OOC in my fanfiction

After he finished speaking, Li Yuyan didn't answer.

For a few seconds, Shen Mo thought that the other party would slam the door and leave, and never cared about himself again. After all, what he was doing now really seemed like a very ignorant person.

Favor debts are the hardest to repay, Shen Mo knows very well in his heart that he owes Li Yuyan a lot, but this favor is not an ordinary favor, there are many things mixed in during the period, there is no way to distinguish it too clearly, there is only one thing, he is indeed more sorry Li Yu said.

We must stop the loss in time now, otherwise something like today might happen again in the future, and he dare not say that he can always persuade Li Yuyan to sacrifice the other party's career to help him out, and keep silent no matter how thick-skinned he is. not come out.

And one very important point is that Shen Mo doesn’t know whether Li Yuyan used himself as a substitute for “Silence” at certain moments, and after Shen Mo confessed to him, he still stubbornly believed that this was just because he wanted to end this relationship rhetoric.

No, he is someone else.

She is completely different from the original gentle, responsive, and patient silence.

"I'm really not the Silence you know." He said softly.

Li Yuyan looked down at him, "I know."

"Do you really know?" Shen Mo sighed, "If you only talk about friendship, you've helped me so much that I'm about to pay it off."

Li Yuyan turned his back to the light, and his whole body was hidden in the shadows. The expression on his face was a little fuzzy, and he asked him, "Friend?"

"Yes, I only regard you as a friend." I don't know why, Silence is a bit unbearable.

Li Yuyan raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brows, looking tired, "I seem to have told you that I am not Li Yuyan here."

"..." Shen Mo was very helpless, "Stop making trouble."

How can there be such a coincidence?

He remembers the scene when Li Yuyan talked to him last time very clearly, it was completely angry tone and state, and he didn't look like he came from another world at all, so he just kept silent and tried to let himself blend in, forgetting that the people around him were actually It took a long time for them to be all paper people.

There are some things that the two of them really can't explain clearly now, Li Yuyan may still think that he is speaking out of anger, so he uses the same formula to fight back.

If this goes on, it will only become more entangled. Li Yuyan continues to be stubborn, and keeps silent, as if he has drawn a circle for himself. In this circle, it feels very strange to do anything, like a dove occupying a magpie's nest, but You can't give back what doesn't belong to you.

This feeling made him very uncomfortable.

"It doesn't matter what you say about yourself, I don't care if you are Li Yuyan from the original world," Mo Mo said cruelly, and he spoke again, his tone became a bit cold, "Anyway, I am not the original Mo Mo, but now I am leaving It's over, although I found some ways, but nothing worked, maybe I will stay here for the rest of my life, until I die."

"I told you more than once that you are a very good person. I didn't make many friends before, but if it were you, I would think it was very good. It has nothing to do with your resources and status, it's just because of you."

Silence tried to make his state look more sincere and increase the credibility of his words, "I regard you as a friend in my heart, so I can't continue to be unclear, like today, friends can no longer help , you shouldn’t have posted that Weibo.”

As he was talking, he began to feel that he didn't know what to do. After a wry smile, he could only bite the bullet and continue, "Anyway, I am..."

"Do you remember the question you asked me that night?" Li Yuyan interrupted him suddenly.

Silent for a moment, I don't know which night he was talking about, without beginning or end.

Li Yuyan said, "You ask me, what do I like to be silent about?"

Silence: ...Ah, he remembered.

At that time, I was impulsive, and I didn't choose what to say. I forgot why I had such an idea and asked something that was obviously presumptuous. After all, whether it was the previous silence or Li Yuyan standing in front of me, they were far away from me, and I shouldn't Get involved with ambiguity.

"Do you still remember the answer?" Li Yuyan asked him.

Silence did not speak.

The most terrible thing is that he remembers the other party's answer.

All the adjectives and sentences are very appropriate to silence, and there is no shadow of silence in the book at all. Because of this, I tossed and turned that night and suffered from long-lost insomnia.

He once wondered if this was Li Yuyan saying it deliberately to tease him, as if he was teasing the difference between him and 'Silence', although he had the same face, but his personality was so different.

Li Yuyan suddenly stretched out his hand, tugged at Shen Mo, turned back and pressed him against the wall, then invaded up and hugged him so that Shen Mo could not escape immediately.

They were very close, and silently smelled the scent of Li Yuyan's perfume. The products were always changing. They had teased him before that he was a flower butterfly, always lingering in different flowers, so the smell kept changing.

With such a distance, if you go a little further, Mo Mo can rub against the tip of Li Yuyan's nose, and the warm breath is mixed together, making it difficult to distinguish each other.

Silence felt the danger after a long absence.

"I remember." Li Yuyan moved closer, almost touching his lips, "I think my description should be fine, or do you think those descriptions have nothing to do with you?"

Mo Mo's heart skipped a beat, and he almost couldn't stand still. The other party's breath was pervasive, and just a few words almost gave him the illusion that he was about to suffocate.

"you……"

"Then let me make it clearer?" Li Yuyan looked down at him, his deep eyes were like a twisted door that was constantly rotating, beckoning him to step in, "What I like is silence, the silence standing in front of me now. "

Silence stared at him for a few seconds, he didn't expect Li Yuyan to say it so directly, his eyes met, and he saw himself in the other person's eyes, with slightly parted lips, looking a little silly.

He suddenly came back to his senses, and pushed the opponent hard, "What are you doing——! Let go first!"

Li Yuyan tightened the arms around his waist. This man didn't know what was going on. He had a slender waist and looked thin, but he habitually put on an appearance that no one would be easy to mess with. No one knew what was going on. He was extremely fragile, so thin, it seemed that he could break if he tried harder.

Li Yuyan didn't have much expression on his face, but in fact, it made Shen Mo's scalp tingle even more. He remembered that when he first came here, Li Yuyan sometimes faced the paranoid that he showed, which made him feel very nervous in his bones. Some fear.

Li Yuyan's fingers went all the way up, the heating was turned on in the room, Shen Mo was only wearing a long-sleeved T-shirt, through the fabric he could feel the temperature of the opponent's fingertips, he kept climbing up, and stayed on the back of his bare neck, Staring at Shen Mo without blinking, he pinched the thin flesh of the nape of his neck, as if he wanted to pick up a cat.

And the silent expression is also very similar to an offended cat. After being pinched by the back of the neck, the first reaction is to struggle away, like a cat kicking its limbs after being suspended in the air, with its eyes wide open. Actually very poor.

"You are sick!" Mo Mo scolded him.

He is still being held by Li Yuyan's hand, and he opened his mouth without thinking, but fortunately, he is not very rude, and Li Yuyan covered his mouth and approached, with his forehead pressed against one place, and his voice was lowered. That perverted appearance is a bit like being silent in a play.

It's just that the silence was acted out, but he, he...he really made people unable to catch the traces of the act.

Realizing this, the silence suddenly felt creepy.

"Did you understand what I said just now?" Li Yuyan asked him softly.

silence:.

Li Yu said, "Speak."

Silence: ... Are you sick? You!How can I speak with my mouth covered!

"Oh..." In fact, Li Yuyan didn't need to answer silently, "Brother already understands, right?"

Silently grabbed Li Yuyan's hand, tugged and competed with each other for a while, finally let him get some fresh air, and shouted, "You fucking don't want to use me as a stand-in!"

If he refuses to communicate well, he insists on breaking things down and saying ugly things, right?

"Who said you are a substitute?" Li Yuyan's eyes were a little cold, "You still don't understand? When I confessed to you that day, which one was related to the so-called 'substitute' in your mouth?"

Silence was a bit silly, "Confession?"

Li Yuyan laughed angrily, "You did it on purpose, pretending to be stupid. Every time I express something to you, I either pretend that I don't understand it, or I kill myself. These words were not meant for you."

"How many times do I have to say, I like you?"

"That's also based on the original silence!" Shen Mo raised his neck, "Otherwise, how could you..."

The rest of the words were blocked by Li Yuyan.

Mo Mo didn't take over the emotional scenes of a serious male lead, so naturally there would be no kissing scenes, let alone dating, because he had to wear a mask in private, and he felt very tired.

The consequence of a blank love life is that there has never been a kiss.

As soon as Li Yuyan kissed him, his mind seemed to be emptied, and there were no more messy thoughts. Before, he was stubborn, and when he got to the bottom of it, he still had a little inferiority factor.

Why does Li Yuyan like herself?Why? !Shen Mo is five years older than him, and his strength is a bit inferior, not to mention his family background, his appearance is no match for the other party, and his personality is also a mess. Apart from the things he pretended, Mo Mo thinks he has no merits, Li Yu said Only when you are blind can you like yourself.

If there is truth, it must be that the other party is using him as a substitute for the original silence.

The magic power of words is hard to predict. Even Silence himself, when he sees the descriptions in fanbooks, he can’t help falling in love with this character. He is separated from himself, except for the identical face, he has nothing to do with him. any relationship.

But people have shortcomings, they are not as perfect as paper people, and Mo Mo himself has many shortcomings.

Surprisingly, Li Yuyan's lips were very soft. When they touched her, she lost her mind for a few seconds in silence. It felt like touching pudding, soft and moist. It was different from the toughness he showed at the moment. Silence was even afraid of herself. If you bite down hard, the opponent's lip will be broken a lot.

In such a short interval, Li Yuyan found an opportunity to nimbly pry open his lips and teeth to lick and kiss in. This feeling was even more strange. For a moment, Silence felt that he had been deprived of his breath and was forced to look up, all the air was sucked , his chest was so stuffy that it was about to explode, his eyes turned black, and trembling climbed up from his tailbone, taking all his strength away.

Oh, so that's what kissing feels like.

Li Yuyan, have you ever kissed that silent before?