal. You can go."
Ruoshui had just exited "Yanxiang", and almost bumped into someone at the door, looked up, it was his brother Ruoshan, Ruoshan couldn't hide his sister's joy, and asked curiously: "Why are you looking for Master again?"
Ruoshui couldn't hold back her smile, and said, "Master, tell me about fate."
Ruoshan laughed loudly: "My sister is a silly girl who believes in fate!"
Ruoshui stomped her feet, "Don't talk about me like that, you're an idiot."
"You are stupid, you are stupid, you are the most stupid. If you are stupid, you are stupid." He walked in another direction while smiling, and in the middle of the walk, he did not forget to turn his head and smile at his sister: "You believe in fate, I believe in fate." Salt, I'm going to help my mother buy salt from the wholesaler now!"
A year passed like this.
Qiao Chu didn't have any news about Ruoshui, so she could only hope that she would take the initiative to contact her, maybe during a certain traditional festival or an international festival.
However, gradually, she didn't think she would do it.What she had to believe was that Ruoshui had already left her behind.
She couldn't understand why Ruoshui didn't want to answer her past calls, even if she only needed to answer it once.Later, her mobile phone was even turned off.
Maybe she changed her cell phone number?
Maybe……
Maybe Zhou Linshan is right.Between her and Ruoshui, they were just two people who met by chance.
Zhou Linshan once thought that the "conflict between the three women" would soon calm down with Ruoshui's departure, but it turned out that Qiao Chu was more difficult to deal with than she imagined.
She gradually alienated her.At the same time, Qiao Chu was assigned by the company to work as a project manager in another team, leading a group of inexperienced programmers.
Qiao Chu seemed to leave without hesitation, and did not show her reluctance for Zhou Linshan at all, which made Zhou Linshan feel very sad.
The matter of Qiao Chu crying in the office that day had already been widely spread in RealMccoy. Now that she was transferred and her friendly relationship with Zhou Linshan broke down, everyone was not surprised.
The gossip colleagues couldn't see clearly what the two women who were originally inseparable and friendly were doing. They thought they were having an affair, and even a third party was involved. Now the sea of love is stirring.
Qiao Chu also thought about whether her resolute transfer was too ruthless.For this reason, she is not without struggle.
After all, Zhou Linshan never hurt her in public, nor in private...
However, she couldn't face her in a short time.Forced by the situation, she had no choice but to do so first.
Zhou Linshan knew that she took the wrong first step, and every step after that was wrong.She knew that as long as she was willing to admit her mistakes, Qiao Chu would definitely be willing to forgive her.
However, what puzzled her was, why should she admit her mistake?
Is it because she failed Ruoshui and fell in love with her for being unkind, heartless and ungrateful?
Or admit it for the wrong things she did secretly?Every time she thinks of this, she gets stuck in her head.
Qiao Chu had already circled Foshan. She was sitting on a tree by the side of the mountain road and looked over. On the far side, a fireball was about to fall into the sky.
At least two or three days a week, she would come to Mount Foshan alone.
Without Zhou Linshan in her life, Qiao Chu's life is actually out of balance.She has much more time and space than before.
Colleagues, friends, assistants, Qiao Chu has been ignoring the more important point - she and Zhou Linshan are actually a master-student relationship.
Now that there is no Zhou Linshan, she needs to focus more on her work, because she lacks a living dictionary that she can read and consult anytime and anywhere.
During these days, Pan Liren naturally walked into her life.
He would buy groceries and cook for her at her house after get off work.He is a man who loves to cook.Cooking for the woman he loves is something he can't ask for, and he loves it.
Qiao Chu is not the kind of person who keeps her house clean and tidy every day. Her house usually returns to a clean and tidy state after seven days of chaos.
After Pan Liren came, he would clean up the house for her every day. The floor was wiped spotless, the windows were polished brightly, and he even washed her clothes, including her underwear.
But Qiao Chu didn't like him doing laundry for her, he always made her feel embarrassed and mad when he touched her clothes.Pan Liren didn't take it seriously, he washed his clothes and cooked his meals, rain or shine.
The Spring Festival has just passed, and it was another day of ordinary life. Qiao Chu just got off work and was stuck in a traffic jam on her way home.
Like so many yesterday evenings, she received a call from Pan Liren again.However, the person who spoke this time was not Pan Liren himself!
The other party was a stranger, he was talking in a very flustered tone, the surroundings were very noisy, Qiao Chu couldn't hear clearly for a while, when she finally heard clearly, what the strange voice said was——
The owner of the car had a serious car accident. For some reason, the car lost control and crashed into the dividing embankment on the Pine Forest Expressway!
The owner of the machine is none other than Pan Liren.This stranger found Qiao Chu in Pan Liren's most dialed phone records.
Qiao Chu changed direction and immediately rushed to the scene of the incident on the Songlin Expressway.
She arrived almost at the same time as the ambulance, and the area was also jammed due to traffic accidents.
Qiao Chu parked the car on the far side of the road, and then ran towards the direction of the ambulance.
Seeing the medical staff carrying Pan Liren, who was unconscious on a stretcher, into the car, she was so frightened that her legs went weak.
She rushed forward desperately to see what was going on with him. When someone asked her if she was Pan Liren's relative, she said yes in a panic.
Seeing the delirious Pan Liren, she asked him in fear: "How are you? Pan Liren! Pan Liren!"
That was the first time Qiao Chu actually called his name after leaving the campus, and it was also the first time she cried for him.
"Pan Liren, can you promise me that you don't scare me!"
Pan Liren couldn't open his eyes, he had been put on an oxygen mask, his breath was very weak, his hands and feet were covered with blood, and he seemed unable to move, but he still raised his hand to Qiao Chu with difficulty.
He could only hook one of her fingers, and then shake it lightly, as if to express to her that he is not dead, and he will not die, so that she can rest assured.
Qiao Chu encouraged him with tears, "Pan Liren, you have to hold on! You must hold on! You still have to continue to wash my clothes..."
16. Section 4
——The warmth after the car accident——
After Pan Liren was rushed to the hospital, the police intervened in the accident, and the scene was quickly sealed off. Qiao Chu stayed behind to take care of all trivial matters for him.
Fortunately, Pan Liren's life was recovered.However, his injury was not minor.
The doctor told Qiao Chu that the tendons on one of his hands and feet were ruptured, and he needed to be sutured immediately. After the operation, he might not be able to return to his original state. One of them was the inability to move freely, and the other was that there might be other unforeseen sequelae.
In addition, his ribcage slammed into the steering wheel too hard at the time of the accident, confirming two broken ribs.
The accident happened so suddenly that Qiao Chu didn't care about panic at all, she could only keep calm and deal with the emergency in front of her.
That night she contacted Pan Liren's eldest brother, who drove down from his hometown [-] kilometers away with his wife overnight to see his younger brother.
Qiao Chu was close to Pan Liren's family.After all, in those years when we were classmates, we naturally played together.
Nine out of ten activities in the class were initiated, organized and mobilized by Pan Liren. In addition, Pan Liren has liked her for many years, and his family and a group of classmates who call him brothers and sisters have long recognized that she is the woman by his side.
After half a month in the hospital, his condition finally stabilized.His hands and feet have also been immobilized in plaster casts after tendon stitches.
However, during this period, except for his eldest brother and sister-in-law who would visit him in the hospital every three days, and colleagues from the company who came in several groups, no other relatives came to visit him, and Qiao Chu took care of all matters. Organize and manage for him.
Pan Liren comes from a big family with three generations under one roof.His parents are old, and there are eight brothers and sisters in total. The brothers and sisters are a whole round older than him. Everyone has a family and a family with the next generation, and he is the youngest and is considered the most promising one by his family.
He once joked that his family was "as chaotic as the seven kingdoms", but his parents loved him the most, so his brothers and sisters seemed to consciously reject him.
The day before he was discharged from the hospital, Pan's eldest brother insisted on inviting Qiao Chu to dinner.Qiao Chu politely declined his offer because the company hospital was in a hurry, but the husband and wife insisted.
During the meal and conversation, Brother Pan told Qiao Chu that they did not tell their elderly parents about the car accident because they did not want the elderly to be frightened. Now that his brother was about to be discharged from the hospital, they decided to hide it to the end.
From a more in-depth conversation, Qiao Chu also figured out what he really wanted to express——
Pan Liren had a car accident, and his parents didn't know about it. Now he's going to be discharged from the hospital. They can't take him home for recuperation, because taking him back would mean that everything went wrong. Of course, his parents would know, and the old man would have trouble sleeping and eating, which is not good for his health. So he can't go home, come back, and more importantly, no one has time to take care of him after he is picked up.
He said hesitantly: "Little Qiao, you see what can be done about this matter. We have discussed it, but we don't know what to do. How about this? You can find a private nurse for us to take care of him, and we will pay for it." , Do you think this is appropriate? I think this is the only way to do it, you say..." His head lowered as he talked, and finally almost buried it in the table.
Seeing his messy words, his wife acted a little hasty and impatient, so she simply sorted out what he wanted to say for him: "Looking at Liren's situation, I'm afraid I need someone to watch him day and night, but at home Who can look at him like that, everyone is busy. It is imperative to hire someone to take care of him." After saying this, Qiao Chu found that Big Brother Pan could no longer lift his head.
Qiao Chu suddenly feels sorry for Pan Liren.He has a family like nothing.This situation is really more pitiful than her having no parents.
Seeing that Qiao Chu didn't speak, Big Brother Pan felt flustered and anxious. He took out his handkerchief to wipe off the sweat on his forehead, and almost knocked over the water glass beside him.
Qiao Chu looked at the couple and said calmly, "I will find a way."
His elder brother stood up quickly, and said gratefully: "Thank you, Xiao Qiao."
He held Qiao Chu's hand and said repeatedly: "Thank you, Xiao Qiao, we will keep in touch."
After the eldest brother and sister-in-law returned, Qiao Chu didn't want to tell Pan Liren the truth.
Pan Liren is a person with no plans. He even asked Qiao Chu: "Did my elder brother say when he would come again? Hey, I just remembered now. Why didn't my sister come to see me? I'm so hurt." , and don’t come to see me, so I’m not afraid that I’ll really leave.” In fact, he has no complaints in his heart, he just likes to talk.
Before handling the discharge procedure for Pan Liren, Qiao Chu had already bought a wheelchair, which was light and easy to store. She had to choose a wheelchair that she was able to operate.
This afternoon, at the gate of the hospital, when she was trying to get Pan Liren to sit in the carriage, a person suddenly reached out to help Pan Liren.
Qiao Chu looked up and saw that it was Zhou Linshan.
Zhou Linshan said to Pan Liren: "No one told me that such a big accident happened to you. I went to your company in the morning, and the people there told me that you were discharged from the hospital this afternoon, so I came here."
Pan Liren was still in the mood to joke. He asked Zhou Linshan, "Joe, if you saw me in the newspaper obituary, you would definitely cry. Would you cry?"
Zhou Linshan replied fluently: "I don't know if I will cry or not, but I will definitely buy a wreath to mourn you."
Pan Liren was injured and unable to work for at least three months, and no one cared for him at home. In order to take care of him, Qiao Chu decided to let him move to her house.
Zhou Linshan looked at Qiao Chu and said, "If you need my help, call me anytime."
Once the news spread that Pan Liren moved to Qiao Chu's house, everyone in RealMccoy thought that Qiao Chu had finally found a boyfriend and broke the non-marriage doctrine, and now he was living with her boyfriend. Only Zhou Linshan knew that was not the case.
Back home that day, Qiao Chu became confused: where should Pan Liren sleep?When this house was bought, Qiao Chu had someone connect the master bedroom and the guest room.
Let's sleep on the sofa in the living room. The length of the sofa is shorter than that of Pan Liren and her.Let's sleep in the storage room, which is already full of sundries, the air is not circulating, and it can't accommodate people at all.
She considered whether she should buy another mattress, but at this moment she was already too tired to continue to toss, and inadvertently remembered that Zhou Linshan might be able to help, but she didn't want to contact her at this time.
Just like that, the two stopped in the middle of the room, not knowing where to go.Pan Liren didn't understand the woman's careful thinking, he shouted that he was hungry, and cried that he wanted to go to the bathroom urgently.
"Shut up! If you keep arguing, I will drive you away and ignore you."
Qiao Chu put him on the sofa first, and he obediently shut up, and covered his mouth with his hands to avoid being scolded again.
Turning around from the room, Qiao Chu had already made a decision.
There was only one bed in the room, and even if you got a mattress on the floor, it would never work for a disabled patient.
In this way, the person sleeping on the bed must be Pan Liren, and the person sleeping on the floor must be her.
Since he has to sleep in the bed and hers is a double bed, then they should share the bed. Who expressly stipulates that men and women cannot share the same bed?It all depends on human effort, not to mention this is her home, she can make decisions on her own.
So, she announced to him cautiously: "Pan Liren, let me tell you, I can only share the same bed with you at night."
Pan Liren was very surprised by Qiao Chu's arrangement, his eyes sparkled excitedly, and he almost clapped his hands, but he pretended to be serious and said, "Thank you, Xiao Qiao, this arrangement makes me very happy." move."
Qiao Chu was much more serious than him. She said: "Listen to the rules I set: first, you can't think wildly. Second, you can't act recklessly. Third, you still can't act recklessly. I'm right if you act recklessly. You're welcome, I'll kick you out of bed!"
Pan Liren seemed so happy to find a bargain, and he promised with a smile on his face: "I'm already half disabled, and I can't do anything wrong."
Just like that, Qiao Chu changed a new sheet, took out two pillows, and let Pan Liren sleep on the outer end of the bed, and she slept against the wall.
This is definitely the most absurd experience in her life, sleeping with a male patient, and this person is still a man who likes her.
Pan Liren was actually very moved.Finally, at night, lying on the bed, he still had an urge to turn over and hug Qiao Chu. He wanted to say thank you to her, or that he loved her, really loved her very much. The hateful thing was that he Her right arm couldn't move at all, let alone turn over, and he didn't even have the ability to hold her hand.
Qiao Chu slept facing the other side of the wall all night, she subconsciously avoided Pan Liren, because she was afraid that she would accidentally touch his badly injured arm.
After being hospitalized for a while, Qiao Chu was tortured by Pan Liren for nearly a month. Every day she was so tired that she went home and fell asleep without even having a dream.
And Pan Liren tried his best to put away his usual playful and unscrupulous attitude, obediently let Qiao Chu arrange his life and diet, take him back to the hospital regularly to change his medicine, and follow up his condition.
Every morning, Qiao Chu would prepare brunch for her before going to work.Her home has no steps, no stairs to go up and down, and it is smooth to come and go, suitable for wheelchair activities.
Sometimes she got up late and didn't have time to prepare lunch. Taking advantage of the lunch break, she bought lunch and went home to eat with him.
Pan Liren injured his right hand, so he could only eat, brush his teeth, and shave with his left clumsily.
Taking a bath is even more difficult. Qiao Chu can't help him, so she can only fill her with water first, then move a plastic chair to the bathroom, let him sit down and wash slowly.
He often takes more than an hour to wash this time.After washing, he opened the bathroom door, looking very helpless like a funny underdog.
Sometimes when he eats, the table will be covered with rice grains and vegetables, and he is very embarrassed.Qiao Chu looked at him, and there was such a trace of tenderness in his heart.
In fact, she is not sure what kind of emotion it is, maybe it comes from a woman's innate "maternal love"?
Sometimes, she really couldn't stand it anymore, and would feed him, so that she would save herself the trouble of cleaning up the messy table later.
She felt like she was taking care of a child.In many intimate interactions, she always thinks of Ruoshui unexpectedly, but whenever she thinks of this girl, her heart is always as heavy as a stone.
One day, Qiao Chu fed him again.Pan Liren swallowed the rice in one mouthful, with his mouth half open, waiting for another bite, but Qiao Chu had already put down the bowl and chopsticks and walked away.
Pan Liren looked at her leaving back, and said movedly: "Little Qiao, you are a good woman."
Qiao Chu was in a daze, unable to return to him for a while.
Pan Liren saw himself in the mirror after dinner, and he said to Qiao Chu, "Little Qiao, I'm going to cut my hair."
Qiao Chu glanced at him, his hair was indeed long and messy, and he was almost turning into a primitive man from the rock age.
But how to take him out to get his hair cut?
She can only cut it for him by herself.She cut a hole in a folio newspaper, put it on his shoulder, and then found scissors to trim it slowly.
Pan Liren slowly closed his eyes, as if he was enjoying the supporting services of a high-end barber shop.
After cutting his hair, he said he wanted to cut his nails, and Qiao Chu also trimmed it for him without further ado.
Pan Liren uploaded a photo of his plastered foot on his FB, and wrote: This car accident was a blessing in disguise.The suffering God gave me turned out to have another meaning.
Immediately won a lot of likes.Some people asked him where he was recuperating and said he would visit him, but Pan Li didn't want to tell them, he didn't want them to disturb his peaceful happiness.
Pan Liren felt that these months of convalescence were the happiest time in his life, and he didn't even hope that he would recover.
Therefore, he recognized Qiao Chu as a woman even more.He began to look forward to their future days even more.
Just last year, he bought a house. He told Qiao Chu more than once that he wanted to use the house for marriage. Qiao Chu asked him to find someone else. He said he only wanted to marry her.
He also said that he wanted her to bear her four children, all named, whether it was a daughter or a son, to be called "Pancho", which he said when he was serious.
When he was not serious, he said that Qiao Churuo could bear four children for him, and the children's names were ranked in order: Pan Qiaopan, Pan Qiaoqiao, Pan Panqiao, Pan Panpan.
Zhou Linshan has visited him several times.Every time I bought a lot of snacks and fruits, and then talked and laughed with him in the living room.
Whenever these two people get together, the room is always full of laughter, Qiao Chu has no idea what they said so funny.
One weekend afternoon, they drank beer brought by Zhou Linshan and chatted over peanuts in the yard.
Qiao Chu walked over and muttered: What kind of bad friends are you making!Then, he took away the peanuts and beer in front of Pan Liren. After Qiao Chu entered the room, Pan Liren said to Zhou Linshan with a happy face, "Joe, did you see that Xiao Qiao cares about me. She won't let me eat peanuts. If it’s not good for my wound, I won’t take it, and she won’t let me drink, she must think it’s not good for my recovery, so I won’t drink it.”
Zhou Linshan shivered all over, and snorted, "I can't stand it, I really want you to look in the mirror and see your current virtue!"
Zhou Linshan has another interpretation for the same sentence.She felt that the bad friend Qiao Chu spoke of was not necessarily only between her and Pan Liren, but also between her and her.Qiao Chu's ability to speak like this proves that her knot in her heart has been gradually loosened.
In fact, she began to envy Pan Liren. At the last moment, she wished that Qiao Chu would also take away her beer. At least this would prove that she cared about her.
Zhou Linshan once believed that Pan Liren would not get Qiao Chu, but now she began to hold back.
She soon discovered that he and Qiao Chu seemed to be in the same bed, and she did not shy away from directly asking Pan Liren for proof. Pan Liren did not dare to speak indiscriminately on this sensitive matter. And he didn't want Zhou Linshan to have any fantasies. This was related to a girl's chastity, so he resolutely denied it.
Three months passed like this.Because of his good mood, Pan Liren's recovery was better than expected.
His hands can move slowly, he can finally eat, brush his teeth and shave freely, he no longer eats all over the table.
It was a rainy late night, and Pan Liren really wanted to try his luck.
When lying on the bed, he and Qiao Chu had nothing to say, he suddenly went to hold her hand firmly, to his surprise, she didn't refuse him.
Then, he worked up the courage to turn over and kiss her.This kiss was completely out of instinct.
I thought that Qiao Chu would reject her, and even kick him under the bed. He had prepared for the worst. If he was going to be hurt, he should be hurt more thoroughly.
However, a miracle happened again, and she still didn't.She also stretched out her hand, embraced him tenderly, and took him into her soft embrace.
Pan Liren was greatly encouraged, and he was excited and moved. He couldn't control his bloody self's rampage towards her at all, and he couldn't hold back at all...
That night, it was as if he had found the right key among a bunch of keys that could unlock her long self-enclosure.
He told himself that he would always wear this key on his body and never lose it.
In the days that followed, Qiao Chu would accompany him to physical therapy on weekends to help his limbs gradually become healthy.
As the doctor said at the beginning, he can no longer return to his previous state, and now he can't walk too much, as soon as he passes, he will be painful and limping.
But Pan Liren was optimistic by nature, so he didn't care at all.He knew that Qiao Chu would not care.
In this rapidly developing but extremely cold city, Qiao Chu never really felt her loneliness.
After being with Pan Liren, she realized that it was Zhou Linshan who warmed and filled all the cold holes in her life before she knew it.
And she and Pan Liren are like two lonely souls wandering in the city with nowhere to rest their souls.Now, they give each other warmth and companionship.
Qiao Chu, who has been living alone all this time, now has to admit that two people are really warmer than one.Like many ordinary women, she also needs love and warmth.
After returning to work, Pan Liren reluctantly left Qiao Chu's house and moved back to his own residence, and life finally returned to the way it was in the past.
One day, Qiao Chu was on his way home from get off work again.
When passing Taoyuan, she seemed to suddenly see Ruoshui walking on the sidewalk leading to the Foshan Mountain.
He was dressed in white clothes, wearing a beret, and carrying a heavy mountaineering backpack.
But it turned out that it was just an illusion, it wasn't Ruoshui, Ruoshui would never appear in Taoyuan.
That girl I met by chance, is she okay?Did she completely let go of Zhou Linshan who was "not a good person" in her eyes?
In the busy city with people coming and going, or on the side of the road with endless traffic, Qiao Chu sometimes wondered whether he would run into her suddenly?
She also thought about whether she could see her in a dream.Just knowing she's doing well is fine.
But no, not even a dream.It is also impossible to search for a girl like her on the street.
Ruoshui is such a unique girl. In this world, no one can be like her, and it is impossible for her to return to this city that has nothing to do with her.
The wind leaves a sound, and the geese leave traces.
In a trance, it turned out that yesterday was like a dream I had sent, and the days, like a giant wheel, continued in a cycle.
Ruoshui has always been very grateful to Master Xiaomeng, he is like a bright light that rescued her from the sea of suffering.
Ruoshui knows that a true Buddhist learner must be able to develop good character, practice inner peace, and then give birth to great wisdom.Because their six roots are pure, they can easily see through a person's heart.
From Ruoshui's point of view, Master Xiaomeng is someone with such cultivation.So when she was in a bad state, she was afraid to contact the master, she didn't want the master to see through her, she was afraid that she would let him down, and she was even more afraid that the master would have regrets for her.
However, Ruoshui also knew in his heart that with Master Xiaomeng's self-cultivation, even if he saw through her, he would never tell the truth. He has always been merciful and tolerant to her.
Even so, when Ruoshui came to "Yanxiang" on this day, he still lingered at the door for a long time before he had the courage to open the door and enter.
The master was not surprised when he saw her coming.He showed his usual kind smile, and calmly let her sit opposite him.
The master is concentrating on making tea, Ruoshui just sits quietly, not daring to disturb.
The master has a very respectful attitude towards the tea set in front of him, even if it is just ironing the pot and warming the cup, his movements are extraordinarily light.
He once told Ruoshui: A person should not only show respect when he pays respects to the Buddha. This kind of respect should be implemented in ordinary life, not only for sentient beings, but also for sentient beings. "
Of course, Ruoshui firmly remembered what the master said.When she was learning the tea ceremony, she once put the teapot on the tray with too much force, and the master inspired her like this.
Master Xiao Meng is the kind of person who usually holds up a cup to drink water and shows great respect.
Ruoshui admires him sincerely and admires him.
When they were tasting tea, Ruoshui explained to the master why they came.
"Master, I'm troubled again..." she said.
The master laughed before saying anything.Then he said: "Seeing that you hesitated outside the door for so long and didn't come in, I know you are troubled."
Ruoshui knew that everything could not escape the eyes of the master, so she said bluntly: "Master, I am waiting for news from someone. I always thought she would come, but she didn't come after all, so I am very troubled now..."
The master asked with a smile on his face: "Then, did he say that he would come?"
Ruoshui shook his head: "She didn't say it, but I thought she would come."
The master said, "Why do you think so?"
Ruoshui said: "I am willing to trust her so much, master."
The master smiled tolerantly, and said: "In some cases, there is nothing wrong with believing but not doubting."
Ruoshui looked at the master intently, seeming to understand but not understanding.
The master didn't stop the movement of his hands, Ruoshui saw the tea leaves in the pot happily scattered when the master raised the kettle to a high speed, and a fresh fragrance was released in the air.
Then, the master poured the tea into two cups and handed one of them to Ruoshui.
Ruoshui stared blankly at the whole process, she subconsciously thought of how she made tea for Qiao Chu in Zhou Linshan's apartment that night.
It turns out that what I did so casually before will become so profound when I recall it now.In fact, it was also the first time she made tea for people after learning the tea ceremony.
Ruoshui picked up the teacup carefully, with a confused face.
Master Xiaomeng stood up and said calmly, "Ruoshui, come with me."
Ruoshui put down the teacup and followed the master to the back of the tea shop.There were two carambola trees planted there. The master pointed to the plentiful fruits wrapped in newspapers and said, "The carambola trees are bearing fruit, have you seen them all?"
Ruoshui said respectfully, "I saw it, master."
"You often talk about fate, but have you ever thought about the cause and fate of these fruits?"
Ruoshui was overwhelmed by her master's questioning.She never knew that a carambola tree could also be related to "Fate".
Ordinary people like her always think that fate is limited to between people, or even between people and small animals.She shook her head honestly, saying she didn't know.
"Its cause is the peach pit, without the peach pit, it would not be able to grow seedlings, and then grow into a tree, and its edge is the soil, sunlight and water.
It is these causes and conditions that make the carambola tree bear fruit.If one of the conditions is missing, the carambola may also grow, but its fruit is not beautiful. If all the conditions are met, the fruit will be beautiful. "
Ruo Shui seems to be a little enlightened.
Then, the master pointed to a sapling that had just sprouted at the foot of Ruoshui, and said: "When the seed has not germinated on the ground, if you don't water it, don't fertilize it, and don't let it come into contact with the sun, It is to cut off its edge, so that it is impossible for the seed to germinate.”
Cut off?Ruoshui seems to have realized something, but it is not thorough enough.
Master Xiaomeng wanted to tell her: She couldn't wait for Qiao Chu's arrival, they couldn't see each other, was it because of the lack of predestined relationship?Or has the relationship between them been severed?
Ruoshui asked a little enlightened: "Master, can I go to her?"
Master Xiaomeng said: "Of course you can go to her, but you have to know that sentient beings are different from plants. Plants only need causes and conditions to germinate and grow, but sentient beings have four conditions to grow."
Ruoshui doesn't know what is called "Four Conditions of Birth", she thinks it is too profound, but her comprehension is not bad, she understands another meaning of the master's words——
Although human feelings are not equivalent to a sapling, it is not that you can give it soil, sunlight and water to bloom and bear fruit, but the "fate" of diligent irrigation is necessary.
When she left "Yanxiang", her mood was obviously brighter than before she came, and she put on a big smiling face and said to the master: "Master, master, if I have a relationship with her, I will definitely bring her here to meet her." your."
The master smiled, looked at the innocent Ruoshui and said, "Okay, it's a deal. You can go."
Ruoshui had just exited "Yanxiang", and almost bumped into someone at the door, looked up, it was his brother Ruoshan, Ruoshan couldn't hide his sister's joy, and asked curiously: "Why are you looking for Master again?"
Ruoshui couldn't hold back her smile, and said, "Master, tell me about fate."
Ruoshan laughed loudly: "My sister is a silly girl who believes in fate!"
Ruoshui stomped her feet, "Don't talk about me like that, you're an idiot."
"You are stupid, you are stupid, you are the most stupid. If you are stupid, you are stupid." He walked in another direction while smiling, and in the middle of the walk, he did not forget to turn his head and smile at his sister: "You believe in fate, I believe in fate." Salt, I'm going to help my mother buy salt from the wholesaler now!"
A year passed like this.
Qiao Chu didn't have any news about Ruoshui, so she could only hope that she would take the initiative to contact her, maybe during a certain traditional festival or an international festival.
However, gradually, she didn't think she would do it.What she had to believe was that Ruoshui had already left her behind.
She couldn't understand why Ruoshui didn't want to answer her past calls, even if she only needed to answer it once.Later, her mobile phone was even turned off.
Maybe she changed her cell phone number?
Maybe……
Maybe Zhou Linshan is right.Between her and Ruoshui, they were just two people who met by chance.
Zhou Linshan once thought that the "conflict between the three women" would soon calm down with Ruoshui's departure, but it turned out that Qiao Chu was more difficult to deal with than she imagined.
She gradually alienated her.At the same time, Qiao Chu was assigned by the company to work as a project manager in another team, leading a group of inexperienced programmers.
Qiao Chu seemed to leave without hesitation, and did not show her reluctance for Zhou Linshan at all, which made Zhou Linshan feel very sad.
The matter of Qiao Chu crying in the office that day had already been widely spread in RealMccoy. Now that she was transferred and her friendly relationship with Zhou Linshan broke down, everyone was not surprised.
The gossip colleagues couldn't see clearly what the two women who were originally inseparable and friendly were doing. They thought they were having an affair, and even a third party was involved. Now the sea of love is stirring.
Qiao Chu also thought about whether her resolute transfer was too ruthless.For this reason, she is not without struggle.
After all, Zhou Linshan never hurt her in public, nor in private...
However, she couldn't face her in a short time.Forced by the situation, she had no choice but to do so first.
Zhou Linshan knew that she took the wrong first step, and every step after that was wrong.She knew that as long as she was willing to admit her mistakes, Qiao Chu would definitely be willing to forgive her.
However, what puzzled her was, why should she admit her mistake?
Is it because she failed Ruoshui and fell in love with her for being unkind, heartless and ungrateful?
Or admit it for the wrong things she did secretly?Every time she thinks of this, she gets stuck in her head.
Qiao Chu had already circled Foshan. She was sitting on a tree by the side of the mountain road and looked over. On the far side, a fireball was about to fall into the sky.
At least two or three days a week, she would come to Mount Foshan alone.
Without Zhou Linshan in her life, Qiao Chu's life is actually out of balance.She has much more time and space than before.
Colleagues, friends, assistants, Qiao Chu has been ignoring the more important point - she and Zhou Linshan are actually a master-student relationship.
Now that there is no Zhou Linshan, she needs to focus more on her work, because she lacks a living dictionary that she can read and consult anytime and anywhere.
During these days, Pan Liren naturally walked into her life.
He would buy groceries and cook for her at her house after get off work.He is a man who loves to cook.Cooking for the woman he loves is something he can't ask for, and he loves it.
Qiao Chu is not the kind of person who keeps her house clean and tidy every day. Her house usually returns to a clean and tidy state after seven days of chaos.
After Pan Liren came, he would clean up the house for her every day. The floor was wiped spotless, the windows were polished brightly, and he even washed her clothes, including her underwear.
But Qiao Chu didn't like him doing laundry for her, he always made her feel embarrassed and mad when he touched her clothes.Pan Liren didn't take it seriously, he washed his clothes and cooked his meals, rain or shine.
The Spring Festival has just passed, and it was another day of ordinary life. Qiao Chu just got off work and was stuck in a traffic jam on her way home.
Like so many yesterday evenings, she received a call from Pan Liren again.However, the person who spoke this time was not Pan Liren himself!
The other party was a stranger, he was talking in a very flustered tone, the surroundings were very noisy, Qiao Chu couldn't hear clearly for a while, when she finally heard clearly, what the strange voice said was——
The owner of the car had a serious car accident. For some reason, the car lost control and crashed into the dividing embankment on the Pine Forest Expressway!
The owner of the machine is none other than Pan Liren.This stranger found Qiao Chu in Pan Liren's most dialed phone records.
Qiao Chu changed direction and immediately rushed to the scene of the incident on the Songlin Expressway.
She arrived almost at the same time as the ambulance, and the area was also jammed due to traffic accidents.
Qiao Chu parked the car on the far side of the road, and then ran towards the direction of the ambulance.
Seeing the medical staff carrying Pan Liren, who was unconscious on a stretcher, into the car, she was so frightened that her legs went weak.
She rushed forward desperately to see what was going on with him. When someone asked her if she was Pan Liren's relative, she said yes in a panic.
Seeing the delirious Pan Liren, she asked him in fear: "How are you? Pan Liren! Pan Liren!"
That was the first time Qiao Chu actually called his name after leaving the campus, and it was also the first time she cried for him.
"Pan Liren, can you promise me that you don't scare me!"
Pan Liren couldn't open his eyes, he had been put on an oxygen mask, his breath was very weak, his hands and feet were covered with blood, and he seemed unable to move, but he still raised his hand to Qiao Chu with difficulty.
He could only hook one of her fingers, and then shake it lightly, as if to express to her that he is not dead, and he will not die, so that she can rest assured.
Qiao Chu encouraged him with tears, "Pan Liren, you have to hold on! You must hold on! You still have to continue to wash my clothes..."
16. Section 4
——The warmth after the car accident——
After Pan Liren was rushed to the hospital, the police intervened in the accident, and the scene was quickly sealed off. Qiao Chu stayed behind to take care of all trivial matters for him.
Fortunately, Pan Liren's life was recovered.However, his injury was not minor.
The doctor told Qiao Chu that the tendons on one of his hands and feet were ruptured, and he needed to be sutured immediately. After the operation, he might not be able to return to his original state. One of them was the inability to move freely, and the other was that there might be other unforeseen sequelae.
In addition, his ribcage slammed into the steering wheel too hard at the time of the accident, confirming two broken ribs.
The accident happened so suddenly that Qiao Chu didn't care about panic at all, she could only keep calm and deal with the emergency in front of her.
That night she contacted Pan Liren's eldest brother, who drove down from his hometown [-] kilometers away with his wife overnight to see his younger brother.
Qiao Chu was close to Pan Liren's family.After all, in those years when we were classmates, we naturally played together.
Nine out of ten activities in the class were initiated, organized and mobilized by Pan Liren. In addition, Pan Liren has liked her for many years, and his family and a group of classmates who call him brothers and sisters have long recognized that she is the woman by his side.
After half a month in the hospital, his condition finally stabilized.His hands and feet have also been immobilized in plaster casts after tendon stitches.
However, during this period, except for his eldest brother and sister-in-law who would visit him in the hospital every three days, and colleagues from the company who came in several groups, no other relatives came to visit him, and Qiao Chu took care of all matters. Organize and manage for him.
Pan Liren comes from a big family with three generations under one roof.His parents are old, and there are eight brothers and sisters in total. The brothers and sisters are a whole round older than him. Everyone has a family and a family with the next generation, and he is the youngest and is considered the most promising one by his family.
He once joked that his family was "as chaotic as the seven kingdoms", but his parents loved him the most, so his brothers and sisters seemed to consciously reject him.
The day before he was discharged from the hospital, Pan's eldest brother insisted on inviting Qiao Chu to dinner.Qiao Chu politely declined his offer because the company hospital was in a hurry, but the husband and wife insisted.
During the meal and conversation, Brother Pan told Qiao Chu that they did not tell their elderly parents about the car accident because they did not want the elderly to be frightened. Now that his brother was about to be discharged from the hospital, they decided to hide it to the end.
From a more in-depth conversation, Qiao Chu also figured out what he really wanted to express——
Pan Liren had a car accident, and his parents didn't know about it. Now he's going to be discharged from the hospital. They can't take him home for recuperation, because taking him back would mean that everything went wrong. Of course, his parents would know, and the old man would have trouble sleeping and eating, which is not good for his health. So he can't go home, come back, and more importantly, no one has time to take care of him after he is picked up.
He said hesitantly: "Little Qiao, you see what can be done about this matter. We have discussed it, but we don't know what to do. How about this? You can find a private nurse for us to take care of him, and we will pay for it." , Do you think this is appropriate? I think this is the only way to do it, you say..." His head lowered as he talked, and finally almost buried it in the table.
Seeing his messy words, his wife acted a little hasty and impatient, so she simply sorted out what he wanted to say for him: "Looking at Liren's situation, I'm afraid I need someone to watch him day and night, but at home Who can look at him like that, everyone is busy. It is imperative to hire someone to take care of him." After saying this, Qiao Chu found that Big Brother Pan could no longer lift his head.
Qiao Chu suddenly feels sorry for Pan Liren.He has a family like nothing.This situation is really more pitiful than her having no parents.
Seeing that Qiao Chu didn't speak, Big Brother Pan felt flustered and anxious. He took out his handkerchief to wipe off the sweat on his forehead, and almost knocked over the water glass beside him.
Qiao Chu looked at the couple and said calmly, "I will find a way."
His elder brother stood up quickly, and said gratefully: "Thank you, Xiao Qiao."
He held Qiao Chu's hand and said repeatedly: "Thank you, Xiao Qiao, we will keep in touch."
After the eldest brother and sister-in-law returned, Qiao Chu didn't want to tell Pan Liren the truth.
Pan Liren is a person with no plans. He even asked Qiao Chu: "Did my elder brother say when he would come again? Hey, I just remembered now. Why didn't my sister come to see me? I'm so hurt." , and don’t come to see me, so I’m not afraid that I’ll really leave.” In fact, he has no complaints in his heart, he just likes to talk.
Before handling the discharge procedure for Pan Liren, Qiao Chu had already bought a wheelchair, which was light and easy to store. She had to choose a wheelchair that she was able to operate.
This afternoon, at the gate of the hospital, when she was trying to get Pan Liren to sit in the carriage, a person suddenly reached out to help Pan Liren.
Qiao Chu looked up and saw that it was Zhou Linshan.
Zhou Linshan said to Pan Liren: "No one told me that such a big accident happened to you. I went to your company in the morning, and the people there told me that you were discharged from the hospital this afternoon, so I came here."
Pan Liren was still in the mood to joke. He asked Zhou Linshan, "Joe, if you saw me in the newspaper obituary, you would definitely cry. Would you cry?"
Zhou Linshan replied fluently: "I don't know if I will cry or not, but I will definitely buy a wreath to mourn you."
Pan Liren was injured and unable to work for at least three months, and no one cared for him at home. In order to take care of him, Qiao Chu decided to let him move to her house.
Zhou Linshan looked at Qiao Chu and said, "If you need my help, call me anytime."
Once the news spread that Pan Liren moved to Qiao Chu's house, everyone in RealMccoy thought that Qiao Chu had finally found a boyfriend and broke the non-marriage doctrine, and now he was living with her boyfriend. Only Zhou Linshan knew that was not the case.
Back home that day, Qiao Chu became confused: where should Pan Liren sleep?When this house was bought, Qiao Chu had someone connect the master bedroom and the guest room.
Let's sleep on the sofa in the living room. The length of the sofa is shorter than that of Pan Liren and her.Let's sleep in the storage room, which is already full of sundries, the air is not circulating, and it can't accommodate people at all.
She considered whether she should buy another mattress, but at this moment she was already too tired to continue to toss, and inadvertently remembered that Zhou Linshan might be able to help, but she didn't want to contact her at this time.
Just like that, the two stopped in the middle of the room, not knowing where to go.Pan Liren didn't understand the woman's careful thinking, he shouted that he was hungry, and cried that he wanted to go to the bathroom urgently.
"Shut up! If you keep arguing, I will drive you away and ignore you."
Qiao Chu put him on the sofa first, and he obediently shut up, and covered his mouth with his hands to avoid being scolded again.
Turning around from the room, Qiao Chu had already made a decision.
There was only one bed in the room, and even if you got a mattress on the floor, it would never work for a disabled patient.
In this way, the person sleeping on the bed must be Pan Liren, and the person sleeping on the floor must be her.
Since he has to sleep in the bed and hers is a double bed, then they should share the bed. Who expressly stipulates that men and women cannot share the same bed?It all depends on human effort, not to mention this is her home, she can make decisions on her own.
So, she announced to him cautiously: "Pan Liren, let me tell you, I can only share the same bed with you at night."
Pan Liren was very surprised by Qiao Chu's arrangement, his eyes sparkled excitedly, and he almost clapped his hands, but he pretended to be serious and said, "Thank you, Xiao Qiao, this arrangement makes me very happy." move."
Qiao Chu was much more serious than him. She said: "Listen to the rules I set: first, you can't think wildly. Second, you can't act recklessly. Third, you still can't act recklessly. I'm right if you act recklessly. You're welcome, I'll kick you out of bed!"
Pan Liren seemed so happy to find a bargain, and he promised with a smile on his face: "I'm already half disabled, and I can't do anything wrong."
Just like that, Qiao Chu changed a new sheet, took out two pillows, and let Pan Liren sleep on the outer end of the bed, and she slept against the wall.
This is definitely the most absurd experience in her life, sleeping with a male patient, and this person is still a man who likes her.
Pan Liren was actually very moved.Finally, at night, lying on the bed, he still had an urge to turn over and hug Qiao Chu. He wanted to say thank you to her, or that he loved her, really loved her very much. The hateful thing was that he Her right arm couldn't move at all, let alone turn over, and he didn't even have the ability to hold her hand.
Qiao Chu slept facing the other side of the wall all night, she subconsciously avoided Pan Liren, because she was afraid that she would accidentally touch his badly injured arm.
After being hospitalized for a while, Qiao Chu was tortured by Pan Liren for nearly a month. Every day she was so tired that she went home and fell asleep without even having a dream.
And Pan Liren tried his best to put away his usual playful and unscrupulous attitude, obediently let Qiao Chu arrange his life and diet, take him back to the hospital regularly to change his medicine, and follow up his condition.
Every morning, Qiao Chu would prepare brunch for her before going to work.Her home has no steps, no stairs to go up and down, and it is smooth to come and go, suitable for wheelchair activities.
Sometimes she got up late and didn't have time to prepare lunch. Taking advantage of the lunch break, she bought lunch and went home to eat with him.
Pan Liren injured his right hand, so he could only eat, brush his teeth, and shave with his left clumsily.
Taking a bath is even more difficult. Qiao Chu can't help him, so she can only fill her with water first, then move a plastic chair to the bathroom, let him sit down and wash slowly.
He often takes more than an hour to wash this time.After washing, he opened the bathroom door, looking very helpless like a funny underdog.
Sometimes when he eats, the table will be covered with rice grains and vegetables, and he is very embarrassed.Qiao Chu looked at him, and there was such a trace of tenderness in his heart.
In fact, she is not sure what kind of emotion it is, maybe it comes from a woman's innate "maternal love"?
Sometimes, she really couldn't stand it anymore, and would feed him, so that she would save herself the trouble of cleaning up the messy table later.
She felt like she was taking care of a child.In many intimate interactions, she always thinks of Ruoshui unexpectedly, but whenever she thinks of this girl, her heart is always as heavy as a stone.
One day, Qiao Chu fed him again.Pan Liren swallowed the rice in one mouthful, with his mouth half open, waiting for another bite, but Qiao Chu had already put down the bowl and chopsticks and walked away.
Pan Liren looked at her leaving back, and said movedly: "Little Qiao, you are a good woman."
Qiao Chu was in a daze, unable to return to him for a while.
Pan Liren saw himself in the mirror after dinner, and he said to Qiao Chu, "Little Qiao, I'm going to cut my hair."
Qiao Chu glanced at him, his hair was indeed long and messy, and he was almost turning into a primitive man from the rock age.
But how to take him out to get his hair cut?
She can only cut it for him by herself.She cut a hole in a folio newspaper, put it on his shoulder, and then found scissors to trim it slowly.
Pan Liren slowly closed his eyes, as if he was enjoying the supporting services of a high-end barber shop.
After cutting his hair, he said he wanted to cut his nails, and Qiao Chu also trimmed it for him without further ado.
Pan Liren uploaded a photo of his plastered foot on his FB, and wrote: This car accident was a blessing in disguise.The suffering God gave me turned out to have another meaning.
Immediately won a lot of likes.Some people asked him where he was recuperating and said he would visit him, but Pan Li didn't want to tell them, he didn't want them to disturb his peaceful happiness.
Pan Liren felt that these months of convalescence were the happiest time in his life, and he didn't even hope that he would recover.
Therefore, he recognized Qiao Chu as a woman even more.He began to look forward to their future days even more.
Just last year, he bought a house. He told Qiao Chu more than once that he wanted to use the house for marriage. Qiao Chu asked him to find someone else. He said he only wanted to marry her.
He also said that he wanted her to bear her four children, all named, whether it was a daughter or a son, to be called "Pancho", which he said when he was serious.
When he was not serious, he said that Qiao Churuo could bear four children for him, and the children's names were ranked in order: Pan Qiaopan, Pan Qiaoqiao, Pan Panqiao, Pan Panpan.
Zhou Linshan has visited him several times.Every time I bought a lot of snacks and fruits, and then talked and laughed with him in the living room.
Whenever these two people get together, the room is always full of laughter, Qiao Chu has no idea what they said so funny.
One weekend afternoon, they drank beer brought by Zhou Linshan and chatted over peanuts in the yard.
Qiao Chu walked over and muttered: What kind of bad friends are you making!Then, he took away the peanuts and beer in front of Pan Liren. After Qiao Chu entered the room, Pan Liren said to Zhou Linshan with a happy face, "Joe, did you see that Xiao Qiao cares about me. She won't let me eat peanuts. If it’s not good for my wound, I won’t take it, and she won’t let me drink, she must think it’s not good for my recovery, so I won’t drink it.”
Zhou Linshan shivered all over, and snorted, "I can't stand it, I really want you to look in the mirror and see your current virtue!"
Zhou Linshan has another interpretation for the same sentence.She felt that the bad friend Qiao Chu spoke of was not necessarily only between her and Pan Liren, but also between her and her.Qiao Chu's ability to speak like this proves that her knot in her heart has been gradually loosened.
In fact, she began to envy Pan Liren. At the last moment, she wished that Qiao Chu would also take away her beer. At least this would prove that she cared about her.
Zhou Linshan once believed that Pan Liren would not get Qiao Chu, but now she began to hold back.
She soon discovered that he and Qiao Chu seemed to be in the same bed, and she did not shy away from directly asking Pan Liren for proof. Pan Liren did not dare to speak indiscriminately on this sensitive matter. And he didn't want Zhou Linshan to have any fantasies. This was related to a girl's chastity, so he resolutely denied it.
Three months passed like this.Because of his good mood, Pan Liren's recovery was better than expected.
His hands can move slowly, he can finally eat, brush his teeth and shave freely, he no longer eats all over the table.
It was a rainy late night, and Pan Liren really wanted to try his luck.
When lying on the bed, he and Qiao Chu had nothing to say, he suddenly went to hold her hand firmly, to his surprise, she didn't refuse him.
Then, he worked up the courage to turn over and kiss her.This kiss was completely out of instinct.
I thought that Qiao Chu would reject her, and even kick him under the bed. He had prepared for the worst. If he was going to be hurt, he should be hurt more thoroughly.
However, a miracle happened again, and she still didn't.She also stretched out her hand, embraced him tenderly, and took him into her soft embrace.
Pan Liren was greatly encouraged, and he was excited and moved. He couldn't control his bloody self's rampage towards her at all, and he couldn't hold back at all...
That night, it was as if he had found the right key among a bunch of keys that could unlock her long self-enclosure.
He told himself that he would always wear this key on his body and never lose it.
In the days that followed, Qiao Chu would accompany him to physical therapy on weekends to help his limbs gradually become healthy.
As the doctor said at the beginning, he can no longer return to his previous state, and now he can't walk too much, as soon as he passes, he will be painful and limping.
But Pan Liren was optimistic by nature, so he didn't care at all.He knew that Qiao Chu would not care.
In this rapidly developing but extremely cold city, Qiao Chu never really felt her loneliness.
After being with Pan Liren, she realized that it was Zhou Linshan who warmed and filled all the cold holes in her life before she knew it.
And she and Pan Liren are like two lonely souls wandering in the city with nowhere to rest their souls.Now, they give each other warmth and companionship.
Qiao Chu, who has been living alone all this time, now has to admit that two people are really warmer than one.Like many ordinary women, she also needs love and warmth.
After returning to work, Pan Liren reluctantly left Qiao Chu's house and moved back to his own residence, and life finally returned to the way it was in the past.
One day, Qiao Chu was on his way home from get off work again.
When passing Taoyuan, she seemed to suddenly see Ruoshui walking on the sidewalk leading to the Foshan Mountain.
He was dressed in white clothes, wearing a beret, and carrying a heavy mountaineering backpack.
But it turned out that it was just an illusion, it wasn't Ruoshui, Ruoshui would never appear in Taoyuan.
That girl I met by chance, is she okay?Did she completely let go of Zhou Linshan who was "not a good person" in her eyes?
In the busy city with people coming and going, or on the side of the road with endless traffic, Qiao Chu sometimes wondered whether he would run into her suddenly?
She also thought about whether she could see her in a dream.Just knowing she's doing well is fine.
But no, not even a dream.It is also impossible to search for a girl like her on the street.
Ruoshui is such a unique girl. In this world, no one can be like her, and it is impossible for her to return to this city that has nothing to do with her.
The wind leaves a sound, and the geese leave traces.
In a trance, it turned out that yesterday was like a dream I had sent, and the days, like a giant wheel, continued in a cycle.
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With her spatial ability to raise beast husbands, the wicked female becomes the darling of the group
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A vicious female is trapped in a beastly hell.
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People in the Qin Dynasty sought good fortune and avoided misfortune.
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The entire Marquis's mansion regrets it? Too late, their little one has become the darling of t
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Reborn as a doctor, he takes revenge and ruthlessly punishes the scum.
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