"Bears" are better than bananas

"Big stupid bear, you, you said—"

Jiao Hou'er was speechless for a moment, just staring at Xiong Xiong blankly.

"I said, I like you, and I like you very much. Do you hear me clearly, Monkey?" Xiong Xiong said in a word.

The atmosphere was quiet for a while, and then like an erupting volcano, Xiong Xiong couldn't hold back his emotion anymore and continued: "Jiao Hou'er, you stupid monkey with slow emotions! For so many years, so many years, I have been I'm all by your side, don't you realize my feelings for you?"

"Jiao Hou'er, you idiot! Why can you choke on a banana? Obviously, I have made up my mind to confess my love to you! Why, why can't you wait for me?"

"Also, I already guessed that I'm the same as you, why are you still so cowardly in this life? I've clearly made it obvious!"

The more Xiong Xiong talked, the more excited he became, and the circles of his eyes became more and more red, as if he wanted to express the emotions that had been suppressed in his heart all at once.

"Big stupid bear, I—" Jiao Hou'er's eye circles were also red, he bit his lower lip lightly, and looked at Xiong Xiong helplessly.

"Monkey, do you know that when I know I'm reborn, when I meet you again, especially when I know that you are also a reborn you, that indescribable, thrilling feeling of being lost and found again, that feeling of Can you feel the ups and downs like a roller coaster?" Xiong Xiong grabbed Jiao Hou'er's arms, glared at him with both aggrieved and painful eyes, then pulled him into his arms, tightly Hug tightly.

"So in this life, in this life, I will never let you go again, Monkey! Definitely!" Xiong Xiong buried his head by Jiao Hou'er's neck, his voice choked up.

Without saying a word, Jiao Hou'er was held in Xiong Xiong's arms without moving.Feeling the coolness coming from his neck, and the slightly trembling body of Xiong Xiong hugging him, he finally raised his hand stiffly, tentatively and gently embraced Xiong Xiong.

He... He didn't expect that Big Clumsy Bear also liked him, and his feelings for him were so strong.

He always thought it was just his own wishful thinking, sad and ridiculous unrequited love.

It turned out that Big Clumsy Bear also liked him.

When the emotions of the two gradually calmed down, Jiao Houer, whose head rested on Xiong Xiong's chest, heard the strong heartbeat of the former, and said softly:

"Big stupid bear, in fact, since the first time I saw you in college, my love for you has been out of control. Even after working for so many years, there is still no change. Sometimes, I actually look down on myself. ——Inferiority and cowardice, both pathetic and ridiculous. I like you so much, but I dare not do anything to attract your attention, let alone confess this thing that I dare not even think about."

"Monkey..." Xiong Xiong was so distressed that he didn't know what to say for a while.

"I failed in my previous life, to be honest. My life can be said to be boring day after day, year after year. If it wasn't because I have always liked you, I think I would probably live like this Yes. Because you are like a lighthouse in my heart, allowing me to stagger forward with a tiny bit of hope and expectation in the boundless darkness of the sky."

"I thought I was like this in my previous life - I could watch you quietly not far away, and love you silently. But I never thought that I saw the news of your coming out on TV, and then I remembered That unexpected kiss during college, I was so emotional, I was choked to death by the banana I ate in my mouth."

"Just when I was deeply regretting why I didn't confess to you earlier, when I thought my life was over like this, I opened my eyes again and found that I was still alive-I was born again. At that time, I, Then I silently swear in my heart that I will chase you for the rest of my life."

Jiao Hou'er paused, and said with some amusement: "But to my surprise, I met you at this time. I always thought that according to the life trajectory of the previous life, the first meeting between us should be It’s university. At that time, I thought with joy, this must be God’s arrangement, let me meet you when I was still in high school. Therefore, I must seize this hard-won opportunity and strive to chase you I got it. It’s just funny that in the process of getting acquainted with you, I actually became timid. Yes, I was afraid, and I was afraid that I would be rejected by you after confessing to you. Friendships gained are ruined."

"But Monkey, haven't I come out of the closet?" Xiong Xiong said distressedly and a little angrily.

"But I'm afraid that your sexual orientation in this life will be heterosexual." As he spoke, Jiao Hou'er hugged Xiong Xiong's waist tightly, fearing that the latter would disappear in the next second. "After all, the trajectory of our lives seems to have changed in this life, and I'm afraid you will change with it."

"Stupid monkey." Xiong Xiong couldn't help cursing softly, reached out and rubbed Jiao Hou'er's head, then stroked his face and said, "Since you have thought of following the life trajectory of the previous life, we should be in We only met in college. But why didn’t I think that I might deliberately change the established life trajectory? I just deliberately went to school on the road where I could meet you by chance?”

"Big stupid bear?"

"Do you know that in order to meet you on your way to school, I deliberately got up an hour early every day and took a long way to go to school. Fortunately, God blessed me, and I met you in less than a month. You." Xiong Xiong said with a smile. "However, when I first met you, I was still not sure if it was you, because your appearance in high school was very different from that in college. Until you subconsciously called out my name and suddenly hugged me I was 100% sure that this is you. What surprised me even more was that you were born again."

"Big stupid bear, then why didn't you recognize me directly? If you had confessed to me earlier, I wouldn't have suffered so much before!"

"Because I'm afraid too, monkey. I'm afraid that your love for me has been used up in the previous life, and you won't like me again in this life."

"Nonsense! Regardless of the previous life, this life, or even the next life, I will always like you, big stupid bear!" After speaking, Jiao Hou'er hugged him even tighter.

"So," Xiong Xiong patted Jiao Hou'er on the back, and said softly, "I want to try to start from scratch with you, and go through everything step by step. Because of this It is also your wish, an unknown wish written in the diary."

"Diary? Big stupid bear, how do you know what I wrote in the diary?" Jiao Hou'er raised his head, looking at Xiong Xiong with shame and curiosity. "Also, I want to know, in your last life you were—"

"Monkey, let me say sorry to you first, I shouldn't have read your diary privately. But not long after you passed away in my previous life, I received a courier from your home address - inside is your Diary." Xiong Xiong said apologetically. "As for how I died in my previous life, because I heard the news of your accidental death, I was hit by a drunk driver's gas pedal when I was crossing the road."

"Big stupid bear, are you stupid?! I'm going to die when I die, why are you still sad for me who doesn't exist anymore?" Jiao Hou'er couldn't help cursing, with tears in his eyes .

"I have loved you to the bottom of my heart, how can you accept your sudden death?" Xiong Xiong stretched out his hand to cover Jiao Hou'er's face, rubbed it lightly, and said with a smile.

"But--"

"Okay, okay, let the past go. Don't we all appear in front of each other alive now?" Xiong Xiong held Jiao Hou'er in his arms again.

"But you had such a terrible accident because of me..." Jiao Hou'er said guiltily.

"Then didn't you also die unexpectedly because of my sudden coming out of the closet? We're even, so don't mention it again, monkey." Xiong Xiong comforted.

"Hmm..." After burying his face in Xiong Xiong's arms for a long time, Jiao Hou'er responded softly.

Feeling the coolness coming from his chest, Xiong Xiong couldn't help but hug the person in his arms tighter.