Oba Hazo's Time Traveling
Chapter 38
Around 2007, Ye Zang briefly collapsed for a period of time.
It's not the mainline world of Bungou Stray Dogs, but their world.
The dragon war started unexpectedly, and the whole of Yokohama was involved in the flames of war. At that time, the port mafia did not develop to the later stage. People with supernatural powers are very powerful. Yes, people with supernatural powers from other organizations are also very powerful. Mori Ogai He barely managed to stabilize the organization, but they were far from being rich in terms of money, weapons and equipment. In addition, when Ye Zang planned his schemes, he had a little bit of compassion. The methods cannot be called tyrannical, and the end of the hostile organization plundered by him is not too ugly.
Due to the above series of reasons, the development of the port mafia is not as good as the development of the world where Osamu Dazai lives. The only advantage is that there are powerful people with supernatural powers in the party, so there is no room for fighting back.
However, in the Dragon Head War, as one of the major local organizations, the Port Mafia was either passively or actively involved. As the general staff, Ye Zang, the owner of the nullification ability, had to change his past style. The methods became more and more tyrannical, and at the same time he also began to enter and leave the battlefield to stop the supernatural power for [Central Plains Chuya].
The high-intensity work made him miserable, and this pain was not only aimed at the body.
He is not even as good as Osamu Dazai of the main world. Due to long-term desk work, coupled with alcoholism, his body is weak, even with the conditioning of Mori Ogai and other doctors in the port mafia, he is still in a sub-healthy state.
Mentally, he is also a genius of self-torture. The consciousness of sin haunts his heart all the time, making him feel that he is a poisonous insect, a toad, or something like that.
After the dragon head war narrowly ended, he was a bit of a slump.
[Chuya] took care of him patiently, Ozaki Koyo also visited him several times, and Mori Ogai even sighed.
At that time [Nakahara Chuya] couldn't bear it anymore and asked him: "Do you want to get rid of the port mafia?"
This is of course an impulsive inquiry.
How did he answer: "If you leave, where can you go..."
Due to physical and mental reasons, his voice was very weak, as if he was about to faint at some point.
[Nakahara Chuya] paused: "A place other than Yokohama."
"That's defection." Aye said softly.
[Central Plains Chuya] stopped talking.
He may be hesitating, he may be thinking, or he may be weighing whether he can do it. After all, the port mafia is an organization worthy of allegiance and struggle for him.
"If..." he gritted his teeth, "if you want to leave."
"Go outside and live alone."
What did Ye Zang think at that time.
'go outside?live alone? ’ He thought miserably, ‘It’s impossible for me to live alone. It’s not that I don’t want to be self-reliant, but it’s too lonely to live alone in a house with six tatami mats. In your arms?That's not bad, but life without a fixed place is really...'
"After all, I still have the stigma of being a young master from a wealthy family. I can't accept living without a fixed place and no money..."
Just realizing the above made him want to die a little bit.
He suddenly asked in a ghostly voice: "What will happen to you if I defect."
[Central Plains Chuya] didn't speak.
Aye is curled up on the sofa, behind him is a fluffy and soft pillow, and a blanket has been changed on his body, [Nakahara Chuya] is afraid that he will freeze, his way of taking care of people is very simple, and he likes to wrap people tightly , from the wind and cold.
Ye Zang said with trepidation: "Even if Mr. Mori can't do anything to you, as long as I leave, [Mr. Zhongyuan] will definitely be held accountable and punished for the stability of the Mafia. People like me can't cause you any trouble..."
[Chuya Zhongyuan] moved his mouth, but he still didn't say anything in the end.
He couldn't say anything, Aye blocked everything.
The sense of service is still dominant, and there is only one possibility for him to leave [Zhongye] voluntarily. His departure can bring luck to [Central Plains Zhongye].
He is the limiter of [Central Plains Chuya], mastering the ability to invalidate and transform, he will die if he leaves [Central Plains Chuya], so Ye Zang will not leave.
After understanding this, [Cakahara Chuya] fell silent.
—I restrained him.
Many people tortured him.
I am one of them.
……
Because of this, when Ye Zang disappeared for no reason, [Nakahara Chuya] denied that he had defected from the Mafia and believed that he had been kidnapped.
Cadre A mocked: "Are you evading your responsibility, Central Plains quasi-cadre?"
"You live with Dazai cadre, and it's your responsibility for him to defect." He said, "Aren't you his bodyguard, his dog? You can't even smell the owner?"
[Nakahara Chuya] The choker on the neck was given by Ye Zang. Isn't this a collar, a dog?
Mori Ogai didn't speak, Ozaki Koyo sat on the chair dignifiedly, [Nakahara Chuya], he didn't speak either.
"[Chuya-kun]," Mori Ogai finally said, "rationally speaking, I don't want to believe that [Dazai-kun] will defect, but what we all have seen is that he has not been in a good state recently."
Koyo Ozaki raised her sleeves to cover the lower half of her face.
"If you think he is missing, go look for him." Mori Ogai said, "During this period, you can mobilize the subordinates of the port mafia. He is the treasure of our port mafia. If he is kidnapped, it will be a provocation to the organization." .”
"The only problem is." He folded his hands under his chin.
"Can you really find the murderer who kidnapped [Dazai-kun] without anyone noticing?"
……
[Yezang's perspective]
'There is no kidnapping. '
I thought almost ashamed: "There is no such thing as kidnapping and being taken away by force. Such words are just an excuse to paralyze and deceive myself. Since I despicably plundered this body, I can no longer be fascinated." Goofy. '
'I can only pretend to be confused. '
'To put it bluntly, I, this body, is so smart that no one can force me to live like this. In the final analysis, it is still the deep-rooted sense of service that is at work. '
'Subconsciously pleasing people and satisfying others is like a mirror reflecting desire. '
[Mr. Zhongyuan] He stopped talking about defecting, and he helped me take a long vacation so that I could recuperate at home.
It's self-cultivation, but it's actually just staying in the studio all day to draw some humble works, and going out to drink.
On weekends, he would drive me to Tokyo to see art exhibitions, but [Mr. Nakahara] had no interest in those arts, and I was a toad who forced him to accompany me.
After the Dragon Head War, the port mafia expanded rapidly. Part of the policy was formulated by me in the early stage. Mr. Mori completed the latter part of the plan. [Mr. Zhongyuan], as a quasi-cadre of the militant faction, is extremely busy and will not be able to accompany me around soon up.
So I became obsessed with the taverns in Yokohama, and sometimes I went to Tokyo to drink alone by JR.
He was very worried about my comfort at first, but then he saw that I would come back well, so he didn't care.
Only occasionally showed that hesitant, worried look.
(As expected, I was an inferior animal for making him look like that.)
The bar I go to recently is a one near Yokohama Station, which is owned by Russians.
The taverns opened by Russians are rarely patronized by Japanese. In the final analysis, the wine is too strong. This one has made improvements when it opened. There are beautiful White Russian waitresses, and shochu is also sold.
During that time, I was eager to get drunk, and ordinary shochu could no longer satisfy me. If it was an ordinary person who drank like crazy, he would have developed a rosacea and lost several teeth.
Thanks to the body of "Osamu Dazai", I was in a daze all day long, but I didn't get sick.
(Although I was dead drunk, I didn't feel happy, and when I woke up, it was even more painful.)
I met Dostoevsky at that time, and he probably knew me before that, and I had heard of and read the great writer of Crime and Punishment.
Of course, in this strange world, I don't know him.
I was pretty drunk when he came to me.
I could feel someone watching me, and he walked up to me.
He said to me: "You are so pathetic."
I don’t know how to describe that tone. Before that, many people thought I was pitiful, but it was all with affection. Because I was trembling and lonely, they thought I was pitiful, and then wanted to help me and embrace me. , there's nothing wrong with that.
But his tone was condescending, or inhuman, and the way he looked at me seemed to be looking at something other than human beings.
(I don't know if it's my illusion, I'm too sensitive.)
I managed to open my eyes, and he was already sitting next to me, wearing a big blanket, his legs neatly hooked to the bars of the bar stool, his chin resting on his hands, just looking at me like that.
I think he looks a bit like me.
I asked him, "Who are you?"
He actually told me: "Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky."
The name made me viscerally terrified.
'It turns out that Osamu Dazai will be a future literary giant as famous as Dostoevsky? ' I tore my hair in pain, 'What have I done, I am such a person, no, I am not human at all. '
He had already discovered that the literary giants of the past world had all become people with supernatural powers, including Yosano Akiko, Mori Ogai, and others. Ye Zang also thought about whether the masters of the body, Shuji Tsushima and Osamu Dazai, were they like him? After all, "eliminating all supernatural abilities" is too special for a literary giant who has not yet been born in the era.
To put it bluntly, his intellect is also beyond human limits.
He often feels lonely, not just the loneliness caused by the fear of humans that was not understood before, but the loneliness caused by having a higher intelligence and not being like a human being.
'But I never thought that my kind would be Dostoevsky, the great writer who wrote the famous novel "Crime and Punishment". '
He was in great pain: "I deprived the right of literary geniuses to be born, what have I done. '
Dostoevsky saw his pain without looking into its source, he could feel that this man before him, a man of his intelligence, felt guilty and at the same time he was struggling with this guilt .
'He is indeed guilty. '
'But there was something supreme about him. '
'Can that be called the kindness of the gods?Reflecting human desires without expecting anything in return, squeezing oneself to satisfy others...'
Dostoevsky had been observing Ye Zang for a long time. He saw this man more thoroughly than anyone else, and even touched the deepest, soul-level things.
He said to Ye Zang, "I have to take you away."
The good and evil, crime and punishment of the gods are originally one and two sides.
'When he was in the mud, I had to save him. '
At that time, Dostoevsky really had only this idea.
……
Time jumps to the parallel world, Hokkaido, before the start of Dragon Head War.
After completing the task, Aye did not go to buy souvenirs, but went to a nearby bar to drink soju. When he opened the door and entered, the cello was still standing against the wall, and Dostoevsky was sitting on a chair, As if he was afraid of the cold, his hands were curled up in the blanket.
Dostoevsky asked him: "Will you come with me?"
Aye nodded very slightly.
It's not the mainline world of Bungou Stray Dogs, but their world.
The dragon war started unexpectedly, and the whole of Yokohama was involved in the flames of war. At that time, the port mafia did not develop to the later stage. People with supernatural powers are very powerful. Yes, people with supernatural powers from other organizations are also very powerful. Mori Ogai He barely managed to stabilize the organization, but they were far from being rich in terms of money, weapons and equipment. In addition, when Ye Zang planned his schemes, he had a little bit of compassion. The methods cannot be called tyrannical, and the end of the hostile organization plundered by him is not too ugly.
Due to the above series of reasons, the development of the port mafia is not as good as the development of the world where Osamu Dazai lives. The only advantage is that there are powerful people with supernatural powers in the party, so there is no room for fighting back.
However, in the Dragon Head War, as one of the major local organizations, the Port Mafia was either passively or actively involved. As the general staff, Ye Zang, the owner of the nullification ability, had to change his past style. The methods became more and more tyrannical, and at the same time he also began to enter and leave the battlefield to stop the supernatural power for [Central Plains Chuya].
The high-intensity work made him miserable, and this pain was not only aimed at the body.
He is not even as good as Osamu Dazai of the main world. Due to long-term desk work, coupled with alcoholism, his body is weak, even with the conditioning of Mori Ogai and other doctors in the port mafia, he is still in a sub-healthy state.
Mentally, he is also a genius of self-torture. The consciousness of sin haunts his heart all the time, making him feel that he is a poisonous insect, a toad, or something like that.
After the dragon head war narrowly ended, he was a bit of a slump.
[Chuya] took care of him patiently, Ozaki Koyo also visited him several times, and Mori Ogai even sighed.
At that time [Nakahara Chuya] couldn't bear it anymore and asked him: "Do you want to get rid of the port mafia?"
This is of course an impulsive inquiry.
How did he answer: "If you leave, where can you go..."
Due to physical and mental reasons, his voice was very weak, as if he was about to faint at some point.
[Nakahara Chuya] paused: "A place other than Yokohama."
"That's defection." Aye said softly.
[Central Plains Chuya] stopped talking.
He may be hesitating, he may be thinking, or he may be weighing whether he can do it. After all, the port mafia is an organization worthy of allegiance and struggle for him.
"If..." he gritted his teeth, "if you want to leave."
"Go outside and live alone."
What did Ye Zang think at that time.
'go outside?live alone? ’ He thought miserably, ‘It’s impossible for me to live alone. It’s not that I don’t want to be self-reliant, but it’s too lonely to live alone in a house with six tatami mats. In your arms?That's not bad, but life without a fixed place is really...'
"After all, I still have the stigma of being a young master from a wealthy family. I can't accept living without a fixed place and no money..."
Just realizing the above made him want to die a little bit.
He suddenly asked in a ghostly voice: "What will happen to you if I defect."
[Central Plains Chuya] didn't speak.
Aye is curled up on the sofa, behind him is a fluffy and soft pillow, and a blanket has been changed on his body, [Nakahara Chuya] is afraid that he will freeze, his way of taking care of people is very simple, and he likes to wrap people tightly , from the wind and cold.
Ye Zang said with trepidation: "Even if Mr. Mori can't do anything to you, as long as I leave, [Mr. Zhongyuan] will definitely be held accountable and punished for the stability of the Mafia. People like me can't cause you any trouble..."
[Chuya Zhongyuan] moved his mouth, but he still didn't say anything in the end.
He couldn't say anything, Aye blocked everything.
The sense of service is still dominant, and there is only one possibility for him to leave [Zhongye] voluntarily. His departure can bring luck to [Central Plains Zhongye].
He is the limiter of [Central Plains Chuya], mastering the ability to invalidate and transform, he will die if he leaves [Central Plains Chuya], so Ye Zang will not leave.
After understanding this, [Cakahara Chuya] fell silent.
—I restrained him.
Many people tortured him.
I am one of them.
……
Because of this, when Ye Zang disappeared for no reason, [Nakahara Chuya] denied that he had defected from the Mafia and believed that he had been kidnapped.
Cadre A mocked: "Are you evading your responsibility, Central Plains quasi-cadre?"
"You live with Dazai cadre, and it's your responsibility for him to defect." He said, "Aren't you his bodyguard, his dog? You can't even smell the owner?"
[Nakahara Chuya] The choker on the neck was given by Ye Zang. Isn't this a collar, a dog?
Mori Ogai didn't speak, Ozaki Koyo sat on the chair dignifiedly, [Nakahara Chuya], he didn't speak either.
"[Chuya-kun]," Mori Ogai finally said, "rationally speaking, I don't want to believe that [Dazai-kun] will defect, but what we all have seen is that he has not been in a good state recently."
Koyo Ozaki raised her sleeves to cover the lower half of her face.
"If you think he is missing, go look for him." Mori Ogai said, "During this period, you can mobilize the subordinates of the port mafia. He is the treasure of our port mafia. If he is kidnapped, it will be a provocation to the organization." .”
"The only problem is." He folded his hands under his chin.
"Can you really find the murderer who kidnapped [Dazai-kun] without anyone noticing?"
……
[Yezang's perspective]
'There is no kidnapping. '
I thought almost ashamed: "There is no such thing as kidnapping and being taken away by force. Such words are just an excuse to paralyze and deceive myself. Since I despicably plundered this body, I can no longer be fascinated." Goofy. '
'I can only pretend to be confused. '
'To put it bluntly, I, this body, is so smart that no one can force me to live like this. In the final analysis, it is still the deep-rooted sense of service that is at work. '
'Subconsciously pleasing people and satisfying others is like a mirror reflecting desire. '
[Mr. Zhongyuan] He stopped talking about defecting, and he helped me take a long vacation so that I could recuperate at home.
It's self-cultivation, but it's actually just staying in the studio all day to draw some humble works, and going out to drink.
On weekends, he would drive me to Tokyo to see art exhibitions, but [Mr. Nakahara] had no interest in those arts, and I was a toad who forced him to accompany me.
After the Dragon Head War, the port mafia expanded rapidly. Part of the policy was formulated by me in the early stage. Mr. Mori completed the latter part of the plan. [Mr. Zhongyuan], as a quasi-cadre of the militant faction, is extremely busy and will not be able to accompany me around soon up.
So I became obsessed with the taverns in Yokohama, and sometimes I went to Tokyo to drink alone by JR.
He was very worried about my comfort at first, but then he saw that I would come back well, so he didn't care.
Only occasionally showed that hesitant, worried look.
(As expected, I was an inferior animal for making him look like that.)
The bar I go to recently is a one near Yokohama Station, which is owned by Russians.
The taverns opened by Russians are rarely patronized by Japanese. In the final analysis, the wine is too strong. This one has made improvements when it opened. There are beautiful White Russian waitresses, and shochu is also sold.
During that time, I was eager to get drunk, and ordinary shochu could no longer satisfy me. If it was an ordinary person who drank like crazy, he would have developed a rosacea and lost several teeth.
Thanks to the body of "Osamu Dazai", I was in a daze all day long, but I didn't get sick.
(Although I was dead drunk, I didn't feel happy, and when I woke up, it was even more painful.)
I met Dostoevsky at that time, and he probably knew me before that, and I had heard of and read the great writer of Crime and Punishment.
Of course, in this strange world, I don't know him.
I was pretty drunk when he came to me.
I could feel someone watching me, and he walked up to me.
He said to me: "You are so pathetic."
I don’t know how to describe that tone. Before that, many people thought I was pitiful, but it was all with affection. Because I was trembling and lonely, they thought I was pitiful, and then wanted to help me and embrace me. , there's nothing wrong with that.
But his tone was condescending, or inhuman, and the way he looked at me seemed to be looking at something other than human beings.
(I don't know if it's my illusion, I'm too sensitive.)
I managed to open my eyes, and he was already sitting next to me, wearing a big blanket, his legs neatly hooked to the bars of the bar stool, his chin resting on his hands, just looking at me like that.
I think he looks a bit like me.
I asked him, "Who are you?"
He actually told me: "Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky."
The name made me viscerally terrified.
'It turns out that Osamu Dazai will be a future literary giant as famous as Dostoevsky? ' I tore my hair in pain, 'What have I done, I am such a person, no, I am not human at all. '
He had already discovered that the literary giants of the past world had all become people with supernatural powers, including Yosano Akiko, Mori Ogai, and others. Ye Zang also thought about whether the masters of the body, Shuji Tsushima and Osamu Dazai, were they like him? After all, "eliminating all supernatural abilities" is too special for a literary giant who has not yet been born in the era.
To put it bluntly, his intellect is also beyond human limits.
He often feels lonely, not just the loneliness caused by the fear of humans that was not understood before, but the loneliness caused by having a higher intelligence and not being like a human being.
'But I never thought that my kind would be Dostoevsky, the great writer who wrote the famous novel "Crime and Punishment". '
He was in great pain: "I deprived the right of literary geniuses to be born, what have I done. '
Dostoevsky saw his pain without looking into its source, he could feel that this man before him, a man of his intelligence, felt guilty and at the same time he was struggling with this guilt .
'He is indeed guilty. '
'But there was something supreme about him. '
'Can that be called the kindness of the gods?Reflecting human desires without expecting anything in return, squeezing oneself to satisfy others...'
Dostoevsky had been observing Ye Zang for a long time. He saw this man more thoroughly than anyone else, and even touched the deepest, soul-level things.
He said to Ye Zang, "I have to take you away."
The good and evil, crime and punishment of the gods are originally one and two sides.
'When he was in the mud, I had to save him. '
At that time, Dostoevsky really had only this idea.
……
Time jumps to the parallel world, Hokkaido, before the start of Dragon Head War.
After completing the task, Aye did not go to buy souvenirs, but went to a nearby bar to drink soju. When he opened the door and entered, the cello was still standing against the wall, and Dostoevsky was sitting on a chair, As if he was afraid of the cold, his hands were curled up in the blanket.
Dostoevsky asked him: "Will you come with me?"
Aye nodded very slightly.
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