As soon as I got home, I saw Zha Gong pretending to be a white lotus

There are plenty of people out there who want to throw their arms around you, is it hard to find someone who doesn't make you angry? "

She turned around and left, wanting to calm down.

Song Qinyi's voice came from behind, cold and terrifying: "Don't go!"

Anyway, it's endless.

He was so annoyed that he couldn't stand it, so he simply confessed: "I have been fucked by you for two years, and every time you come back, my heart is tense in my throat, for fear of making you unhappy and being tortured to death by you. The first time I go out, I pray to God and worship Buddha. If you come back a day later, I can live in peace. I have lived in fear for the past two years. No matter how big your resentment is, it should be gone. There is no bloody hatred between us. When I was young and ignorant, I was good at everything as a bastard and liar, you can see that my parents have treated you well since I was a child, can you let me go, I beg you, okay?"

Song Qinyi looked at him with low eyebrows: "Is it finished?"

These words have been held in my heart for a long time, but when I confessed them suddenly, my heart seemed to be empty.

She nodded kindly: "Let's break up."

"Is it true?"

"Sincere."

Song Qinyi suddenly smiled mockingly: "That's not what you said when Beibei was pushed into the operating room. You begged me not to touch her. No matter what I did to you in those two days, you never said a word of no. It was you who were willing to give it to me, and now that you have used it, do you think it is time to make a clean break?"

His face turned pale when he listened with kindness.

He looked away in a panic, and heard the other party's sarcasm continuing.

"I'll ask again, is what you just said really true?"

"Speak, you were full of grievances just now." Song Qinyi pinched his face, "I won't let you go, so what can you do?"

Like a beast confirming its territory, he unbuttoned his kind clothes and confirmed ownership in the corridor.

Cheng Yi bit his lips and remained silent.

Song Qinyi sneered, not to mention showing no mercy.

As their figures got closer, Sheng Yi heard the sound of the door being opened.

He looked over in astonishment, Beibei stood weakly holding the doorknob, looked at him and Song Qinyi, the light from the corridor shone on her, making her face extremely pale.

He heard Beibei's extremely weak voice, "Brother, it's all my fault, I'm sorry."

Then she passed out.

During that time, Shengyi didn't get any news, neither good nor bad.

None of the people who stopped him on his way out responded to his questions.

With his mobile phone taken away, his only means of communication with the outside world was also cut off.

He even began to look forward to Song Qinyi's appearance.

It doesn't matter who it is as long as someone tells him what's going on with Beibei.

He looked up at the camera in the room.

There was nothing else he could do.

Sheng Yi cut his wrist under the camera, and the blade was thrown aside with blood on it.

He closed his eyes and leaned his back against the wall.

I didn't feel anything at first, but what overflowed later was not the pain of the skin, but a kind of extremely sad shame.

When Song Qinyi threw him aside, he could only get the other party's attention in this way.

So sad and so self-deprecating.

He is also very clear that there is an absolute inequality in communication and emotion, and it should have been expected that he would end up like this.

There were hurried footsteps outside the room, Zhang Ping hurriedly pushed the door open, with his hands hanging on the doorknob, seeing the situation inside, his eyes were stunned for a moment.

After that, the wound was bandaged, all the sharp objects in the room were searched, and the glass products were replaced.

That night, he finally waited for Song Qinyi.

He has no bargaining chips, and what is barely enough to meet the other party's interest may be a pretty good face and a body that is almost tired after playing for two years.

If these are still tradable.

His demand is: "I want to see Beibei."

There are not many kind words, only this sentence was repeated throughout the night.

Song Qinyi sat across from him, smoking a cigarette for the first time, looking at him nervously, waiting for his reply.

"can."

Beibei is still in a coma.

The doctor said the situation is not optimistic.

She kindly stayed with her in bed in the hospital, and dared not leave easily.

When the female nurse wiped Beibei's body, he stood at the door of the ward and waited.

Then I met Ji Qingru who came to visit with flowers in his arms.

Ji Qingru looked at his expression, was stunned for a moment, and confirmed again and again, "Are you really okay?"

Sheng Yi was stunned for a while, then shook his head.

Ji Qingru's tone was slightly hesitant: "Do you know that Beibei refuses to treat her?"

"what?"

"I wondered why you weren't here..." Ji Qingru's face was calm, "But you are her brother, and when Beibei wakes up, it's better for you to persuade her."

"Beibei woke up once before. At that time, she was very resistant to Qinyi and refused to cooperate with the treatment. Later, she went to the rooftop while the medical staff were away."

She saw Shengyi's astonished gaze, "Girls at this age may be a little rebellious, and Beibei has always been weak and sick, so it's probably a little hard to think about it.

Fortunately, someone passed by and pulled her down. After returning to the ward, she and the medical staff shoved and fainted, and she has not woken up until now. "

Ji Qingru sighed, "In the past few days, Beibei saw Qin Yi as if she saw an enemy. She said something that hurt people's hearts. If someone didn't stop her, she would still do it. I used to think she was weak, but only then did I find her inner self. Very stubborn.

Although I don't know why, but their relationship suddenly became like this, and it's really inconvenient for Qin Yi to come forward... I guess he probably wouldn't tell you this, so I came here to explain to you. "

Sheng Yi's face was as pale as paper, his eyes moved away in a daze, and his voice was light, "Thank you, I see."

After Ji Qingru left, he returned to the ward.

Beibei looked weak and pitiful with his eyes closed, reminding him of the pastoral dogs he raised when he was a child.

One day, the aunt downstairs sent a litter of puppies that were just a few weeks old and asked him to pick one to raise. The one he kept was the smallest one, with a thin body and a little bigger than a fist. Looking at him wetly, whimpering from time to time.

He and Song Qinyi tried their best to study how to raise it and take care of it like a baby.

They named it Coco, and Coco loved that Coco.

Unfortunately it was lost later.

Cheng Yi was so sad that he couldn't eat or sleep, so Song Qinyi went to Aunt Fang and asked for another one. He told Sheng Yi that Ke Ke was back.

The dogs that came out of the litter actually had little difference in color, but Sheng Yi recognized it at a glance, it was not Coco.

They named the new puppy Little Coco.

Beibei is allergic to dog hair, and little Keke was sent away by Ms. Liang later. She kindly never raised a puppy again.

Coco never came back.

Beibei didn't wake up until half a month later.

At that time, Shengyi was pouring water, her hands were shaking, and she looked back hastily.

Beibei weakly reached out to him, she had something to say.

Acting with kindness was faster than thinking, he hurried to the bedside and looked at her in bewilderment.

"elder brother."

Beibei smiled at him, "Brother, don't be sad. I'll go to my parents and I won't come back."

Sheng Yi was in a panic, he was trying to stop him, and he was also trying to persuade him to stay: "Bei Bei, stop talking."

Beibei shook her head, and her voice gradually weakened: "Brother, I have been dragging you down all this time...you are the best brother in the world, there is not much I can do, I can only give you back your freedom...Brother ,you're free."

People in the ward came and went.

There are doctors and nurses, as well as faces of acquaintances.

Sitting kindly by the hospital bed, after a long time, she was hugged from behind.

He didn't cry, and all the feelings that made people want to collapse in the past disappeared.

Emotions are zero, no fluctuations.

He refused to wake up in his own small world, after that day, he was like a wooden man.

After that, no matter what Song Qinyi did to him, he would remain indifferent.

In the face of his strange silence, the man tried his best.

It's just a matter of seeing who breaks down first.

The curtains of the room had not been opened again, and it was not known whether it was day or night outside.

The bedside lamp fell dimly between the kind eyebrows.

A kiss that could not be forced by pressing on the head of the bed, now it was just a word, and he leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

He vividly interpreted what a string doll is.

The documents were placed in the study room of the hotel, and Song Qinyi was not in the hotel when he went out, so Ou Baiqing had no choice but to get them by himself.

He hastily opened the door, opened the drawer, and was about to leave with the documents when he suddenly saw the secret door being pulled.

Yan Shengyi came from behind the door.

Since the last time I saw him in the ward, his face was even more haggard.

This person has lost a lot of weight. I don't know if it's because of this, but the clothes on his body don't fit well.

Ou Baiqing was stunned for a moment, and said to him with a smile: "Thank you, long time no see."

Yan Shengyi looked at him with a pensive look, and smiled at him after a while.

This person doesn't look feminine, but he looks surprisingly good-looking when he smiles, and the gloom between his brows melts away. He looks at himself with hope, his voice is slightly hoarse, and he asks if he can take him out for a while.

The clothes on his body belonged to Song Qinyi. He said that he wanted to buy two clothes, but the bodyguards did not allow him to go out alone.

After finishing speaking, Yan Shengyi smiled at him again, the smile was still very faint, reminding him of his first impression of this person.

That photo was hidden by Song Qinyi and has been preserved to this day.

He was very surprised that he would say this to him in a foreign language.

When he came back to his senses, he found that he had agreed to the man's request.

Get off the elevator and walk to the parking lot.

He knew that Shengyi could not accept same-sex touch, so he opened the rear door and let Shengyi sit in the back row.

Ou Baiqing asked him which shopping mall he went to.

The kind response is fast, and anyone nearby is fine.

he thinks of himself