After marrying Bai Yueguang, the little wolf dog turned into a scumbag

When Jiang Mengzhen read poetry when he was a child, he used to think that love is romantic, gambling books and pouring tea, because he feels sweet and relaxed when he thinks of the other party, but after he married Qi Heju, he realized that the relationship is heavy and complicated. Being indebted and deeply entangled, if there is only superficial joy without bone-piercing pain, perhaps the tide of world affairs would have washed them away long ago.Maybe some people are blessed by luck and can stay together without wind or rain, but Jiang Mengzhen doesn't know whether such a relationship can also bear the weight of two people's lives and the long passing of time.

Or because the person he likes happens to be Qi Heli, Qi Heli's feelings have always been suppressed and forbearing since he was a child, and he gave Jiang Mengzhen persistent feelings, but also because of his paranoia that made their feelings grow a lot Jiang Mengzhen didn't have any complaints about this point of twists and turns, but in this hug, he suddenly understood that only such a paranoid Qi Heli would be so attached to him——Qi Heli's feelings for him were always as important as his life , if he wants to accept this heavy feeling, it means he has to accept Qi Heju's entire life. He can't just want his persistence and not paranoia, he only needs his bravery and not hostility, as long as he is good and not He's bad.

Love has never been such an idealized thing, how can there be love for no reason?If you want a deep enough relationship, you must pay a corresponding price. This may be the truth of the relationship in the world.Even with Jiang Mengzhen's appearance, self-cultivation, and family background, it is almost half-life to seek an unswerving true love. From this, one can imagine the frivolity among all living beings, but it is just coming and going, a taste, It is the same life without true love, and maybe you can live a more comfortable and unrestrained life.

But for Yu Jiang Mengzhen himself, he is willing to pay a price in exchange for a true love. He was born with everything, but he has never tasted the taste of sincere love. What's more, he has a tenderness in his nature, and he was born to love. He cherishes Fangzi just because he is afraid that this affection will be given to others by mistake.Qi Heju felt that Jiang Mengzhen was his Avalokitesvara, but in fact there was nothing wrong with it, only Avalokitesvara would always take pity on him with compassion, and use entangled tenderness to let him escape from the sea of ​​suffering and ferry him to the other side.

They seem to be incompatible, but in fact they must be with each other. Except for Jiang Mengzhen, no one will give so much tenderness to Qi Heju when he was unknown, and Qi Heju's perseverance after repaying his success and fame, how does wealth and power change? Human nature, too many people can only share the suffering, not the joys and sorrows.This kind of persistent waiting is not only because of Qi Heju's own personality, but also because Jiang Mengzhen has paid enough things that Qi Heju can't let go. It is ridiculous to not want to be hurt and sacrificed.

They turned around from the low wall, and walked hand in hand in the spring breeze. The servants behind them looked at each other, but no one dared to step forward to stop them. "Rumours are spreading," Jiang Mengzhen touched the red corners of his eyes , Breaking through tears into a smile, "The personal relationship between the noble lord and the general can be regarded as something to talk about after dinner with the people of the capital."

Qi Heju rubbed Jiang Mengzhen's silky back with his thumb back and forth, and said fondly, "...Then I let go? I don't care what they say, I'm afraid it's not good for you."

"No, I want you to hold my hand..." Jiang Mengzhen joked, "If it's too harsh, I'll just marry you again."

"Then I really wish they would make it worse." Qi He smiled, looked at Jiang Mengzhen and said, "Brother Meng, I think you still have something hidden in your heart that you haven't told me. I know you have concerns. If you To be able to marry you again, I only hope that you chose me, not because of any other people or other things, forcing you to come back to me reluctantly...I can always wait."

Jiang Mengzhen gave a soft "um" and said softly: "Actually, when I married you, I was not reluctant, but it was too sudden, and you are younger than me..."

"So I am anxious to grow up, to get ahead, and to make you like me. That kind of eagerness made me do too many wrong things. It would be great if everything could never go away. I will definitely cherish you. I won't make you so sad anymore."

"It's not that you didn't cherish me before, you were just being awkward with yourself, and what I did was inappropriate, so you have to be awkward with me, as if that's the only way to prove that I care about you..."

"When I come back here again, I seem to have seen a lot of things." Qi Heju stood outside Wan Yunxuan, and said slowly: "I also thought about moving away from the house, but there are too many irreplaceable memories here. , no matter good or bad, they should not be forgotten, I feel that I can bear those joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys now, there is no need to turn over all of them, thinking about it this way, there is no need to rebuild the mansion."

Perhaps it was his success and fame that rescued Qi Heju from the abyss of depression and inferiority complex, or perhaps it was Jiang Mengzhen's constant gentleness that gradually calmed his surly gloom. The Qi Mansion is like a quagmire that locks him up firmly. Now that he has become the owner of this place, he can transform it into whatever he likes. Escape is always temporary. If you don’t see or hear or don’t think about it, it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. Face it bravely. In order to be truly free, he chose to live in Qi Mansion again, because he has overcome and accepted the cowardly self, and only by reconciling with himself, can he finally have the energy to cherish Jiang Mengzhen and take care of his fears, It even fulfilled his somewhat selfish "reluctance", and no longer felt lacking everywhere as before, always circling in circles and looking for troubles for himself.

The two walked into the Wanyun Pavilion, Jiang Mengzhen looked at the simple furnishings inside, shook his head and said: "This room is too empty, it really doesn't look like the room where the general lives, don't you have any money at hand? Is it my sister? In this regard, you are also deducted?"

"You have wronged the empress dowager. The money, silk, gold and silver are really rewarded like flowing water, and they are all piled up in the warehouse. It's just that no matter how much money there is, there is no mistress who is in charge of the house and knows how to make arrangements," Qi He laughed. He said: "I am recuperating here, and there is a group of Xuanjia soldiers guarding outside. I gave them money to buy some things, but this group of people bought a hundred jars of good wine and came back. What do you want me to say? I didn't have the energy to make arrangements one by one, and the people below didn't dare to make decisions, so they just went on like this."

Before Jiang Mengzhen had time to say anything, a maid from outside walked into the room and bowed to him. Seeing her figure, Jiang Mengzhen trembled and said, "Is it Jiangxiang?"

"Young Master!" Jiang Xiang called out, and tears fell, "Jiang Xiang thought that he would never see you again in this life!"

"Good girl," Jiang Mengzhen leaned over and helped her up personally, "I still remember that you said that you hoped that we would be together for a long time, if you were not a child of the Qi family, I would have to take you away when I left !"

When master and servant met each other in the old days, they had a lot of greetings and confessions. When Jiang Mengzhen learned that Jiang Xiang was married to Qin Ge, he couldn't help sighing that everyone's marriage was already doomed, just like him and Qi Heju. When he arrived at the Qi Mansion, how did he know that the naughty boy lying on the wall would be his husband?Jiang Xiang and Qin Ge have known each other since they were young, and they never thought that they would come together because of a war.

Jiang Mengzhen held Jiang Xiang's hand, and said to Qi He: "Aren't you still worrying about not having someone in charge? This girl was the smartest and most capable girl who followed me back then. The only person I trust is Bi Yan It belongs to her, you just let her decide and buy things in the house, you can't go wrong... just one thing, she is my confidant, you give her the housekeeping power, in the future you will be in the house I can probably know what has been done in the mansion, if you are afraid that I will find out about something, you might as well replace it with someone else."

"I'm just afraid that no one will talk to you, or you don't care what I do in the mansion at all, and you put people around me, I really wish I could!"

Without further ado, Qi Heju gave Jiang Xiang the key to the warehouse on the spot, so that she would not have to be stingy with her belongings, and make the mansion look good. Jiang Xiang looked at Jiang Mengzhen, then at Qi Heju, and knelt down straight He said: "Thank you, my lord, thank you, my lord! I originally wanted to go with you, but now it seems that I can just wait here for you to come back..."

Qi Heju and Jiang Mengzhen looked at each other without saying a word. Jiang Xiang looked at the expressions of the two of them, and felt that there was a more compatible tenderness between them than before. How many times stronger, she naturally has not forgotten what happened in Wan Yunxuan, Jiang Mengzhen's painful cry and blood-soaked mattress will never be erased from her memory, no matter whether Jiang Mengzhen is a joke or not , Jiang Xiang has made up his mind to be a spy for him, secretly watching whether Qi Heli is worthy of Jiang Mengzhen's entrustment again.

Jiang Mengzhen stayed for a while longer, and went back to the palace before sunset. Qi Heju looked at the frame of his far away, although he was reluctant to let go, but he didn't have the depressed sadness of the past, because he knew that Jiang Mengzhen would come again , a kiss in the snow, a hug in the spring breeze, they have been convinced of each other's feelings, even though Jiang Mengzhen is no longer his husband, Qi Heju is more at ease than before, he knows that Jiang Meng Zhen likes him and hates him, that's enough.

When Jiang Feng led the troops back from Qingzhou, there were rumors of the nobleman's affair with General Qi in the whole capital. He consciously missed the best time to pursue Jiang Mengzhen, and put out a picture when Qi Heju came to thank him. With a cold face, he said angrily: "No, I don't believe that I am not as good as you! Mr. Jiang has suffered a loss from you once, why are you still willing to jump into the fire pit?"

Qi Heju didn't refute anything, just said: "I have liked him since I was 12 years old, and it has been more than ten years now."

"So what?" Jiang Feng said unconvinced: "It's not difficult to like someone like Mr. Jiang, anyone can do it!"

Qi Heju smiled and said goodbye, Jiang Feng was holding back his anger, and secretly made up his mind to like Jiang Mengzhen for ten years, so that Qi Heju could no longer show his infatuation in front of him.But a year later, he met a brother who hit a polo on his forehead. Three years later, after he clearly refused again, he saw the tears shed from the corners of the eyes of the always bright and carefree brother. At that moment, he felt a pain in his heart that he couldn't ignore.

At Jiang Feng's wedding with a large number of guests, he went to offer a toast to Qi Heli in a red wedding dress. Everyone was surprised to see the two generals who were facing each other with each other, and Jiang Feng poured out the wine in the cup. He drank it down, looked at Qi He's extremely dark eyes and said word by word: "...I lost."

Time has stolen too many things, and it will also bring many gifts. Jiang Feng was convinced and willing to lose. He quietly made a bet with himself on the wedding night in the bridal chamber, hoping to make his husband laugh like this forever , He believes that he will definitely win this time, and will never lose to Qi Heju again.

The author has something to say: I really don’t know how I came to the conclusion that I was tortured from the beginning to the end.

Almost everyone has their own imagined crematorium in their hearts.

Maybe everyone thinks that the pain of injury is nothing, and the plight of the original family can be easily overcome, and the unfair treatment is not that he is being abused.

So both inside and outside were unscathed, and they went back to the dream pillow without moving their arms or shaking their arms.

Then I really can't write ==

As long as Qi Er didn't really betray him, as a man of Mengzhen, he wouldn't intentionally abuse him.

His tenderness is his cutest part, he will always feel pity for Qi Er, and it is also the reason why Qi Er loves him so deeply,

I like this kind of dream pillow, and I also pity Qi Er who is guilty of original sin.

I don't know if you have had any contact with friends whose native families are not happy,

I once had a friend whose need for affection and security was a bottomless pit... The need for emotional value can drive people crazy,

The character Qi Er has his shadow to some extent,

From a psychological point of view, the influence of the original family is difficult to overcome in a lifetime.

Too many people spend their whole lives trying to heal the pain of childhood, but they can't get rid of it.

The relationship between Mengzhen and Qi Er in the first part of the article is like this,

Every time Qi Er seems to make a little progress and wake up, but in fact he is just standing still,

At that time, it wasn't just Mengzhen who was abused, Qi Er was never happy either,

Later he really tore himself apart from his original family,

I don't want anything, just a dream pillow,

Without a dream pillow, he is truly alone.

A person like Qi Er who lacks love is very lucky to meet a person who is full of love like Meng Zhen, just like bumps and bumps fit together,

I want my friend to be tenderly rescued too.