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Having decided long ago to endure and live alone, hoping, looking forward to something, Luo Xuesong has no idea when and where he was thrown.

He knows that he is a loved person, his sister loves him, and the aunt who adopted him and his sister loves him. He is not alone in this world.

But, Luo Xuesong was still alone, he didn't say or do anything he wanted to say or do.

He had long ago decided not to depend on anyone.

So why?Why would you rush into the rain when you were afraid, regardless of the strong wind and rain, and escape to that person, saying——"Help me"?

In fact, I should have given up long ago.He is different from me, with such a fiery life and such a brilliant color, that person is a longing, an ideal, and an unattainable dream to me.

But I, regardless of my humble qualifications, disturbed him again and again, letting him comfort me.

How wishful thinking I am!Enough is enough, give up quickly, if you continue like this, you will really be unable to let go...

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"Because it's you, I'll show you. Xuesong, I like you."

The gentle voice came to his ears, and Luo Xuesong was stunned. For a long time, he was still digesting, and wept silently.

Kang Yaochen panicked, he raised his hand, gently wiped away the tears on Luo Xuesong's face, and comforted him: "What's wrong? Why are you crying? Be good, don't cry."

Luo Xuesong broke free from Kang Yaochen's hand, and even took a step back, like a wounded beast, hoarsely shouted: "Enough, don't treat me like this again, enough, enough, enough!"

Kang Yaochen, who was broken free, stood in the same place, looked at Luo Xuesong, and asked, "What do you mean don't treat you like this again? Does it mean don't treat you like this again?"

Standing alone in the middle of the room, Luo Xuesong couldn't find a foothold of his own, his body was light and light, as if he would disappear from here in the next second.Extreme anxiety and emptiness enveloped Luo Xuesong, making him immersed in his own world, out of control.

"Enough, really enough! Just leave me alone and leave me alone..."

"No." The categorical words cut off Luo Xuesong's speech forcefully. Kang Yaochen took a step forward, stretched out his hand, and hugged the crumbling man, "No, Xuesong, I can't promise you this matter, because I like you, so , I won't leave you alone."

It was so brilliant, the light emitted by the person in front of him was as dazzling as the sun, but it didn't burn people at all, only the fiery temperature slowly surrounded the heart, leaving nowhere for those who wanted to escape.

Luo Xuesong thought he had found a foothold, and his panic was being soothed.

However, he really can't do this, but this warmth is so nostalgic...

Covering her tearful eyes, Luo Xuesong resisted Kang Yaochen's embrace, but did not escape.

"I am male."

"I know."

"I am male."

"Well, I know very well."

"I am male."

"Yes, I like you, Luo Xuesong, even if you are a man."

"I'm a male... woo."

Biting his lip, Luo Xuesong didn't allow himself to influence him in this way, he needed to let him let go of himself.

Kang Yaochen would never give Luo Xuesong this chance.

Hugging that trembling body tightly, Kang Yaochen's gentle voice rang in Luo Xuesong's ear.

"It's useless, Cedar. I like you, I like you very much."

Desperately holding back the choking sound that was already on his lips, Luo Xuesong searched for all the excuses he could think of, but he didn't have enough confidence to say the reasons that could be said, because he knew that Kang Yaochen would not allow it.

Because of this, Luo Xuesong was even more unbearable, he couldn't tell the real reason, he was afraid, he was so afraid that he would rather destroy himself than tell the reason.

"I am male."

"Yeah, yes, you're a man, I like you."

"I am male."

"Well, I still like you."

"I am male."

"It's okay, Cedar, it's okay."

"I'm a man... I'm a man... I'm a man..."

Repeated this sentence countless times, and got the answer countless times, Luo Xuesong couldn't control himself, the tears still flowed non-stop, across the face, with a slight temperature, dripping on Kang Yaochen's shoulder , chest...

After being treated gently once, Luo Xuesong knew that he could not escape.

However, Luo Xuesong tried his best to escape, he couldn't bear to let the bright sun's light be cast a shadow because of himself.I escaped many times, but I was caught up again and again, held up, coaxed, and pitied.

Luo Xuesong had no strength, he was nostalgic for that warmth, he really wanted to just lean on and be surrounded like this.

Luo Xuesong is willing to exchange everything for this short stay.

Just once, just once, just let me lean on a little bit.

After that, I am willing to go to hell.