"ghost"

After the mother-in-law, Bai Su and I immediately disappeared, thought for a while, and then didn't stay where we were.

Soon, the old woman died suddenly, which was unreasonable. Si Ming didn't come to ask, because he knew the temperament of me and Bai Su. After the people from the underworld came to understand the situation, they didn't ask any more questions. I guess it should be The old lady explained the reason herself, as long as the Heavenly Emperor does not come, then everything can be carried around.

This trivial incident came to an end very normally, but during the period, a huge situation that shocked me a little bit, what should I do?A question of "what to draw" lingers in my mind.

58. One of the 駮

There were many questions I hadn't figured out yet, but Si Ming's sudden visit brought a more troublesome news: "Xuanyuan Sword has been stolen." The simple words sounded thrilling to me, but it's okay, The other artifacts are still in heaven, otherwise it would be really dangerous. "The rest of the artifacts have been strengthened and put away carefully. Only the Emperor of Heaven knows where they are, so there is no need to worry about them being stolen."

After Si Ming left for a long time, I didn't recover from my surprise, Heavenly Court!Even things in heaven can be stolen, where is heaven put? "Yunyan." A voice with a slightly warm breath came from my ear, and my whole body trembled irresistibly, not to mention that someone approached my ear and spoke, and the breath was itchy on my ear, just Bai Su to me The understanding, the words that come close to my ears are the most difficult thing for me to resist. "What are you doing!" "No, I can't get back to my senses. Don't think too much about Xuanyuanjian. If there is news, Si Ming will come to remind us. Just tell us. Now, who stole it? This Xuanyuan Sword has no clue yet, so it's useless for you to rush."

It's not that I don't know the truth of what Bai Su said, but I just feel that this incident really makes me feel a little unbelievable. "Sit down first, I'll go out and close the door." After Bai Su finished speaking, she walked out of the room.Soon, Bai Su came back with a little white horse in her arms.

After looking at the pony for a while, he smiled and stepped forward to take the pony.The pony was also quite spiritual. After being picked up by me, it raised its head slightly and licked my cheek. "Yunyan, what's the matter with that horse?" Bai Su frowned slightly, a little displeased with the closeness between this horse and me. "Why are you jealous with a horse?" "...No? I'm jealous of anyone who gets too close to you." I laughed, but I won't let go of this horse, after all, this is when I met Bai. Sue started raising it before.

A long, long time ago, as soon as I ascended to become an immortal, I was favored by the current Emperor of Heaven and took me back to be a general. But by chance, when I passed by Xianmasi, a group of ponies were driven over. Immortal Masi rushed to the side, but unexpectedly, there was one, clung to my lap and would not go away.This horse looks well-behaved, and it looks even more cute when it clings to people, but I can't take any horse away without the permission of the Emperor of Heaven.Fortunately, the Heavenly Emperor agreed directly when he saw this situation.It wasn't until I came to the yard where I would live until the next Emperor of Heaven came to the throne, that the Emperor of Heaven told me that the pony that followed me was named 駮, and could bring happiness to people.

Happiness... I am silent, this word has nothing to do with me.My parents passed away, and my brothers were separated. I have no family affection, and I can't feel the happiness brought by my relatives.I am obsessed with cultivation and don't care about world affairs. I have no Taoist companions, and I have never felt the happiness between Taoist couples.Without a Taoist partner, there would be no children under his knees, and he would not be able to enjoy the so-called family happiness. Why did he choose to follow him?I don't understand it, but at least this white pony looks like a good match for my eyes, so I took good care of it.

What surprised me a little was that 駮 is very psychic, it can feel your mood and feelings, it is really very gentle.

After ascending to immortality, on the anniversary of the death of the first parents in Tianting, there was a banquet in Tianting Yaochi. I don’t remember what to celebrate, but I remember that at that time, I had been feeding 駮 for several months, and Yan Yuan had already Became another person beside the Emperor of Heaven.On the night of the banquet, I went back to my yard early, with a few jugs of wine in my hand, sitting in the room alone. I inevitably felt a little lonely. After thinking for a while, I stood up and walked to the yard where He was. .

"Do you mind if I disturb you?" I raised the wine jar in my hand and looked at He.He probably saw the sadness that could not be concealed on my face, so he nodded slightly, obviously he didn't like the taste of wine.I sat beside 駮, leaning on 駮's body, and felt even more sentimental for no reason. Today is the anniversary of the death of my parents. I have no paper money, nor gold ingots made of paper. I only have a few jars of wine brought back from the banquet... …

The wine is good wine, very fragrant and mellow, but when I drank it, it was inexplicably bitter. The bitterness in my heart made me feel uncomfortable for the first time.I drank the wine without saying a word, sip after sip, the wine jar soon bottomed out, but the bitterness did not disappear at all, instead it became more and more obvious. The bitterness made my heart ache and lasted for a long time.

It is obviously fine wine, and it smells so mellow, why... After drinking the third jar of wine, the bitterness in my heart reached a critical point, and the tears slipped down without warning. "Father... Mother... I miss you so much..."

Suddenly, his face was warmed up.The rough thing rubbed against it again and again, I turned my head, and He looked at me very gently, seeing that I was stunned, and the tears could hardly stop, and He even rubbed over, as if to comfort me, and I also I know, He is trying to comfort me.Maybe it's because of it, or maybe it's because after crying, my emotions have been vented, and the bitterness in my heart has been relieved a little bit. However, if I hadn't done this action and played the role of accompanying me, maybe I wouldn't just cry.

When the relationship between Yan Yuan and me became better, it turned into a human form and left.I only know that it is going to the mortal world to bring happiness to mortals, and I also feel that it has already embarked on its own journey and will not come back. I feel a little lost in my heart, but I don't regret it.But more than ten years after that, it came back and changed back to the appearance of a little white horse.

I guessed it might be exhausted, but when I saw the confusion in its eyes, I was stunned.what's wrong with itWhy are the originally clear eyes replaced by confusion?Did you encounter anything in the mortal world?

I also cultivated all the way from a mortal. Although I don't understand the mortal things so well, I still know more or less. Is the purity of the mortals swallowed and destroyed by the greed of mortals?I can only keep guessing. "What's wrong? You look listless?" I sat down again leaning against 駮, and 駮 looked at me, and after coming over for a while, put his head on my lap, and after a while, he said sullenly: "It's nothing, just tired." Just tired?Is the body tired, or the heart tired?But no matter how much you ask, it is useless. He closed his eyes, as if he really fell asleep.

Not long after, it disappeared again.When I saw him again, he appeared in front of me in the form of a human being, and the confusion disappeared, replaced by indifference and indifference.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" He raised his eyes, and when he saw it was me, there was a smile in his eyes, "Congratulations, you have been promoted to Shangshen, and you are in an important position." "Let's stop here for my business. Tell me what happened to you, 駮."

59, 59 駮bis

"Tell me what happened to you, 駮."

I don't have the slightest intention to allow it to evade, and I also have this intention. If it wants to evade, it will take special measures.He was stunned, and after looking at me for a while, he smiled softly, "This is the first time you called me by my name." "...Tell me, it's okay, you know I won't hurt you. "Qi nodded, looked at me, and fell silent again.

After a long time, "When I saw you for the first time, I felt the loneliness from you for the first time, the loneliness without a trace of happiness. I am the embodiment of bringing happiness to mortals, I think I should also be able to bring you happiness, but I was wrong. I only comfort you when you are vulnerable that time, and I can’t do anything else. So I left, hoping to experience in the mortal world After that, I can gain the ability to bring you happiness. But the longer I stay in the mortal world, the more I feel that what I bring is not happiness, but misfortune. Until recently, I feel more and more that it is abnormal to bring happiness to mortals Difficult, they seem to never be truly happy. I can't even give happiness to mortals, so how can I bring happiness to a high god?"

What he said was not too long, but it contained quite a lot of content, so rich that it took me an incense stick of time to figure out the relationship between primary and secondary, as well as the meaning he implied.Sure enough, it still has a relationship with mortals. "Hey, do you think it's meaningful to help mortals?" "...What do you think?" For the first time, He's eyes became so indifferent, it seems that mortals really hurt it this time. "I used to be a mortal. I was born in a small mountain village. When I was accepted as an apprentice by a strange person and brought out of the mountain village to practice in the mountains, I felt really happy. It was just that I was photographed by an expert. Later, I went to the sect of an immortal, and really practiced the magic of immortality. I met many people, and I gradually discovered that there are actually many kinds of mortals. Some people, just give them a bite of food, and they will be grateful. People, even if there is a life-saving grace for them, it is only verbal and material thanks, as if I helped him only to be able to survive