Darkness of Darkness

Haiwei felt that his brain was blank, when the little thing in front of him said the words "like you", Haiwei really didn't know what to say.Does he know what he means?

It's okay to be liked by a kid, the key is that a boy likes me, and it's fine if a boy likes me, the key is that the boy is still a rabbit!

Well... let's calm down for a while.

"Rabbit, you, do you know what liking means?" It shouldn't be so fast, right?After all, I have only known him for more than a month.Relationships don't develop so quickly, do they?

"Like...? Just, just... I like to stay next to Mr. Haiwei, I feel safe next to Mr. Haiwei, I feel very happy with Mr. Haiwei... right? Also, Mr. Haiwei touches my head I felt very happy when I was talking to Mr. Haiwei...I like talking to Mr. Haiwei and so on...I, don’t you like this..." The little guy’s voice became smaller and smaller, and he looked at Haiwei with big eyes blinking.

Haiwei was completely thwarted, it's over, it's over, this time he really fell in love with this little guy.However, the little rabbit's appearance can indeed be described as beautiful. Not only does he have an urge to hug him and rub him, but he also has an urge to kiss him well.In fact, to be honest, the word charming can already be used to describe him.

"Hey, rabbit, you don't have a fever today, right?" Haiwei simply stroked the rabbit's forehead with his hand, but this clumsy way of changing the subject didn't have any effect at all.

"Huh? Not anymore..." Taking advantage of this opportunity, the little guy immediately moved closer.In the end, he leaned directly on Haiwei's body, which surprised the latter.

Haiwei said in a calm tone, "Rabbit, you have to think about it clearly. You can't just say the word liking casually. What do you think you like about me? I have an indifferent personality, and I don't look like anyone else. You only treat me now. It's just dependence." Haiwei wanted to use explanations to solve the current embarrassing situation.

It's like turning on a switch. Some people deliberately disguise themselves to prevent others from seeing them clearly, but the purpose is simple: to protect themselves.This deliberate pretender... is actually very sad.

Unexpectedly, the little rabbit trembled, his eyes gradually dimmed, and many things that he wanted to forget seemed to pop up in his brain.

Obviously want to forget.

"I...my parents are already dead...I live alone in the forest...I always knew that if I go on like this, I will definitely die, so I want to become a demon...I don't desire to become a demon...I just want to experience what I experience Unrequited feelings...Mr. Haiwei, do you know...I am afraid...I am afraid that someone will hurt me...I am afraid that someone will make me into a leather jacket like my parents...I also know...I will never see my parents again Yes...I want to live...Only in human form can I have the right to live, but I was hunted down by an onmyoji...I don't know...why we don't have the right to live...Woo...I really don't know ...But, but...I only found out after meeting Mr. Haiwei...Mr. Haiwei has been protecting me..." The little rabbit was already sobbing, and the painful memories were opened up again, the existence that would not be recognized, the existence that was denied An existence despised by humans and gods.

A crystal clear liquid flowed from the dim and hollow pupils, the current him is not like the previous one.He is no longer the innocent, cute, lively little guy, but a recaller who has been baptized by pain and sorrow.

I can no longer see the stream that I went with my parents, I can no longer see the warmth that belongs to me, I can only suppress myself, I can only be gentle with others...

Because I am a demon, I am destined not to be cared about by people. Because I am a demon, I am destined to die. Because I am a demon, I am destined to have no right to live.

I want to be recognized!I want to be recognized!I wish I could live like everyone else!

The little guy grabbed Haiwei's pajamas tightly, his body was shaking non-stop, and he couldn't stop sobbing.I hope this little warmth can melt some of the ice in my heart.Even if you will be ruthlessly rejected, please don't hurt me, because that hurt will be very painful, I am afraid of pain...

The little guy felt his hands tightly hugging his back, and then he heard "Why didn't you say it earlier? Do you know how painful it is to endure grief alone? Others don't recognize you, but I recognize you ..."

Others don't recognize you, but I recognize you!

The sound of the pendulum can be heard around, and the rattling is touching. The best spiritual healing agent at this time is a deep hug. I hope this warmth can dispel the ice in my heart and not bring any sadness.

"Mr. Haiwei...please...don't hate me."

"Absolutely...I won't hate you." You have lost...too much.That's how it feels to you, why is it so sad?