Strange disease

When did Xi Rong and I talk about it?

For a while, I often asked myself this question. Our love path seems to be different from others. When I realized it, we seemed to have gotten along like a couple who have lived together for a long time.

In the summer vacation of my junior year, I lived at Xi Rong’s house for two full months. After returning from Wuqing Town, I joined a technology company. During the day, we went to work separately. I started at 07 o’clock, and Xi Rong 30:[-].

At first I set an alarm clock for myself, but when I was fast asleep, even if the world was ending outside, it might not wake me up, so the night before the first day of work, I told Xi Rong that if I didn’t wake up before eight o’clock , must wake me up, there is no limit to the means, let him do what he wants, I don't want to be late on the first day at all.

The next morning, I don’t know if it was because I was a little excited. In fact, I couldn’t sleep for a long time after dawn. I even heard the sound of Xi Rong getting up next door at 07:30, and heard his footsteps coming into the room. The bathroom, and then into the living room and kitchen, busy outside.

I lay on the bed and didn't want to move, but Xi Rong pushed open my door very punctually. I closed my eyes, suddenly I became curious, and my mind started to dream.

What would he call me?

There are a hundred ways to wake up in the "sarcasm style" in my head. I think that with his personality, the most likely one is to lift my quilt directly, which is simple and rude.

I pricked up my ears, knowing that when he approached my bed, the mattress beside me sank a little, and then his hand touched my eyes, but his movements were unexpectedly gentle.

There seemed to be a soft string in my heart that was plucked suddenly, and then I felt his palm clasp my hand hanging by the bed, pulled it, and said in a low voice: "Get up."

Eh?Why doesn't it seem to be the same as what I thought?

I didn't move, and I wanted to know what he was going to do next, and then he didn't hear anything, he took my hand again, and repeated: "Get up."

My hand was wrapped softly by his wide and warm hand, I only thought that this moment would continue like this, and time would be suspended from now on.

It's like a dream that people never want to wake up from.

Seeing that I didn't respond, he came to touch my face again: "Are you awake? Don't worry, your eyelashes are moving. Didn't you say that you don't want to be late no matter what?"

Yes, I can't be late.

woo woo woo woo.

The social animal's desire to survive finally gained the upper hand, prompting me to reluctantly open my eyes, but I was still a little bit unwilling, so I wanted to play tricks on him: "I'm so sleepy, I can't get up...what should I do?"

With a soft sigh, he half-dragged and half-hugged me up from the bed: "Sit down."

My eyes were still dazed, and for some reason, a sentence popped up from the thoughts jumping in my mind——

If Xi Rong has children in the future, he will definitely be a good father.

Help, it's really inexplicable, what am I thinking.

But what to do, I like this set.

Things progressed to the end, Xi Rong even dressed me personally, I felt a little bit sorry, and decided to automatically stretch my hands through the sleeves when he put the sweater on my head, and then he put on my coat again.

After that, I didn’t need an alarm clock anymore. After all, there is a “boyfriend-to-be” calling me every morning. Who needs an alarm clock?

Because my working hours are a bit later than Xi Rong's, so he will go out after tossing me up, so I will see him off at the door with a toothbrush in my mouth, unkempt and drowsy, and say to him inarticulately: "Get fat sooner." Come."

Then he left. I went back to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and washed my face. The porridge and buns he prepared for me on the table were still not cold. After I finished eating, I took the buns and went out by myself.

At noon, when I eat takeaway at work, I will take a photo and send it to Xi Rong. We usually don’t talk much during working hours, but I have figured out his movement track and know that he will be free during lunch break. At this time, I will give him Send a message and he will usually reply within a few minutes.

He will tell me that he is in the cafeteria, how busy he is today, and then he will go back to the office for a while at 12:30.

In the evening, Xi Rong and I can't tell who gets off work first. Sometimes I work overtime when the company is busy, but usually it doesn't exceed zero, but it is not easy to take a taxi in the city center. If he returns early, he will drive to pick me up. By the way, the two had a supper nearby, went to the supermarket and went home together.

If he told me that he was coming, I would be more than happy to go downstairs with my colleagues, so that I could quietly show off to them how handsome and considerate my Xi Rong is, although I didn’t have this kind of honorable experience in the whole summer vacation. We can enjoy how many times.

I sometimes think that part of the reason why I love Xi Rong so much is the way he treats me, as if I was already alone after my parents passed away, and I have an extra relative.

It may be too shallow to describe my feelings for him simply as liking and fascination. He carries all my yearning for the lost family.

He is not only my lover, but also my family.

After a summer vacation, the distance between Xi Rong and I seems to be getting closer, but it seems like nothing has changed.

The current situation is very beautiful, everything is harmonious and harmonious, I am even imagining that if one day in the future, I have been married to him for many years, when we are an old husband and wife, our life will probably be like this now.

But humans are a naturally greedy species. After a while, I began to feel less satisfied again.

I want to kiss him, I want to have him, even if it's just a name, I want it like crazy, I want to be with him in a fair way, and then put a ring around his beautiful ring finger, and put our back Half life chained together.

Will there be retribution for the greedy?I don't know, maybe even what I have now will be lost, on the other hand, when I know that his sexual orientation is not gay, I think I am doing something that is at least not so glamorous, which makes me hesitate .

After school started, Xi Rong and I returned to the state of "separate living in two places". Although we could see each other every night, and we still stayed at his house on weekends, the feeling of not being able to see him as soon as we opened our eyes in the morning still made me feel a little bit do not adapt.

I think I was spoiled by the too comfortable and happy life a while ago, which made me want to take off my eyes and stick them to him every day.

After class this day, I called Xi Rong as usual and told him that I would be at his house in a quarter of an hour, but it took him dozens of seconds to pick up. I heard a very noisy background voice from him, as if There are many people around him.

In the noisy noise, Xi Rong's voice couldn't be heard clearly, I couldn't help pressing the phone tightly to my ear, trying to figure out what he was talking about.

Intermittent speech filled the air, there were men and women, laughter and laughter, I didn't know what the occasion was, I frowned a little uncomfortably, and only heard a sneer from the other side: "Don't come, I have something to do tonight .”

"What did you say?"

I seemed to hear it clearly or didn't seem to hear it clearly. At that moment, I even heard a hint of impatience in Xi Rong's tone that was similar to coping.

I can't believe my ears-

Is he finally bothering me?Why don't I just call and disturb him dating someone else?Or disturb his good business?

Xi Rong repeated again, this time I can't lie to myself that I didn't hear clearly.

He had a cold voice and said clearly word by word: "Don't come, I have something to do."

Then I seemed to hear someone on the other end asking him, "Who? What's the phone number?" Xi Rong didn't answer, or he didn't let me hear his answer, anyway he hung up the phone.

It took me half a minute to realize what happened just now. When I think about it carefully, it's actually not a big deal. Xi Rong has his own circle of friends and his own social life. Can I control it?What does it have to do with me?What am I?

But under the circumstances at that time, I didn't calm down and think at all. Xi Rong's cold words seemed to hit me, and my whole chest was stagnant. Can't stand a little setback.

After I hung up the phone, I felt like a volcano on the verge of eruption. I found a shared bicycle on campus and rode back to the dormitory like a whirlwind. When I entered the door, two roommates had already returned. They were surprised He glanced at me anxiously: "Why are you back? Didn't you take anything?"

They all know that I never stay in the dormitory after class in the afternoon.

I didn't say anything, I took off my backpack and threw it on the ground, and immediately started to start the computer, and the computer slammed on the table with a loud sound.

A roommate turned around and sneered: "What's wrong? Your face is so smelly? Who owes you 500 million?"

I don't know if my face is smelly or not, but the expression is probably not very good-looking, but I don't bother to pretend, what do I love.

While waiting for the startup, I pressed the Enter key more than a dozen times impatiently. I felt that if the computer didn't turn on again, I could disassemble it immediately.

"Yo yo yo, brother, put the fire away and take it easy." My roommate said while playing games, "It sounds like your teeth are sore, expensive things, aren't you usually a treasure? Don't you feel bad?"

Damn it, it's okay if he didn't remind me. As soon as he said it, I remembered that Xi Rong bought this computer for me.

I don't know why the little flame in my heart was burning more vigorously. Anyway, the computer finally started up. I quickly entered from the entry point of a certain folder, and flipped all the way to a certain hidden program.

I'm a computer student, and I'm not ashamed to say that I'm pretty good at it, although most of the time I'm a good citizen who abides by social order and doesn't do bad things with the technology I learned.

The only time was when I had a sudden brain twitch and installed a small program I developed myself in Xi Rong's phone.

I didn't hide it from him, this looks like a program that aggregates various common tools in life, including thermometers, maps and navigation, step counting, small notes, important date reminders, and also summarizes weather information and travel stickers on the web scholar.

After I installed it for Xi Rong, I asked him to try it for me to see if it worked, and to see if there were any bugs.

But in fact, this is a small program I specially designed for him. I have no intention of promoting or making it public. Xi Rong is its only user and its only server since its creation.

There is a function called "One Word of the Day". The small program will randomly display a sentence of positive energy found on the Internet every day, automatically typesetting and displaying, such as "Your injuries are medals" and so on. Earthy and vulgar chicken soup sentences.

It sounds useless.

Of course, how could I deliberately put such a tasteless function, in fact, I often carry private goods in it——

Some confessions that I was too embarrassed to say to Xi Rong.

My secret thoughts buried in my heart seem to finally have an outlet to see the light, even though I don't know whether Xi Rong will open it, but this is not a kind of psychological comfort for me.

In addition, this small program actually has another hidden usage, which is to allow me to quietly learn about Xi Rong's whereabouts.

Functions such as step counting, weather, and maps all use the data permissions of the mobile phone, especially positioning.

It cannot be denied that I did it on purpose, and I hid it from Xi Rong.

Even later, I installed a special receiving software in my computer to collect the data and location information transmitted by this small program.

I rarely open it, after all, I know in my heart that something is wrong.

I comforted myself that I was just worried about him, even though Xi Rong, an adult man, is unlikely to encounter the kind of kidnapping scene in the movie, but in case, if I can't contact him one day, at least there is a way Find him, right?

I secretly set a red line for myself, that is, I will not use it unless it is absolutely necessary.

In order to prevent me from clicking it, I also deliberately put this receiving software in a corner that is difficult to find, and it needs to go through two or three passwords and authentication procedures in the middle.

But at this moment, the impulsive emotion in my heart suddenly crushed the floodgate that I set for myself in my heart, and I found that I entered this hidden receiving port without any hesitation, as if I had already entered the hidden receiving port in my heart. This path has been rehearsed countless times.

I opened it with a swish, and immediately captured Xi Rong's location information proficiently.

I checked and found that he was in the center of the city, and the specific location should be an expensive hotel.

I closed the computer, memorized the name of the store silently, then put on my bag and set off immediately.

The school is not far from there, I took the subway three or four stops, and went straight to the hotel.

As soon as I entered the door, I was shocked by the vulgar and resplendent hall. I rushed to the front desk and said that I was looking for someone. The lady in charge of reception at the front desk wore a face of exquisite makeup and asked like a dummy: "Who are you looking for?"

I don't know anyone else, so I can only say that I am looking for Xi Rong.

She looked through the location records and told me that there was no such person.

I was a little annoyed, and said: "He is eating here. He is my friend. He didn't make a reservation, which doesn't mean he is not here. I just came to deliver something to him. Do I have to call and ask him to come out to pick him up?" I?"

The lady at the front desk looked at me up and down, hesitated for a while, and finally let me in.

I think it might be because I'm less likely to cause trouble.

So I drove all the way in, and circled the hall carefully, but I couldn't find Xi Rong.

I don't think my positioning software will go wrong, it's purely because of my absolute confidence in my old business ability, so there is only one possibility left, Xi Rong is in the box.

At this moment, I am actually a little sober, especially when the waiters around me see me sneaking around and ask me if I need help.

I don't understand why I came here suddenly, just because Xi Rong hung up on me?Just because he said he has something to do and he has no time to serve me tonight, so where can I love to cool off?

I also feel quite strange.

Before I knew it, I realized that my possessiveness towards him had swelled to a level that even surprised me.

This is not good, this is really not good.

Why do I care so much about who Xi Rong loves to eat with, something that I have nothing to do with?

This battle has made me want to come here to catch rape. The key point is that I don't even have the title of "principal house".

Another voice from the bottom of my heart chirped and said, "It's all here, let's go see what he's doing?"Are you not curious?

Okay, what a "here we all come".

At this moment, a waiter came up to me and asked me: "Hi sir, are you looking for someone?"

I nodded and pretended to say, "I sent something to my friend, but he didn't answer the phone when I called him. I'm worried."

The waiter asked: "Is your friend in the hall or in the private room?"

"It should be a private room."

"Today, we will reserve one of the private rooms. It's upstairs. Come with me."

The other party showed me the way politely and enthusiastically. Now I was in a dilemma, so I had to follow silently.

When I went up to the top floor of the hotel, the waiter took me to the door and left. I looked at the thick and shiny golden door, and the sound of clinking cups of wine came over my face.

At that moment, my brain couldn't turn at all, or in other words, I found that my ability was not enough to wipe my ass for my previous impulsive actions.

I don't know how I will explain my reason for coming to Xi Rong when I see him later.

pass by?Who deliberately passed by the reserved private room?

Come to eat?How can I have this spare money.

Help, I'm dying just thinking about it, I'd better get out of here, before Xi Rong finds out.

However, I don't know how such a coincidence happened in the world. Just as I was about to shrink back into my tortoise shell and sneak away, the door in front of me was suddenly pushed open.