Only the moon will know

He looked at the woman in front of him.She had seen vain women before, but Jiang Wenwen didn't look like that.

Jiang Wenwen sighed deeply, she pondered and said: "It's all because I was young. When I was young, I always thought of life too ideally. I just wanted to live a better and more normal life. The most important thing was that I Believe that we will have no results together... I have no confidence in such a relationship, since I was a child, I have not been a person who feels safe."

"Did she never give you a sense of security?"

"No, it's not her problem, it's my problem..."

"Now, do you regret it?" Zhou Qingchun asked.

Jiang Wenwen said painfully: "I don't know, I really don't know, but I love my children. When I was young, I longed to have my own children and family."

Zhou Qingchun sighed, fish and bear's paw, how can you have both.

"Based on Xinyan's conditions and environment, she doesn't need to live with someone like me, but she never gave up on me, but I failed her.

For me, she gave up a chance to fall in love and get married. When I just came out of school, I got mixed up with a bunch of dubious people, and got addicted to drugs. She said that in order to let me get rid of those people, even Paid a terrible price..."

When Jiang Wenwen talked about the excitement, she lost control of her emotions for a while. Zhou Qingchun didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only walk up to her and pat her on the shoulder. Be someone you trust.

Zhou Qingchun didn't want her to go any further, because Jiang Wenwen wasn't the only one who was sad, she was also sad.

However, Jiang Wenwen didn't seem to give up, and she continued to say: "Although I have been married for so many years and have Minmin, I have never forgotten the kindness my heart said to me. For me, that period of the past is unforgettable. , I will never forget it for the rest of my life.”

"No matter where she goes, she will keep in touch with me, but I know she doesn't forgive me in her heart."

"If I don't forgive you, how can I keep in touch with you?" Zhou Qingchun was puzzled.

"This is her character, you don't know her character..."

Zhou Qingchun didn't know what to say, "You don't understand her character" was enough to stop her from saying anything.She really didn't know Zeng Xinyan as well as Jiang Wenwen did, this was an ironclad fact.

When leaving the house and going back, Zhou Qingchun only asked Jiang Wenwen to take her to the city, she wanted to walk around by herself before going back.

The car slid forward, and the two had nothing to say along the way.

"I took you to the previous place today, I hope you won't be offended..." Jiang Wenwen broke the silence first.

Zhou Qingchun shook her head, in fact her mood was very complicated.

"The matter between me and Xinyan has been kept in my heart for a long time, and it is very painful. Today, I finally found a trustworthy friend to talk to."

Jiang Wenwen hesitated for a moment, and asked her: "Don't tell her what happened today, okay?"

Zhou Qing smiled bitterly, and nodded heavily.I don't know why I agreed to her.

"Qingchun, knowing that I have such a past, do you still consider me a friend?" Before getting off the car, Jiang Wenwen asked Zhou Qingchun.

"Of course." Zhou Qingchun still nodded.Looking at Jiang Wenwen's lonely eyes, her heart was inexplicably convulsed.

Why did Jiang Wenwen take her to the place where they lived?

Why did she tell her those past events?Why did she want her to step into their past?Why her and not someone else?Why?

Facing the humid evening wind, Zhou Qingchun was walking blankly on a sidewalk with few people, gradually clarifying the ins and outs of the matter: Jiang Wenwen must have known about her relationship with Zeng Xinyan!She did it on purpose!

The reason why she did that was because she still loves Zeng Xinyan today!

Or, she was sure that none of them could give up on each other!Just like back then!

The more Zhou Qingchun thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and the more uncomfortable he felt, the more he felt that there was pain in his heart.

Why did Zeng Xinyan never tell her this, why should the woman she loved in the past tell her?

Why did Zeng Xinyan fail to understand her words, yet the woman she loved in the past had to interpret everything?

Zhou Qingchun looked up to the sky and smiled wryly, what kind of world is this? ?

After being out for a whole day, Zeng Xinyan never gave her a call or even a text message.She misses her so much, and what about her?

Zeng Xin said, you dedicated all your love and enthusiasm to your youth, you squandered all your passion and romance on yesterday, what is left of you today?

Zhou Qingchun felt sorry for herself, but she felt more sorry for Zeng Xinyan.

In the following days, she didn't dare to test how much Zeng Xinyan loved her, because she was afraid that she didn't fall in love with her at all!

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--it is good--

Seeing this is almost guaranteed to be a sequel to Your Addiction.Although I don't remember the names of the two heroines, I always remember those regrettable and heartbreaking episodes.

I always fantasize that they didn't have a situation where they couldn't have a party because of a misunderstanding!

Thinking back to that article, I couldn't help crying, and I always remember that the heroine said that she is no longer afraid of black cats;

Seeing this is almost guaranteed to be a sequel to Your Addiction.Although I don't remember the names of the two heroines, I always remember those regrettable and heartbreaking episodes.

I always fantasize that they didn't have a situation where they couldn't have a party because of a misunderstanding!

Thinking back to that article, I couldn't help crying, and I always remember that the heroine said that she is no longer afraid of black cats;

Emotions are so complicated.

——This old love is too speechless——

Jiang Wenwen is ridiculously selfish. She has a husband and a son, and she still fantasizes that her ex-girlfriend will always think of her and love her like a jade.

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16. Can't control myself

Every scene and object in the house, the energetic girl in the yellowed photo, and every word Jiang Wenwen said kept playing back in Zhou Qingchun's mind like a preset repeat button.

Originally, she thought that after returning home, she would do nothing and just take a shower and go to bed. Maybe after dawn, she could pretend that what happened today had never happened, but how easy is it?She really wanted to see Zeng Xinyan.

Milestone is still not closed, there are bright lights, and there are even people's heads surging.

When Zhou Qingchun broke in, he saw Zeng Xinyan, two men and three women sitting around a wooden table. There were a lot of books and documents spread out on the table. Everyone looked very serious, as if they were discussing It's very important, seeing her come in, they all stopped consciously.

Zhou Qingchun hung his head, walked around the wall to the other side, and went straight upstairs.

It didn't take long for Zeng Xinyan to close the door and come up. As soon as Zhou Qingchun saw her, he rushed forward to hug her without hesitation, tears streaming down his face.

"What's the matter, what happened?" Zeng Xinyan asked in surprise.

Zhou Qingchun leaned on her shoulder, crying like a child.

"What happened? What wronged you?" Zeng Xinyan was surprised.

"Why don't you ask where I've been all day? Why don't you ask?"

Zhou Qingchun's tears fell like broken chain beads, she asked with a sob.

Zeng Xinyan calmed down a little before asking, "Where have you been all day?"

When Zhou Qingchun heard this, he was annoyed, ashamed and hated!How can there be such a person in the world?

This stupid woman repeated her words verbatim, and she bit her arm hard, holding on for a long time.

"Ouch!" Zeng Xinyan screamed, but he was not willing to push Zhou Qingchun away.

Even so, Zhou Qingchun was still unspeakably disappointed.

She imagined the year when Jiang Wenwen and Zeng Xinyan painstakingly moved the double iron bed home—in 1990, where was she then?When Zeng Xinyan was 20 years old, she was only 12 years old!

She was annoyed, maybe she is like a 12-year-old kid now!

Zeng Xinyan explained very gently: "I received two projects today, and I need to talk to them. I'm busy."

Zhou Qingchun raised his head and looked at her with teary eyes, doubts on his face.

is that true?is that true?

Zeng Xinyan looked at her reproachfully, and wiped away her tears with his hand: "Could it be that you are writing a novel about suffering? Are you taking me as a training object?"

Zhou Qingchun asked embarrassingly: "It is... what kind of project?"

"Really want to know?" It was Zeng Xinyan's turn to be suspicious, she looked into her tearful eyes.

Zhou Qingchun said yes embarrassingly.

She said: "One of them is that a hotel wants to lay a mosaic wall at the entrance of the restaurant. They want to use the pattern of Egyptian pyramids, but I think the area is too small, it is not suitable, and it is not good-looking. I suggest using other patterns. , so in-depth research is needed..."

"What about the other one?" Zhou Qingchun could only continue asking.

"The other one is a fashion store. They can't figure out how to do it. Whether they want to lay a wall or a floor. They are very particular about the materials. They want to use crystals, but the cost is too high, so they have to discuss..."

It turned out that Zeng Xinyan had received a business.She almost ignored that Zeng Xinyan also needed to work, she had her own career, and it was a career combined with her interests.

Zhou Qingchun held back her tears, relieved, and took a deep breath.

It turns out that it is so exhausting to suspect the one you love, and it is even more exhausting to be jealous of the past of the one you love. It seems that this is the first time she has tasted such suffering.

She threw herself on the sofa tiredly, closed her eyes, Zeng Xinyan sat down with her, took her hand, put it on her chest, and found that her hand was cold, she looked at her: "Hands are so cold. where did you go all day