wind says rain

When Qi Mu came out of the wash, Qu Yanfan had just hung up the phone not long ago, seeing him coming out with wet hair, afraid that he might catch a cold, he urged him to blow dry his hair.When Qi Mu was blowing his hair, Qu Yanfan opened the curtains and looked downstairs. There were many children gathered around holding lit fireworks in their hands. From above, it looked like a circle of sparks. It was very beautiful, and there were children. The sound of playing and playing, the atmosphere is warm.

When Qi Mu came out, she saw her standing at the door fully dressed and waiting for him, holding the fireworks box she bought at noon in her hand, and seeing him come out, she said, "Hurry up and put on your coat and let's go down to play. There are a lot of people, hurry up..."

When I walked down, I found that it was more lively than what I watched from above. There were mostly adults and children, and everyone held fireworks in their hands. Some were already lit, and some were still holding a gray stick in their hands.

Qu Yanfan took out his fireworks one by one, smiled and said to Qi Mu: "Ah Mu, help me light the fire."

The moment the firework was lit, the flames of the fireworks jumped, illuminating the smiles of the two people.After playing, Qu Yanfan and the children got together, naively comparing whose fireworks lasted longer and whose fireworks were brighter.Qi Mu stood behind with the half-used box of fireworks and watched them play.

Looking at her child-like smile, Qi Mu felt a sense of the tranquility of the years.Both he and she have experienced too much since they were young. They thought they would gradually get better when they grew up. She met that person with too many uncertainties. This time she said she wanted to leave, but she didn't say much on the surface. , there must be reluctance in my heart.

Later, the crowd dispersed slowly. It was too cold, and the children were taken home by their parents.Qi Mu also stepped forward and pulled her over and said, "Let's go home too."

Qu Yanfan lit the last firework in her hand, watched it gradually burn out, and when the light disappeared, she said: "Fireworks are beautiful, but their good time is too short. You said there are those that can burn for a long time. Fireworks?"

"There will be." Qi Mu replied.

Qu Yanfan turned to look at him and asked again: "Will there really be?"

Qi Mu looked into her eyes and said, "A second can also be an eternity."

"Like what I did to Shen Shiju?"

Knowing what she was thinking, Qi Mu took the firework that had turned into black wire in her hand, wiped off the residue on her hand and said, "His world is too high, our starting point is too low, and we have violated harmony from the beginning." Some words Hurtful but true.Qu Yanfan knew about this, but every time she saw Shen Shiju, she was very happy, from the first sight.

I don't know why after talking on the phone with him today, she began to worry about how long this relationship could last, thinking about what role she was by his side for him.

Without disturbing her meditation, Qi Mu quietly stood by and accompanied her.

Just after zero o'clock, the new year is coming, and the surrounding fireworks are going off one after another, almost illuminating the entire sky.The people who watch the year wish each other the first blessing of the new year.

Qi Mu looked up at the surrounding fireworks, his phone vibrated, he didn't usually contact many people, Na Le had already said his blessings, and his friends were by his side, he clicked on the message of blessings, a few simple words, he saw For a long time, and then blacked out.

Gu Weihe was dragged out by Liang Rui and the others after dinner at home tonight. Given his mistake last time, Gu Weihe was unwilling.Seeing Gu Tingyu sitting there, Liang Rui said: "This time, there is really no one who has messed up. If you don't believe me, I'll call Brother Yu up, Brother Yu." After speaking, he yelled inside.

Gu Tingyu should say: "What's wrong?"

Liang Rui smiled and said, "Going out to play? Brother Yu, let's all come together, I see you are so busy every day, take advantage of the Spring Festival to relax."

Gu Tingyu has not yet refused, Liang Rui's words were heard by He Ting who came out of the kitchen, she said to Liang Rui: "Go, they all go, A Rui, you can play, take them out to relax, young No energy at all."

Liang Rui walked up to He Ting doggy-leggedly and said with a smile, "Auntie, you still know me well. I promise to let brother Yu and Ah Ling have fun." After speaking, he winked at her.

He Ting smiled and "thrust" them all out of the house, and told at the door: "Drink less wine."

Liang Rui said, "Okay, let's finish the order."

The gathering place was not far away, when they arrived there were already several people sitting around chatting, Liang Mang's voice was the loudest, and he was having a good time.

This time what Liang Rui said was true, the people who came were all familiar people, they were all taken aback when they saw Gu Tingyu, and quickly stood up and shouted: "Brother Yu."

Gu Tingyu smiled and waved his hands and said, "You can do whatever you want, I'm just here to take a look, and I'll leave in a while."

Hearing that he was leaving, Gu Weihe asked, "Brother, are you going out?"

"Well, I won't join in the fun when you young people get together. I just made an appointment with Shi Ju, who is next door. Let's talk about something by the way."

"He won't accompany Qu Yanfan?"

"She's not here. It sounds like she's back to town with her friends."

Gu Weihe didn't hear what he said later, that friend disturbed all his thoughts.When the New Year's cheers came, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Qi Mu. This was the first time he had contacted him since that time.I didn't wait for a reply and thought it was because I didn't see the news, because I had been blocked by the other party.

Nothing to say that night.

In the past few days, because it was too cold, Qi Mu and the others stayed at home, and Qu Yanfan stared at him taking medicine to recuperate his body. The excuse was: the premise of going out by himself is to take care of his body, so that he can rest assured.

On the fifth day of the lunar new year, Qi Mu went to visit his grandma in the cemetery by himself.Standing in front of his grandma, he bowed deeply and said: "Grandma, I'm sorry, I didn't follow what you said. I temporarily suspended school, and I can't promise whether it will continue in the future. It's too depressing there, and I'm so depressed. I can't breathe, I want to try another place, you will understand me?"

Looking at the photo on the tombstone, he whispered: "You don't blame me for loving me so much." It seemed to be a self-comforting sentence, which was very clear in the silent cemetery.

When he left, he arranged all the decorations around the tombstone, and said softly, "Grandma, I will come to see you when I come back."

His back was heavier when he left than when he came.

On the seventh day of the seventh day, Qu Yanfan left the town first. The matter of Qi Mu's school had been dealt with a year ago, so there was no need to go there again.Standing outside the door, Qu Yanfan stood on tiptoe and hugged Qi Mu for a long time, and his younger brother who grew up with him was severely injured by life again.

"Amu, you must tell me when you encounter anything, and tell me where you are going. I will wait for your news, and take care of yourself. Remember to take medicine..."

Qi Mu patted her on the back and said, "Don't worry, I will take care of myself, but you have to take care of yourself, don't wrong yourself because of Shen Shiju."

At this time, Shen Shiju, who was being complained about, was sitting in the car downstairs, and when he saw her coming down alone, he asked, "Qi Mu is not leaving?"

Qu Yanfan, who had just experienced parting, said with reddish eyes, "He won't leave."

Seeing that her expression was not right, Shen Shiju went around to the other side of the car, bent down to look at her face and said, "What's wrong? Who bullied you?"

Qu Yanfan shook his head and gave a forced smile.It was rare to see her like this, Shen Shiju held her in his arms and gently comforted her on the back of her neck, as if coaxing a wronged child.

Seeing this scene upstairs, at that moment Qi Mu realized that maybe his previous thinking was wrong.

Qi Mu left the town on the morning of the tenth day of the Lunar New Year. He did not tell anyone where he went, including Qu Yanfan. He chose to believe that Shen Shiju would take good care of her, and there was no need to worry about Chengxi No. [-] with Nale. .He left the mobile phone card he used before at his home in the town, and he also left a letter. The content of the letter was very simple, telling people who came to look for him not to look for it.

The date of return is uncertain, which is what he left in the last line of the letter.

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Qu Yanfan, who hadn't waited for his message, sent a message and didn't reply, and he didn't answer the phone.On the first day, I thought it might be that the phone forgot to charge or the phone broke.He thought of many possibilities to comfort himself, but he still couldn't be contacted until the third day, so Qu Yanfan drove back to the town to find him.When I met the owner of the fruit shop, he said that he hadn't seen him for several days, and when he saw him for the last time, he was carrying a small bag in his hand.

Hearing this, she became even more anxious. Fortunately, she had left the password of the house before. When Qu Yanfan entered the password and entered the house, he saw that the furniture in the room was covered with white dust covers, and the floor was dragged a lot. It was clean, and there was an envelope next to a small phone card on the long table where the keys were placed at the door.

Opening the envelope and looking through it quickly, when he saw the last four words, Qu Yanfan threw the envelope on the ground angrily and said, "Qi Mu, what exactly do you want to do? They promised to let you go out by yourself, Do you have to do something like this?"

When she returned to City West No. [-], Na Le asked her if she had seen Qi Mu, she shook her head and said frustratedly, "He's gone, the previous number is no longer used."

"What do you mean?"

"It means that if he doesn't take the initiative to contact us, we won't be able to find him."

Na Le didn't know what to say for a while, and he said after a while: "Maybe he wants absolute silence."

Suddenly thinking of something, Qu Yanfan stood up from the stool and said, "I'll go out for a while."

In the evening, the Gu family had just finished dinner, and the aunt was cleaning up the dishes on the table.He Ting sat on the sofa and talked with Gu Fanzhong about going to the hospital to see He Mo tomorrow: "What flowers should we bring to see Mo Mo tomorrow?"

Gu Fanzhong looked up from the magazine and thought for a while, "What about freesia, Momo doesn't like freesia very much, it's still in flowering period right now."

He Ting thought for a while and said, "Okay, I'll call and order one later."

When Gu Tingyu came back to change his shoes at the door, he heard Freesia stop for a while. After changing his shoes, he said hello to his parents sitting in the living room. When he went upstairs, he stopped and said, "Mom, I just I heard you guys discussing Xiao Canglan, right?"

He Ting looked at him and replied: "Yes, your dad and I are thinking about what flowers to buy at Mo Mo tomorrow, and your dad said to buy Mo Mo's favorite freesia, I can think about it, it's the flowering season now, Mo Mo should like it very much."

Gu Tingyu said: "I just came back from the hospital. I have already bought freesia. You can just go there tomorrow. Don't buy flowers. Putting too many flowers in the room has a strong smell. I don't like it."

"You kid, why didn't you ask us to go to see Momo by yourself. We were thinking about letting you go with us tomorrow. You were busy and didn't go with us before."

"I had a meeting outside today, and I happened to pass by the hospital on the way back, so I went in for a meeting."

He Ting sighed and said, "You've got a heart too. I'm usually busy with work and still think about my sister. Go up and clean up. I'll ask Auntie to cook for you."

Gu Tingyu said: "No need, I ate at the hospital, and I still have some work to do. I'll go up first, and you all go to bed early."

Seeing the back of his son going upstairs, He Ting sighed again.Gu Fanzhong heard and asked: "What's the matter? The child is so tired at work, so you can stop torturing him."

"I think so too, but look at how old he is. He had a girlfriend a few years ago. Now, besides work, it's all your fault for letting him take over the company so early."

Gu Fanzhong put the magazine back on the table and said with a smile: "The child is old enough to know what to do, so don't worry about it."

What she wanted to say was interrupted by Gu Fanzhong: "Okay, don't be angry anymore. Anger makes you grow old quickly. It's getting late. You can go up to sleep and have a beauty sleep." After finishing speaking, he nudged her to go upstairs.